those little things you do

WARNING: major Troy talk in this post. do not read if cant stand me fixating on male bodyparts. LOL.

just watched Troy on chn 5. i rmb the first time i watched it, i like loved all the Greek mythology and legends.
amazingly i wasnt all over Orlando Bloom then, because there was a period when i was all abt Legolas n devoured all the Bloom action i cld get. i dont know hw to explain it, the weird thing i hv for tht elf. yes, i am aware he doesnt actually exist, thank you very much.

anyway.
back to Troy.
poor Eric Bana just doesnt grip attention the way Orlando Bloom and Brad Pitt does. im sorry, i know he's like the 2nd biggest role, but did u see the frame where Hector n Paris stood outside Troy b4 Paris took on Helen's husband? (sry, cant rmb tht dude's name, Me-smth.)
yeah Eric Bana just doesnt hv the LOOK-AT-ME-IM-EFFING-HAWT/SEXY. you know what it is he lacks?

the jaw.

woo yeah the jaw. *fans myslf* i mean, did u get a load of the Orlando Bloom jawline? it is like the only thing tht CHANNELS, VIBES, RADIATES his masculinity like ZAP, like OMG-IT-HIT-ME-IN-THE-FACE WOW.
yeah okay i guess the whole he's lethal w a bow and arrow thing does it too, i suppose it's....not that bad to watch.
LOL WHO AM I TRYING TO KID, i LOVE the lethal archer look on him! the intense eyes and that jawline! ooh... *melts into unidentifiable puddle on freshly vacuumed bedroom floor*
hhahahha okay i digress. Brad Pitt has the jaw too. a different jaw, but totally same effect on females. thrill, sigh, melts. yeah, even i get affected sometimes, n i am like 94% immune to the Pitt effect, or Brad syndrome if u prefer. lol. yep, the blond hair pretty yet just the right amt of rugged blue eyes kiss-me lips JAW shoulders hands and dear me muscly action really does it for a guy.
i hv realised tht in these shows the men are half dressed (or half undressed! hahaha glass half empty or half full shit) which is a major plusPLUSPLUS.
Eric Bana may not half the fortune of the jaw gene, but he lucked out in the body gene. and whoever his personal trainer is, wow dude, nice work on the muscle tone. very just-lean-enuf-to-look-like-i-dont-work-out yet you KNOW muscle tone like that dont just come along. 'less u a ranch dude or farm boy, those dudes always are described to be v naturally muscle-esque in the books.

LOL omg ok i sound like super sex-crazed.
i cant help it if THE JAW pushes my buttons!

am not sure if i like Paris. definitely Paris loses to Legolas, but still, he did kill Archilles. uh cant decide.
he WAS cowardly, but oh well. live and let live.
lol let's move on.

those girls hv the coolest names. Aphrodite. Greek goddess of love. v cool name. Briseis. how far out is THAT? and omg, Andromache. fricking fab!

Briseis was SO cool talking back to Archilles, if a guy who looked like that and fought that well wanted to wipe my face i'll freaking let him. trust Briseis to stop him, TWICE. wow.

love the ending. tragic love story and all that. plus Bloom boy shot arrows :)
Bloom boy w arrows and Brad Pitt all vulnerable yet strong, you cant get much better than that.
:DDD

my shirt reads "STEREOTYPE ME!"

hi guys i swear im gonna die of cough.
sooner or later im gonna cough up my lungs, which is of no help to nobody. at least if a kidney come out i might make some dosh off selling it huh?
LOL im just kidding. those guys who tried to sell their kidneys, did they go to jail? i cant rmb.
well the only gd thing abt this cough (i nvr thought there cld be a gd side to coughing but there you go) is that i now know my stomach muscles arent non-existent, just hidden beneath (VERY deep down underneath) abt 7layers of flab. i think this makes for abt 40% of the fat lvls in me.
hahhaha why am i telling u abt my fat levels??!!

anw i've been coughing (hacking) all day ytd n today n boy oh boy does my throat hurt or what. owwwww. need a nice cuppa active manuka honey to soothe my sore throat.
no singing (or warbling) for a while then, everyone rejoices ovr peace for their ears. lol dont mind me, im nt hurt at all when u say i sing bad or shut up. hell no i am, actually, i just got used to it :D
no worries, one day...i will sing in the correct key. hahahha.

u know, i realise that i dont believe in quite a bit of things.
like, i dont believe in stereotypes. i did, up til abt last yr, but now i totally stand by not judging someone til u know them well. actually i dont like the word judging, think i'll use 'classifying' instead. lol weird.

anyhow.
today i realised just how much stereotyping affects our evryday lives.
for eg, bimbos. when a girl says smth dumb she may be liable to being labelled a bimbo, but in truth you never really know how much she may know abt other things in life. perhps she may nt know nuts abt politics or govt policies, but hey, knowing the right hair colour for your skin tone goes a long way yeah? lol ok poor example. but my point is tht u reli shdnt stereotype a person, it just seems so...cap-py somehow. like putting a cap on the things u can learn frm tht person, y'know?

i am stereotyped too! im the girl who never studies, who got bad grades cos she was thinkin up shopping lists instead of the solution to various math qns, n certain ppl will forever only rmb tht side of me, which is quite sad.
after all, ppl change, n i am no exception. i am actually quite happy at my difference in L1R5 since last yr. (u dont hear me bringing up ur previous results, do u? n r u reli proud of rmbering smth tht happened 719 days ago? it rather pisses me off tht u do these things, frankly. speak w a little more tact please. oh yes i forgot u dont know what tht word means =.= okay tht's the lowest im gonna sink.)

yeah actually im just pissed off at tht. otherwise this day hasnt been too bad, aside frm sucky Chem SPA.

i seriously think whipped cream is the most heavenly and sinful substance ever created.

i love my friends, i hv such fab ones. fab, not fat, not flabby, just FAB. yay!
here's a shoutout to all my friends, you guys rock!
:D

when you're down, you're down

me feels like hell.
me fully blames kanika. lol.

argh hate being sick. pills are so..pill-y.
don exactly know wad im talkin abt. its the fever talking.

am gonna find out how fever by kylie minogue sounds like.
and im sick so like leave me alone w the typos.

so you think you can dance season 3 so blows my hair back!!! got hooked last season. kinda am sad i missd the first but i did watch the repeat. anw my mum sucks. she's like so bad,like my folks both did dance right, so they shd like support me when it comes to danc but NOO she like wants me to forget it. she's like its for rich kids k u want then n nxt time grow up then learn it uslf.
im like dude, you SUCK. course not to her face but then again i nvr say much to her, face or not. anw i dont care v mch for her opinion, it kinda sucks. lol.

for eg shauna(?) and jimmy we going hip-hop w stepping yeah and it was totally fa out an she was like, wad dance is this, its so messy. as though she expected me to agree. my throat was too sore to argue and i was exhausted (as i usu am when it comes to her) so i didnt say anth. i was like, *rolls eyes* just listen to the judges. n yep they loved it. she so doesnt know how to appreciate it.

sorry i just cant stand it when it comes to her. she just came into my rm insisting i didnt do smth she told me to do which i did, YESTERDAY. stupid fucking bitch. count on her to make me raise my voice when i dont hv one. when's she sick she's all, oh im so giddy i cant get outta bed so i cant do it. or, im sick can u get me this and that, thnks ar i reli cant get it myslf. me sick? she's like, eh go do this, do that, u nvr do this. just nw she asked me to make her dinner. and im her door opener, everytime. like hello, u hv keys yeah? and HANDS? cant u let me watch tv in peace?
(to all readers, dont fricking judge me for wad i say, you REALLY dont know nuts abt me or my life so leave me alone to bitch in peace unless u wanna bitch w me.)

sorry this aint suposed to be a hate post. she just brings out the worst in me, evrytime. and now i hv a headache. cant she at least not pick a fight when im sick? terrible timing;some r just born w it.

now abt nice things!

went to sch despite being a sick dog(or cat or bird or...? dunno) cos of RHDay. last one here in AND so i went. rained all day. v cheery. not. lol.

hmm actually suddenly cnt think of anth to blog abt.
imma stop nw.

and really, despite all my bitching im still reli a gd person. ask those who know me well! aka besties, qh, bets, etc. im nice :D
ok it wld be more convincing w/o the bitching in front but hey. least im honest. and in touch w my feelings :DD

ooh speaking of Besties, han chee siew still wana join. LOL v funny he say he'll bribe us all w $50 each to say ok. i say give me first then i think abt it.
he says he'll write application letter and get us to sign. oh well, we're a very exclusive grp :D

I LOVE BESTIES! YAY :D
perhaps we shd be Besties Exclusive. cooler than cool, better than ur gramma's shoes. LOL! tagline! ahahhah.

am watching the dark knight w rachel p tmr, hope im better by then. think i'll bring my notebook out. then can do online hmwk.

ok gonna go nw, must go eat meds n do misc stuff.

there are all types of potatoes in this world

yello! (tht's hello in a weird accent)

havent blogged in a week. yay i am a state-the-obvious expert. lol.

