useless, pointless, let's help by making it one less.
i hate people. and i have shit ass friends. friends of convenience. fuck you all. im a liar, im a pretender, but you dont deserve the real me anyway. the real me will probably go around stabbing everybody because she's crazy. dont trust people, they are disgusting and cannot be trusted.

why do we pretend? dont even bother to tell me YOU STILL HAVE ME because you stupid bitchfuck, we both know you dont mean it. you will care, to what extent? in the end it's always, always, always about yourself. "I, me, my" HAH life is a joke. a bloody, fuck ass joke.

you're all disgusting. i am disgusting. let's remove the disgust from this world.

dont worry, i wont be around to test you much longer. i WILL remove myself from your life because i simply dont care. i have realised myself to be incapable of caring for long because i just cant be bothered. there is nothing inside me to give, you see, so why pretend there is?

will someone please steal my phone to save me the trouble of smashing it? although it will give me a great deal of satisfaction. haha, hahaha. and my laptops, too.

disgusting piece of shit, we can all do without you. not one will care nor take you seriously because i honestly believe not one knows you. if they know will they still dare to stick around? if you know that im mentally unstable will you dare to say/do what you say/do? because i do have a violent streak. i LIKE to ruin things.

yes, i am crazy. so save me the trouble of pushing you away by staying far away from me.