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man, i love the date today, its 311007. aint it cool? love it.

so yeah, its halloween. Happy Halloween everybody! i hope u had a fun-ner one than i did. i had to go to school for training and then go for tuition, so i didnt hv a chance to dress up or anth.

aw man, i so wanted to dress up this year, i still rmb me saying that i wld dress up this yr last yr!

ohwell.

i felt so dumb at tuition today, even thou rick was really nice & all. like, i felt so stupid. zi bei, man! and then i wrote on the paper, "hmm, how to calculate tension? omg, Mrs Ong, wo dui bu qi ni :(" & rick read it & i felt so malu. haha, got another thing more malu de, but only linlin knows!
so anw, i hv to do all the ws that rick gave me by nxt wk, & there's alot! & i gotta do the chem ones by friday, cos i hv spa then ): im so scared i wont do well, its for O lvls leh!

sigh, this week everyday hv to wake up early & go to school, tmr i still say will pei ziai even thou must wake up at 6.30 like today. im too nice le. lol. then friday got spa. sigh. cant sleep late at all. then still must see sheela's face tmr, sian diao.

friday got A&Emath tuition! my first chance to see how kenneth teaches. im a bit intimidated. i tink everyone will be like, really smart. today i was in the room with all these JC students, & they were all mugging for their A lvls. then cos tuition was like 2hrs+, so my concentration kept wavering. rick wld be saying smth, & my mind wld wander right in the middle of a sentence, & then he wld ask me a question & i wld be like, BLANK. heh.
and then i cldnt even ans H2SO4 + smth smth was wad cos i was like, huh huh? omg, i cant think! ugh, i feel so idiotic! waa, nxt week must redeem myslf man!

i am so tired. nowadays i just want to come home, watch some tv, bathe & then fall aslp listening to cds, either WLH, AXSY or 5566. lol.

okay im gonna go now, enjoy the rest of halloween 2007, what's left of it.

i want to go next door & yell trick or treat (:

Chemicals React

Chemicals React - Aly & AJ

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm walkin' on broken glass
Like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion
And you're movin' too fast

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in the moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm drifting out to the sea
Like the tide's pullin' me in deeper
Makin' it harder to breathe

We cannot deny, how we feel inside
We cannot deny

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in the moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

Kaleidoscope of colors
Turning hopes on fire, sun is burning
Shining down on both of us
Don’t let us lose it
don’t let us lose it...

Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in the moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah

We lived
We loved
We hurt
we jumped
We're right
We're wrong
We're weak
We're strong
We lived to love

But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
Watch the chemicals react
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

truth is

Truth Is - Fantasia

Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while, asked him how it's been
Said that he was seeing somebody and
Told me this was gonna last
Showing me her photograph

And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

Truth is I never got over you
Truth is Wish I was standing in her shoes
Truth is And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you
Truth is I never should have let you go
Truth is And it's killing me cuz now I know
Truth is And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you

We reminisce on the way things used to be
Shared a couple laughs and some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said goodbye and he paid for lunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts
Walked away and that was that

And all the feelings that I thought were gone
Came rushing back to me at once
Tried to smile and hide the way I felt
But I was thinking to myself

Truth is I never got over you
Truth is Wish I was standing in her shoes
Truth is And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you
Truth is I never should have let you go
Truth is And it's killing me cuz now I know
Truth is And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you

Now the truth is it hurts
but I know that the fault is mine
Cuz I let him go
Tried to get over it
but it's messing with my mind

Because I know
Truth is I never got over you
Truth is Wish I was standing in her shoes
Truth is And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you
Truth is I never should have let you go
Truth is And it's killing me cuz now I know
Truth is And when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you

I just gotta be honest, I guess
I guess, I'm still in love, in love, in love

saturday afternoon

im bored.
cldnt go out today cos had to do errand for mom.
BORED.

feeling kinda restless.
i want to get a tan, i look so disgusting being fair & olive skinned at the same time.
how to get a tan? beach, training, swimming...ooh i wana go rollerblading.

im not in the holiday mood, probably of the way it started, but i dont care, im gonna enjoy the last of my freedom before it ends & O lvls descend upon us!
sigh.
easier said than done.
I NEED FUNDING.

almost forgot abt my H&M dress til the salesgirl called me today, so im gonna collect it within a wk. dang. there goes the little amt of money i hv.