y'know, it is SO rare for me to hv a free afternoon these days,it just majorly sucks. like on tuesday lessons finally ended at 4 the i had to rush for tuition which was at 5 cos i had to be home by like 8.
on wed lessons ended at 4 again but it was okay. went to meet Rachel P after her run but our initial plan to watch a movie got changed cos her run ened late.
damn guess we aint getting smart in theatres then. hah.
i basically stuffed my face when i was at j8 w her.

thursday: lessons ended at 4 AGAIN (dude someone needs t tell the sch this ISNT the best thing for us) and i had to rush for a 5 o'clock appt. barely made it home by 8. i hate travelling during rush hour.
bought butterscotch cookies. you pig,you. i mean, me pig, me.

friday i supposed to like end off the week nicely but this one was boring. i just like ate alot all day. you dont even wanna know what i ate. actually you probably do, i just dont wanna tell you. after sch kanika pris and went pencilcase shopping at amk hub. no luck. so kanika n i went to j8 and i found her this cool pencil box. very literally :D it is nice. me like.
then she left for tuition and i mooched j8 waiting for my mum to come. so i went to the library and sat there playing hp games for like an hour. very interesting life i lead, no?
argh.
i love grocery shopping. so fun.
sat my bum in front of the tv all night and slept real late.

as result i woke up late this morning. as in, i hv tuition at 10.30 n i woke up at 10.45. omg. i was like CRAP CRAP CRAP. i msged my tcher but no reply so i like sat ard feeling guilty.
eventually i cldnt take it no more and went to kanika's hse to kill time. we watched a movie and pigged out. big time. omg i hate myslf. not an ounce of self control. i need t eat only rabbit food frm now.

i ate some more when i went home. i guess i aint no Eva Longoria. (y'know,toy w temptation n whatnot? lol) ooh magnum icecream. omg,am hungry. damn.

I AM STRONG. I CAN RESIST TEMPTATION.
LIKE TOTALLY.

the matrix in my notebook

hello its a nice pretty day because i am happeeee :D

even thou im pretty sure i'v consumed like 832562694 thousand calories, that's okay, cause i consumed them w someone i havent eaten w in way too long.
betty lee cheekwun!
YAAAAAYYYYYY.
lol.

oh happy day.

in total, we ate satay, sausage omelette, fish soup, tomyam noodles, cheese fries, ice cream and various drinks.
those who eat together stay together.
LOL

man King Arthur is on. i miss LOTR. sigh oh Legolas, where fore art thou Legolas?
:D

today i tackled matrices in tuition. funnnn! um keyboard screwin up again. tis is so not fun. i think my HP mini must be female, she's so flighty and totally temperametal.
yep. definitely female.
ooh y'know, bets qh n i watched sweet home alabama (my choice) and realised how patrick dempsey totally got a better hairstylist.
and bratz? the BFFs? so BB. beyond bimbo, that is. gawd.

i wish i took pics w bets but i didnt so yeah. am totally gonna ask her out again soon! like supersoon, lol.

okay i dont know wat t blog abt now. i really wanna start my UMC and i so need to get my stuff.

maybe i'll blog again later, bye! :D

light of illumination

lit lessons were so fun today, we got to openly diss men and we so proved that females have a better vocabulary than males. lol literature rocks. the passage we got today is so cool, like, totally matches my mood today. jaded bitch. yeah.

my keyboard is like functioning really well now, i am at peace with the world.

although, i am having the worstest cravings for food and i really dont wanna go out again seeing as i reached home only 45min ago. kanika's still at tuition n i think xinping's still at the library. hmm maybe i shd go meet her so i can return books as well as eat. again. damn i just ate onion rings like an hour ago.
stupid withdrawal symptoms.
this is what you get when you consciously refrain frm oily food for 6days. if you like do it subconsiously at least you wont miss fried food so much but like, i totally know im avoiding it so it like jumps out at me everywhere.

wow i am typing so much faster when the keyboard works well.
i love you, HP mini.

i want to be doing hmwk right now but i feel so restless esp knowing i hv NO FOOD at home. i need to like buy some food! dude i hv no idea why, but i just LOVE grocery shopping. its like, so much fun! i really wanna run out n buy smth now lol but i hate being all sweaty when i get home. hmm.

new issue of CLEO out on newsstands :)
see, i realy wld prefer to be reading my book or the new CLEO tonight but i know i gotta do my hmwk. i'm a good girl, i am! LOL.

ooh ooh btw i've been referred to the neurology dept at TTSH, whic is freaky cool, and i got my blood pressure taken for the first time in my life ytd. so amazingly...cool! hahhaa i swear i felt lightheaded when the thing squeezed my arm thou. whatever still super cool.

i have butterscotch candy :D

OMG! that reminds me, there is this new Ferrero chocolate that is SO UNBELIEVABLY SEXY i so need it.
can chocolate be sexy? HELL YES.
lol.
if u're a good person n u love me, pls buy me the new Ferrero Rondnoir. i dont even know how they pronounce it, but heck care, its a sexaye name.
dark chocolate is love <3

tmr qh n i gonna meet betty! so exciting. i wonder how she'll look like. we are like, BGR reunited. LOL SO STUPID NAME.

oh you know, i have this new fetish for hot pink, did i tell you? anw its so cool, i hv now a few items i hot pnk alr. like on sat i bought his hot pink vase frm Ikea that's totally hot and like, i hv sexy hot pink nail polish. it's so cool, its bool :D
then, i hv these two supercute hot pink biscuit boxes frm Japan. they're just paper boxes but omg, so super duperly cute.
i so need a hot pink shirt.

tuition tmr! i am excited. i will buy sausage n mushroom omelette! and satay! omg satay. yummmm.

erm.
im like still thinking of going to ntuc n buying myself a slab of dark chocolate.
:O

does anyone need to go near IMM, i need to start my ultimate movie collection.

twirl me round, ladeeda

hi im amazed its not midnight yet and i love the date 8th July. so pretty, i dont know why i just love the number 8.

anyway, i am feeling horrible. i keep on having dizzy spells, and in that short period of time i cannot see,walk, stand or even think properly. its terrible.
shit having one right now, hold up---

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ok better now. gah! hate it!

if u're wondering, its not a just-happened sorta thing, i've been plagued by dizzy spells for a few years now. heh tht makes me sound sick, but i swear im not. haha.

but dude, i really hate them! i even get them while lying down. like, i'll be on my bed listening to music or wadevr n the wave of giddiness will just wash over me, and i dont even mean the im-sugar-high sort of giddiness you know? it sucks. sure,they last for just a few secs mainly, at most couple of minutes, but hey they're persistant. constant. scary! seriously its like i lose control over my body for a few secs. i swear i can feel my eyes rolling back.

LOL i make it sound so freaky.

at one pt in time they were so bad they lasted almost 3min. ok actually i dont know the exact timing, but it was damn long for a dizzy spell. and they came every hour or smth! i had to stop wadevr i was doing to lie/sit down.

imagine if i was in a public place eg MRT n like cldnt stand on my own two feet. scary! i'll like fall n ppl wld freak out n scream n i wld like get sent to a hospital.
omg.

i think i'll go eat some panadol now like my mum says. and sleep.

i need a superhero

hiya! Aunt Angela, Cousin Jasmine and Amy sent me presents frm shanghai :D

i esp love the superman shirt frm Amy, and it says 'save me' on the back. wow totally a sign right? i am so in love w tht shirt.

vintage tees are love.

and and, i cant wait try a new haistyle this sat, Legolas is so loved.

not making sense, am i?
LOL.

Ju screwed up my link and yiyin didnt link me :(

am gnna find photos now!

you dont know the half of it

hello i have so much to blog omg i hate how time flies and i hate my keyboard and i need to do smth for tuition eep!

anw first things first.

the fact tht i hv not used the com for days has left me unable to say much abt this seeing as i didnt noe how my dears were taking it.
A GREAT BIG SORRY TO JUANNE AND QIULIN FOR NOT BEING THERE WHEN YOU WERE DOWN.
i care, i do! much love and hugs and kisses and chocolate coated strawberries.
thanks to yiyin for telling me abt them and yes Besties united for all time! im glad Ju's happy again n Qiulin's not sad anymore call me if u need to talk k babes?
I LOVE YOU AND YOU.

want to know abt my weekend? i had a horrid friday,you hv no idea. it was one of those days where your feelings keep getting hurt but u cant do anth for fear of hurting someone else's feelings.
or maybe im just too nice.
but seriously, it seemed as thou i was always getting hurt in the process, and it just doesnt seem fair somehow.
lit class was illuminating, smth that has become real cool since lit was nvr this engaging last yr. One Flesh and Havisham are two real cool poems tht i really get. i so do not regret taking lit. i just LOVE the intricacies of the english language, and of life.
i bought Step Up 2 The Streets! finally out. and not so excited abt it anymore.

saturday morning was grey and cloudy and after tuition w qh, i went to meet yingyu sofiyah meifeng and yiyin. we were gg to the 10km bridges!
but first we went to Ikea where we found the prettiest vases whch i plan to collect. every colour shall belong to me! i officially dig hot pink.
bridges were super pretty. and i love the trees but mf doesnt. it didnt rain but it was soooooo humid, and very tiring.
by the time we reached civilisation again i was ready to worship aircon and icecream. yiyin and i went searching for refuel but found instead a super cool mini flea market tht helps old ppl or smth. its there every first and last weekend of the mth and altho i didn buy anth for myself i think i'll go back and buy the super cute superman bear. its a sign, you'll see.

so on sunday i was dead beat thou i had like 12hrs of slp. went to tuition again n did chem. i now know for sure th i cannot continue the sat and sun double tuition. will hv no time! must change science day. then reached home at 7 and watched Spiderman 2. do not lke Tobey Mcguire. and seeing Kirsten Dunst made me think of Orlando Bloom which made me think of yiyin's Elizabethtown which she cant find.

and now its monday and im hving a nice talk w qiulin and loving besties and thinking tht i reli want a bookcase and start my movie collection. and that needs money and so does grad ball and sch jacket n class pics.omg.

cos you're

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this is havisham-hate right here.

