overspendage.

chicken banana, i totally hv no idea where my money went. ten bucks in two days on food. roti prata! cheese fries! drinks! sweets! chicken chop! baked curry rice! eeyer. so disgusting.

at least the sweets are for everybody. siao de, i buy sweets end up everybody eat. ahahha rmb the rabbit sweet time. now its fizzy cola! yumyum.

uh hmm. so you know i sit at the side of the class right by the windows, & daryl jianyu danny & nicholas sit behind me & thus i always hear alot of weird weird funny stuff. let me give you an idea of what i hear.
giggles.
chuckles.
criticism. eg "walao f---- so damn easy, OBVIOUS right! lidat also need to say,"
and then yesterday,
daryl: "...see jianyu that orgasm face."
(me: thinks '????' while trying to focus on math lesson)
nicholas: *laughs&laughs* "guys can have orgasms one meh?"
(me: thinks '?!?!?!')
nicholas repeats question.
danny: "then what, you think animals only"
nicholas: "but guys can have orgasms one meh??"
(me: *valiantly tries to hide laughter, turns slightly in chair & sees daryl looking at me when im trying not to laugh & then cannot tahan & bursts out laughing*)

classroom entertainment. i guess its better than watergun fights behind the teacher. i get to stay dry (:

today an insect came into our classroom right before english & it looked like a cockroach & it was right beside meifeng's seat which is 2rows in front of me & meifeng & i were like "omg cockroach! eeyer someone stop it!!"

okay so maybe it was just me.

but anw i was like, "no! dont let it get to my seat!!! minshan!!! stop it!!! do smth!!!" & everyone wasnt listening & the thing crawled & crawled & came closer......

"MEIFENG!!!!!!! MINSHAAAAN!!!!!!!!!!"

okay yeah i dont like roaches. plus i REALLY didnt want it near my seat, with all my stuff there. so minshan, with the =.= look, threw a box cover over it, temporarily solving the problem (:

but then during english i came back to get my vocab book, & i was worried abt them releasing the thing so i told them not to & in the end we decided it had to be stopped. or killed. or thrown out the window. whichever. far far away from grace's seat is best. so afiqa & i were like, "got cockroach! how!" & we were majorly freaked out tht some guys may let it loose & it wld terrorize us, so everytime someone approached the box cover we wld be "NOO!!!"
in the end danny said he'll kill it & then uncovered it & then...

danny: "chey! wth, not cockroach lah! just some insect lookalike."
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.
.
=.=
everybody: "who say is cockroach one!"
in unison: "grace lor,"
me: "but...meifeng told me is cockroach de! whatever lah, i still dont want it anywhere near my seat! someone pls like take it away!"
*watches in horror as the insect crawls ever close to my stuff, & when it is beside minshan's desk...(which is right in front of mine)*
"no!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop it! OMG!!! STOP IT omg omg omg!"
yeah i believe i was smth like that. yes, im freaked out when it comes to creepy crawlies. anyway. back to the high pitched screaming.
"no!!!!!!! do something!!!!!!!!!!"
& then chiachiu kicks it back to meifeng's seat. *silence* me: "er. ok that works." temporary, but gave my like 5more min to solve the problem. IN THE END! gang hao threw it out the window! :DDDD

yay ganghao saved the day with the piece of paper! ahahha see, must be brave like him, not the other useless guys standing around, like danny, who was like, chey not cockroach i care for wad. -.- -.- -.- !!!!!

ahahha. yes so that was basically the funniest thing all day. unless you count yiyin & i finding out during EFL that dennis is totally hair-less. seriously, it's like he has zero leg hair. v scary.

slimming chocolate i crave you! ♥

Baby, I'm back!

CELEBRATE! for grace has returned from her impromptu inofficial hiatus! and she brings with her a new blogskin because as she said, she was tired of the love record one! and this one fits pretty well!

okay im tired of exclamation marks.

anyway, i stumbled upon this skin. its cool, isnt it?? so...weirdly cool. like i said, weird is a good thing in my dictionary. plus you guys know i like turqoises and reds. i changed some of the colors here like the bolds, italics, underlineds...yeah cos the original was pretty light. it was a light BRIGHT turqoise, pretty, but hard to see. arent the pics so oddly japanese? cool, considering i wana go japan...& i forgot to hand in the form again! OHNO. TMR. aside from that, the whole LOVEME thing isnt relevant. just in RED, which i LOVE.