cant wait to watch Goong S tonight!
se7en is soo cute, i dont care if u guys dont agree, i think he's cute :D
the other prince looks cool, but he cld really benefit from a different haircut.
and did i mention that the girl's really pretty? the poor one, not the rich manipulative snob. she's so sweet to se7en! and se7en is so cute with her!

and last night, the magicians of love was SO nice!
totally loved the way ya si was jealous of xiaobei, & the way he was so agitated when he realised she was in trouble. and wei ru is sooo pretty. its so funny that wei ru is the shortest & they paired her with the tallest guy. love the show, cant wait til AXSY comes out.

sigh, i hv chores waiting for me.
i wonder what's my schedule for monday?
ohyes, i guess this means i cant go for dance tmr, seeing as i hv no money again.
sad.
ohwell, next week then.

i have this sushi dream where i go to a sushi place & eat happily.
hahaha.
feel like going to yiyin's house & splashing around in her pool, even though i cant swim.
and feel like going to karaoke with alicia!
CHILDHOOD SONGS MAN.
think 5566. hehehe. and yi shi de mei hao from Love At Dolphin Bay.
and Jolin's Magic album. u noe, shuo ai ni & kan wo 72 bian.

2hrs & 30min til Goong S.

holidays

hiya im back!

man, my shoulders hurt like hell from lugging my unbelievably heavy box home ytd.

so anyway, i cant post pictures, blogger still has problem. i think i'll go put them on my xanga site, or smth. i gtg email jiaxin & sherilyn.

cya ltr!

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SOMEONE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE MAKE HER SHUT UP.

ohmygosh i am so in hell.

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i am incredibly pissed off.

first she questions me
then she doubts me
then she makes demands of me
then she does her usual thing of being superbly unreasonable and fails to see that her demands hv nothing to do with what's going on now

she didnt give me enough money for today then she doesnt allow me to go out for dinner and says if i go out she'll lock the door so i cant come back in. lol what a joke! then i'll just sleep over at qh's. she'll just drag me back, thus i'll be back in the house aka prison. maybe that's why i hate stripes so much, reminds me too much of a prison uniform. so anyway there is nth to eat here except biscuits, noodles, 1pc of bread and fruits. yeah there's food, the same type i eat every week and am tired of. whatever, if i die of starvation its her loss. she'll hv to do all the chores for a change. and she wont even hv a person to sit here and pretend to listen to her when she talks abt stuff in her workplace.

hey if i die, she'll hv more money. and then she wont keep complaining that i use alot of money, even though she gives me $0 to buy my own things and then complains when i skip meals to save up to shop. and if i die, she'll fnally realise that she's a loser who has no frens and maybe she'll start brushing up on her ppl skills. i've realised that ppl who've met her only a few times dont like her alr cos she keeps saying the wrong things. and she has really bad timing.

if i die, my father wont hv to buy me expensive things anymore.

if i die, i wont do any more things to upset ppl and everyone will be happier and the world will be a better place.

if i die, i can become a ghost and attend my own funeral (i've always wanted to do that) and see what happens. if i hv a funeral, of course. can ghosts fly? cos i wana fly.

i wonder if she knows that i hate her.
why am i going to qh's place, she asks.
well, why the hell not? unlike her, i am not capable of sitting at home and not talk to my frens for too long a time. perhaps that's why i can count her frens on with my two hands.
hell, its the last day of school, arent i allowed a little peace?

i will be so glad to leave here someday.

and if anyone is reading this and thinks im hateful, spiteful, and despicable, well, when it comes to her words are not enuf to describe the negative feelings i feel for her. you dont know my life, so dont judge me based on this. dont judge me at all.

i dont want to see her face. i hope i can just stay in my room for the rest of the night, and i dont want to hear her voice, so i tink i'll listen to my mp3. but then if i dont hear her and dont reply, she come bursting into my room and scream at me and then probably inflict pain upon me in the form of either words or physical pain.
i really find living with her very trying and tiring.
but no, im not allowed to say what i really feel either.
so im sorry that this is where i vent, and im sorry u're reading this.
im sorry that i always think depressing thoughts, and im sorry i dont know whom to turn to.
im not big on figures of authority, so if u're a parent or teacher, just stay away from me.

shit. i dont want her to come home.

two one zero!

hello im back after one week and one day!

yesyes, everybody wants pictures, and so pictures u will get!

so many things hv happened since last wednesday, namely the movie marathon and me going shopping. ahhaha okay so nth very exciting.

yesterday was Be Yourself Day!

and i had absolutely no-thing to wear luh.

and when in doubt, wear black, right?
that's exactly what i did, along with like half the class! :D

so anyway then i helped like manymany ppl apply eyeliner because surprise, surprise, manymany ppl are not gd at it!

i feel so pro, shall list all the ppl i helped:

- misato

- zoe

- lynette (i so made her eyes bigger!)