MEWSIC

i love track ID, so convenient! (:

and and, i saw a super cute black cat that had like a white throat, like a bib! sooo cute can, and it had white paws while the rest of its body was black! booties! omg its sooooooo cute i need to go find the kitty n take its picture.

let's get closer and closer
i say no
you wanna take it slow
catch up, well, now let's go
together we run the show

are you ready?
:D

I am Ruldolph, Ruldolph is I

nose very red! very very red! you cant even see my face anymore, all you see is nose :(

isnt it funny how you always want things you cant hv?

like for eg, now i am using the laptop like i dnt hv better things to do n thinking of how freely i'll be able to use it come the wkend yet when the wkend does come i wont use it simply becos its too easily accessible. i'll be like, nahh i can use it laterrrrrrrr..........
and then the wkend will pass n i'll be like, why the hell didnt i use it????
human nature.

i wanna get me one of those cute jelly keyboards! v tired of typos.

can you believe i've done lit hmwk? one flesh, baby :D
tuition tmr! (again)
*nice smells*
:D
ahahha! qh, shirley, isabella, kanika ought t know.
teehee!

dude im tuning in to Muttons to Midnight and it is sooo funny. like tht day this guy called in to complain abt the MT oral conversation topic & it was hilarious. talk at trauma, i didnt exactly do much better,did i? :X

bestfriend was very nice today, she lent me her white button-up n belt. (i hope i fit!!) and thanks very much for the shoes bestfriend! i hate tht u hv nice sch shoes :(

movies i wanna watch!
Get Smart
you dont mess w the Zohan
Hancock
it's a boy/girl thing (whts the title, i forgot!)
hellboy 2 the golden army

d'ya think i can psycho my mother into paying for the tickets? we hv a v weird relationship. extremely rocky. changes faster than the direction of the wind. uh huh uh huh.
nvm, *changes subject*

i am v disgusted w oily food! i hv therefore decided to eat only conscience-friendly food for awhile. like, a wk maybe. we'll see how long i can tahan.
so,

food i am only gonna eat!
soupy dishes. soup soup soup!
sushi! me likes.
mos burger. hello rice burger! not the fries.
subway. yay veggies in bread!

uh yeah tht's all i hv so far. lol.

RADIO KILLED THE VIDEO STAR :D

lol ok v random. teeheeheehee.

Grace the Geek Speaks

i am amazed that i reachedhome before 6pm today! like wow thats rare, even during the sch hols, n esp nw on a sch day!

dude i still cant type properly, i hate my keyboard. isnt this suppsed to be a gd, new computer? jeeeeeeez.

today i did some exciting things! i pinned my fringe up, so cool n so nerd n soooo bald :D

i also kept dropping the ball in PE but i swear im psychic, they kept going to my teammates. lol.

now marcus is trying to con me out of my money.

dumdeedum.
i am sleepy.

OOH ytd i wrote a letter to my imaginery cousin who apparently lives in the USofA---

dude i just the urge to blog.

okay bye! hahahah.

straight talking

to those who read the following, just know that you cannot judge me based on what you see here, like for eg, a person can react diffrently to the same situation when it happens a 2nd time or whatever. all the 'no right to judge me as a person based on a facet of my personality' shit? yeah it applies here k. lol. if you're a friend of mine, dont ask me abt this k, i wld rather not talk abt it. thanks.

to a certain person in my life, you came and had a 'serious talk' with me. because i hv known u a long time, i know what u r gonna talk to me abt in general. what i do, what i 'will hv to' do, what i shdnt do, pull a guilt trip on me...same old, same old. n in the past it might hv worked, for then i was younger, more innocent, gullible, naive, trusting and most of all, i was disgustingly weak.

well, things change, as do ppl, n i am no exception. u seem to not get this idea thou. but anw it doesnt work anymore, so its nw more like u're attempting to pull a guilt trip on me. yes,it was unbelievably effective before, bt nw? u bore me so much tht i simply cant be bothered anymore. oh is this the 1st time u've been xposed to the idea tht *shock* someone might actually not be interested to hear wad u hv to say? jeez well, newsflash! the world wld be a better place if u kept ur opinions n comments to yourself (at least for me it wld be)

i dont understand it, i really dont. when u came to hv ur talk, exactly wad were u hoping t get outa this? were u aiming to 'wake me up to my senses'? dude, u're the one who's not getting it ok. did u want change? well insulting me n my friends are not, i repeat, not gonna what u want. perhaps u wanted gratitude? sorry, but i really dont see much to thank u for. i am who i am today because of u, yes, but i dont mean tht in a gd way,okay?

so u talk abt all these things i've heard b4, what, u think i dont noe them alr? you are sooo out of it. i cannot believe the things tht u suggested i wld do! there is no way i am gonna retake Os, okay dude? because there is no way i am gonna fail them in the 1st place. unless my soul gets sucked into another body in the middle of it,which i cannot be responsible for. and the whole hanging out w not v bright frens instead of the smart ones? bitch, u fucking hv no RIGHT to judge my frens, u dont know them n u dont know what they do!!!
my frens hv made me happier than u hv ever & probably will ever, yes they are probably more impt to me than u are, n im afraid nothing u can do will change tht.
nothing.
and tht's really sad.
they've made me feel better abt myself n my life than u hv, which is actually nt saying much but v impt cos u're really the most destructive person in my entire life, beating even tht horrid cashier at subway tht refused to take my cookie order n made me wait 3 customers n then hd the nerve to give me tht ugly look tht said she thot i was insignificant n ade me want to reach over the counter n slap her plain, boring n completely forgettable face. like, dude, my cookies cost more than you earn in an hr!
anyway, tht's a whole other bitch.
back to my pt, u then say tht yes, u can still be successful in life w/o degrees,certs n a job, but u'll need looks n brains (i.e wit), like ur fren Cora who married rich.
whoa.
firstly, Cora is nt ur fren. ex-classmate,yes, but fren no. the girl doesnt even like u, only u wld b so completely deluded as to think a "FRIEND" arranges to see u only once a year. as in annual, as in sad, pathetic life?
sometimes i dont know whether to envy or pity ur way of thinking.
anw secondly, are u implying tht i am a complete waste of space? i admit i hv no looks to speak of, but u r also suggesting i am am a stupid, gormless piece of rubbish tht will not be able to hold her own in a conversation w a learned man, much less be interesting n funny n clever n witty. im sorry, but tht is just going way too far. in case u havent noticed in like the past few yrs we've known each other (namely my entire life), i hv a functioning n intact sense of humour, n a good one at tht. (how else wld i hv been able to last so long w/o one?) actually i daresay i hv a kickass sense of humour, its certainly better than more than half the ppl i know, n not only do i know alot of ppl, i do happen to attend a sch where smart kids are supposed to be aplenty. so yeah, i THINK i will be able to hv a nice conversation w someone 'smart', okay, let alone an intelligent one,thank you very much. (because i think tht u can only be funny if u're clever) PLUS, contrary to popular belief, even if u're drop-dead gorgeous n machine-gun quick on ur feet, the guy might not want you, because he might not like, love you or whatever, if we're talking abt mariage. im sure there are some guys who know tht love is overated, yes, but still key.

i cant believe you think im a useless airhead. wow.

the grand finale of the attempted guilt trip was that u are paying a whole lot for my tuition n still gave me tht NYSS package yeah? well,just one thing. you wanted me to go to tht tuition, u chose it, n u freaking forced me to go to tht specific tution center (centre?). so u really cant blame me for the fees. anw i need it cause im stupid ,right, like what you've been telling me i am since forever? OMG! you're actually *GASP* right abt smth!!
and the package? dude if u rmb, i said NTH during the entire time, in fact, knowing u wld try to put it on my head, i took extra care in ensuring tht i remain silent, n i was quieter than an ant tiptoe-ing across a carpet ok. u said yes out of ur own will, n if u had no ulterior motives, i am certainly (if not eternally) grateful, but well. tht isnt the case, is it? you were realising tht i cld hv (rightly) accused(i think tis the wrong word to use) u of depriving me of worldly or material goods, so wanting to hv smth u cld use in ur defense u said yes. u wld hv almost fooled me, had u nt said "dont say i nvr give u nth hor" right after u said yes.

sigh. giveaway much?

lastly,& i wil probably burn in bad-girl hell for this ut i stil hv to say it. i will hate u forever, bt nt because of any one specific thing tht u did in the past, esp nt the incident i mentioned earlier to u, but this is the result of a lifetime of incidents. esp the insults, criticism. insults, lack of support, insults, destructve and downright bubble-bursting comments u've ever uttered to me.

no amt of money or no of gifts can make me forget the agonizing pain, im just not magnanimous enough to forgive and forget smth this big. whatever you may do for me i might appreciate, but i will nvr be able to thank you for what you hv done to make me me.

you are just really bad at the role you are supposed to play.
i wil nvr ever treat anyone i care abt the way u treat me, because i know how it freaking feels like. when you said it hurts when i tell you to go away recently, did u ever think of how i've felt like my whole life? i might actually hv feelings, you know.

however incompetent i think i am,however much i hate myself, and however much i hate you, is all a result of your doing. i am living proof tht a kid starts believing what you say he is if u say it often enough. its unfortunate i feel this way abt you, but im just not a big enough person okay.

after so long i hv finally become used to it, so when i looked expressionless just now, i wasnt acting, i really hv become like, numb or smth. i no longer feel as affected as i did before and u cannot hurt me as much as before no more cos i hv developed like an almost immunity to you.
and for that i am damn proud.