GUESS WHAT!!!
i found a new hairstyle for me to wear to school. French braid! i just discovered ytd that it makes me look totally...serious student like. ahahha. am gonna practise tying it then start tying it like that soon.

Physics SPA test sucked so bad today, it was worse than my old vacuum cleaner at home! it was like, bjxkdfhekfjhgsdiltfBLEHH. yeah. chicken banana.

physics test got postponed! oh lovely, i am gonna do so well (: and next wk hv SS test too, OMG WHEN IS GEOG????????????? shitty shit shit, i forgot to do geog hmwk.

next week is gonna be a fantabulously gorgeous week. i am determined for it to be so. with a super duper short week of approx. 2sch days, 1 sch celebration day & 2holidays + weekend, i am gonna have a whole bunch of radical fun :D

i have many many things to blog abt after my ten day hiatus (10 days right...? *counts* yeah 10.) but they gotta wait! i gtg bathe & then watch my monday drama. Desperate housewives! whoop.

& u're my one-of-a-kind chocolate, & chocolate is loved. ♥

Racial Harmony Day 2007!

wow today was soo fun!

so i wore thiviyah's pretty top with jeans, & like WOW i looked so ethnic! and junhe said i sound indian -.- and today i got mistaken for many ppl! someone thot i was some girl (i forgot who) ut i rmb that chiachiu thought i was guangfu! O.O omg right. i got mistaken for a GUY. okay, so chiachiu said guangfu looks like a girl. so gf is a girly guy. eeyer i think chiachiu more girly lor ahhahah.
ANYWAY.
thiviyah's top so pretty! i think i looked reli pretty in it =X ohno, zi kua. i dont care lah, the top reli super nice lor. & Lakshmi, thanks for ur top even thou i didnt wear it! its nice too, only not as ethnic as thiviyah! thankyou to thiviyah & lakshmi.

you guys are so nice i love you.

and jasmine & jiaxin said i can sing ((: i am HAPPEE. and this is real happy, not Happy Grace happy. hmm haha makes no sense to most of you huh, its okay! SO TalentTime was today, & my cool dance junior Olivia sang reli well, i heard. yes, Olivia tried out for campus superstar & she made it thru the 1st & 2nd round auditions okay! so yes, she is pro. Daphne sang too! very nice! DAPHNE ALSO TRIED FOR CAMPUS, how cool is that? sadly daph only made it past 1st round, but we all think she rocks! :D yes, Anderson has some awesome singers. Zoe & Kanika & Jiaxin & Jasmine & Ziai & Minshan & Meifeng all joined talenttime this yr! yes, my class has some wicked singers too :DD plus there are some real cool singers who didnt join as well, eg ME (:
LOL okay lah YIYIN. i dont noe abt the rest. hmm.

lalala i escaped the boring video to watch them practice. then it was soo crowded in canteen, i nearly died in the super cool but super hot clothes i wore.

no training, so i played ball with qiao hui, joywe & kiacher. FUNN. love juniors. joywe nvr even complain that im such a horrible player & missed alot. she just kept saying bao wo. yay. & sarah is so cute she is having "relationship issues" :D

today very fun, but i forgot to hand in physics.
i gtg, more details tmr!

JIE KOU

why is this post entitled JIE KOU? (excuse/s) i dont know lah. cos today i heard alot of jay chou songs? ohwell just felt like it (:

i am sad lah, i want to change to a pretty pretty blogskin. and oh no, i have an image STUCK in my head. okay now its gone. it was a nice image, very cute, but highly distracting.

