30 July 2006, Sunday

*SCREAMS* okay im fine. just had to let dat out. i was so rite. i did like, 5000 chores. omg u noe wad? i went out to buy dinner & my mom was like, u had better nt bring ur earpiece ltr ppl follow u home oso dunno. & i was like, yeah rite. so i listened to my mp3 on the way anw & becos of black eyed peas blasting 'pump it!' in my ear, i almost got bulldozed by a freakin car. i froze, alrdy off the curb, on the road. & the driver glared at me. scary. & then on the way back, i almost became grace-pancake a 2nd time cos of daniel powter. bad day indeed. & then there was the 3rd time, yes, i almost got knocked down a total of 3 times in 20min. it was the freakiest. i was like, in the middle of the road adjusting the volume when i glanced to my left & there was a car waiting 4 me to cross cos i was blocking the entire road. omg. okay i tink im gonna go check on my hmwk now.

i live!

29 July 2006, Saturday

YAWN. what a toally uninspiring day. basically slacked at home & din go out cos i wld spend if i did. had a nice lie-in though. woot. i am so bored. & i cant play ball tmr morn either, mom's made sure i cant. argh. here's to an illuminating day tmr, NOT. im gonna be doin endless chores. sounds fun?

i tink im gonna go drown my sorrows in some chocolate now. later.

28 July 2006, Friday

whoopadoodle its friday again! i LOVE friday nights! i noe u do too! ooh so fun sec2s had NAPFA 2day & i gt 2 laugh at them. muahahah. im so mean. NAW, im nice.

aw shucks i feel horrible. maybe i'll go eat my snickers bar now.chocolate's gd for depression-relief, right? lalala.

i feel messed up! :[

27 July 2006, Thursday

omg so busy nowadays. ca3 nxt wk start & i stil havent revised everything. im so gonna fail mt, music& math. damn. i din hv time to blog past 2 days cos i was soo busy doin the stupid banner 4 ipw on tues n i slept at one.ugh so needed caffeine nxt day. & then ytd i did the stupid mt pics 4 dat b*tch mrs lim& still cant send. then i did my folio task & spent like 5 hrs on the com. bathed at 12am slp at 12.30am. had caffeine today too. yay mocha rox.

aww my profile viewage is goin down. sliding drastically. ugh emilee is out. i mean, it is SO time for jasmine to go. bloody hell gayle shd hv stayed yeah? jeez. haha i feel so much more slacky 2day. yay ANDnovation carnival ytd was fun. but last yr's more interesting lor. oh gosh i tink i terrorised sean 2day. lols i used his hp til no batt. he gt nice mp3 songs lor. so sad i listened to 'catch ur wave' halfway den no batt. so anti-climax. kia cher kept making me piggyback her ard the canteen. im so pathetic carry one round then arms tired le. ohya i went to library actually wana revise de end up i get distracted by a piece of paper & spent an hr + analysing my infatuations & writing poems. see! here's one:

so hear my words, i'll say them loud
another sound amongst the crowd
i feel like background noise
another face, another voice.

faceless people all around
i wish to crawl underground
to hide from those around me
i never noe who to be.

he wants this, she wants that.
i cant be all they expect.
i'm like this & then like that
starting to feel like a puppet.
A toy on strings,
pull more & I'll scream.
cant take much more.
please, i might fall.

never knew myself too well
trying to discover me now.
but it's turned so tough
the going has got too rough.

I might smile, I might laugh
do you noe it's just a bluff?
To cover up my confusion
and give others a happy illusion.
Fill my face with bright grins
when inside, I'm in ruins.

Heart's been broken way too much
yet i still cant hold a grudge.
To keep from being teary,
of people, i am wary.

Dont hate me or lock me out
To fall apart, I am about.
Stay to keep me together,
Be here to make me feel better.

Be my guardian angel
And my guiding star.

yay. well its not the best lah bt did it on the spot. was listening to 'bad day' so i guess must thank Sean for the inspiration cos i gt the song fr his hp.

GIVE ME SOME SUGAR, I FELT DOWN.

24 July 2006, Monday

and its back to wake up at 6am again. whee. not. school, aromachem, j8, home. blah.

bloody broke.