- xinping

- pris

- fiona

- danny

- meifeng

:D arent i pro? ltr u see my handiwork on meifeng, she looked so xiang lah!

Arts Fest was pretty okay, and after school germaine, qiao yin, min shan, meifeng, kailing, sherilyn, jiale, lihui, tingzhi and i went to eat opp and we stayed there for quite long trying to decide where to go, and after meifeng left i became the only person not wearing specs! COOL RIGHT :D

eventually we decided on cityhall area, and so we were off.

but our numbers kept dwindling, and by the time we reached marina square, there was only germaine, qiaoyin, sherilyn, minshan and me. kailing left at amk station, and tingzhi, jiale and lihui left after we bought lovely donuts and went to HMV.

oooooh donuts, the lovely sweet sugary delights :))))))))))

at donut factory, all u hv to do is turn the corner and the smell of it will hit u like a...like a...i dunno lah, but the smell is like wow! heh heh, how cld we resist the pretty donuts.

u noe i always thought it was spelled doughnuts. hmmm. lol.

haha sherilyn and i malu-ed ourselves abit but in the end we still only queue for less than half an hour teehee. and we tempted qiaoyin to buy also :D

here they are fresh from the oven, our round dozen of donuts,

and here they are after sher & qiaoyin took theirs away. hahah :D

so yummy! minshan also fell in love with the double chocolate donut.

so then we had to walk around holding our precious donuts carefully, and i got stuck with the big mostly empty box. hahah i almost cldnt get into the train becos of it, then minshan fiercely asked the man to move so i cld get in. LOL

and then at J8 who did i bump into but Ong QianHui. actually i just stood behind her and she went & banged into me lah. as if lidat not enuf, after that she knocked my donut box onto the floor, along with my hp which like, burst on the ground, the battery landing several cm away.

lol.

i hardly even looked at my hp and started screaming

"OMG! QIANHUI! OMG! MY DONUTS!"

i was so sure they were runied, but luckily they werent or else i wld hv killed her. ahah.

so yeah click on the pictures, unless what kanika said is true and they're not clickable, if so then like, get me to email u or smth (:

kanika and me.

denise tries to look taller by lifting up her chin :D

tingzhi & kailing dressed like twins, then they act cute :DD

smiley Light and me!

Light acts cool. actually min shan just looks bu shuang. LOL

L and me. see meifeng the eyeliner, i put de leh (: paiseh very dark.

sorry, blogger got problem, some pics cannot upload so i either try again ltr or tmr. my mom is exercising her bitchy side (again) and being a total irritant so to refrain from bitter blogging i shall leave now, toodles!

17th october!

TODAY IS KENNETH TENG'S BIRTHDAY

AND

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XU SHAO YANG'S BIRTHDAY!

ambrose is so good looking. what a fine male specimen.

i leave you to guess whose bday is more exciting.

hahaha.

well! today has been a pretty day, aside from the incredibly rude video shop person who had unbelievably bad attitude. she even threatened me on the phone. what a b****. i totally wanted to scold her. to think i wanted to go over & borrow more videos just now. this is partly (actually mostly) qianhui's fault, seeing as she's the one with the vcd. and she didnt pick up my calls!

but lets not talk abt upsetting(?) things. i had a great time loitering ard the mall after sch, i think i kinda floated ard dreamily, 2hrs passed b4 i knew it. and i didnt buy anth. LOL. but i saw plenty of things i wana buy!

AND, i fell in love with the new nike patent black bag!!! OH LUST.

rmb me saying im gonna invest in a portable dvd player? i changed my mind.

because i realised that a laptop fulfils the same function.

now if only i can figure out how to get my hands on one of those lovely desktops, my life wld be much happier (:

LUSTLUSTLUST

the vaio pink notebook is simply too pretty for words!