WOOHOO

Step Up 2 The Streets goes on dvd July 15 in the US!!!!
that means it wont be long b4 its here in sunny singapore.
yay yay yay yay yay!
omg feel like i've waited forever.
*grins from ear to ear*
am i the only one who loves Andie's (Briana Evigan) dancer's stomach? teehee ok tht sounds sick but she is totally my idol for that. great now the whole world knows i don hv tht tummy. whatever.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CANT WAIT TO OWN IT!!!

come on everyone's got to like tht movie. there's eyecandy for everybody. (Robert Hoffman!)
LOL ok actually i prefer the Channing Tatum type. brooding gd looks, hahaha. anw did anyone watch X-men 3? cos i totally think they cast the wrong guy for the role of Warren Worthington The Third. he so shd be more of the hot guy type like the dude tht was in Charmed as one of Phoebe's love interests, u noe, the one who works in her building n she always sees in the lift. yeah.

i regret this thing i did just now, and i had to remove shirley's pic cos qh said she wont like it.

i wish i had an anteater.

today in my size 6 and a half shoes

ooh my life is so interesting. not not not.

sigh.

i want smth exciting to happen before nxt wk!

can you believe besties hv gone out only once so far? unless you count vesak day when ju, yiyin, ken & i went present-hunting and the tuesday when we went to watch Made Of Honour.

Patrick Dempsey :D

patrick reminds me of jitterbugs. okay it sucks that i cant go back to dance til November. i still havent told Olivia. i feel like a horrible person. sigh.

anw promised marcus i'll blog abt this

CHMA 08

19th July 2008

$8.00

Support Hosereel!

okay thts it. go to flickr n search CHMA photoshoot to see marcus look gay.

for those who dont know, CHMA stands for Cat High Music Awards.

dum dee dum. no comment.

found this in my phone!

awww our lower sec yrs. LOL we look so...small.

gosh im bored.

the thing abt the lift upgrade

so my block is gettig a new lift

i swear those ppl at HDB planned this, the bastards.
WHYWHYWHY doe most of the work hv to be done NOW?
i mean, they had plenty time b4 hols,no?
n im sure they noe kids like us take advantage of this time to slp in, some of us thru the day well into the late afternoon yeah.

no more we cant.

*DRILLING*
*DRILLING*
*DRILLING*

omg just die alr.
cannot take it, cannot take it!
*tears hair out in frustration*

a letter to my past

Dearest friend,

went to ur page the other day, looked thru ur pictures and

marvelled at how much you've changed.

dont know if its good or bad but still

i cringe at the life it paints.

clicking on picture after picture i think,

you look so different, you look so strange

you're the person my friend became.

i once thought it wouldnt matter

what you did or what you wore

we would always be as we were

bestest friends, forever more.

but time and space took that away

i no longer know what you did today

the events and people in your life

have left me feeling mystified.

what happened, my darling friend

is it me or you that's changed?

remember when we used to tell

each other of our lives in hell?

remember the day we discovered

makeup with our eyes all mascared?

perhaps you dont, but i do

and i hope that you do too.

when i think of all the things we shared

my heart squeezes with regret

how did we drift so apart

i wonder briefly, feeling aghast.

you used to call me late at night

and hang up when the sky is bright

you and i used to trawl the malls

walking til our feet were sore.

movies music shop and dance

to go out we never missed a chance

food, boys, pictures and birthdays

laughter, tears and karaoke.

hair and makeup, skirts and shoes

also chalets and barbeques.

through new boyfriends and old flames,

we swore our friendship would never wane.

but alas,only time could tell

we would be as we are now.

funny that your familiar face

is like a stranger's all over again.

i dont want us to be this way

but go back in time, i cant, no way.

wish we could somehow close the gap

reverse it magically with a snap

i'll do anything, i declare

yet i wonder if you still care

have you left me in your past already

have you forgotten me maybe

even if we can never go back

know this, babe, i'll never forget.

All my love,

Grace

Daddy's day

Its Father's Day!

you'll hv to excuse any typos i might make, im still gettin used to my new keyboard, on my new computer

tha's right! Grace finlly has got her on laptop, and she's typing like a noob cos of it! not complaining thou :D

just got it earlier on frm Daddy. you mght wonder, if it's Daddy's day, why is she the one receving a present?

well, i dnt know, but omg,do i love it! its a HP mini, u know, the new one th 987Fm hv been promoting? yeah its real small, and i keep wondering if it's normal for it to be so warm all the time.

so anw i woke up real early today and was at qiulin's hse by 8.15 to make CUPCAKES :D

yiyin didnt arrive til like 9.30, and by then we'd alr finished them and they were on the cooling rack. when she did arrive,we ate 2 and wow, they were goooooooood.

we spent the rest of the time there watching mtv and talking. her hamster, pokey, tried to bite me when i woke it up to touch it. its a v violent hamstr, according to qiulin. lol.

we had a v nice chat abt generic looking ppl and body parts tht wld hv gone on had she not kicked us outta her hse unceremoniously,leaving us to find our own entertainment.

so yiyin and i decided to go sing but realised it wasnt gonna be open for another hr so we went to find ways to kill time. at 7-eleven we browsed the mags til yiyin discovered Motherhood and the cashier gave us the evil eye so i thot it wld be beter to go lest yiyin start giving the impressio tt she's an underage mother.

w ended up at miss clarity cafe and we cld only afford dessert, so thts all we got. yiyin got a bread and buter pudding and i, discovering all the things tht matches my newly hot pink nails, ordered a strawberry ice cream :D

yiyin let me hv the pink cup cos it matches my nails. check it out!

pinkey nails are cool, definitly a new colour for me but its fun. anw then we went to see puppies :D

so cute! me likes chihuahas now. and the smth king charles spaniel. teehee. finally, we gt to the ktv. we sang til our voices broke and i was late to meet Daddy. was given a tongue-lashing n realised how little i am scolded by Daddy as compared to by Mum. anw Daddy didnt much reaction to the cupcakes,sadly. i was kinda disappointed but hey he finished them, which is the best compliment a cook can receive,right? except im no cook, but whatever.

then at home i fell asleep while watchng charlie n the chocolate factory, awaking to the sound of screaming in Incredible Tales. covered my eyes and waited for it to end then watched pushing daisies. then i logged into friendster, smth i hvnt done since like christmas.

sigh. what is happening to Gaia? first Myanmar, then China n now Japan. yiyin qiulin n i dscussed it n they were like, yeah, its like the end of the world. apparently thts real soon n ql was like yeah we shd treasure each day cos we might die tmr, n it kinda gt me thinking. like i've really thought abt i, n i seriously dont think i wld miss anyone enuf to come back if like, i stepped into a parallel universe or smth. illuminating, dontcha think?

go figure.

hello im a pavement chaser

haha i changed blogskin. i was getting bored. this isnt like, WOW but i like it so yeah.

lalala.
i didnt go to school today!
had a nice sleep in.

gosh i havent posted in so long and i really wanna blog abt lotsa things and all, but im so tired from searching for nice blogskins all day tht i think im just gonna post anpther day.

yep.
I AM HAPPY! :D

anw if u were wondering what a pavement chaser is, then too bad who ask you to be so dumb lah hahahah!

chinese debate research & prep!

wow i just did my preparation for the debate in chinese class and i hv to say i will be kinda sad if i miss it. thats cause i think my group's work is pretty cool but omg, we're up against strong competition in the form of Diana!

sigh i wld feel so much better abt it if it were in English. then we could REALLY hv a debate. in chinese, all i can do is read frm my notes and try to fight back in my basic chinese. doesnt sound v fun hor.