OHYES.

ytd mr chin said that SUCCESS comes when u remove DISTRACTIONS. and that he said if a girl liked him for 10yrs it means her love is very true and smth, i forgot what, and he said if a person is like that to him, he marry her alr. what has this got to do with success?
i tell you.
is an example. because if you like somebody & want to be successful in wooing this person, u must WANT IT/HER, THINK OF IT/HER and you must not be distracted or deterred by what others say! if ppl say she's horrible, you must not listen, and if you do these, one day u'll get her. i been thinking abt it, and like, really meh? if you like someone, and like him/her for veryvery long and then the person knows or smth, and he/she doesnt like you back, even if you stay true to him/her, you may nvr change his/her heart. of course, they are cases when you move him/her and you get him/her lah. then lucky you lor.

chemistry is driving me nutty.

i tried for so long to do the assignment, and i seriously dont know how to do. omg, how come?? this is so saddening. and its like, everybody says they suck at chem, & belif me, i asked many ppl. jun an, prakash, ganesh, chiachiu, ulfah, lakshmi, min shan, aliya, vikknesh, thiviyah...like, wow. why? *looks to the sky*

doodledoodoo.
the cow said moo.

yawn. bored.
i hv nth more to post le byebyeeeee

Aurora is a pretty name!

once upon a time in a land far far away
there lived a princess in a beautiful castle
her father was King and her mother, Queen
and she got everything she cared to asked for
Princess Aurora didnt ask for many things
she didnt need to, they were given.
she led a lavish life
full of pretty things many would kill to have
precious stones and gold coins
so many it wld take forever to count.
the princess liked to read in her room
because her room was her sanctuary
where she cld hide away from it all
what does a princess have to hide from?, you ask
well. everybody hides from something
and she'd like to keep her secrets from you.
the princess loved to read
she read all kinds of books.
romances and murder mysteries,
fantasy and the harry potter series. (:D)
she loved a good book she could immerse herself in
and pretend she was a part of that world,
at least for a while
she could live another life.
a lavish life she led,
but a lonely one, how sad.
her friends were few and far too different
they could never understand her pains.
it took too long before she realised
reading was her escape route from life.
she found in books what she didnt have
she felt so free and safe.
in books she knew to go right or left
in reality she was a big mess.
her way of escapism was her books
she really had no one to turn to.
the lives of princesses were lonely,
unless you had siblings
or until you found your prince
the princess life was a lonely one.
Princes, she read about many
they were the heroes in fairytales of love.
Love, she knew so little about
where was her own hero and happy ending?
Fairytales, she lived in one it seemed
but she had never met a fairy. (hahah)
in the books she loved so much
these things were aplenty
but in her boring life
she wished so much for some storybook magic
where a prince would come and sweep her off her feet
with his gorgeous personality and charm
he'd be the perfect person for her
and then she'll find her happily ever after
yes, she was a dreamer
but hey, a girl can dream yeah?
but until her story is written and the chapters finished
she'd wait patienly for her prince.

Blog Birthday!

today is a special day as it is one year after i created my blog & started blogging.

i rmb last year after 2.4km i went yiyin old house then she helped me create de and you know what, i dont like my blogskin anyumore, im gonna change it like, by this wkend.

anyway, had 2.4km run just now, felt terrible the entire day! when i woke up this morn i felt damn sick like completely unrested then a major headache hit me later in the day during class & it was like, OWW. i so didnt wana run. wasnt sure i cld. but in the end i ran lah, & it was SO BAD. i alf felt like puking b4 the run, & the headache came back, & i started the run with painful stitches & the stitches lasted thruout the run! i have nvr ran so slow b4, its so malu-ing. dont even wana type it here. yucks. like, sofiyah saw me jogging & she was like, ok dont give up! omg i feel so loser-ish. i think im falling sick o.O

aiyo, that hongwei ar, not appreciative enuf lor. i first time dedicate post to anybody leh! then i dedicate to him. i am such a gd fren right! tsktsk.

hmm ytd dennis asked me why i emo-ing in class then today joel say i emo when i carried my 'TOU TONG!'(headache) sign. i am not emo i was simply bored in math so i wote that sign. plus it was true. & PINK, if i was emo it'd be BLACK.
AHAHAHAHHA. JOEL. too funny. who is joel? u come ask me i tell you.
AHHAHAH ITS SO FUNNY i laughed like mad when i found out.

anyway.

listen up folks, u're currently reading the words of a person who has clinched the top 3 in english position in the entire sec3!!! omg cool right!!! i was sooo shocked ytd, that i sat there slapping yiyin for like one minute b4 i was like, ohya i need to go to front of hall, & stood up. i was so slow that ppl thout i was absent =.=
soo cool! i seriously didnt think i wld be up there, cos everyone like did so well in eng. and guess what, the coolest thing is that its my second time getting it *self-satisfied smile* :D i am happy.

know what else makes me happy? swings. yup, playground swings meant for little kids. they are so, so fun! sat on one just now. hmm a four yr old was beside me. lol.

am gonna try to get mom to agree to japan trip later. hope she's in a good mood.

