ABS!

cough cough cough. im am so tired. i coughed non stop for 3hrs last night, i dont know how i slept man.
like i've said, i've coughed so much, i'm actually developing abs!

i am so proud of myself.
the single life so rocks :))))
thankyou hong wei, for helping me realise that i think so.
(no, he didnt do anth to me!)

I'm not here for your entertainment
You dont really wana mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cos u know when its over, before it begins
Keep ur drink just gimme the money
Just you and your hand tonight!

im so digging that song now, i think i typed some words wrongly, but whatever.

today qh & i went to orchard and we didnt get her shoes. stupid shop. but we got some totally cute things! well, i did anyway. it is SO cute! ohmygosh. i so cannot decide which one i'll keep for myslf. and we saw some total hotties, as qh so eloquently put it. LOL. he was okay, not THAT hot, but hey, if she likes guys like that.... hahaha. trust me, he had a pretty hot bod. so i tormented my feet in my sexy heels, and tmr i gtg for training. whoopadoddle.

i saw this shirt that i so want, and these totally great heels. of cos, they'll probably hurt like hell, but hey, dont all heels?
here's a little food for thought:
why cant they invent heels which dont kill our feet?

i gtg find my notebook, my Legolas spin-off needs work. and i miss Warren... crap.
lets hope i dont cough myslf to sleep tonight. cya tmr.

back from being outta it

hello bloggers im officially touching the computer again. its been more than a wk since i last posted anth & holiday mood has long hit my fellow blogger friends but im still gonna say it anw.

ITS THE HOLIDAYS BABEYY!

see, i hv been outta it lately. i took a major trip to the sick zone & stayed there a good five days or so. like, my fever hit me hard & fast last thursday, and all the warning i had was the slight cold on wed & the painful sore throat i woke up with on thurs morn that stayed with me til sunday morn. ouch, like, seriously.

i totally missed the last day of school, which, everyone knows is not even really sch, more like Report Book Day and Let Hols Spirit Sink In Day which i hv NEVER missed before but i did this time & lemme tell ya, THAT SUCKED. big time. i mean, SPORTS CARNIVAL! CLASS TEE! i hv NO IDEA how they look like. being sick is so not fun.

so my temperature soared up to 38.16degrees C within an hour on thurs, and lemme just say, it is NOT easy trying to slp well with a high fever, no matter what ppl might tink. i cldnt breathe properly, my throat HURT, my body was like radiating heat. seriously, i tried the sweat-it-out-under-blanket thing for 2hrs and i was abt to die. so the air con went on and i tink im nuts, cos i din even tell my mom i had fever, mostly cos i so wanted to go to sch the next day & i knew she wldnt let me. but then i threw up in the middle of the night and in the morning i thought, hell, who am i kidding, i aint gonna be up for sch in this state. and sure enuf, my temp that morning was 39.05d.C. so i had no choice, i told my mom. and i missed sch. *deep sigh*

THEN, i drank this super dee duper power herbal tea which broght my temp down to 37point smth in like, an hour. COOL HUH. unfortunately i still missed the sch thing, on acc of my temp zooming back to 38.30dC. and appetite was a thing of the past. for the 1st time in a long time, Grace did not hv zest for food. how rare is that?? i still dont, as a matter of fact. i just eat when its time to, but i hv no appetite at all. sure, i get hungry, but i look at food and im like, nah. seriously, for 2 days, i survived on tea and fruit. is that like whacked or what? i rmb i only started eating on sunday, while watching Starsky and Hutch. the fever only left on saturday night, which is basically when the cough started.

cough. i hate coughs. on sunday night i coughed non stop, which i hv been doing for the past 3 days and i hate it. its making me lose slp. so on sunday night i was totally getting ready for chem class the next morning when i started sneezing and coughing -are you ready for this?- blood. yes, i just sneezed into a tissue, blew my nose (excuse the gross image) and looked and saw blood on the tissue. and then i froze, because whatever i had been expecting, it was not that. and then i coughed, with my hand covering my mouth of course, and i removed and hand, and on a whim, i looked and saw blood on my palm. remind u of a drama, huh? i was reminded of when in Dolphin's Bay Shan-ni was dying of cancer and...ahem. anyway. i believed that's when i freaked. i was in my room, alone, and i believe it was around 12+ or maybe later in the night, and i started freaking out and crying "OMG im coughing blood!" of cos, it was only later that i realised no one cld hear me but wth, i talk to myself all the time. so then the next morning, i was hounded by coughing fits. i decided to stay home.