Jonathan's chinese damn power lah i am v jealous. i cld not even express myslf properly when i tried to translate my thoughts from english to chinese =.= and i think jared's chinese is gd too. i am soooo envious. sigh. HOW TO IMPROVE??????????

oh yeah, do my majorly overdue mt hmwk. *heaves great big sigh that blows five leaves down from every tree in Singapore* okay i guess its not that bad but it's just that I REALLY CANT EXPRESS MYSLF PROPERLY AND I REALLY WANT TO!

that way, i wld enjoy chinese SO. MUCH. MORE. who wants to give me free & effective chinese tuition? it has to be free, cos my family cant afford any more tuition for me (yes, my math & science tuition is v costly!) and duh obviously its got to be effective. who needs ineffective tuition anyway. (unless the teacher is cute, then it wld be effective in a totally different way...but im totally focused on studies, as you know. heh.)

okay i need to go do other hmwk now, so toodles!

easter sunday 08

happy easter sunday!

well actually, yes its easter sunday, but there's really nth v happy abt it. oh wait.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN! besties forever.

anw there's nth v happy abt today cos im sick and feel like crap. i've been down with flu since thursday night, after eating caramel popcorn w meifeng. and then on friday i went out w besties to sentosa and we had a gd time, althou i felt really lethargic from all the meds. have pictures! will post asap. we saw joanne peh and realised that she's v slim and man, if only i cld wear that kinda dress she was wearing and get away w it. but she's not like, really pretty or anth. v ordinary, but ohwell.

ytd was so bleh. i cldnt do much except blow my nose and breathe. i cldnt even breathe properly, everytime i swallowed it was like choking myself, cos my nose was completely blocked and it was awful.

on the bright side it was a night full of romantic comedies. first up, one of my fave movies of all time (yes, i know its a chick flick), How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days starring Kate Hudson (who is SKINNY) and Matthew McCanoughey (whose name i cant spell correctly so excuse me if i spelled it wrong). i dont know what it is abt it, but i just love it. maybe the witty banter, or the hilarious antics, perhaps eyecandy in the form of Matthew M., or maybe just that im such a sucker for happy endings.
i think its the me being a sucker part.
sad.

then aft that there was Down With Love, with Renee Zellweger and Ewan McGregor which i watched cos i cldnt slp. it was just like, really funny. haha.

i cant breathe properly man. sucks.
dont feel like going to sch tmr, but i cant not go. there's PE, which i love. and there's EL, which is like, slacky. and there's CIP, which is impt! and there's dance class, which i will not get a refund for if i miss it. so you see, all in all, its v impt tht i go tmr. i can like not go sch on tues if im still sick, but tmr is crucial because if i did not want more CIP hrs, i wld not hv gone and signed up for the SJAB flag day this coming saturday. plus its 8hrs so i better get more CIP pts.

oh i think by the end of this yr i will get a new computer. my mum has finally realised how completely idiotic this computer is, being a decade old (wow!) and that i shd require my v own computer if i am to keep up with post secondary sch life in whatever sch i go to. plus now i really think that i wanna go TP and do psychology. i dunno, i just think its so fascinating, being able to read people. but being read by people? yeah, kinda freaky. haha.

i really love how to lose a guy in 10 days. i wished i watched fool's gold, bt ohwell.

ok i gtg do hmwk now goodbye.

point and step

hi wow its been less than one mth since i last posted, thats kinda cool.

just came back from bball camp ytd and after we brokw camp at six i went to watch step up 2 and boy, was i tired. anw, i was REALLY not enjoying wearing my glasses ytd, cause my right lens tore in the morning and i had no choice. but the nice ppl at paris miki said they'll replace a pair for me, FOC. cool huh.

so then step up 2 was cool, and Andie's voice really reminded me of Kanika's funky new voice during camp. it was so funky, it was sexaye :D
and yeah, Chase is hawt. in a totally different way from Tyler Gage. the producers of step up are so smart; they use a rugged kinda hot guy in Step Up, making millions of females round the world go gaga over Channing Tatum then they use a clean-cut kinda hot guy in Step Up 2, making millions of females round the world go gaga over Robert Hoffman. at least i think thats his name. anw, i never thought the clean cut look wld be hot, but there you go.

and when i reached home after the movie, i was dead beat. i went to bed and was dead to the world for 12hrs, effectively causing me to miss this morning's talk at sch which was at 9am.
oops.
well, i heard it was compulsory, but i dont know for sure. i didnt wake til one thirty, that was how tired i was after camp.

camp was tiring, yes, but fun. and the tired part is probably cause i didnt get a gd night's sleep on the day b4 and during camp. b4 camp i slept a totaly of 3hrs and on the camp night, im pretty sure i had like 4hrs of sleep. so yeah, i think i deserve a break. althou now it leaves me w less time for hmwk.
groan.

on the bright side i now know all the names of the sec1 bballers. those who turned up for camp anyway. and i hv 3 lightsticks (: and i found out that the student activity hub is quite a nice place to get some shut eye. that's where we were ytd afternoon after lunch. we were supposed to watch a movie, but somehow we nvr got ard to it.
when i woke up kanika was still aslp and the rest were stil playing, so i practised my split. ouch pretty much sums it up.
i was still trying to practise for dance after kanika woke up, but naomi kept laughing at me trying to point and step, so whatever. i dont get her problem, but really, whatever. still cant point and step, still look weird doing it, but aint gonna give up.

i think Andie has a really great body. like, curvy and fit. not even really delicate like most dancers, so thats cool. and her arms so so normal! love that. i mean, you can tell she's not all muscle or bones, and she's not fat either, so i really like that.
she can really really dance! sigh. and i love her attitude. the way she stands up for herself and doesnt care how others think. too cool.

i wonder who kept the tickets. hmm.

got a wedding dinner to attend later and there'a a ugly pimple on my face! omg. where is the justice. what d'ya think? pop the sucker or have ppl talking to it all night? i dont know.

i wish things werent so fucked up.

BE HAPPY!

are you happy to see me today?
you should be, cause yesterday could have been the last time you saw me

ALIVE.

yeah i almost died today.
no i am not kidding, and im not exaggerating either.


life is short, you never know when your last day on earth is, which is freakin scary, and today i had a taste of near-death experience.
wow.

i woke up and got ready for sch, blahblahblah then left my house at 6+ same old same old. crossed the road while car drove round bend in the road but its ok cos i made it safely to the other but, horror of horrors! I've dropped my belt in the middle of the road! i quickly run to where i dropped it and grabbed it off the ground (thankyou fast reflexes and shuttle run practices) and hurriedly glanced up to see if there was any oncoming vehicles AND OMG I SWEAR THIS CAR WAS LIKE LESS THAN TWO METRES AWAYS FROM ME. i could see the headlights and wow, they never looked so big and bright before.
this guy who crossed the road with me freaked out and went "EH! AHH!" and omg everything happened so fast, i swear if i hadnt been fast enough the car driver wouldnt hv been able to stop in time nd then my nice clean uniform wouldnt be so nice & clean anymore. and tmr's headlines would scream,
"Andersonian girl dies in car accident"
imagine that.
the random guy was still freaked out and i was stunned by the whole thing. it wasnt even 7am yet. he said to me, "waa, ni cha yi dian si diao leh" (waa, you almost died leh) and me, i was rendered speechless from shock. makes me wonder what i cld hv said anyway.

damn.

scary as hell.

ANYWAY.
lets talk abt happy things :D

two pcs of gd news.
one:

I PASSED PHYSICS!!!! WOOHOO!!!!!!

two:

ANDERSON WON!!!! BASKETBALL B GIRLS ARE IN NORTH ZONE CHAMPIONSHIPS! WOOT!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDD

sadly sec4s and 5s cannot come to support us cos principal said so. damn. ITS NOT FAIR.

i am so sleepy. i need to sleep. would i be a very bad person if i left my MT hmwk til tmr? yes, i would. but i am so tired. okay you know what, im gonna do it.

Kenneth says i shd drop amaths.

i am looking forward to 29th of feb (: leap year day. isnt it cool that i was born in a leap year? i think its super cool. leap year babies rock.
need to call qh. and yay cant wait for friday! its the start of a gorgeous two weeks ahead.

cross country is bearing down upon us. and so are O Lvls.
*bawls pitifully*

changes.

serious changes have to be made in my life.

i am sixteen now, its time to grow up and get real about life.
goodbye, grace of yester-years...i'll miss you.

I WILL STUDY.
there cannot be any more procrastination. yes, i lack the motivation and the push, and now everyone is pushing me (yes Mrs Lim, Mr Chye, Ms Mok, Mr Kam, Mum, Kenneth & Rick) and i dont want a repeat of yesterday ever again. so how do i get self-motivation? there really isnt anth to motivate me. i shall reciew this.

I WILL HAND IN MY OVERDUE HMWK.
i really will. pls dont give up on me.

I WILL GO FOR TUITION AND PAY ATTENTION.
sorry Rick & Kenneth! i promise i'll focus even with Dawn beside me!

I WILL GO BACK TO JITTERBUGS.
i miss dance so much! olivia keeps asking me to go back, AND I REALLY REALLY WANT TO.

I WILL BE MORE DISCIPLINED.
this is gonna be hard.

I WILL GO FOR ALL TRAINING.
starting next week tuesday, cos i hv medical appt on monday.