To HongWei!

THIS IS A POST DEDICATED TO MY FRIEND HONGWEI.

oi you slacker, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! i know you are very sad that i didnt wish you ytd so here i am dedicating a post specially to YOU!

i know you are super gan dong now.
i am so nice right.

even though you pretend you are not sad i know you are secretly sad and yet happy that i wished you even though it is belated. aw, no need pretend to be brave!

see, i am so sensitive hor.

i know you are very very touched & happy and probably tearing now because you are sooooo gan dong that i dedicated a post to you! AWW i give you tissue want anot? 3ply de, very strong. you waaaaant? no need pay me lah i song gei ni! :D
i have no idea why you were going to the library today because you are such a lazybum but, STUDY HARD FOR YOUR Os MAN! rmb that after that you can go find gf alr ahhaah.

too lazy to type more alr. BYEBYE.

my precious camera

i am really really worried. my precious Miniket Photo seems to be malfunctioning. and i think the guarentee is like...expired. damn it! it has never spoiled b4 (duh), and it was FINE like three days ago! well it can still take pictures and stuff but i cant ZOOM when im taking a picture! WHY???? it zooms just fine when im zooming in on a picture i've alrdy taken! and my cam is super powerful de lor, the zoom is like optical zoom, & u can see objects like 1km away from you! okay maybe not so far, but close. like you can see the things at the other end of the beach at east coast park.

i really don't understand why this has happened. i am really really worried. it cant be cos i dropped it, cos i did drop it on like, moday night i think. but that shdnt matter cos i dropped it from a low height, like 30cm, and my chair absorbed most of the impact. plus, i've dropped it before, once or twice, like that time yiyin pulled her towel out from under my camera, and THAT made it drop heavily onto the ground. much more impact, & it still worked fine! i dont understand it, why is it not zooming now?

i think im going to the samsung customer service centre at plaza singapura. they will either find whats wrong & fix it, or i'll make them. hah, no, jk, but they cant say no, im a customer. plus, i didnt spoil it. i know because after i dropped it i turned it on & checked it & everything wa sfine, & no one has touched it since until today when i tried to capture the beautiful sunset staining the sky pink.

this is so not fair, what if it's really spoiled? they can still fix it right? will i have o pay? Dad will kill me if i tell him it's spoiled, plus, its not reli spoiled, just not functioning properly. Dad paid a small fortune for this precious camera, & i intend to make it last for at least until im 18. thats like, 2 & a half more years to go, and my camera's made it thru like one year alr, i dont intend to buy a new one, as it's still taking pictures of amazing clarity & its got so many amazing functions. im gonna get it checked, & fixed, if neccessary.
i just need to find someone to go with me for moral support. and Mom cant know, neither can Dad. that leaves friends. i wonder who i shd ask.

i actually had quite alot to say, but the worry abt my precious cam has made me think of everything else as insignificant in comparison. i wonder if anyone wld like to buy the camera off of me. it's super new, & it hasnt got a single scratch on it. i took amazing care of it. my handphones nvr even make it thru the 1st 3mths w/o getting scratched, & my precious cam was taken care of so well that now, a year and 2mths ltr (i think), its unscratched and undamaged. well, if the zoom thing is really not spoiled lah. i'll get it checked out soon. maybe this saturday. or sunday.