yeah, so ppl who think i blew off sch and chem class, tink again. i dont tink u wld hv wanted to see me start coughing blood in the middle of class and freak out more than me okay. i mean, i cant risk having u win the Most Dramatic Over This Issue title from me you know. after all, it is me who's coughing blood. and i'll hv u noe, i've NVR done tht b4 in my entire life. scary.

and now, its tuesday, and im still coughing and breathing with difficulty, but be assured there's no further blood. yet, of cos. but im keeping my fingers crossed tht it nvr happens again. the only blood activity going on here is with those gd for nth mosquitoes. horrid blood suckers! grrr, i've got 3bites.

sorry that i talk so much- even when its abt a boring fever and cough. long posts do seem to be my specialty. but hey, at least i got smth to post abt eh? :D

hugs and kisses! oh wait, no i cant kiss u ppl, u'll probably get sick too, but i wager cyber kisses are just fine. taa!

Beeeeeeeeeees

i am bitter and bewildered.
whee.

today geog was so eurhyukjvfg. yeah. then smth happened which got us all blatantly staring for a bit. then we reverted back to the oh-crap-bad-results-sucks-what-do-i-do state.

i spent sixty dollars today and not even on shopping. whoo. oops gtg find tht NYAA thing.

cannot stand the hot sticky weather, i so need air con.

and summer love rocks my socks. althou im not really wearing socks now. still.

SUMMER LOVE
SUMMER LOVE
SUMMER LOVE

insignificant post here

lalalaaaaa
i havent got anth to post abt. i didnt go to class today. i miss class.
not SCHOOL class, duh. dance class.

*disgusted grunt*
ugh,
yearbook pictures are being taken this thursday!
God, cld it be any sooner?

*prayer to God*
Dear God,
pls let the photographer come down with a fervent fever tht isnt life-threatening but will not go away til sch lets out for the hols & the sch has no choice but to let us take the pics after the hols. alternatively, just anth that will make the sch decide to postpone the picture-takings til after hols will be fine. while u're coming up with a plan for tht, can you pls let me lose a few kgs, make my face slimmer & help me not get into any more trouble at sch for the rest of the year?
ohyes. and Lord, pls help me find him or her.
thankyou, Amen.

things i hv to do:
~ save more money so i can shop during GSS
~ figure out how to let xh go class w us
~ be nicer to certain ppl
~ be meaner to certain ppl
~ stay out of trouble at sch
~ stop reading trashy cheat-ppls-feelings romance novels
~ get rid of the bks i hv
~ get serious abt math results
~ try not to be too indifferent or negative when showing mum math results
~ stay away from the pringles, ice cream, oreos and candy in the fridge
~ stop consuming so much sugar
~ buy eng compre bk & do it
~ also do lit things ):
~ dont eat junk food for dinner
~ dont eat junk food at all

hmm. long list, dont ya tink? sigh.

cheers!

woohoo im so happy blogger is fixed! :DDDDDD

hmm i tink my reaction is abit slow but this happens when a girl doesnt touch the com for a few days.
anw, YAY BLOGGER IS FINE AGAIN.
hello template changes <3

andand,
I'VE GOT AN IDEA...
well actually i've got many, but this is so great!

this wk i saved some money but i still dunno if i can go for class tmr...this sucks im always strapped for cash. and i wana meet ashley jie so bad and i wana catch up with everybody so soo bad and why arent things going smoothly its not fair GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

and i've added new stuff to my list of things to buy
and khairi owes me eight CDs, that irritant.

i've been thinking what to do lately, and my mind just draws up a big blank.
like, BLANK.
and im hungry.

insane urges!

chicken banana!

i have got supercrazymadlynuttyuberstupidinsane urges to be superduperly ULTRA nice to all my friends! event he ones i havent seen in a loong looong time.

wow.

if u're my friend during this period pls count ur lucky stars because these supercrazymadlynuttyuberstupidinsane urges are urging me to buy everyone presents.

presents.

what do i look like? a bloody money printer?

gag.

and i even returned the library bks i used joshua wu weizhong's IC to borrow.
i am like ultra nice lately.