I WILL RID MYSELF OF UNNECESSARY DISTRACTIONS.
damn. goodbye taiwanese drama serials...no AXSY til hols :(
also, goodbye new hp w addictive hp games! :(
goodbye.

I WILL STOP HAVING SUICIDAL THOUGHTS.
yeah. im not gonna die.

i will stop being weird.
well, i dont think im being weird, but i heard that some ppl say i am. im sorry, but did you even really know me? i dont really know you.

i will be nicer.
i keep losing my temper nowadays for minor reasons.

i will banish negative thoughts about my body...or at least i will try.
support the seventeen body peace project!

i will maintain the present relationship with Daddy.
it has been too long(:

i will be a more honest with myself and be more honest to the world.
the first step to solving a problem is admitting you have one.

i will stop living in the past and concentrate instead on the here & now.
forget yesterday. dont think about tmr. just live for today. life is too short to spend pining for things you dont or cant have, and if i stop longing for graduation to come quickly, it will descend upon me much faster. cherish every day that you live, for you can only do so once! yesterday wont come again, and you can never do it over, so just treasure every moment. yeah.

i will not be a letdown.
no more regrets, i dont want to hate myself and i dont want to look back on this part of my life and think it was a complete & utter waste of time & resources. i am not a waste of space.

alright! i think that's enough 'i will's for today.
lol.
okay,i think i sound inspiring & all, but also deeply depressing. omg. im just trying to sound...i dunno, philosophical? hah.
going to do class tee with meifeng tmr. yay. and my door is doing weird things. i am scared. omg. recently i hv been having scary feelings. ok maybe i am just paranoid. yeah.
today i realised fadhil is very blunt! he just says whatever he wants to do & doesnt bother with being tactful. like, he just goes, do you cut yourself on purpose with a penknife? can you believe i used to like dawn? does anyone like you?
lol.
ohwell its better than like, being a hypocrite.

hmm.
life has been weird lately. feel like smth's missing, somehow. cant ever rmb significant things i did. its like im just drifting. i must wake up and focus on school work!!!
bought Ang5.0 last week. so high pitched! cannot sing the songs. Angela Zhang Shao Han is a gd singer, but omg voice so high. am envious of her range.
also bought AXSY drama ((:

today in EL class we had many inspiring oracy presentations! am SO jealous, if only i hadnt been so suay... feel like such an idiot after listening to them, me and my stupid impromptu presentation last week -.-

damn, i hv to go, hmwk awaits. hv to revise for tmr's math test. am in love with Emaths trigo. at least i will be til i fail. am hoping for the best thou, failure is unacceptable!!!

Go Grace, Go!

changes.

GRACE'S WISHLIST

PRESENTING GRACE'S WISHLIST

in the order that they pop into my head:
1. RED ADIDAS JACKET!!!! i want it so bad):
2. sport shoes
3. red Guess wallet (only $39.90, can u believe tht?)
4. new school bag
5. new handphone
6. AmbroseXuShaoYang A1
7. WangLeeHom Hear My Voice
8. WillPanWeiBo Play It Cool
9. (drama) Ai Qing Jing Ji Yue (aka Love Engagement)
10. any other drama starring AmbroseXuShaoYang
11. Big Tigger stuffed toy from minitoons
12. Leather bag from Topshop Kate Moss collection :X

yeah i think thats it. wow, only 4items (1, 2, 4 & 12) are costly! thats a new record. and if u're a darling and am thinking of buying me anth, here're more suggestions.

FOREVER WANTED:
a) Tee shirts (those in OFG & newurbanmale.com are cool)
b) wallets!
c) pretty necklaces

yeah see they're all very simple hor? (:
lol. im so hungry. how absurd.

Dawn thinks she is smart

and im back from tuition!

okay, so i didnt manage to finish all my unfinished posts today b4 tuition but its a start yeah? i just really wanted to get my wishlist up.

i used my hot new bag today! love love love it! and so i got cracking once rick gave me the ws to do for 'pressure'. i was so focused and totally being a good student...until Dawn came fifteen min ltr.

-.-

Dawn is incapable of multitasking!
Dawn is irritating!
Dawn is distracting!
Dawn is incapable of being quiet for more than two minutes!
Dawn cannot spell 'specific'!
Dawn is noisy!
Dawn is loud!
Dawn laughs at the most minor things!
Dawn has a super short attention span! (shorter even than mine!)
and finally,
DAWN THINKS SHE IS SMART!

yeah thats Dawn.
you know those wind-up toys? thats like Dawn, except she doesnt need rewinding. LOL.
if you can complete your work with Dawn beside you, you must be like, wow.
haha i dunno how to describe it lah but yeah.
Dawn really can talk alot :D

Rick gave us food! :D we got siew mai and char siew paos and yay, a chocolate cookie that was like, OISHI! i shall go M&S & look for it.
Syanni didnt go tuition today, hopefully when she goes next time i can go too.

lalala i love my new TP bag. shall go do my wishlist now! (:

IM STILL HERE

hey you! can you believe i havent posted anth since the start of 2008? sounds dumb but actually i've got many unfinished posts left in drafts so hahaha im gonna finish them and lioke post them all today :D

i dont wana go tuition today ):

heh.

HELLO 2008 <3

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!

it's finally 2008!

i am so happy and full of hope about happy things in 2008, like for example GRADUATION, more BESTIE OUTINGS, i dunno, like everything!



Besties had such a wonderful time last night. sigh...LOVE BESTIES!!!!!!



so i woke up super early for my doctor's appt at 9.25am & you know what??? MUM LET ME STAY FOR COUNTDOWN! OMG! yay!!!! was so happy as is mum's 1st time letting me stay til after midnight.



then aft doctor's appt rushed home & got ready to meet Besties at J8. packed formal wear & went to meet them. JC WORE MY PRESENT! :D ken, justin & yiyin didnt ): qiulin also. ohwell. JUANNE DID TOO :D yay i love them(:



anw when i arrived at J8 only justin ken reuben & jc were there. ju & ql wld only arrive at 6 & yy had to do other stuff first. so the guys decided to dine at the cafe cartel & we had to sit outside cos there werent any seats inside.

and wow, sitting outside isnt fun. and we got served by this waiter who was okay, quite cute, but spoke like he was in the library all the time! we had to ask him to repeat every sentence he spoke :X

and it was crazy madness. for some reason we were all very high & laughed alot. so fun! then yiyin came & we had more fun & i received a mysterious sms from an unknown number.

you know what happens right?

hahhaha!



kenneth was like : "tell him you're his mother!"

(unknown number asked me who i am)

yiyin: "omg so lame who is it."

lol. then i replied some random thing & the person was like, walao dont play games lah who are you. yiyin& i got pissed and i sent a pissed off msg (LOL) & he was like, ohkay my name is -------- (see i am so nice i nvr put his name), can i hv ur name now? so i said,

"okay. hello --------, i am carl."

TEEHEE :D

kenneth wanted me to put hiro nakamura, so lame hor. lol. i wanted to put 'president of yiyin fanclub' but for some reason yiyin objected XD

but dunno how the person knew lor. he was like, yeah right, real name pls.

so i asked them what i shd reply & jiacai was like, use my name, i wanna play with him.

so i did (:

JC even gave him his email with a very scary sentence.

"maybe i'll even sign into msn & play with him."

teehee.



and so we reached yiyin's house v late! and we sang sang sang til we had sung all the songs we wanted to & took alot of random photos with justin's cool camera.

and then juanne & qiulin came & we all changed into our formal wear and took sexaye pictures :D

dinner was so nice, reuben had to leave so it left 7 of us and we had zu cao (i tink my pinyin is totally wrong. oops.) so nice luh! we were like this family & we started talking abt how next time we'll hv reunion dinner tgt and we'll get married & still do it & then our kids will be Besties too then our family will get bigger. haha very heartwarming. BESTIES LOVE!



then we strolled (and i mean super slow stroll) back to yiyin's and we basically started talking &talking. seriously. we had such a superb time talking abt childhood & how we all met!

SIGH, MEMORIES (:

and we even put our past differences behind us & all. quite touching.

kenneth & i even skipped heroes to talk. very wei da hor (:

then we brought out the 3 bottles of sparkling juice & started talking abt our hopes & dreams for 2008. shh...secrets shared, cannot reveal, heh heh heh. but basically everyone hoped to do well in GCE O Lvl lah. we all took turns giving speeches and toasted like many many times. and just as we were abt to begin our third round of speeches, Yiyin's brother came and drove us outta the basement as his frens were gonna use it. so we trooped upstairs and took seats by the pool and althou the atmosphere was damn cool, so was the weather =.=

yeah it was very chilly, sitiing there in shorts. but Besties continued our pre-Countdown talk happily, talking, talking, talking...stopping only when we heard fireworks & woots from the surroundings. we were living in our own time! we counted down to 2008 in our own fashion (you know, the late one? :D) and yeah, it was fun (: i finally opened up more to them, which is smth ive wanted to do for ages & i dont regret. i hope they realised that it was really hard for me, considering how long i've been keeping it on the down low...im so happy i have Besties (:

nobody wanted to leave, but we had to. all too soon, it was time to go & Juanne's dad whizzed us Ju & i back to bishan & i was home. and now its first of jan! cant wait to see photos we took :D


ohmygosh, it was just so amazing, i dont tink anyone other than the Besties present wld understand just how great it was. BESTIES ROCK :D

december 30th!

today is mum's birthday!

mum went to church with aunt angela and i was at home waiting for piggy qh to wake up cos she was supposed to help me find mum's present.
piggy qh was late by alot of hours!

eventually i went to meet qh & shirley at raffles city.
i had to borrow from shir to buy the present, cos as you know someone is broke.
i chose a very pretty set of necklace & earrings! hoping she wld like it, i went on home.

i presented mum with the present after dinner & yeah, she liked it. urged her to wear it tmr to meet aunt angela so that she can show off :D

speaking of tmr, i am so excited!!!!!!!!!!
SO EXCITED
SO EXCITED
SO EXCITED

woot! tmr is Besties New Year Countdown day! mum still didnt agree to me staying for the countdown to 2008 you know, which is sad. hoping she will change her mind.
Besties are wearing formal wear tmr. cool right? :D
hope they wear my presents for them. haha.