i really feel like crying. my hands have been trembling since i realise it cldnt zoom when i tried to take pics. Daddy spent $619 on it, divided by the day's i've had it, thats about $1.40 a day, and i love the camera so, so much. i waited three years to get my very own digital camera (since pri sch) and when i got one, it was a multi function one i adored but was ridiculously overpriced. i didnt reli need all that functions. i felt SO, SO guilty as i didnt do my research, & just bought the prettiest cam i found with MP3 function. and i actually made Daddy pay all that money for it, and we got into this huge fight because of it. it was the angriest Daddy had ever gotten at me, but in the end he still got it for me, cos Daddy gets me about like everything i want. dont mistake me for a rich, spoiled brat though, because i hardly ever ask Daddy for anything. and i mean that. i only get new phones when the old ones spoil, and when i want a new one, i do my research, because i've learnt my lesson with my precious camera. and Daddy and i are still in a cold war, i dont even rmb the cause, and sometimes it makes me really really sad, u noe? but i trust he'll forgive me, he always have. omg, now that i think abt it, i really really dont rmb what it was that started my fight with Daddy. i promised i wld take super gd care of the camera, and i intend to keep this promise, even if i hv to save up slowly for however much the repair will cost (if it needs a repair). Daddy paid for this camera, reluctantly, but he still did, that's because he loves me, and maybe he doesn't know it, but i love him too and i treasure this camera alot, alot. even though my family is unlike others, it doesnt make me like, not love him or anything. i cant say i love Mom, cos im not entirely sure i feel comfortable with that. Mom's said & done things that really made me hate her, its just too difficult to love her now.

oh shoot. a post abt my camera turned into a family relationship analysis? i need to go now. im really disturbed by this lizard perching on the door really, really close to me. its so freaky. i cant stand it any longer. goodbye!

I W ILL DO ALL I CAN TO FIX MY CAMERA. I WILL.

scary things

this is a post about scary things in life today, yesterday, tomorrow and forever more!
yeah.

1. PEOPLE. they are scary because they come in all shapes & sizes. no, im kidding. ppl are scary because its totally scary how they can be nice one second & then bitch abt u the next, how they can be such a hypocrite, saying one thing & doing another, and how they can lie to your face & not bat an eyelash.
2. FEMALES. do i need to say more? we are scary things, girls, because our mood swings from high to low in the space of abt a microsecond, esp if its that time of the month. girls are scary cause they can be super understanding & nice to ppl one day, & the next, its like the thing never happened & the girl's horribly crude & idiotic again.
3. TEACHERS. they are the worst. never trust a teacher, cos they might just betray your trust & tell your parents all they've found out abt you. i speak from experience. also, trust a teacher with no life to ruin yours just cos he or she (usu she) is stupid. okay dumb reasoning but true.
4. FOOD. food is scary cos there are so many many kinds! how did human beings create so many different types of yummy appetizing eats??? wow.
5. THE UNKNOWN. this is a wide general topic. the unknown includes many things, ranging from supernatural happenings to deadly incurable diseases to tomorrow. yes, tomorrow is an unknown thing that cld be scary, cause in the space of one day your life could change so drastically it wld never be the same again.

i think five things are enuf for now....i cant think of anth just now. wow today was a rather slacky day at sch. firstly 3rounds ard sch. lol i jogged the entire 1st round then wasted 2min waiting for ppl then jogged half a round, walked, then ran most of the third round & obviously i came in super late but hahahaha. whatever.

then physics was fun cos we played with toys :D forces and toys. good combination.

ENGLISH. omg, i think i totally failed the compo test, i so totally over-wrote & didnt finish the story! & i had barely begun my main point. EURGH.

mt. hahahaaa Mr Chin just finished the 1st chp. i spent most of the lesson thinking abt Hilary Duff's songs. namely from her 2nd album. finally...math! erm i did not pay attention like at all.

got ignored many times today. whatever. i dont even rmb by who. being lame. i eat bread everyday! lol. breadtalk all bread one dollar. go buy. i need to spend less on food. yes, need. *rolls eyes* you are irritating. you dont deserve anyone. thus, it is not fair.

You! you are so immature & childish! yesyes, we know u're pissed & chuffed & whatever, GET OVER IT. why are you making a big fuss when i do it but oh, its ok when you do it? there is no difference, & stop thinking of urslf as the superior one. that is so what i hated abt you & i thot u've changed but u're showing ur hideous ugly side again & u noe what? it's really really unflattering, u're so ugly when u do this. its part of the reason why i didnt want to be with you in the 1st place. sometimes im so glad to hv a break from you.

eeyer

so disgusting. i had a rather rotten weekend.....esp with the way CHMA started. CHMA was okay lah...it was mostly the company. sure i guess some ppl were nice enuf but others were jay eee are kay ass. major ones.

