now that you know

"Now You Know"

In these eyes,more than words,
More than anything that I've spoken
As the skies turned to gray
My heart's just about to crack open
So the story goes
There’s something you should know
Before I walk away and I blow the ending
[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
there's no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no there I go
No control
And I’m falling
So now you know

Feel so light, craving oxygen
All this truth's left me empty
Will you run?
Can you handle it?
Cause I need you to tell me
Maybe this is bold
But I’m hoping you’ll stay for the happy ending
[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
there's no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no there I go
No control
And I’m falling
So now you know

No I won’t look back when I tell you what I think about you
No I won’t look back when I tell you what I think about you
So the story goes-yeah you already know
So don’t be a fool and go spoil the ending

I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know what I feel about you
There's no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no there I go
No control, and I’m falling
So now you know

falling in love all over again with this cheesy song. i wish khairi wld return me my cinderella story soundtrack. haha im like cinderella minus the dead father, a mother instead of the cruel stepmother, no evil stepsisters and no fairy godmother. teehee.
then again hilary duff didnt have a winged fairy with a magic wand either, though she did have that cool woman.

now you know now you know. you run, run, run. becos u cant handle it. i dont tink u cld ever, but i did tink u cld. the ending's alrdy been blown so yeah, i dont care anymore. i was warned abt you, so i brought this upon myslf. everything fits, doesnt it? the gray skies, the eyes, the lack of control. i never bothered to correct ur thinking, but i never really wanted to...because it wasnt really necessary. why deny smth that was true? she might not hv known it, but it was true what she said. i guess there is smth u shd know, but im too numb to rmb what. im lying, im not numb. i just dont want to rmb. numb? yeah, maybe tht's what they call it when everytime i tink of it, my throat goes cold & i cant breathe properly. there's no running for me but it certainly doesnt apply to u, does it? u're doing a fair amt of running, enuf for the both of us. i was wrong, but not in doubting you, i was wrong about you entirely. if anth, i was wrong in not doubting you. now im empty and devoid but i know the answers. you will run, you cannot handle it. run all u want, be assured, i wont give chase. i never wanted for this to tur out like this u noe. i had no control any of the events, and those i did, they were fine. you lousy coward, you wont even give me the chance to tell you what i tink abt you. at least let me know so i wont look back anymore. fool. i didnt want you to know. i didnt want you to go. how cld i when i never wanted to be without you? but forget it now, its all over. yeah, now u know, but so do i i was wrong, wrong, wrong. being wrong isnt killing me though, you going away is. but heck, i hate you, so wth.

go away, world.
call me whatever you want, i dont care anymore.
irritating.