I AM SO EXCITED ABT TMR!!

THREE THREE CLASS BBQ 07

3/3 class bbq was a success!

ytd i reached home at 11pm thanks to sherilyn's dad (THANKYOU!) and got to watch anime til 12 on artscentral :D
and what, you may ask, have i been doing today?
TUITION ALL DAY OMG. raaaaaaah.

anyway.

after my quick post ytd b4 class bbq, i rushed down to ECP & arrived at 5, just in time to witness Danny's emergency. ahahha the toot forgot to bring money to pay the bbq wholesale centre guy for our food :X
everyone had to chip in to help pay! and i realised alot of ppl were broke & penniless like me. lol.
sherilyn came right aft i did & then it was decided that her dad wld send us to a mrt station ltr for us to get home easier. yay so nice!
so they started unpacking the food and then they were like, oh still early so lets play first. and meifeng, sherylin, jordan aka cheesiew & danny played mahjong while kailing & i watched (i also stated taking photos), minshan & tingzhi went rollerblading, alvin,zhangming, weihao, jianyu & etc went to play cards on the breakwater.

i am pissed with blogger, it cant upload my photos. see, thats where xanga is better, it nvr fails to upload pics. but it doesnt autosave posts, which is whr blogger is better. so sorry, photos will have to come another day.

i kept asking them to start fire early. and they didnt listen. eventually zoe, xinping, jiaxin, jasmine & yiyin came and danny finally went abt starting fire. i hv pretty pics of the pretty fire! but sadly blogger is still unable to upload them.
just as we were starting to bbq our food, the worst thing that cld happen during a bbq happened.
RAIN!
yes, it rained.
and then it drizzled.
and 3/3 watched sadly as everyone near us packed up & went home. (well, i did, anyway.)

and so we moved into shelter and attempted to bbq there. slow, but it worked. and then,
IT STOPPED RAINING :D
3/3 resumed our bbq happily and gobbled fried bee hoon as we waited for the food to cook.
halfway thru it we were joined by daryl, nigel and wei an. yes, nigel & wei an arent 3/3 ppl, but whatever. they entertained the ppl with stories abt OCH. and then nigel & daryl showed us magic tricks.
there's a reason they called 'tricks'.
YIYIN WAS TOTALLY FOOLED TEEHEE.

time passed very quickly and suddenly, sherilyn's dad was here to pick us up so meifeng tingzhi sher & i left & tada! that concludes my post for 3/3's class bbq.

CHRISTMAS 2007!

hiya its thursday aka class bbq day!

lets pick up from where i let off okay, so last time i checked in with u guys, i was abt to lie back on shirley's bed. it was 9am on christmas day and i was dead beat, & shirls & qh were alr asleep. why, you may ask?

BECAUSE WE'D BEEN OUT THE WHOLE NIGHT CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS AT 4AM :D

man, if i hadnt seen it for myself, i wldnt hv believed that cats were up and about at 5am in the morning. perhaps the kitties, like us humans, couldnt wait for christmas XD

so anyway, qh and i went home and passed out til about 3pm and then got ready for our glam night out.

EXCEPT, WOULDNT YOU KNOW IT, THIS TURNED OUT TO BE MY MOST UNGLAM CHRISTMAS EVER :D

first it all started with the unglam photos we took at bestie party, ohman, candid shots are so not my thang hahahah X) then the whole redfacecrying thing, then more unglam photos at dinner, then gastric at 6am and the pained look til 9am then the half dead half alive look til noon then the whole newyorknewyork staff thinks we're kids thing!

HAHAHA

its true! the new york new york ppl were super nice & all & we think its cos they think we're little kids dressing up and qh made that impression stick by the THING I HAVE BEEN FORBIDDEN TO BLOG ABOUT (guess what my bag still smells like, qh! :D) and the whole paying in small notes thing, so funny! hehehe.

I LOVE COTTON CANDY CLOUDS :DDD

manymany pictures taken by our lousy phone cameras but i hv no time to post as am rushing out to meet minshan meifeng tingzhi & kailing at east coast park for our pre class bbq funtime!
i'll be sure to bring my camera out this time!

TO THE BESTIES:
let's do it again for new year oh please please please? (like bubbles would say, pretty please with sprinkles on top? XD) LETS GET HIGH WITH SPARKLING JUICE AND KARAOKE!

TO QH:
i must bring my camera next time & we must take glam photos!! and this time when we dress up we must look older! teehee lets do it again babe!

think i'll bring my sparklers out! :D

CHRISTMAS EVE 2008

HELLO ONE AND ALL, A VERY MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU!

my internal clock is so messed up right now, it still feels like christmas eve thus the title of this post.

BESTIE PARTY ROCKED.
like seriously.

so first i woke up super late and ccouldnt eat anth cos im like penniless, then we went yiyin's place after juanne 'fed the animals' :D
i was so excited and couldnt wait to give presents.

upon reaching yiyin's place we trooped to the basement and then we proceeded to play games! we played indian poker and blind mice & marco polo! HEHEHE JIACAI SO FUNNY. and then since it was almost time for cx, ms & kj to leave we started the gift exchange. DAMN FUNNY I TOTALLY FOOLED JIACAI & KENNETH.
i hope jiacai liked his present, i cant rmb what he said.
anw then the girls left and we fooled ard taking random pictures & then suddenly we decided to open presents!
so, i gave out the special individual presents i'd bought for everybody.

and as i was giving them out, i was suddenly overwhelmed by this wave of emotion tht had been threatening to choke me for the past 2days. and after i finished giving out my presents & cards & was attempting to ans pocheng's question, i gave in to my emotional release.

OMG.
SO UNGLAM.

then after i collected myself (for the second time!) i explained myself and had to collect myself a third time. ohman thats like a personal record.
i just hope they like what i got them.

anyway after that we finally went for dinner at the prata place. its damn nice! i tried the chicken bryani, milky prata, egg prata, mee goreng, papadam, prata goreng and roti john. nice nice nice! no more pizza at yiyin's frm now. and reuben forgot to pay haha.
THANKS REUBEN AND YIYIN WHO TREATED ME TO DINNER.

when we gt back to yiyin's jx had joined us and we were all so high and started to sing sing sing like mad! ohmygosh backstreet boys and westlife songs totally bring back childhood memories.

log cake was so not super nice tht nobody took second pc or maybe we were all just too full.

then i rushed home w juanne cos it was almost midnight & we were like cinderella, had to be home before midnight. HAHA. and reuben's dad very nicely sent us home yay. i reached home in 17 min frm when i left yiyin's place. cool huh.

so then at home i wished mum merry christmas & gave her her present & she liked it. ooh i sent,like a million smses to ppl.

end of christmas eve?
nuh uh.

well technically alr christmas day. but anyway.

went to meet qh shirley and yeow wei in the middle of the night and saw alot alot of kitties! SO CUTE OMG.
and we all like exchanged gifts cept for qh and i cause we're meeting again tonight for our glam night out to dinner :D
and after yw left i got gastric and pained all the way until now still painful. ow ow ow ):

okay ttyl qh and shirley both napping & sitting up str is making my gastritis worse.

OHYEAH BABY, EXCITEMENT:D

I AM LIKE, SO, SO EXCITED ABOUT TOMMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hey did i spell tmr wrongly? i havent used the actual spelling for so long that i've forgotten...LOL.
oh.
marcus just told me there's only one M in tomorrow. like, WHATEVER.
HAHHAHA.

so today i finally finished ALL my christmas shopping, super last minute!
man, the guys are like, SO LUCKY. their presents super expensive can! more than the girls. guys' stuff reli very costly. stupid Topman cheat my money :(

i took the MRT FIVE times today! cool right. i went to bugis then city hall then toa payoh then orchard! OMG.
shirley kept getting hit by qh, then shirley kept hitting ME. not fair.
hehehe we saw this cute/hot guy at the orchard stationg & i was like admiring his broad shoulders then qh say i fa hua chi & shirley refused to be my cover. then we met him again in Topman!
and shirley screamed so loud that she scared him away. HAHA. we were queuing for cashier then she screamed and he changed queue. LOL.
HE'S VERY CUTE.

shirley was like, if fate permits you'll cross paths with him...again. hahahah COOL RIGHT.