ITS SO PRETTY~

and the hot red one is so...hot! LOVES IT.

see, if i hv $1999, i wldnt know which one to get.

plus, the DELL Inspiron(?) red one looks pretty darn good too.

SIGH IF ONLY I WAS FILTHY RICH AND WITHOUT A CONSCIENCE.

so basically, if i get a laptop, a portable dvd player wld be completely redundant, not to mention a complete waste of money (and its like $200 per pc at least! & only 7inches wide screen), & if i try to save for a notebook, i wld be $200 poorer, & alr $2000 is not easy to save.

i wonder if daddy will buy it for me & let me pay him back in installments :D

heh heh heh im jk, i noe i'll nvr be able to pull it off.

SIGH.

therefore a pretty hot notebook will just hv to stay a dream that may only come true after say, O Lvls? hah. sad. and even then, i may not get it. althou by then this com might hv died alr, & my tertiary education might require me to get another to replace this one will will live happily in computer heaven ^^

ohwell, a girl can dream yeah?

who knows, mum might just strike lottery or smth :D

so anw archery today was actually FUN, althou i was completely right abt the disgusting mud & all. and althou im no Legolas, im not rubbish at it (:

looking forward to Movie Marathon this friday!

cant wait to pig out on Clodhoppers :DDDD

(pssst! ntuc having offer on clodhoppers, grab them while u can!)

so. thats abt it for today.

im hoping Ambrose (Xu Shao Yang? Ambrose Hsu? it feels so wrong calling a celebrity by their first name) will release a new album. he's really got a pretty gd voice, plenty of potential. duno how many hit songs he's had, no thanks to HMV for raising their prices -.- ($28++ for an album! that's like daylight robbery! the old $26 was alr v ex!) but i've got his 2nd album (YAY JIACAI :D), & its pretty good. yes, im biased & in truth he may not be like amazing but he aint bad okay. I WILL SUPPORT HIS ALBUM IF HE RELEASES ANOTHER.

and im gonna rent all his drama serials. cant buy them, simply too expensive. if only Channel U will show them. sigh. ohyes, he'll be in episodes 19-22 of The Magicians Of Love so do watch out for him. he'll be playing a baddie, which is hot. lol.

AM DYING FOR MORE PAN WEI BO

LOVING HIS VOICE.

his voice is so awesome, listening to him talk thrills me. aw man, shd i continue to wait & see if there will be any gai ban album or not?

i think AXSY will be the perfect husband and WPWB the best boyfriend. oh, and WLH the greatest lover. errr sounds weird, okay, he'll be the sweetest lover.

himhimhim.

AW MAN STOP IT GRACE, U HV TOO MANY WEIRD THOUGHTS IN YOUR HEAD.

lalala.

i want to make a lot of money & shop whenever i want to, which is about once every 2wks, with the mad ones once a mth or so.

Happy Birthday Kenneth & AXSY! ♥♥

MV movies! <3

hello hello!
i told you i wld blog again today ahha.
quite excited now, cant wait for tmr dismissal time :D
ahhaha wish the school part wld just pass by in a blur.

sadly, it has poured the entire day, although i greatly enjoyed the there's-a-storm-and-im-at-home-where-its-nice-dry-and-warm feeling.
it's sad that it still looks like there another 545321 buckets of water to pour down because...
there's supposed to be archery tmr!
and if the field is all wet & muddy & icky, man, im gonna not enjoy it even more.
of course, im not complaining if it ends up cancelled.
although, then, what wld we do?

anyway, im excited abt after school because im gonna go loiter around the mall again :D
now im glad i didnt blow all my dosh ytd, because i hv just decided to buy one more thing...

Jolin's Te Wu J album!