WEIRD!

list of things i wana do this hols!

~ meet ashley jie
~ go on mad shopping sprees every week or so (hmm ok every TWO wks or so)
~ GET NEW JEANS
~ ditto shoes
~ meet old frens i havent seen in longlong time
~ smth abt my hair
~ pack my wardrobe
~ eat all the candy in my fridge
~ introduce my horse to my dog
and
~ give my dog a bath


HAHA GOTCHA!
i alr gave my dog a bath like 3months ago, he doesnt need another til 2mths ltr.


:D
oh fine, im kidding, i dont hv a dog or a horse. i do hv a hippo! and a lamb. and a kiwi fruit!

ahahah. YIYIN HOUSE VERY NICE CAN but very scary if u leave at night because u run the risk of getting chased by a ghost dog which may or may not:
a) jump over the moon gate
b) sink its canines into ur ankle
c) be real
and then when u go home & relate the story to yiyin when she asks if u're home safely she may or may not:
a) care
b) believe u & get worried & advice u to get insurance frm the owners
c) pick up the phone
of course, all this results in a few possibilities of she may or may not:
a) nvr invite u to her house again
b) invite u over & send u home in her car
c) invite u over, slam the door in ur face & set her dog on u


(: lovely house :)

I LIKE!

STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN <3333
the boys making themselves comfortable :D

random shot!
our hostess performing for us! :D

OMG!

Yiyin's house is like NICENICENICE! see the 1st shot? its the stairs leading to the basement where we spent the whole afternoon and most of the night. HEHEHEEEEEEEE

(see Juanne's blog for more pictures!)

surprisingly i was not the latest althou i did smth super malu and then it was super hot and we walked super long time then we reached yiyin's new house and there was this loud sound:

WAAA......

*insert stunned looks of awe*

*mad dash up to house follows the exclaimation*

"eh? why is the door locked?"

"eh, the door is open."

"come, we go to the basement,"

*everyone troops downstairs*

"WAAAAAAAAA yiyin!"

and that is the start of our hermit-like 6hrs++ in there.

FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

and then we had to leave, and that concludes the fantabulous new house adventure<3

i want to go again!

qiulin & i sang hua xiang! XuShaoYang!!!!! *swoon*

new obsession!

I AM IN LUST.
LUSTLUSTLUST.

AMBROSE XU SHAO YANG

so hot so hot so hot!!!!!!!!!!!
*DREAMY SIGH*
buy me an Ambrose for my birthday. or a Warren, im not picky.
lol.

TODAY, aft sch i decided to go home, but then i went out with NianTee Samantha & JingQiu hahah fun leh we did nonsensical things. sadly, we didnt see GG but ohwell.
we walkwalkwalked around til 1++++ then i went home & changed & then went out to meet Y Q & K. hahaha like code lidat. grr i waited ard then realised they at mrt there. so toot.

we bought lovely things! we talked abt balloons! and peonies! and condoms! and dumb-bells! and boxers! and spongebob! and MATERNITY! andandand......i dont know le.
wa sei i tell u, my bus ride damn long. and tmr going out again, and i am broke and crap lah.


AMBROSE IS SO CUTE

he has been up-ed in my top ten list, and im not penning his screen name anymore, but his given name cos he's so fab. i love his jaw *SO MAN!* lol. i love his shoulders. i love his hair. i love his eyes. i love his smile. i love his arms. i love his bod. *drool* no LOL, jk. i love his expressions. i love that face. HE TURNS ME ON woohoo.

okay enough obsessing.
i am like so tired, i want to sleep.
Ambrose, i love you.
xoxo


LOL.

