the slacker that i am

i am so lazy.

today wld hv been like a really fun and great day, except for the whole sheela-scolding thing and the play-like-hell issue.

ms sheela is so wrong in saying 3/3 is not united.
so wrong.

mr koh was MIA & didnt turn up for chem! woohoo! esp seeing what diana blogged abt his lesson, WOOHOO!
DIANA! if u see this i got like quite high for the chem test as well & if u rmb that day,i went to class 20min late & prepared to fail. YAY i am smart LOL actually the test was like pretty easy what i thot u ppl bluff me say v complicated lor.
DIANA! if u're still there, THE GEOG TEST U FAILED, i didnt thou i admit i crammed like 10min b4 it (WHICH IS WHY I SAID ANTARTICA PLATE INSTEAD OF ANTARTIC) i tink i got like 12 or 12.5 or 13. LOL.

denise is so sick, that crazy boob-whacker. she has some really pervy language =X we all crapped so much during chem class (or lack thereof) & in lit ms yeoh was going on abt ROUND characters OMG HAHA.

i totally dont understand soccer man, so i guess i really shdnt hv called others noobs but they did look funny kicking the ball. X))

i refuse to believe tht i cannot beat a score of 1600+ for Snake even thou today was the 1st time i played it in like 5yrs. I WILL BEAT THAT SCORE MAN.

catchyoulater!

ALOTofTHINGSmixedTGT

firstly, Rabbit Sweets!


chilhood sweet~


everyone knows it,
everybody loves it.

i gave out like 3/4 of my sweets to people, i dont even noe who they are! alot of peeps like them in 3/3 and elsewhr ppl can just walk past & say "i want!" then i'll give, cos how can u deny someone their childhood? i love childhood sweet. <333


secondly, 3/3, UNITED!
AHEM.
who gets it? ((:


thirdly, new go-to-bishan companions.
zong, daryl, cher and lynette stones er i mean rocks goes there for tuition:DD


fourth,
im having dizzy spells again! maybe i'll be so dizzy on friday tht i wont be able to go to sch. AW HOW SAD. not.


gotta blast!
(LOL jimmy neutron!)

a weekend to make full use of!

AWW its 28jan alrdy! MUST CHIONG HMWK TMR KAY GRACE?!
today i basically did chores lah, i feel so good girl can.
(except for the whole havent made a dent in the hmwk mountain yet thing)
i so need someone to help with math right now.
can hardly rmb anth this past week except for thurs&fri so lemme tell ya abt them((:

THURSDAY
diana, fion, inez, gang hao, khairi, alvin & i went for lunch & i had a v nice heated argument with khairi abt: FUCHOIN KAZUKI, FAG OR NOT.
(NOT!)
:DD

FRIDAY
errrr...OHYES it rained alotalot. lets see, Adel, KaiTing, XP & i went to lunch @ AMK hub. i ate donut again :X + chocolate & ice cream. we bought ManTing expensive chocolates for her bday and she loved it LOADS. =DD
then trng got cut short (POMPOMS! LOL) but rained too much for me to wana go home so i stayed with Adel, SzuHsein & Ranjini & blahblahblah til evening i realised i better start lookin for ppl to go mrt stn with else it'll be LATE soon.
but no one was going there! Cheryl, Xp, JiaXin & Joslyn went to take bus... SiangYee, Lynnette & Sarah went to take bus... Thiviyah, Lakshmi & gang went to take bus... any1 see a pattern here?

i got hungry. stole fries. soon night fell & darkness took reign. somehow i ended up with Ranjini, PY, SzuHsein, Ganesh, Matiin, ChiaChiu, GuangFu, Adam & a bunch of NCC guys. hmm realised i duno how to spell the big guy & nice-shorter-than-me guy's names. oops.
IT WAS SO SAD. I HAD ONLY 5CENTS & NO ONE CLD LEND ME MONEY cept PY but i'd take ages to return her again so i tried asking frm the others but most had no $ & the one who did "must take taxi home, late alrdy" V RICH AR in the end he oso nvr take & i still went home hungry )):
AHAHAH we played the "scissors paper stone YAY I WIN smack u hard man!" game & OUCH ranjini hits HARD i felt bad hitting PY lah X) & now tinkin back maybe i shnt hv hit chia chiu so hard, I KEPT WINNING. althou i kept winning ranjini too, she hit so hard it was okay X)) LOL
are my hands super small or are the others just plain big hands? not fair lah now left hand got orh ceh but compared to matiin's hand...waa PURPLE man see ranjini strong ar.