:D

i know i said i wldnt buy it, althou i've forgotten who i told, but i didnt wana buy it at first cos i didnt like the cover, & i listened to the songs during my close-to-2hr stay in HMV Heeren that time, & they were alright, but didnt instil in me the need for immediate gratification, unlike when i listened to Claire Guo Jing's album.
but now i've changed my mind.
why?
because of the gorgeously pretty MV movies!
like i said, i loveloveloveeeeeeee the idea of MV movies, and i was thrilled to watch the one in Te Wu J with the korean guy Kim smth Won (Kim Tae Won? LOL i dunno!) but then i found out that there're actually THREE MV movies in the album!
imagine my delight!

i think im really pro at sussing out the hongkong accent now, i cld so tell when i watched the 2nd MV movie in the album.
(i wld type out the names of all three MV movies, but i dont noe how to read them! :X)
it's got the hongkong guy Stephen Fung, whom i am not familiar with, but wow, he's kinda cute :)
and i cld so tell he's frm hk by the way he spoke!
and it sounds like he can speak english as well
i am excited :D

but the movie is really sad, like, sadder than the first.
cos i finally realised that everyone's gonna die and i was like, no, u cant just let him die, arent u even gonna try to save him???
ohwell. her loss. sigh.

mum just had this half hour conversation with Aunt Veron on the phone, aunt wants to send her son over to singapore to attend boarding sch, cos he's been kinda uncontrollable & rebellious lately, & he's been fighting. apparently her son's abt my age, and wow, to think that she's willing to send him from malaysia to here alone.
see, the image she painted of her son is like, loner, cool cool, very typical anime type, somemore fight leh! damn cool right, LOL i am so bad talk abt my relative like this. wow imagine if her son is like, hawt. but knowing my relatives he's probably like a computer geek & only fought cos he got bullied or smth.
sigh.
i wish smth wld happen in my life to change the way i feel abt it.
sigh.
sigh.

ANYWAY

i LOVEEEEE the MV movies! go watch them, even better, go buy her album to watch it, its much better :D

much love, byebye!

Cue Clodhoppers

man, clodhoppers are yummy. denise introduced me to them & now i bought them & dang, they're expensive. $1.60 per pack at ntuc. must get them for movie marathon this friday.

i am irritated lah. that stupid jc go send me pictures of bestie party on saturday for wad, like i got take picture lidat. rah.

yesterday's shopping trip was so painful, to my feet & to my wallet. firstly, i almost spent all my dosh in the first shop i went to. i cldnt help it, i love blossomz! then i tried on for like HALF AN HOUR cos i kept thinking, call the guys come or not? then in the end i called them & they came & then finally i came out & said "I'll take this & this & this &this" total only $50 mah, then the guys remind me that if i buy it all now then ltr no money alr. then at the 11th hour i told the nice salesgirl, "um, okay i'll take these two first then ltr i'll get the others."
she was so nice, she didnt scold me or be rude or mean or anth!i think its cos i was the only one who tried on and actually bought stuff.
heh, but i really tried on for damn long.

then! we meandered ard and we saw this young girl who was with her mum, wearing a retro dress which wld hv looked nice if she didnt wear completely mismatched slippers. anyway that wasnt what caught jc's eye abt her. (ok sorry lah i only looked at her mismatched outfit, very superficial i know.) JC noticed that she had this huuuge stomach. and she's actually quite skinny so when he brought it up i was like, aiyah maybe she fat lah. but then he insisted it wasnt so i looked as well.
OMG. she's like, pregnant.
me: "OMG! but she's like, nine!"
JC: "no lah..."
me: "kay fine, ten."
Ken: "no, eleven."
JC: "yeah, looks like eleven."
me: "omg...that's still damn young okay."
i was in complete disbelief. seriously, the girl didnt look a day over twelve. and pregnant? wow.

so then we moved on, i was on a mission to find the fab store i was at last time & but the uber fab heels i found. we went from Level 2, to Lvl 3....to lvl 4, where all the food is. lol. there's this nana thai restaurant, or smth like that, which has this set for 8-10 ppl, costing $238++. we're gonna eat there sometime :D quite cheap lah, after we divide it by us. we'll hv at least 8ppl mah. hope its not spicy.
somewhere on lvl 3, i stumbled upon this great shop i've read abt in seventeen, and i wandered in while the guy checked out the shop nxt door.
isnt it funny how all the best shops are all accidentally stumbled upon? and then the nxt time u wana go there, u hv the toughest time searching for it?

