3 November 2006, Friday

i am a normal person and like everybody i do not accept change easily.
change is ongoing. everyday. change is an essential part of life.
why am i going on abt this?

well.
i thot i loved change. i do.
but i just dont welcome it that easily.


daddy bought me a new hp. i told him i didnt like it n rejected it. i felt damn negative lah like he was saying like, i thot u wld like it so i bought it...blahblahblah well i wld prefer to make my own decisions, dad. so i came home, feeling pissed off at myslf and at jane cos i really nid to tell daddy what happened to my special edition pink phone. i dont tink it wld go down too nice with him if i told him jane stole it, which she kinda did.


i went home n went to samsungmobile.com. the webbie is nicely n convieniently etched on the the back of my faithful n durable SGH-E720C which has weathered my tantrums, dropd n on-purpose throwing on the floor like i did just nw cos i was so frustrated/pissed/angry/stubborn/negative/vindictive. yeah. si i went to the site and looked thru all the hps. all of em. wow technology has reli progressed lah. i mean, u go take a look n u'll see the gd ol' models frm 3-4yrs back. sweet walk down memory lane.


i've decided i might take the phone after all. except i still dont SUPER like it so i gotta personalise it. i shall design smth for it. (hey i AM a budding designer okay.)


here r some pretty hps i like.
sony ericsson W950i (GRRRRRRR i cant upload the pics! wads wrong luh walao)
W900i (the white one)
and there r loads frm samsung including the old models.
actully its the older models tt i like more like the T300 so sweet lah.
check it out if u're free. super cute.


okay i am going to tell daddy that i want the hp now. hais i noe he is gonna scold me for being so indecisive. btw i feel pathetic. no job, no money, no new hp, no nth...sigh.