4 October 2006, Wednesday

i am so inspired.


to write.
now, u shd 1st noe that i hardly write anth outside of sch & the few i hv written arent like, my best works or anth.


yesyes. Alvin did kinda get me started like two wks ago when he wrote that poison story.


i still cant seem to work it just right, but it'll be right ONE DAY.


like, i realised that this pathetic excuse for a blog, MY pathetic excuse for a 'blog' is like, PATHETIC.
duh.
how much does this say abt me?


yeah like all blue moons, my gd posts come only once in a while. hey i nvr reli understood why its called a blue moon cos.....does the moon even hv a color? oh wait, it must, since we can see it...but why blue? why not pink? purple? lime green? anw, back to my point.


so sometimes my readers (read: two readers. go ahead, laugh. i would.) find my posts interesting & fun but they all say the same thang. im way too chim. i noe they noe i dont chimify things on purpose. can i really help it if i happen to be an ace in english? (no, really.) i guess i type this way cos i really do talk to way?


hmm. do i?
must go check with frens.


if u noe me, & im guessing u do, since all the ppl who read my blog noe me, u wld guess dat a girl like me wldnt fare too badly at blogging, rite? i mean, how bad can a consistently-gd-eng-writer do? or maybe, if u're an experienced blogger, u wld be like, hey gd writer don mean gd blogger.


the experienced blogger is right.
see, im gd at writing stories, but no gd at telling them.
get me?
i may be a whole lot gd at writing this fantabulouso NSW-winning story, but i aint no Jane Austen when it comes to writing abt my own life. (which is probably a gd thing, since Jane Austen bored me half to death in like the first chapter.)


its not that my life is boring. in fact, i probably hv a life 246845241 more interesting than u.
i promise im not lying.

maybe exaggerating a little, but seriously.


so lalala, im not a gd blogger.
blah.
i was nvr really gd at telling stories.
ask anyone who's heard me do so.


i hv a whacked ability to make even the funniest, laugh-ur-head-off story sound positively boring.
i even bore myself. *gloom*


*brightens* but my essays are one heck of a gd essay thou. =D
few hv bad things to say after reading them.


or maybe their heads r still reeling frm my chimologics & cannot recover in time to critisise me.

ohwell.


Mommy is nagging me to stop playing with the com now.
this self reflection shall end here then.


all bored readers,
pray my writing gets better.


one last thing:
dis is probably how yiyin improved her essays, blogging.
ahhahah cool.