How did we get so mean

am in sch library doing work :)

i was abt to leave arnd 4.30 but then i figured then i wld reach home at like 6, bathe, hv dinner, slack and start work NEVER so it was better to just stay til 6 +, 7 and then leave after doing some shitzxz.

and imma start as soon as i finish blogging :D

see, i cant work w/o doing a to do list first. it's like im not able to function. so here i go, trying to function.

To Do:
1. ppt for pcomd and send to cloud
2. evening bag sketch for pcomd
3. research for why this sketch
4. draw final draft for fig drawing/edit present draft
5. draw final for fig drawing
6. begin painting either today or tmr morn

YAY. okay let's go. Fighting! :D

lol i just removed the keyboard protector from my laptop and the sound increased by like 20%. gawd.

you used to hold the door for me now you cant wait to leave
you used to send me flowers if you fucked up in my dreams
i used to make you laugh with all the silly shit i did
now you roll your eyes and wake away and shake your head
when the spark has gone and the candles are out
and the song is done and there's no more sound
whispers turn to yelling and im thinking
how did we get so mean?
how do we just move on?
how do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone
is it cause we wanna be free?
well that's not me
normally im so strong
i just cant wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
knowing that forever wont be

im always sentimental when i think of how it was
when love was sweet and new and we just couldnt get enough
the shower it reminds me you'd undress me with your eyes
now you never touch me and you tell me that you're tired
you know it gets so sad when it all goes bad
and all you think about is all the fun you've had
and all those sorrys aint never gonna mean a thing
how did we get so mean?
how do we just move on?
how do you feel in the morning when it comes and everything's undone
is it cause we wanna be free?
well that's not me
normally im so strong
i just cant wake up on the floor like a thousand times before
knowing that forever wont be

i know we said some things that we can never take back
it's like a train wreck, trying to hit the right track
we opened up the wine and we just let it breathe
but we should've drank it down when it was still sweet
it all goes bad eventually

now do we stay together cause we're scared to be alone?
we got so used to this abuse it kinda feels like home
but my baby i just really wanna know
how did we get so mean?

Mean, P!nk

i freaking LOVE this song! the tune is so catchy. ok i just really love her Funhouse album, even now, 2yrs later.