LALALAAA

dont need to tell me i ought to be studying! but im like damn hungry howwwwwwww.
crap nth to eat, as usual. siiiiiian.
i want to see ggggggggggggggggggggg.
and to suddenly know everything abt math.
and i only got sixty percent for jiacai true friend test.
HAHAHA so much for long time friends.
.
.
.
.
.
cannot tahan, very hungry.



i want to eat duck rice.
THANKYOU KAITING AND JIACAI FOR TEMPTING ME.

stupid jiacai. he finish exams liao............irritating.
seriouslyseriously, there is nth for me to eat here. SUCKSSSSSSSSSS.

andand, anyone knows what to get jiacai (PRESENT) pls CONTACT ME. if u read this and hv an idea, i am assuming u noe how to contact me, if not, TOO BAD. no lah, just go to the side there & u will see how u can contact me.
and i dare to type this here cos that jiacai nvr reads my blog. then whne he does, he nvr tags. then when he tags, its like once in 545378 days. so in short, he nvr reads my blog.

YIYIN:
if u see this pls bring like alot of money with you on friday because i hv no money to pay this week and i am too lazy to contact you to tell you so yeah.

KENNETH:
if u read this i will give u a million dollars because u dont read blogs.

sing a song of six pence, a pocketful of rye!
four and twenty blackbirds sitting on the pie!
when the pie was opened smth smth smth.......
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

GRACE'S TOP TEN MOST IMPT GUYS LIST:
1) Warren
2) ------
3) ------
4) -------
5) --------
6) ---- ---
7) -------
8) ----- ---
9) WUZUN
10) XU ZEYA

hahaha ok the last 2 arent really lah but whatever. i havent seen no.8 in 45642 yrs! hehehee i just just forgotten evryone else on my list i hv such a horrid memory why am i still here i must go study but i am so hungry! i dont care liao going to eat noodles and then STUDEEEEEEEEE.

1000 miles

A Thousand Miles
Making my way downtown,
walking fast, faces pass
and im homebound.
Staring blankly ahead,
just making my way,
making my way through the crowd.

And I need you
And I miss you
And now i wonder

If i could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cause you know i'll walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you tonight.

its always times like this when i think of you
and i wonder if you ever think of me
cause everything's so wrong and i dont belong
living in your precious memories

Cause i need you
And i miss you
And now i wonder

if i could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cause you know i'll walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you...tonight.

And i, i dont wanna let you know
And i, i drown in your memory
And i, i dont wanna let this go
I, i dont.

making my way downtown,
walking fast, faces pass and im homebound.
staring blankly ahead
just making my way,
making my way through the crowd.

And i still need you
And i still miss you
And now i wonder

If i could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass us by
cause you know i'll walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you
if i could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cause you know i'll walk a thousand miles
if i could just hold you
if i could just see you...
tonight.

sigh. love this song, vanessa carlton is so cool. sian diao, dunno do what. hate this stupid damn hot weather.

today was so dumb...almost late to sch, then nvr study, then still crap alot for the test. i left out so many points! but still i tink okay lah. after sch KT Adel and i went J8 eat breakfast where i saw my darling. the darling i've had my eye on since forever...sigh. GG<3 hahaha. jk.

i tink guangyang guy is like, from gyps. if thts so, i've known him like forever. he is like so cute. lol. then jacq came. then we walked J8 for 2hrs. Fun. yay.
Adel & CK! yay. he was nice lah, made that keychain for her. lol i guess love does sneak up on you when u're least expecting it...their story is so funny. not tht they're in love lah, but still.
then gy guy was totally nearby and i was so like, SIGH. lol.

aft tht adel & jacq left for TP and KT & i went home to change & get txtbks. i was early for once & KT made me wait. ORANGE IS LIKE THE COLOUR OF THE DAY. hahaha. we went to tution centre then i saw Juanne & Shirley and blahblahblah Adel & i went KFC where CK saw us and his fren was totally stupid. malu. then aft tht we went library and we saw song downstairs and i was reminded of chi shun a lil bit then CK met us at library.......

and then as i was going home JC asked me to meet him for dinner so i went and im damn full cos of pizza. see my day so eventful. i want to see gy guy leh. i reli tink he's frm gyps lah, but JC doesnt noe who im talking abt.

sigh. i am so wasting my time...i shd just end it all b4 anth starts becos im just so not interested. sweet nothings mean NOTHING and i dont really care if they do anw. i am so not looking for anth, and i dont plan to. im just so deprived tht a lil attention feels nice. esp since the one i want attention from is like, terrified of me. hahaha it is so funny. hilarious. depressing. i mean, doesnt it TELL you smth? i strike fear in ppl's hearts. LOL i am so powerful. so what shd i do?

i dont care luh. adel bought me hawthorn candy! :DD and treated us to KFC! :DD and JC paid for my drink! a lil bit anw. why? becausebecause, I AM BROKE. yes, its true. mum needs to return me money and i still hv to pay for dance class. SIGH. plus i am trying to spend as lil as possible, GSS IS coming. heheheeeeeeeee.

i am so sian lah, im not going to blog le. grah.