anyway, i walked in, trying to find a nice bag. instead i found knitted sweater-dresses! omg, it was so fantastic, it was exactly like what i'd imagined i'd buy. i had to try it on, along with this cute grey knitted dress, which looked fantastic, but had the downside of making me look like i'd aged 10yrs and was 6mths pregnant. ohwell. it was like $129 anw. but then i put on the striped sweater-dress and wow. it was so amazing, i'd nvr worn anth like it b4. i dashed out of the fitting rm and cried "i love it, i love this!" to the salesgirl, who was reli soft-spoken & nice. lol, then the guys came and hehe, ken was like, okay lah i think quite nice but can dont wear the jeans underneath. jc was like, no leh i think wear the jeans underneath nice leh, can wad. then they agreed that the dress was very me, as in can tell it'll be smth i'll wear.
i think its completely amazing that they can tell me whats my style and not, because i cant! i shall ask qiulin & qh, cos i noe yiyin will just say, oh u like all the weird weird colours. lol.
so. there was no other way abt it, i had to buy the dress. there was just one tiny problem. it cost $99.90 and $84.90 after a 15% discount. man, i am so stupid! i totally did not think to ask for a further discount. so, i simply reserved it, placing a deposit on it first.

its worth it right, ohman, i think its abit outrageous that i can spend so easily. okay, so its like, a european brand, and there's only one per piece, making it highly unlikely i'll see anyone wearing it too, but, it costs almost the same amt as the knitted cardigan i saw in elle magazine that i wana buy. am i just following the fall trend of wearing knitwear? i dont think so, i've always been VERY against stripes, and i only hv 2pcs of striped clothing in my closet...and the dress is reli nice.
anw in the end the fab store didnt hv the fab heels anymore and then we went home, playing a game in the train. we had to name all the fruits we cld think of, and jc kept repeating. ahah. i practically staggered all the way home, my shoes were like killing me.

i am tired of blogging. shall blog more ltr. ciao!

clap of thunder, take a bow

listen!

hear the pouring rain? the ominous rolls of thunder? ahhhhhhh....that's a midday storm.

im feeling weird abt this. i usually loveloveloveee this weather to bits. owww, that was like, a snap of thunder. but today this weather is like, weirding me out. i feel kinda...freaked out?

stupid kenneth wants to go bugis on a day like this. siao ar bugis will be damn er xin. orchard is so much better u hv so many malls to choose from and u can like chill in a cafe and enjoy the pretty rain. and like the malls are pretty much joined via underground passages so easy.
eeyer. i tried to psycho them into watching movie, but now that the rain has like, paused, they dowan. notice i said paused. i bet it'll start raining again soon.

man, i wana watch the full length version of Lust, Caution. i wana see just how explicit this art house film is. i dont think i've ever watched an art house film, so it'll be cool.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

GRACE HAS SUCCEEDED WE ARE GOING TO ORCHARD! :DD

gtg now else they kill me for being late ahha :D

205th post

okayokay this is my last post for today, really really.

wow koreans are suddenly like hawt now! or maybe its just me huh hahaha it all started with 200 pounds beauty when that hunk made koreans guy look less eww & then look, now there's that guy in Jolin's MVs! man, i love the idea of a mini movie in MVs, totally makes me wanna watch more. i am so hooked on MV stories anw.

my all time MV faves are Forever Love, Kiss Goodbye & Ai Shang Wei Lai De Ni! so far lah, i cannot rmb the rest. i noe i like Jiu Shi Ai also. WAA Forever Love is DAMN sad, have Kleenex nearby when u watch! & Kiss Goodbye is SO sweet, SIGH. ASWLDN also super sweet. JSA also!

okay, i REALLY love the MV story thing. it just makes the song so much better, like, i didnt reli like Luo Ye Gui Gen that much, but the MV is like, super sad! except that the kids in it are erm, not v fortunate looking. heh. and i dont understand Wo Men De Ge the MV, and i've watched it quite a few times. the girl just cant dance. hmm. will watch again.

i wish i cld go back to youtube and watch alot more MVs and get high/happy/sad/emotional but aw i hv to go bathe & start perch myslf in front of the tv for the rest of the night :D

204th post...

ROAR. i couldnt stand it, HAD to post again.

you see, i found the entire series of Magic Knights rayearth online, and i cant watch it, because i dont hv Windows 2000 or XP, instead i hv lousy old Windows ninety smth. oh, its Windows 98. sucks to know MKR is so near yet so far away. awwwww how lah!

oh you know wad i just rmbed wad i wanted to post abt just now.

i have to enjoy life now because in a few weeks, i am about to lose it. lose my life. wow, sounds scary. in a few short weeks, i will become a geeky, nerdy, lame, no life person! BOOHOO. i think hor, i must learn from Linda Johnny JiaXin they all, invest in a portable dvd player, then i can like watch dvds in my room at night, then at least i no life also wont die. yay SET, i tmr go check out the prices.