HAHA no one guessed tht im below 157 so cool WE GOT DRENCHED BY SUDDEN ONSLAUGHT OF RAIN. my bag was bloody heavy & my chem bks were seriously wet thus i tried to hurry. POOR CHEM BOOKS.

bloody heavy bag made my shoulders ache, gf's massager came in handy, cool right. OMG, i just rmbed. GUANGFU CARRIES HAPPY FEET WALLET like pri sch kid. *shakes head* HAPPY FEET! i hear ppl wanting smth...ME! LOLLLL.

AHHH im done lah aiyo long post ar. oh no monday izit take class photo alr...FUGLY FRINGE! oops used com too long le gtg.

my favourite person

pls dont read the following if u dont understand contradiction because theres alot of that in here(: pls skip to the one below this thankyou.

"u're a bloody bitch/ u've always been soo nice to me *smiles*/ i've nvr done anything nice/ AWWWWWWWWWWWWWW."

(((((((((((((:

wake up and smell the roses.
oh i forgot!
u prefer to freeze them in the refrigerator so they wont die and u can keep them forever.
oh how sentimental.
hmm doesnt tht get rid of the smell?

pls remove the blindfold u've so nicely put over ur eyes.
u're the nicest person i've ever known.

rack ur brain to rmb all the nice things u've convieniently forgotten.
blunt. crude. short. rude. heh, heh.

*cries cries cries.*

i just realise time really doesnt make u know a person all tht well. its just so sad cos u're my most favouritestest person in the whole wide world ((: u say the wrong things and u do the wrong things and u dont even noe all tht i did just so i cld make u happy. and then u go and do all these. *heaves sigh* ohwell its okay.

(i think i have a medical condition, i cant stop eating. i nvr wanted to do this its so low but hey, im alrdy so bitchy lets go all the way. NAH. not you its me. it has to be ME first then i can crap omg this so doesnt make sense.)

good news! im going to tell you everything in my life i can rmb, all tht counts.
everything from when i was three til now. i promise and then i'll immediately go into recluse okay. im not diverting anything, maybe i'll find smth out abt myslf.

time to go! i love you.

BAD HAIR DAY

ohya. today i looked downright fugly. i cannot belif i dared to show my face in public lidat caaaaaaan. bad hair, bad skin & lookin tootsy in my glasses. all cos i woke up late.

no one noticed the bruise on my left cheek, good thing too else they think i got abusive boyfriend LOL. and the cuts on my left arm, not to mention the orh cehs on my upper arm. it ink there's one on the back of my head too haha.
tsktsk X))

went to bitch at Creative, misato was damn pissed LO.
we trashed compassvale 71-13 pro right.
everyone tinks my glasses are nice but tinks i look better w/o them, tania said they were nice today whcih means it cant be all that bad. on the plus side few said anyhting abt my fugly fringe but i swear, OMG it was SO BAD.

TCT&TCC!
ahah so cute.
i tell u lah, my playlist so damn nice can, all the songs go tgt so well.

WINDITUP. TANGLEDUPINME. KEEPHOLDINGON. ACCIDENTALLYINLOVE. NOWYOUKNOW. WALKAWAY. GIRLNEXTDOOR. STICKWITU. MYLOVE. HURT. ALLGOODTHINGS(COMETOANEND).

omg i so binged on food today. EAT SO MUCH LAH OHMYGOSH.
iamgoingtostarvemyslfandlosealotalotoffatlikealomstallihaveinme soththalfayrfromnowalluseeisaskinnygirlwho'sstillcurvybutnotfatatall thatwillbemethankyou.

FUGLY FRINGE I HATE YOU

BREAKING NEWS!
from now on i shall be EMO for like 45min everyday because i shall LAMENT for the SAD & DEPRESSING things in my life. (or rather, NOT in my life.)

lets list some
-MY NEW FUGLY FRINGE WHICH BEATS ALL FUGLY FRINGE
-my large as a house immense physique
-my enormous nose
-my being so outta the loop
-my gigantic butt AKA fat ass
-my lack of birthday cake
-ditto bday candle to blow out
-my lack of SOMEONE SPECIAL to share it with (omg where-oh-where are you cosmic bestfriend)
-no levi jeans )):


i feel so sad. those are but a few. 15more min til i finish being emo. EMO. grace th emo. emo grace. gracemo (ahah like eyemo, the eye drops) LOL. okay SHH no laughing its emo time.

its just so incredibly depressing u noe. everytime i see someone with their special somebody be it bestfriends or boyfriends (or girlfriends) im like boo. up creeps the little twinge of jealousy, bitterness and envy. yesyes i noe i'll find mine someday but how far away is SOMEDAY. depressing thoughts maaaaan.

and obviously people tink im in constant pain so they got me a hand-held massager so i cld EASE my pain =.= i tink i'll display it in my cupboard, the dark dark corner where it wont be seen under all my clothes X)
HUSH NO SMILING IN EMO TIME.
at least i got chocolate frm other ppl so i can drown my sorrows in it which will lead to guilt of too much sugar comsumption leading to FAT. FATFATFAT.

great.

stupid vicious cycle.

im going to drown in my emo-ness now, superficial as it may be.
(end emo time in 9min)

HAPPY BIRTHDAYTO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GRACIE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

YAYYYYYYYY!!!