23 July 2006, Sunday

arrgh stupid ken teng shocked me into awaking by calling me like, 7min earlier than i said to. damn him. 0808 is way too early to be awake on a nice cool sunday morning! looked like it was gonna rain or smth. but i was gd. i said i wld show for bball, so i did. i arrived at nine am bt hey, better late by half an hr than an hr yeah?
lalala lotsa strangers there. well...okay i knew em all cept ahmad. bleah my bball sucks like hell. my shooting was so off. kept bouncing outta the bloody hoop. eventually i gave up n took a rest from humiliating myslf by letting chi shun take ovr my place. but i tried again! after my lollipop. yay! it got better. i started to aim better. SEE. result of skipping training. BAD Grace.
ohwell. i did score twice. hais how pathetic. shall try again nxt time :[
whoopadoodle i bought the Pony bag. finally. after like 2mths. now im super broke n in debt.

debt alarm:
Chi Shun: $5
Joshua: $18
ching ching!
money to me:
Jia Cai: $6
Betty: $20

22 July 2006, Saturday

YAY today was fun. see urs truly has been hiding a secret. i had secretly planned a small bt nice bday celebration for Bets, cake, present & all. yiyin n i chose the wallet, same design as mine with a diff color. she'd better take gd care of it. -.- i chose a nice 600g cake all chocolattey. it was like, with chocolate meringue which i had owaes wanted to try. the cake was super sweet! real nice bt abit too sweet after a while. still, it was super nice. lols. last min we reaslised we din hv forks,plates,candles or lighters. so i dashed to buy at gd ol' NTUC. go grace! =D Betty was so happy. & joakim is cute in person. the idol wannabes were all at j8 today. poor gayle. hais. we went to marina square again, for lack of a better destination in mind. dat makes what? 3 times dis wk? ooh. dinner at macs. home late by an hr. (9+pm) got grounded. woot. well at least Bets enjoyed her day with us. QH, Yiyin, Bets & Grace. whee~

hmmm little voice has been dormant for awhile.
*deep inside* (...muahahah i shall catch her unaware!)

toodie-o!

21 July 2006, Friday

oops haha i forgot to add that ytd was mah girl's Betty's birthday. well anw i wished her alrdy so its all cool. doodledoodledoo. yay it's friday! here comes the wkend! friday is my teevee nite. klahhk. o.O how random.
smallvilleCHARMEDnewsGHOSTWHISPERERdesperatehousewives.

tvTVtvTVtvTVtv!

20 July 2006, Thursday

ooh kay i went out with qh today after sch. she was late but ohwell. and we were both like, super broke. she had like, 40cents and i had 3bucks. still, she was nice cos she treated me to hot fudge sundae with her ez link. yippie. we went to bugis junction,browsed round n then went down to marina square. we walked. i din get direction lost this time! tee hee. there were all these Jolin fans there. hmm. then we window-shopped n i told her abt the bags i wanted to buy...the nike and pony ones. then she got hungry so we went to the only place where she cld get a meal. mcdonalds. she paid with ezlink again n i totally splurged on a latte which i drank one sip of n decided i was an idiot. i shd juz stick to mocha nxt time. dumped in two packs of sugar n drank it all. sugahh, baby. makes the bitterness taste sweet. woot. then we headed back to j8 n i showed her nike le future, which i shall buy nxt wk...or when i hv the dosh. at seven i went to meet Mom for dinner, after which we went to make new glasses for both of us. whee! the nanyang optic guy was damn nice. thou i was super choosy he din complain at all. wonder if he's gay. ohwell.

sugahh. yeah.

19 July 2006, Wednesday

today:

- it's all abt identity, man. ur name: identification purposes. no name: identity crisis.
- jonathan no.1 (or is he no.2) anw, jonny (?) is such a tootsy pants, that freaky little skinny boy. wad was up with dat today??
- bunch of weirdos! 2/8 guys walk past me call my name just to see my reaction -.-

LV: okay enuf with the point form, Grace! its not nice!

*glowers* fine. so ms thoo was so cute during geog! she told us the boy-dog-food story & went

" u noe, we were all like, yuckyuckyuck. "

& she was cute abt the cats n the 5cents too. X) aWw shucks mr yeo refused to buy GG cookies. which reminds me, i 4gt to ask de neighbours again. dang. im SO broke i've got zilch in my pocket now & nazira stil wants us to pay so much! crap. potty mr tan is bloody bananas. give so much hmwk! yay after sch i went to eat. yummy gelato. shall eat again tmr. ohya yiyin totally traumatised her pri sch fren/s today. she kept freaking him out by appearing suddenly & hounding him. o.O well. ooh whoopie i found another nice bag. oh bloody hell im broke. crud. oh no i feel so mean to wai teng just now in j8 when i waved & she gave me this bright smile but i was too tired to return it so i smiled weakly. i feel so guilty! boo. korwoong totally dint see me. yay nurul & jay sang so well! i totally went wow cos i love those songs. & they sang em' good. i tink based on performance, either jasmine or joakim shd be out. ohwell.

