i realised i keep promising to keep up with posts then spam for a few days, then disappear for a few months. that is sad.
:(
i really am disgustingly busy with school thus the prolonged absence, boohoo.
im a senior in school now, btw. im a third year student! and im only a 6weeks away from my internship. yes, i am going to be an intern. and i already have a company! can you believe that?? a company actually wants (or doesnt particularly mind) me as their intern!!! HAHAHA gawd i hope i dont screw up. oh if you're interested the company's this local brand, Zhai, which does eco clothing. Bamboo, to be specific. They're a really young brand, only bout 18 months old, and im really excited about interning there.
i admit it's not exactly my dream internship but come on, how many of us get that the first time round? i think i already got real lucky w Zhai cause i get to help the brand grow as they're so young! teehee.
anyway i've been spamming music vids on my fb account lately instead of posting here oops.
so much has happened since my last post in March!! there was camp, and then camp again, and then the whirlwind of school that started brewing in March and exploded into a tornado of work recently with all my portfolio preparations, photoshoot, and interview. now the worst of it has passed and i just finished my final presentation for my current module (and i DO mean JUST, like i literally started typing this post 5seconds after i finished presentation) but i kinda feel like im in the eye of the hurricane where there's temporary calm (AKA my 2wk break from school) and then BAM WHAM KABLAM it's even worse than before!!
yeah after my 2wk holiday i got another month of crazy 2module block (morning class AGAIN, COME ON) and a sewing one at that so you just know it's gonna be a whole-day-in-school-everyday kinda block. and the other module's basic Jap so idk if that's good or bad.
as with all languages im insanely scared i'll fail like i do at math, and im gonna be terrified everytime there's a quiz or worse, when it's time for the role play.
damn i hope i know some people in my class else it's gonna be like sad and awkward. imagine Barney Stinson saying awkward when you read that last sentence, so it's all like high pitched and dragged out. AWKwaaaard......
speaking of which! i havent watched a single episode of HIMYM since ep15 w Katy Perry so i've got an awesome marathon awaiting me! :D
and *insert drumroll* im also gonna post my portfolio photoshoot up here so fwensies (LOL I CANT BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT.) can see it. my carbonmade and shownd sites are great, but i've run out of pics on carbonmade, and shownd wont let me post bigger than 3mb -.- and yknow me, im lazy as hell to resize them HAHA so instead imma just post...them......here?
hmm it just occurred to me that may actually be more work hahahahhaa jeez im such a lazy ass.
actually yknow i've been more busy in the past few weeks than possibly my entire 2 and a half years here in design school. ok it's not just that there's been more on my plate than just 2 modules, but also that i've been working my ass off more in the past 2months than ever before.
i've actually not did things with the "heck care luh just get it done" attitude but instead tried my best and got some results. and im really happy cos for once i can say i worked really hard for it.
okay it's not like i havent worked hard for ANYTHING in the past 2yrs, i have, but i've been like, CONSISTENTLY PRODUCTIVE in the past 2mths as compared to before when i'll just be "on" for a while then it'll die off. very flaky, yknow?
i just...im proud of me, which is rare and generally a miracle. so, yay me, bimbotic as that may sound :)
okay i'll leave you with my portfolio link, which you can view if you're bored/interested/looking for something to hate on. okay actually dont view if you're the last option. it still isnt perfect, but im working on it so yeah.
toodles for now :)
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