OMG im fifteen now. cool.
I FEEL SO LOVED! so many ppl wished me happy birthday GREAT BIG THANKYOUS TO ALL WHO DID esp those who included presents!

thiviyah wished me last night, and i woke up to krystalle's sms :)) i was so smart at school, i toatlly figured out what 3/3 was doing for me soooo sweet of them thou abit plain LOL. Ms Sheela gave me chocolates and smth else. the whole class gave me this cute card. i've completely lost count of how many ppl wished me!
LOL i rmb Clint shook my hand to wish B div girls luck for the match against Fuchun, but im not on the team so i'll take it he meant it for my birthday HAHA de yuan finally stopped dao-ing me, and im just really happy about my newfound fellow crappers!

actually i felt quite down most of the day cos it was soo incredibly depressing, jacob tmr bday he get cake, i today bday get nth frm them! ='(
purposely nvr tell mrs lim today is my bday. RAHH.

i cheered up thou! when i realised i had alot of bday smses on my hp. weiping actually rmbed wor. & he reminded chishun who then sent me sms too. tht kimchi, loser lah don rmb my bday so near his lah pls. purple so nice say he'll treat me to oreo cheesecake cos i was damn sad lah i havent had bday cake in like 5yrs. i SO wanted a bday cake of my own, so i cld make a bday wish. thts why i was so upset.

WE WON THE MATCH AGAINST FUCHUN 55-33, WHOOP!

so aft bball i came back to sch & found hair disasters. the bball boys had shaved their hair. aww. bad trend, men. i mean, not all suit it u noe.
it'll grow back. which is gd.

i tried to find ppl to go eat cake with me. u'd tink such a sweet sugary yummy delight wldnt be said no to, but no! no one seemed to be free! aww. long story short in the end i went to dinner with Lynnette, SiangYee, Cheryl, Zongy, Daryl, Eddie & Jonathan. LOL we talk alot of meaningless rubbish it was so fun. Then we had desert, alot of it. bubble tea, ice cream, jelly, chocolate, crisps, coke...LOL! Matin & GuangFu(correct spelling?) joined us and we all had so much fun playing food games. HAH my throwing damn pro can, is they bad catchers lor X))
i love playing catch the roller coaster now.

oh so fun i suddenly realise got alot of fun ppl in sec3 only tht i din noe them TOO well but now im getting to noe MORE ppl better & yay, its great! for eg our class hot babe (S________!) :DD
aw i feel mean.
i shall be nice.



THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU to all who wished me happy birthday!
shall try to list as many as i can, sorry if i leave out ur name!:
-All of 3/3 07'!
-All bball girls!
-Mum
-Daddy
ms sheela, mr neo, ms thoo (OMG), thiviyah, krys, minu, saranya, alvin, zonghan, diana, randy, ganghao, niantee, siangyee, cheryl, eddie, guozhang, amelia, szu hsein, weiping, chishun, jonathan, jonathan(CIG), qiulin, jiacai, betty, qianhui, kenneth, matin, ashley jie, ben, yanliang, hidayah, fionna, serene, stan, jiajin, kenny, yongchie, like 6 strangers on msn whom i dunno, joey, jaseline, siqi, huiting, guangfu (i tink i spell wrong lah), the canteen aunty&uncle, phyllis, stephanie, puay ying, alicia, desmond & I CANNOT RMB ALRDYYYY

aiyo very sleepy i go sleep le hor tmr fong jie jie's wedding i must look pretty b4 i go here's a link to check out. puay ying & i crap on msn then she go post part of it here! we were talking abt guys then she ask what kind i want so can look out for me as V-day date (argh here comes a single V-day again) & she totally posted it so she can 'hold auditions'! LOL.
CLICK HERE

PSST I DONT CARE IF MY BDAY IS OVER, AND I'VE MADE MY BDAY WISH, ITS MY BDAY AND IM MAKING IT LAST FOR A MONTH. IM CELEBRATING IT FOR A WHOLE MONTH WOOHOO FEEL FREE TO GIVE MY PRESENTS ANYTIME IN BETWEEN!

