The week that wasn't

this week blew past so fast im not convinced it has been a full week.

monday i left class at 6 on the dot. only to eat a quick dinner and go home (& spam watch HIMYM, 6 eps in one night is so good)

tuesday i left class again at 6 on the dot (what is the point?) and went to town to watch Easy A (OH YES finally.) w Huiting. i waited for this movie so, so very long. If you dont like this movie....i need to re-think our friendship. Just kidding.

wednesday. ah wednesday. the one day i stayed late in school, only to do nothing. not kidding. but we did show up for class in Pikachu hats.

thursday there was no class so i went to Chinatown and got fabric w friends, then got to sch in the pouring rain. The rain was so heavy i wasnt sure i would make it to City Hall to meet my friends by 6. i reached sch slightly before 5pm, got paper for paper patterns and left at 5.30, making it to town by 6.05pm.
where i was shocked to discover my first meetup with longtime friends was so not just a meetup with longtime friends. in short, i was surprised as hell and got as much out of the night as i get from class w Veron.

meh. i was awful company the whole night, which is not that much of a deviation from my usual behaviour these days. i am really bad at being social nowadays. it's like im a block of wood. a block of violently angry, stoic wood.

i wanted to apologize, but didnt feel all that sorry bout it, so i didnt. i might be an angsty bitch, but im a sincere angsty bitch.

friday came. went to class, left soon after it ended and headed to town to meet the girls for dinner. i was less disgusting than the night before, but nowhere near chirpy. and i have no idea why. i guess im just terrible company.

highlights of the week:
December allowance that is already half gone
getting into DOC as a GL. im a GL. lol.

The Pains Of Being Pure At Heart - Everything With You



"Start off sometimes, now its our time
Are you with me? Are you with me?
Strange teenager, waiting for death at 19
Are you with me? Are you with me?"

Striving to be a better person, becoming worse everyday, but trying all the same
If i ever hurt or upset you, i probably didnt mean to.
Terrible at expressing myself, good at pushing people away.
IM A TEENAGER :D
best excuse ever.

also, i was PMSing.