Play School<3

Over It:

I’m over your lies

And I’m over your games.

I’m over you asking me when you know I’m not ok

You call me at night,And I pick up the phone

And though you’ve been telling me, I know you’re not alone

And that’s why your eyes,

I’m over it.

Your smile,

I’m over it.

Realized

I’m over it, I’m over it, I’m over

Wanting you to be wanting me

No, that ain’t no way to be.

How I feel, read my lips

Because I’m so over, I’m so over

Moving on, and it’s my time.

You never were a friend of fine

Hurt at first, a little bit

And now I’m so over,So over it

I’m over your hands

And I’m over your mouth

Trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt

Oh and that’s why your world

I’m over it.

So sure,I’m over it.

I’m not your girl

I’m over it, I’m over it, I’m over

Wanting you to be wanting me

No, that ain’t no way to be.

How I feel, read my lips
Because I’m so over, I’m so over

Moving on, and it’s my time.

You never were a friend of mine

Hurt at first, a little bit

And now I’m so over,So over it
I’m so over it

Don’t call,Don’t come by.

Ain’t no use

Don’t ask me why.
You never change;
Leaving all the crying in the rain

.

.

.

Yay Over It by Katharine McPhee is so nice :DD

i did so many things today. random things.

like, i woke up with absolutely no idea of what i was gonna do aft sch. then during recess kaiting invited me to her hse and i said yes. but then, she changed her mind. and i rmbed tht ben and i might meet. so end up i was to meet KT at 2 and ben aft 3. then i hung ard opp sch real long then went home to change.

was late meeting KT (: we went to macs, where we saw KT's classmate & his fren. KT classmate left & we tried to study but failed appallingly. LOL. ben came & bickered with me. GRR he irritates me. but i proved him wrong hahaha.

ben left and KT & i went walking. we went to the arcade & got score of 101 on the bball game. LOL (: then we pretended to be lil kids.

KaiTing the big baby! ahahha.

grrrrrrrr blogger's being difficult, i cant upload the others. ah, here they come! :)

I'm Grace the Kid! or Kid Grace. sounds cool, eh? :D

then we went for dinner. where i saw Stan. MRT Stan. hehee yes, tht's how i know him. and i rudely but correctly invited purselves to eat with him cos he looked so poor thing, eating alone. haha i know i don like to eat alone. he looked like he cld use some company. Stan's like, rich! haha he's a foreign student frm HK and he just WONT speak Cantonese to me! sigh. not fun lah, i wana hear him speak Cantonese lah so cool can.

the rice stall ppl totally flirted with me. ugh. so not cool.

lalala! tmr got Macs breakfast and im still broke this week boohoo and Stan has small eyes like KT haha so funny omg im thirsty i shall go drink water now oh no this post is so frivolous :D

