the big routine!

yesterday was saturday(:

i woke up earlier than i normally do on saturdays...granted, i had more sleep, cos of the 2days MC from school. hahaha. i did my chores, then i went to ToaPayoh to support Olivia at campus superstar auditions. Stupid lack of aircon, so hot, but nvm, we were there to support OLIVIA (:

but then Julia, XiuHui & i had to leave for class first, Olivia wldnt be going for class today...class was supposed to be totally explosive & BOOM-y. but the only bombs going off were Patrick's temper. for no apparent reason, he was in a bad mood. oopsy.
he took it out on 2 kids and a few others. thankfully, us 3 were spared.
it was supposed to be the big routine, but cos nearly everyone had forgotten the steps...sigh.
there was this fatty who kept blocking me in the mirror. yesyes, i noe her size needs more mirror space, so i moved, several times, and the bitch just kept following, to prevent me from seeing myself in the mirror, when she totally knew it was important for noobs to see how their steps looked like.
she did it on purpose. grrr.
bitch, its not like she was super good or anything.
see, she brought out the vicious side of me.

then, Patrick was missing his best student (Olivia), so he just kept picking on everyone else, making it sound like we were complete idiots who wld nvr be able to dance properly.
Granted, most of the class were timing/rhythm-impaired, but there was still no need for him to be so cruelly truthful.
i mean, i like Patrick & all, but sometimes he can be a bit...tactless.
he said XiuHui had wrong positioning, that my hand movements were sloppy & abt 6 others who were doing the wrong things.
damn, i was totally like the shit there ytd okay. totally.

i guess i can sympathise with Patrick. (i hv to be vindictive and cruel from here :[ )
our class does seem to hv an exceptionally large amt of ppl who cant really dance, and even a few who cant dance at all, but are simply doing steps.
i guess i can see why Patrick has us down to pathetic. i cant say i wasnt offended when he said we werent there to learn how to dance, but to better appreciate the art of it, thou.
i mean, there ARE a few of us there who CAN dance, eg XiuHui, Julia, me & Olivia, who just need more practise and we'll be as good as the average dancer out there.
like hello, 2wks ago Patrick's favourites were Olivia & that china ballet guy.
by now, isnt it kinda clear that the ballet guy will nvr be able to DO hiphop? he's just so...ballet, not hiphop.
althou he's trying, and i admire that.
some in the class are too afraid to try.
some dont even show up for class )):
oh whatever.
i just wana see what happens next week when Olivia gets back to class.

this time, im not going to stand anywhere near the fatty.

guess what?
its grey skies outside on the left, plus clear blue sky with puffy clouds on the right, and its raining.
see what i mean when i say the weather is indecisive?
it just stopped raining.
tsktsk.

after class, we rushed backt to TP for the results. we missed Olivia's audition, but thats okay, someone videoed it.
i hung round til 6+, then had to scurry home.
the results came out abt 7.45pm.
Olivia didnt make it ='((((((((((((((
i dont know how's she seeing it, but apparently she didnt hv v high hopes.
that girl is one seriously busy girl. if she'd made it, i duno how she wld hv coped with everything else in her life.
its just sad, u know? that she didnt get in.

sigh.
i really shd be studying right now.