&its my day!

Project Grace'Story

my life.
my story.
my songs.

:DD

project grace'Story!

frm birth to death all in one playlist. whoohoo babey!

oh i did this v shameless thing on the mrt home. this was this hunky malay guy napping, and i just kept staring! cos he has v gd features lor.

anyway.

gotta go do the playlist now!

sweetpea on me: LIFE ISSUES

GRACE


on life
"...its really kinda philosophical, u noe? there is no proper definition for it. like, all i can say is the usual: life is full of ups & downs, a looong roller-coaster ride u hv no choice but to sit on! i love the adventure! the thrill! but not so much the scary points. sometimes i feel like im abt to be thrown off the ride, & im scared to death. other times i feel like its smooth sailing, & im like, whee! til i go round a sharp bend & i go oops! but hey, u only live life once, so live it the best u can, i say! there aint no way of tellin when this ride ends,"

on friends
"OMG, i so cannot do without them. they are like, THE ESSENTIALS to me. my friends are like my oxygen, i'd just die witout them & im not kidding either, life gets pretty lonely without them. boring plain friend-less life? not for me thanks. i tend to take frens reli seriously, like, the smallest thing they can can hv the deepest impact on me. for eg not picking up the phone, i'd start tinking they're conspiring against me, hahah of cos they arent lahh. anw frens r just reli important to me,"

on love
"...oh i dont noe what to say abt this one. pain, care, bliss, warmth, security, insecurity, anger, jealousy, happiness, joy, its like all these and more in one! i cant tell u how it feels, having not found it,"

on crushes
"...hmmm. painful predictable short relationships that hardly ever last. LOL."

on infatuation
"ooh Legolas! .... oh u mean real ppl? okay. i hate infatuation. brings abt false hope. a love-hate relationship, esp if its a one-way track thing. tsk. so hard to tell the difference between infatuation & the real thing. infatuation shd not exist."

on guys
"stupid creatures, really. clueless, dumb jerks. sadly, not insignificant in our lives. of cos, it helps if they're hot & hunky. i find tht gd looking stupid guys are better than ugly plain looking stupid guys. HAHAHA."

on marriage
"only to Warren, baby! ......oh real ppl again? fine. only gd looking ones need apply thankyou. LOL no, im joking. marrying is definitely in the eventual plan, nowhere in the near future thou, at least 10yrs frm now. i gotta be sure."

on schooling
"...oh gosh! its like it nvr ends yeah?? happily, it DOES. its abit like slimming/dieting i tink, its hell when u're doing it, but when u're done it feels damn good. u noe its gd for ya but u refuse to admit/accept it. but hey, whatever, man, i still hate it,"

on math
"... =.= creation of evil aliens,"

on parents
"...some ppl think stupid old meddling fools. others naggy asses. stil others role models. me? no comment."



stay tuned for part 2!

&LOOK! its the sixteenth!

wheewhoo i so totally did not blog, huh? sorry darling hmwk kills.

im not sure if i've got anth to blog abt. its like i owaes hv an idea, then when i finally blog the ideas fly clean outta my head. ooh weiping's blog so cool, deep tinking piece of shit man. IM GONNA BE 15 THIS FRIDAY, IM GONNA GET IC WOOHOO I GET TUH CHOOSE NICE PIC! & i shall choose, too. not like some lazy ppl use ezlink pic...IC will follow us thru LIFE leh! til 80+ oso see ezlink pic, so sian.

oh u noe, 11jan turned out alright, kinda fun, thou it was just that, for fun, sure nth else de. omg damn FAT can. ohwell.

LALALA oh i love my poems. bet my new partner meifeng will too. oh lit tmr. cool. shall bring them.

must go do class tee design now, OH reminds me! MEIFENG DRAW THE LOGO DAMN NICE. and tht ass jared draw KAZUKI omg he's a HE & KAZUKI IS SO COOL then he refuses to let me borrow the drawings so i can stare dreamily at kazuki. asshole.

mellow me starts tmr!

LOOK, A QUICKIE!

quick update on a wednesday b4 i hit the shower!

just so u know (omg the song so nice!ahha) sch is keeping me ultra busy with a million things to do per min thus i tink nowadays posts will only come on weekends or the RARE QUICKIES like now!

weiping turned 15 on 7jan, niantee on 4jan, prakash on 5jan, & tmr thiviyah, reuben & oh bryan too i tink. plus, 18jan is wenjia. AND 13jan is kaiting. SEE so many ppl lahh. AHEM MINE IS NINETEEN. and ashley jie's is 20jan, & chishun's is 21jan, & ganghao's is 22jan. OMG SO MANY PPL LAH.

wheewhoo tmr is ELEVEN JANUARY i am so freaked out & nervous & scared & excited & OMG haha im rambling again. need to go now i noe this post is like, useless if u want info abt my life haha i apologise i promise the nxt one will be better but for now i gtg bathe so i can start on my HMWK. stupid mt essay...