I SAW SOMEONE IMPT IN MY PAST AT CHMA. its a guy, of course. his name starts with CH...cool right, his name CH then see him at CHS. no biggie lah, he was frm CHS mah. yeah he's graduated. wish he'd rmbed me. wish he's said hi. wish i'd said hi. hahaha.

OH i went looking like a traffic light. RED top. GREEN bag. GOLD shoes. LIVE EARTH. kinda lame, why a concert? but anw, wish i'd worn green. Juanne wore green. yes, i saw again, with the same person she was with ytd :D i was with the same person too, but toatlly different man. like, totally.

so today's monday. surprisingly, i was very awake the whole day. nvr felt like sleeping. cool. i think i flunked the graph test in maths...and not sure abt the physics one, but i think im really getting better at physics! *happy* but chem is going downhill. eep.

math is crazy! i am so getting nth. i need to do smth abt it :(
i want to go on the japan trip.
i get priority, but mom hasnt given the go-ahead. even though we dont hv to pay anth, becos we're poor. hmm i reli wana go, after this, i dunno when i may hv a chance to go outta Singapore again, cos mom says we really dont hv the money. i want to go japan.

Capricorns are getting a thrill of romance today. but im not.
Aquarians are getting a blast of someone from their past and am being drawn to the person yet again. hmm, closer, but not really.
I wanna be drawn to him though.
talked to FMS today! he is so cute. hahah. and we did hv a brief EC moment. cool. and aliya was acting funny. lol.

finally meet betty today!
FINALLY.
yeah thats abt it. toodles, readers :D

BUMBLEBEE! :D

its friday, woot! im watching ghost whisperer now, & like, wow i love drama aahah.

watched Transformers today, & i LOVE Bumblebee! he is soo cool & cute & almost like human! he is just too cute. yay. pretty yellow camaro. I WAAAAAANT.

NEW BLOGSKIN I FINALLY CHANGED IT.
i am like, so proud of myself.
cause the html has some wrong codes, so i spent the entire night like fixing them & FINALLY i, the computer noob, have done it.
*APPLAUDS*
thankyou!

so today after watching the 2hr++ Transformers (nice leh! go watch! worth the money! but dont drink b4 the movie ahha) with JiaXin Nicholas & SianFu, which was like, awkward can, some ppl dont talk =.= , i went to meet Joshua & while waiting i saw Juanne & another Nicholas! ahhaha they are sooo....ahemahem. anw Josh's got to help me with math tmr.

& i gotta contact Betty & remind her.
& must call Marucs & Qiulin.
LOL busy bee. BUMBLEBEE! yay :D

im very tired im going now, must do alot of things...sigh.

ohmygosh sudden angst

shut the fuck up, i am nothing to you! go away you ass cant you see you put me through hell then bring me to heaven in the space of two seconds?? i hate you so much why dont you go screw yourself and leave everyone else alone. i dont need this in my life and i dont need you either. i would be so much better off without knowing of your existence. I HATE YOU. i dont mean anything to you, so why cant you leave me alone & STAY THAT WAY? hell.




today a bangala irritated me alot in the train to orchard. his bluetooth name is 's'. ass, indeed. stupid bangala i want to listen to mp3 also cannot ar! you think you got bluetooth phone then very big ar! i also have, and i also have the manners not to go disturb ppl and keep trying to send them stuff they dont want repeatedly. idiot. i am not a racist, but you suck alot lor can. sgr also irritated me. damn.

i am baaad

I AM A PROCRASTINATOR WHO IS TOO LAZY & BUSY TO BLOG ABT MONDAY NOW. next time okay.

i am much much neglected hmwk which needs attention.
everybody seems to be sad nowadays except her. hmm. okay.

went to meet girlfriend today :D yiyin is jealous, that two-timer. HAHA. gf & i talk abt dreams, deja vu, hormones & racists & cute girls :D
girlfriend makes me smile! :D
i miss that person lah dunno go where. girlfriend knows i like seeing. TEEHEE. no one gets it. i analysed smth today. ahahha this post is pointless, unless you are girlfriend, yuo probably duno what im talking abt. i dont tink gf knows either ahha. gf, do u know? she's probably eating dinner, that greedy person. (:

omg, i so need a name. must ask ppl.