OMG it's so late alr! i hv to go vacuum the house byebye.

203th post :O

okay just one more post today :D

i dig puayying's blogskin, go see it, i linked her alr. it's too cool.

and kenneth teng, at least i bothered to go search for ur blog via links, u didnt even bother to find mine! plus, duh my blog address is so much easier to rmb than yours, stupid german address! or whatever language it is. no offense to other german speaking ppl. rah, kenneth is like so mean.

i just lost my train of thought. isnt it funny how it's not my ' aereplane of thought' ? teehee.

202TH POST!

omg i keep having strange urges to blog, and my last post was like, IMMEDIATELY BEFORE THIS! so yeah that was like 2min ago.

qh just called me & her hp sot diao, she sounded all weird & i didnt even know what she was saying. but then, i dont noe why i called her in the first place :D

just now during profile hopping i viewed ron's page. get this, he likes midnight sun too!!! i was like, "OMG HE LIKES IT TOO!!!!" and considered dropping him a comment obsessing abt it but then i came to my senses & realised that we hardly even know each other. plus i think if he rmbs me he'll rmb me as the girl who types really slowly. LOL i kept saying, slow down! i cannot type so fast! LOL.

rahhhh mum said if im hungry i cannot drink tea, as tea is like, slightly acidic and it will make my stomach feel worse. oops, i hv been chugging tea for like the past hour. cheeken banana.

that day, i met eileen's korean fren and today i realised that he is from the same school as kenny aka pink monkey, who is frens w magdalene who is also my fren & i hv known her for like, AGES (like since i was p1, so OMG! 9yrs as well!) & mag's in the same sch as ron. cool huh??! like everybody's connected in some way.

yep i firmly believe that the entire world is connected in some way.

im psychic, did u know?
lol random :D

kay think i am gonna go sit out in the corridor now. hmm too cold. naw, i'll just go to youtube.

201TH POST :D

hello i am either seriously hungry or my tummy is in serious pain. i cannot tell. wheeeeeee!

i wanna upload random pics but hv none. ohwell. that's not gonna stop me ahah!

these were taken ages ago when i first got my new hp & i discovered the frames :D ONE

TWO

THREE (the o.O look :D)

FOUR. omg! so hideous. lol.

cat or rabbit? omg.

waa this one very special lor! meifeng take picture with me leh! you know mf rarely take pic de, SO GAN DONG SHE TAKE W ME LEH :D

this is super random.

this was the day before national day :D

and this is the ultra pretty view from the corridor at dusk. isnt it gorgeous?

sigh. there goes the mysterious tummy feeling again. hunger or pain? i think both.

want to know smth scary? i had more cool dreams last night. i love dreams, really, so ultimate escapist (behaviour)! hmm not making sense. anyway, so i had this dream where i almost died. yep. cool huh? i was in this cool flying chair...omg sounds so funky :D and the flying chair had a remote control right, so my fren was controlling it and he was sending me on a ride as like, a ...hey whats that word? u noe, when frens play games & u lose & hv to do smth. whats that word ar? anw thats wad we were doing, and they sent me on the ride flying above rooftops & buildings & open fields. it was really exhilarating & fun & cool until i realised the seatbelt was loose. yeah but the weird thing is that's when i stopped screaming. i was screaming & having a blast zooming over rooftops until i realised i was gonna die. odd, dontcha think? cos they were flipping me upside down & all, and i was basically slipping outta the seat. and i was so quietly awaiting the end, it was scary. and then suddenly i had this deja vu feeling that i knew this was gonna happen.

and then they flipped the chair and i slipped outta the seat.

i could see the things at ground level, and they were as tiny as birds on the ground.

was i gonna fall to the ground & die or was i gonna die before i hit the ground? what an unglam way to die, with the contents of your skull splattered over the ground.

i slipped outta the seat, and all i rmb is that i was hanging on to the chair with like only my legs, and i was grabbing the seatbelt with my hands, and i was STILL silent.

but like a movie playing in my head, i could see my frens' reactions. they'd finally realised smth was wrong, like they cldnt see me dangling from the chair. and the idiot controlling it, instead of sending me back safely to ground level, sent me zooming up higher, thinking to deposit me at the nearest rooftop. jeez. i made it, but barely. and then i was so freaked out, i started crying. and then the rest of the dream is a blur.

wow! i wonder if i'll hv any more cool dreams tonight. woot! mom's buying me popiah back for dinner. yay low fat delicacy. kay im going to youtube to watch MVs now. argh the tummy feeling is so bugging me.

