hell.
hell.
hell.
hell.
you laugh. okay well, i didnt think i'd still care. i dont really, but i do, and it's not bout that, it's abt THIS. this WHOLE thing, the everybody thing. and im nobody. im worse than nobody, im not even there.
at this stupid point, i still hv time to wonder if you noticed. thanks a lot, it's all my fault.
arent we all the happy kids. like the brady bunch. but not as blonde. do i still count if no one saw me? i didnt think so.
congrats, you've erased your ugly past. i've erased my ugly past. now if i would do the same for my present and future. soon, i think. it wouldnt take long for me to screw this up too, i happen to be quite good at it.
go ahead, laugh your ass off. i would. and i will once i sneeze my nose off, the weather will take care of that.
this is there, do you see it, do you see this? do you do you do you? i've wondered.
i took a cab to school today, quite cheap in comparision to all the times before. and the quiz seemed...alright. i could answer most of it w confidence. know i've got one confirmed wrong though, and more i cant be sure abt.
studying for it was rather....nostalgic. well, not that i ever studied much as we all know my grades, but you know, i had my moments.
real short class today, ended at like 4.30, went to find huiting and stacey. tmr i'll hv heavy class, all the theory will come out. but i actually find the knit and weave part quite fun.
stacey lives like, across the road from ht and i! like seriously. cool right, i drew a rough map to show you like how near we are frome each other. damn cool. keep in mind i said ROUGH map.
sorry i cant control the pencil tool v well but, see! bishan and tpy separated by one road!!! so cool.
okay. so then when i got home okto was showing monster house cos its a teachers' day special. so i watched it since it was effing early and i had no idea what to do w myself (i didnt feel like gg out, the weather felt like a lounge day) and like, it was quite good. but they keep repeating it. wish they'd show new movies, maybe then i'd watch more tv.
went to try on the two outfits i bought ytd. dont they always look better in the fitting room? hah okay just me i guess. gosh im hungry, guess one meal really isnt enough for one day. damn.
then i watched ming zhong zu ding wo ai ni as usual, since i started it, i hv to finish it. and like, ji cunxi is so not cute and like, the dylan guy is kiiiiiiinda cute. like, kinda.
oh, today's lesson was so fun, i loved all the little swatches of fabrics! and i loved my tank top since forever, today i learned it was a 2 x 2 rib knit. cool huh. shall buy more 2x2 rib knit shirts. no wonder previously whenever i went shopping and found labels tht said ribknit i thought they were bluffing, in actual fact those were the 1x1 rib knits nor other rib knits.
kay i shall shut up bout it now, im sure you guys dont find it as interesting as i do lol.
cant wait for holidays to come, i really miss having days to myself where i can do whatever i want whenever i feel like it and not feel guilty bout it.
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