HOMEWORK I AM COMING YOU BETTER WATCH OUT.

like, wow boy, you're good

hello! to those who are wondering where the pt2 of THE BIG REUNION is, its still n my head. i havent forgotten, am just tired now. i'll do it tmr, really.

i hv just just someone's very very interesting blog. omg, he's such a good writer. he's my new idol now.

today is a day of highs & lows.

lows:
- kena scolding by Mok when every1 was like me
- spent money on expensive notebook
- no graph paper
- waa damn hot in my seat lah can
- hv not finished hmwk
- zero exchange

highs:
- did some hmwk
- free periods! no EL & Geog, life is good.
- paid attention during math (:
- found gorgeous notebook
- told ppl jokes
- qiulin's dream :D
- 2 cancelled extra lessons!

CANNOT THINK OF ANYMORE. omg, my blog is so FRIVOLOUS. eek. i want to be deeeeeper! am too tired now though, maybe next time. i did write some v deep stuff during math today...oops. i did pay attention okay, i just...let my mind wander a leetle bit.

GRACE WANTS TO MEET QIULIN. GRACE NEEDS TO SAVE UP. GRACE IS VERY POOR. GRACE WANTS TO TALK TO THREE PEOPLE. THREE PEOPLE DONT KNOW GRACE WANTS TO TALK TO THEM.

THE BIG REUNION prologue

this is the day of Juanne&Grace&Ashley's big reunion! :DDD

i was late, then ashley jie was late, then we were even later, & the only early person was nicholas! AHAHHA okay dears i dont hv time to explain now, so i'll tell u guys everything tmr.

meantime, here's a quick pic of Ashley Jie & me!



I LOVE ASHLEY JIE <3 :DD

BLAHH

this is a totally unimportant insignificant post pls skip, i just felt like posting.

i just went to ur blog after like 52452 days. yes, i completely stopped going after i made that wonderful discovery of **************** whatever lah no biggie. i mean yeah like, i had totally given up alr & just very recently i realised the past times i saw you the feelings didnt come rushing back as they always did b4. maybe there's smth to be said abt- i dunno. after i found out i just kept telling myslf that its goodbye to you forever, like, its always gonna be CANNOT CANNOT now. RAHHHH i hate myslf for even thinking abt then now, how cld i hv been sooo dumb it was all wishful thinking on my part (: i am so idiotic ahhaha. yes that was bitter laughter becos i admit it, thou i dont want it to be true, i did fall in love with you. STUPID ME HUH. & then i dont wana admit this either, but i really was super crushed when i found out, i totally rmb how happy i had been b4, then i read that line & i was like *BOOM* ouch. hhhahaha stupid stupid me. im like, really really happy for you, i mean, hey, good on you, u found somebody whom u were willing to make time for in your busybusy life. omg, this is turning out to be SO OBVIOUS! grace, you idiot, cld u BE any more obvious? damn it. i alr typed this in continuous form to discourage anybody frm reading it. sigh. theres so much i wana say, i just let all the words run away. i dont understand why this happened, like, why i fell for you, cos it was all sooo stupid. stupid, thats the only word i can think of to describe it now. haha. yeah aside from how nice/sweet/cute/cool/caring/sincere/concerned you were. & a whole bunch more. BUT GRACE, YOU ASS, HOW CLD U HV FALLEN FOR SOMEONE U SEE LIKE FIVE TIMES A YEAR! hah. i am such a joke. & then there was the whole the-weird-things-u-say deal. made me feel so odd. whatever! i dont even wana think abt it now. eek. i am living with the lost love angsty-pian thing everyday but i noe no one can tell from my perfect facade of a carefree happy-go-lucky bimbo. i refuse to show how much in pain i am. i refuse to let it affect my life outside. becos i alr dont hv a perfect life, if i let u get to me, how much of a life will i hv left? will a part of me be in love with you forever? when you talk to me, will my mind still jump to us? can i fool the world any longer? LOL. i am soo tired of trying to be someone i dont think i am. i am so tired of holding this mask in front if my face all the time. and i am so disgusted that i dont even know myslf.

i am so sorry this turned out to be kinda emo. :D