200TH POST!

woo! its my 200th post! cool huh, i've posted so little times! i was just profile hopping on friendster and then i really felt the urge to post :D

i have just had some random thoughts.

1. i didnt comb my hair this morning!
2. I MISS TALKING TO BEN LUH.
3. my fave past time? sit on stairs in corridor & scare everyone who walks past :D aside from eating, of course.
4. i am happy for everyone, i really am. im happy for onetwothree and himandher and themtgt and himhimhim and onetwothreefour and blahblahblahblahblah and who could forget threetwooneboom!
5. I AM GONNA EAT FROZEN YOGURT TONIGHT WOOHOO.
6. friday night is teevee night! yay i love it!
7. I WANT TO GO SHOPPING WHY DID IT HV TA RAIN TUHDAY
8. i am tired. tired and hungry ):
9. yawn.
10. man, i need to go buy L!ME mag.


so there you have it! my random thoughts! man, profile hopping can do alot for injecting random thoughts in your head. ahah.

FACE VALUE :D

im going to have fun today! my horoscope says not to let my imagination get away with me or i'll see clues where none exist. which is sad, because letting my imagination get away with me was the first thing i did when i woke up today! in fact, i was doin git when i was asleep too. I had the most amazing dream! it was so bu ke si yi, and sooooo nice, i was smiling in my sleep :) i rmb i was smiling in the dream as well. heh heh heh wouldnt u like to know what its abt....hahaha not gonna tell ya!

my horoscope also tells me to take things at face value today, and just have fun & be silly :D yep, i definitely see that in the programme (or program? which one to use? oh no. LOL) today YAY.

yay im gonna upload random pictures :D

i love guangyang yay. look, qh's legs & my legs look so slim ahhaha.

me & Mum's supper ytd! LOOKS NICE RIGHT :D

i think this is such a cute picture, see the way we sit. hahah cute riiiiiight. hmm who take de ar? HMM. forget liao.

DAMN IT i look so wide. RAHHHHHHHHH.

yay uploading random pictures is so fun. i hv alot of pics of Wang LeeHom :D I DONT SHOW YOU AHAHHAH.

hey you all must go listen to Claire Guo Jing the songs okay? she's a real gd singer, & all the songs are damn nice. seriously. she's a new singer, must support her. trust my taste!

okay im going for now bye babes! (or if u aint a babe, bye non-babes!) ahhaa i am so lame. FUN WAD. LOL

OMG!!!

OMG i am so sorry, i just HAD to post this!

i went to WLH's qian chang hui ytd with kind zhide who only went to accompany me cos my BESTIES DOWAN TO GO WITH ME. OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WLH is damn shuai! his yan shen chao dian ren lah! and he's so nice, he looked up at everybody after he signed, he'll look right at you de. Jolin didnt do that when i went last time. but i still like Jolin, and i chao like WLH. i totally bei dian dao lah. even thou he didnt hv like any te bie de reaction, but his eyes are like, OMG. like, seriously. u ask zhide lah, i came off the stage that time i was like, dai zhu. i only reacted like, 5minutes ltr can. i kept saying smth, i dont rmb what. but basically i started obsessing abt it like way after i saw him. before that i was like, "okay lah" when zhide asked me how i felt abt it. he asked me like 5000 times. LOL.

i would post pictures, but am too lazy right now. i need to mug geog, and i am totally distracted by Jolin, LeeHom & Will Pan right now. (they're the artists on my current playlist)

you know, in the 'Cockney Girl' MV u can see LH dancing, but for only a few secs each time. hmm, maybe LH cant really dance. LOL okay i dunno, im just guessing. but i love this song, its totally danceable. speaking of which, I MISS DANCE.

OLIVIA! i so wanna go after EOYs kay!!! i am gonna psycho Julia to go too. YAY.

argh i am so hungry, how to study on an empty stomach?

i want to blast music while studying, but then i wld be like, singing. ohwell. going to settle my stomach first. talk again after next tues! :D