when you

Dang ni

Ru guo you yi tian
Wo hui dao cong qian,
Hui dao jui yuan shi de wo,
Ni shi fou hui jue de wo bu cuo.
Ru guo you yi tian,
Wo li ni yao yuan
Bu neng zai he ni shang yue,
ni shi fou hui fa jue wo yi jing shuo zai jian.
Dang ni de yan jing mi zhe xiao,
Dang ni he ke le,dang ni chao,
Wo xiang dui ni hao,
Ni cong lai bu zhi dao,
Xiang ni, xiang ni,
Ye neng chen wei shi hao,
Dang ni shuo jing tian de fan nao,
Dang ni shuo ye shen ni shui bu zhao,
Wo xiang dui ni shuo,
Que hai pa dou shuo cuo,
Hao xi huan ni,
Zhi bu zhi dao
Ru guo you yi tian, meng xiang dou shi xian.
Hui yi dou chen le yong yuan,
Ni shi fou hai hui ji de jing tian
Ru guo you yi tian
Wo men dou fa jue
Yuan lai shen me dou ke yi
Wo men shi fou hai hui ting liu zai zhe li
Ye xu kong xu rang wo xiang de tai duo,
Ye xu gai hui dao mei yi mo
Mong li hui xiang yu,
Jiu hao bu you yu
Da sheng de shuo wo yao shuo
Dang ni de yan jing mi zhe xiao
Dang ni he ke le, dang ni chao,
Wo xiang dui ni hao,
ni cong lai bu zhi dao,
Xiang ni xiang ni,
ye neng chen wei shi hao
Wo xiang dui ni shuo que hai ba dou shuo cuo
Hao xi huan ni,
zhi bu zhi dao.

hahahah! so totally an old song. but its the pre hate-cyndi days (:
not much to tell abt today, and anw my leg hurts too much for me to try.
haha.
leg & typing, so irrelevant.
whatever!
i am so,so broke.
sigh.
and unless i am very much mistaken...i am hungry.
dang.

ytd there were newlyweds taking bridal pictures in our sch :DD
so nice (((:
yesyes, hopeless romantic here.
maybe they met in sch, fell in love and thus started their lovestory!
LOL.
fertile imagination.
whee. i am so hungry.

straight talking

HAPPYSEXYPASSIONATECOOL BIRTHDAY JC!!
(its my 8yrs++ fren's bday!)

just got home from school, just turned down an invite for dinner with jc becos i was at my own doorstep and too lazy to walk back to j8, just finished reading my book.

i cant believe i did the SS essay, jeez. my 1st piece of SS hmwk all year.

u know, i've done some pretty stupid things in my life. some were idiotic, most were embarrassing and a few were downright humiliating. like that tim ein day care when i played tht game in a skirt. a flouncy, flowy skirt that- ahem. nvm, lets put tht in the past shall we? and then i realised i do or say an embarrassing thing at least once a week, and i guess, tht's normal. we've all read abt ppl doing stupid things for love, havent we? and u noe what? i admit i've done some PRETTY dumb things in the name of "love", cos its more like obsessive infatutation (: and i rmb most of them well. haha, its funny when u reflect back on them, but at the time? gosh, u just wanna crawl into a hole and die, tht's how bad some were.

and today i realised how much i miss *P (name changed). P and i can still talk, if only for a bit, and i realised tht we;ve just missed a chance for us to grow closer. i mean, heartbreak has always been a reason why women connect and we've nvr gone thru those b4. sure, i has *Ass, then *Jay, but i'd nvr even gone into detail abt it. honestly, i hadnt even been honest. and then recently she had *T, and i kinda er got into smth with *W and we nvr told each other anth. and thts a regret okay, bocos i nvr have anybody to tell everything to. certain ppl FLAKE on me, most cant put themselves in my shoes and... i dunno. it just sucks alot. i wana ask somebody what the hell is going on with me. everything just kinda sucks now. i mean, we're not really super chummy, cos we're too alike. we're like Andy and Tash, always like, u noe? nvm, read the book. im like Tash, and she's Andy, cos she'll nvr do anth as self-destructive as Tash did, but i totally wld. plus i totally needs what Tash does, and it sucks.

yes, i've thought things through. *W was just such a shock, i nvr had time to put up any defence and tht why it started. but then *W turned out to be like every other person and yeah, *W might as well hv ripped my lungs outta me but hell. it happens. and i lived. and he ran. but then those things happen where u cant just ignore, and *W was...nice. i felt like a bitch and went to befriend *W. but tht was all it was gonna be, serious. but then...it just got out of hand. hell, it was nvr meant to go this far, and i nvr meant for anth like that to happen. ok, maybe a little similiar, but not THAT. its just so...awkward. bloody hell.

u see, i gotta stop with the thinking and just do. why bother to tink? nth's ever gonna come outta it, im psychic, i noe what im saying. and besides, fantasies nvr came true (:

hehehe i sound quite wrong. like i did smth...bad. hahah. funny.
am going to drool over Xu Zeya now! :DD