Saturday, August 01, 2009

what it looks like and what it actually is

dont say i am emo. dont say i am trying to AA. dont say i am this-and-that when you dont know me. dont say leehom loves you when he doesnt because actually he loves ME. lol. dont say this is so typical of me, because how can you know that when even i dont. dont say anything you made up, Mum, because i dont know how you came up with it when it has never happened before and isnt true. (you dont hv the faintest inkling of who i am, do you?) dont say i am conceited, because well, it may just be true and i may be so pissed i'll kill you from a million miles away with my magic powers. dont say, "what happened? you know im always here for you!" no, i dont think i know. and i dont particularly care right now, but thats beside the point.

the point.

im not emo! im not trying to get attention! im trying to express myself. because thus far i suck really badly at it. really really badly. what i cannot say, i write/type. and there's a lot i cannot say. so yeah, expression.

yeah i hv a sense of humour, and yeah im funny when im anything other than content.

i think i need to sleep now. i think...i think...

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