MUACKS I LOVELOVELOVE MY ENG PROJECT<3!

i need to go now.

first weekend of 2007(:

well, school has started!
i like it.
FUN.

too tired/lazy/busy to blog abt it.

long story short:
many new students. german guy called maurice, chairman of 3/6. he's kinda weird, dunno why he go throw the ball at Adel&i twice just to make us pick it up AND he enjoys the mass workout. ODD. tania&clint + whole lotta ppl joined my small EXPRESS CHINESE class so now its like a BIG class. OMG SO SUAY WE GOT LIM XIAO HUI AGAIN. tania damn funny. im 156.8cm omg so sad right not even 157. this wk only 3sch days but i got SERIOUS muscleaches frm trainig i was so pin ming jian fei then nexy day cls barely move even alvin saw that i cldnt walk properly. watched night @ the museum damn nice so funny. MY DUMBDUMB WANT TO SPEAK. hehehee. so far all my teachers are okay cept for the temporary (thank God!) Chem teacher, his voice makes me brain go all fuzzy. Mr Chai reli vgd math tcher. er lets see what else ah? hongwei v nice send me song and say bday present np. OHYA im super BROKE i owe 500 ppl presents and 501 ppl money and OMG im just super-duperly-B.R.O.K.E. hmm OHYES! i got Ms Sharmilah! for eng. am in Band1, me smart girl, am in PARIS. ahha jared so funny keep slping then his action damn FUNNY want can like wanna fall off chair then Xp&i keep laughing at him then jared will hear us laughing then wake up & laugh then we will hear kanika&pris laughing. HEHEHE.

okay thats it. not v short story hor. sorry lah u noe i lidat de.

must go do hmwk le. cya.

baby,im on a spending spree

continued shopping today with Mum, bought more new stuff, woohoo!

BOUGHT TODAY:
- Gold pumps
- Wedges to match my new dress

oh.
thats it. ((:

well in total i spent a bomb. my bank account took quite a hit, in fact, i tink im gonna owe Mum money for quite a looong time. hmm, STOP SPENDING & START SAVING BABE.

SCHOOL TMR!

im excited, yet weary :D

&HERE WE GO

2007 kicked off with me & mum going on a shopping spree!
(hey, u nvr go wrong this way, right?)
right! there were a few kinks, but the day turned out really good!

i've got great finds! they're steals, SUCH great buys!
OMG, its true, they are SO. GREAT. !!

GET THIS.
I've found the most gorgeous dress for 20Jan.
(FongJieJie's wedding)
OHMYGOSH its utterly beautiful! its like, bottle green (oh gosh, GORGEOUS COLOUR) under black vintage-looking lace. when worn, its completely TAKE-UR-BREATH-AWAY-GORGEOUS.
and SUCH a steal! the whole store was like, 50% off storewide on clothes, and i got the originally $89 dress for ONLY $44.50!! OMG!

AND
i got this SEXYGORGEOUSOHMYGOSHBABY copper/bronzed silk under black vin.lace top for a amazingly small price! less than 20bucks baby!

PLUS
i finally got the forest green top that i've wanted since mths ago for a RIDICULOUSLY LOW PRICE! omg, its only $9.50! can u believe that! granted, i got it in S size when M wld hv fit me better in my current (fat) state but cos i wanna force myslf to lose weight i got it in the snug S size so i'll HAVE to lose some weight to look fab in it.

NOT ONLY THAT
i also got the slippers frm m)phosis that i fell in love with, the cool black ones. oh gosh i wish they came in white cos now i've got the same ones (shucks) as Bets but its ok cos she din want them in the 1st place but cos the ones she did want was outta sizes she got the ones i like. there's another pair i may decide to save for. the bohe-babe ones <3

EXTRA
in addition i also got all my sch stuff for the new sch yr! ok except half the sch bks, but thats ok! hmm note to self: must get more stationery.

ooh Mum also got this oh-so-cute sparkly soft sea blue top that looks super cute on both of us (yes althou its M size it fits us both sigh im fat).

i wld hv gotten this corset-like top that looks SO COOL but its strictly NO TRYING so Mum din allow, tgt with this goth-like purple&black double layered top but ditto NO TRYING.

shopping. new clothes. loves it!