VISIT TMR FOR ANOTHER BIG BORE POST.
jeez i hope not.

18 July 2006, Tuesday

yay no school today. was such a nice lie-in. i went online n was like,oh haha look its mostly andersonians. ooh i hit the shops with Yiyin n now my feet hurt. bloody shoes. + i ruined my mom's stockings. oops. broke in my V.B. R&R skirt. first stop: Marina Square. We lunched (LV: yay food!!!) n then browsed the shops. i almost walked into this glass pane. stupid times bkshop. put so many glass pieces jutting outta the bloody wall. thats what u get for hiring weird designers =.=
& then it was stil quite early so we decided we'll shoot down to bugis n find Icon. so we did. (LV: hello, i tink they'll like to noe how u got direction-lost on the way like five times, walked a big round round everything n as a result got hit multiple times by Yiyin's bag.) really? oh. well. we got there in the end! =) saw this tall building with a weird thingie, like an unattached lift. new national library doesnt look anything like a library. yay Icon rocks! all ye who arent fans of vintage, dont go there. vintage glam so rocks man. cant wait to go back. then we went j8 n bought more stuff. aWw im broke again.

FYI. i dont talk to myslf. i just got the ability to carry on a conversation by myslf.
havent u heard? i've got multiple voices in my head. Little Voice is just one of them.
DUH.
dont be a retard, retard.

17 July 2006, Monday

wow i hadnt known i wld up my blog so soon...i just did it today. it was a spur-of-the-moment,last min decision. anw the real one is stil in the making. this is totally temporary. so forgive oh great bloggers cos im but a beginner & a total amateur at this :) lucky this isnt my actual diary (the pen n paper one) cos otherwise dis is gonna be long. yay yay yay. i love my new wallet. ahaha lemme tell ya abt 2day. it was so fun. like, i totally got to sit there n look at the poor ppl run the 2.4km in dis hot humid weather at YCK stadium. every1 was like, 'hey why u not running?' n i got to be like, 'oh chey. i finished long long time ago le.' ahahah so fun. & then my class all dumped their precious-es (hps,wallets,mp3s...u noe) in mah bag n i got appointed the unofficial caretaker of them all. alrite i admit, i did hv the urge to grab n go (ohh im RICH yay lets go spend the money!!!) but so pointless rite i mean, come on i go 2 sch daily they can just hold me captive n torture me til i return it to them or wadevr. (LV**: "oh pls hv mercy! u want ur money back? do i wanna return it or not? hmm no not really.") how pointless.
so then i decided to be nice n offer to buy drinks 4 any1 who wanted me to so i went round askin if any1 wanted drinks if yes,i'll help em buy n den bad bad Krystalle was like, 'why?...' err. i forgot wad she said le lah bt she was totally suspicious n mean. wa lao. hao xin mei hao bao. so after dat i quietly sat there bt got bored after awhile thus went down by the track to look at the ppl running by n talk to frens. There i was,sitting behind Yiyin, Krystalle, Athirah n Daryl n cheering for Adel, ZiAi n others, answering the occasional question when a thot struck me. " hey wait. if I'm sitting here...who's taking care of our belongings? " i honestly hadnt thot of that til then. Athirah went " hey yeah! lame lah u go back! " & Daryl was totally like abt to laugh at me. argh so infuriating. ohya after the run someone left their key in my bag. how sad. just tink : some1 will be panicking n maybe get scolded cos their key was left with me. (LV: aWw.)
after 2.4km run it was like,5pm. i decided to go to Yiyin's house. (LV: whoopadoodle.) we took a cab. bad news, as of this wk all cabs qi jia le. hais. but the taxi driver so frenly. haha i saw this bloody idiot* walking by. Rusty totally barked at me. he so doesnt rmb me. tsk. ahahah had so much fun at YiYin's. i bet the 'opened' guy had fun too! (LV: actually...no not really =D) am so gonna stayover one day at her place. is gonna be a total bunch of nonstop fun.
its official.
big fat molecules suck. no not really rocks.

*codename
**little voice
LITTLE VOICE GOT U YET?