obsessing!

wu zun SO SHUAI in hua yang shao nian shao nu.
SO. SHUAI.

JUST SO YOU KNOW
i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away.
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away.
and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not,
'cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop.
just so you know
this feeling's taking control of me and i can't help it
i won't sit around, i can't let him win now
thought you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you but i don't want to.
i just gotta say it all before i go,
just so you know.
it's getting hard to be around you
there's so much i can't say
do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way
and i don't know how to be fine when i'm not
'cause i don't know how to make a feeling stop
.
.
.
this emptiness is killing me
and i'm wondering why i've waited so long
looking back i realize it was always there just never spoken
i'm waiting here...been waiting here

i LOVE the part that goes 'im waiting here...been waiting here' he sang SO nicely there.

oh u stupid fat ass i loveyouloveyouloveyou!
i just felt like saying that. its so weird, talking abt nobody! okay, then i shall talk abt...ADEL.
ahahaha adel is a stupid fat ass!
HAHAH.
no adel im just kidding u noe i love you ((:

tonight i shall attempt to write poems for lit. whee!

i dont love you, i dont even want to.
yet i feel this way.
i dont wana tell u, i really dont.
it'll make u run away.
but i cant help staring at you when u're around
and i cant stop tinking of you.
dont say you know
how i tink i feel bout you
cos that wld make you, a real big ass (=X)
you shdnt know it makes me feel really dumb, u noe.
i dont wana say anything at all...
just dont say u know.

hahahah. put it in tune with the song. its funny.