Wednesday, August 29, 2007

melancholy, melodrama, mellow

hello hello! how weird, i seem to only like to post on wednesdays. as meifeng wld say, STRANGE. so today is like, minshan & fadhil's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TWO!

i can hear the contestants from Live The Dream singing in the background. mom is watching it. so like, today is a rather cool day, & many things happened in the past wk.

for one, turns out i didnt hv to buy Lavender! qh has had it since like, forever, & she lent it to me, tgt w the book. im reading a chinese book! wow, i nvr thot i'll see that day. neither did you, huh? LOL. i've watched XunYiCao until the last 3discs alr. i dont wana finish watching it! sigh. i am so so so lusting over Xu Shao Yang lah can, he looks so cool in there. like, jsdajgcfuekjchkf that he is twice my age. grah. im gonna watch Ai Qing Jing Ji Yue next. now to figure out if i shd buy it or watch it on youtube or smth. or borrow it. speaking of which, shd i borrow the hongkong show one? its like $16 for 2wks, damn cheat money lah, i one day can finish watching lor, then i go buy also around $30. but then again i dont really like the actors. alright, im biased, i only noe 3 of the main actors, & YES, XuSaoYang is one of them! also, the pawnshop no.8 or smth like that seems pretty cool, but dang if it isnt expensive to borrow. SIGH.

cant wait, cant wait til the hols! short as they are. sigh, i'll be sec FOUR soon. super soon. and then comes my birthday. sigh, alone again. early birthdays suck like vacuum cleaners. by alone, i mean of course, the no one remembering thing, but nvm (:

i am currently all over things connected to AXSY. like red things. i love red things, i have since last year, and wowie, he seems to like it too! u'd be blind or REALLY unobservant to not notice that he wears smth red in almost all the scenes, has red on his guitars, & has got like 2 red cars or smth. red is hot. HOT. dont worry, im sure my craze will burn out soon, they always seem to, except of course when it comes to-....................

him & him. yucks. was sure i'd put it behind me but then someone brought him up & i was like, OH BUMMER, I AM SO BUMMED OUT immediately. eeek. whatever! then the other one, dunno lah, also quite gloomgloomdarkcloud-esque. lol, my eng is atrocious.

speaking of atrocious things, i failed both sciences by like a few marks & barely passed chinese. EEK. have nvr come this close to failing mt b4, which reminds me, i've got mt hmwk to do.

i love my pretty nails! they are like, so pretty. woot. poor me, i so have like not enough money to go around. lets think: shd i buy the CDs 1st, the nail polish, the mini rouge or what?
oh, oh, u noe, i think i cant go to japan anymore, like, my horrible grades hv made my chances like, splat. sucks lah, who noes when i can step outta the country now. i mean, i am so miserably low income.

last night, i listened to Dui Bu Qi, Wo Ai Ni by liang jing ru & i tink like, whoa got this song de ar. lo. i love Wo Huai Nian De by Sun Yan Zi! its so cool, its bool.

GRINGRINGRINGRINGRIN i feel alot of weird mixed up things today. i am happy, melancholic, nostalgic, excited, jealous, angry and bittersweet. bittersweet. LOL, how can i feel bittersweet? well boo, i do. not bitter, but bittersweet. sigh.
okay hon, gtg bye!

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