IM SOOOOO BROKE I OWE SO MANY PPL MONEY.

okay i have to go, byebye!

and its brokeville til 2008

well, i hope you're happy, my pocket isnt just empty, its got this huge gaping hole in it.

similarly, im not just broke, i have negative money. as in, im penniless and i owe ppl money! (dont worry guys, i hv ppl who owe me too!)



those people whom i bought presents for better be super happy. if they dare complain its cheap...i wont be little miss nice anymore. i'd like to see them try and get presents for as many ppl as i hv with my measly allowance! so, if this year you happen to be one of those lucky ppl who received presents from me, REJOICE. if you didnt get anth frm me, DO NOT DESPAIR, because i shall work hard next year and buy gorgeous pressies with my pay! :D

and then maybe next year i will have some left over for my own Christmas present(:



i am so sad, i really really want to buy smth super nice for the person i am supposed to buy the present for, but i just dont have enough money! and my mother wont lend me any, either. to the person, im sorry in advance if you're disappointed):



anyway, yesterday i went christmas shopping w kenneth & jiacai & omg, found so many pretty things! esp for the girls, hope they love it. i am so happy i finished my shopping for the girls! yay yay yay.

so today i went out w jc and bought stuff frm popular to do christmas cards & stuff & like, we totally got ripped off for the wrapping paper, lol. and then i went for tuition.
and for the first time in a long long time, i was not late.
in fact, i was early!
so early that the previous class hadnt even ended & i had to sit in kenneth's chair. so cool can, sit in teacher's chair :D
saw rick & was like, HEY YOU KNOW WHAT IM LIKE EARLY & he was all, woah that's quite an accomplishment.
HAHAHA :D

so after tuition went to meet jc again to buy cake, & qh was like, oh hi im here & bye i gtg! LOL.



and now i am watching the magicians of love, ambrose xu shao yang is so, gorgeous. sigh... hah.
byebye!

alvin, simon & theodore!

ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS IS SOOO CUTE :D

yep watched it today at the price of only $6. cheap huh? wanna watch movies at six bucks too? be a GV movie club member today! ahahha okay i keep advertising for them.
i love theodore! so cute! and the voice behind simon is that guy who acts in ciminal minds! i hv no idea who justin long is (alvin's voice) but theodore is so cute! "ooh whats this shiny thing?" "oooh muffins!" hahahah!
I WANT A THEODORE TOY.

you know, i went shopping for wrapping paper and im like, omg, cheat money! you know, u can pay $1.50 for ONE piece of it when it used to cost like, $0.10 per piece! omg. so not worth it. must buy presents frm places where they wrap it for you. and omg, qh apparently got me this really nice present, & im so scared my present to her doesnt cut it! argh STRESS. i do not need more stress right now, i've got TWO TESTS tmr!!!
LIFE IS LIKE THIS REALLY DIFFICULT OBSTACLE COURSE.
ahhaha okay doesnt really link but whatever.

so we were eating at S11, happily thawing from the COLD theatre, and these ppl from R.I. at this table opp us keep STARING AT US. and not subtly either. and not like once, or even twice. its like, BLATANTLY and RECURRING EVERY, OH I DONT KNOW, TEN SECONDS?!?!
omg.
some people just get the whole manners thing.
or at least the subtle thing.
esp the girl. she's like, staring even while shoveling food into her mouth. and we werent even like doing anth weird or outta the ordinary. some ppl are just plain rude. i am so pissed. i am totally serious and not exaggerating. she must have done it for like ten minutes minimum.
how rude is that? jeez.

anyway. i totally didnt sink to her level or her fren's and stare back. we were just like, what is their problem.

okay enough abt rude ppl.
back to today.

i have some serious present shopping to do!
wondering if tuition teachers shd get christmas presents from their students too. must i get them presents? if yes, then its brokeville til 2008.
eek. that's a scary thought.
it doesnt help that my mum's birthday is five days from christmas! (or is it six? oh no. im not sure!) see, my mum has the worst timing ever. ahahha.

alright year end means great big sales! hit the stores babes! <3

CHRISTMAS ROUND THE CORNER

ONE WEEK TIL BESTIE CHRISTMAS PARTY WITH MY LOVABLE LOVELIES <3

i had fun sending the email. i can play w pretty colours. :D

tuition today was so blehblehbleh! i dont even know what to say abt it! well, i arrived FREEZING cause i was in the rain & the bus had open windows & i was like, scantily clad.
HAHAHA SCANTILY CLAD SOUNDS SO SCANDALOUS.
well i was scantily clad for this weather. fbts and slippers are not, i repeat, NOT, the attire you wanna be decked in when out braving the weather elements.

then, obviously, i was late. joel completely irritated me. so noisy. he was like, playing with the carpet to get static and then im like, (annoyed) what are you doing. and he's like, nothing and im like, *rolls eyes* and he's like, ouch & rick's like, you're asking for it right!, and joel's like, ooooh! let's do it again!
& it goes on.
=.=

was at kenneth's house today with qiulin & yiyin! we watched this taiwan show with that guy, Aska. i love his name, how cool. its totally The Magic Knights Rayearth. ASKA. and at first i dont like him, cause he looks weird (like a monkey, said yiyin) and has weird hair but then he talks super gently & like WOW SO UNEXPECTED. and he sang so nice can! so now i kinda like him (singing wise) and i think he's very pro.
and and and guess what!!!
yiyin's daddy is gonna install new songs into her karaoke system alr!!!
i just HOPE HOPE HOPE it can be done before the party nxt monday.
she said to like give her a list of songs to put in. yay! im so excited.

oh & we saw jason choong at the interchange with his chs frens & kenneth went to talk to them & qiulin & i both didnt realise that jason was there til kenneth came & told us & i caught a glimpse of him & like omg i almost cldnt recognise him! qiulin was worse than me though, she was like, oh yeah, i saw him, he's that guy in the brown shirt right, & kenneth & i are like, erm. NO?! so yeah. she was totally looking at the wrong person, lol! SO FUNNY.

im gonna watch movie with qh tmr! i wanna go shoppinggggggggggggggggg
man i havent gone shopping since- i cant rmb! omg i think it was like way back in the third or fourth wk of hols. OMG THATS LIKE A NEW RECORD.

eek.
i think i'll go shopping tmr.
hahahaha.

orange food!

hello! i seem to be eating a lot of orange food lately. how queer. i've got cheese balls and carrot juice and cheese curls and orange juice and alot alot of cheese sandwiches!

sigh.
stop eating, grace.

i hate my computer, it sucks. i had to wait 20min to use the 'net. and the thing qh and i discussed abt me doing at christmas, yeah well i think it aint gonna happen. not when i apparently dont seem to exist!
*frustration*

i've decided im not gonna lie to myself anymore.
i had no idea how empowering reading the princess diaries could be! and watching witch youxi. but that's not the point. the pt is, NO MORE REGRETS.
im going to do it.
.
.
.
HAHAHA I SOUND SCARY!
'it' could be alot of things! but actually 'it' is quite a scary thing. doing 'it' will be my first time...im kinda freaked out abt 'it'. shant tell you what it is. HAHAHA OMG ITS NOT WHAT YOU GUYS THINK IT IS.
'it' is a sad, sad thing.

sigh.
wanna know abt tuition ytd? it was crazy! kenneth kept asking justin weird weird questions, and justin kept questioning kenneth abt his pay! and kenneth kepy avoiding the questions. he wld talk abt a whole lotta stuff and still not ans it. tsk. and then there was this girl, chloe, whose brother is in the sea games, and she just came back. and she kept gushing abt the hawt swimmers there and how crazy the thai girls were over them. there was a whole bunch of funny stuff that happened, and kenneth was like, you know there's only one thing i've learnt from chloe today, and they say in unison,

"BRYAN IS SO CUTE."

hahaha! i guess if anybody wants pictures of bryan or zach or any other cute/hot/sexy swimmers you can contact chloe. according to her, there were alot of 'sex bombs' there at the sea games. LOL.

after tuition i went to meet qh at orchard & shirley had alr deserted her, & didnt bring Honey! BAAAD SHIRLEY :P

anw, we went to eat at this noodle place at far east. it was so cute, we queued for the longest time & when we entered, 3 grps of ppl instantly stood up & so we had many seats to choose from! and we went to the pretty dress shop where we found, you guessed it, pretty dresses. haha.

then we went to M&S to look for yeow wei(SUGER! pronounced SUE-GER) & jonathan & we gossiped abt AHEMHEM. lol. after yw & jonathan fang gong-ed we went to look for their fren sheng yang (corrrect spelling?) who is from my sch too & we had a fun time playing with toys :D

and then mum called to scold me for being late & i had to hurry home. hahhaa.

here's smth you guys shd see!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YDV-KBv8mVE

watch & comment there, not here. Grace is proud to say that one of the members of (how do you spell it?*checks*) Czaras is her friend, Stuart, known to her as Zhi De!

hahahah Zhi De, i very good hor help you promote leh!

althou im not a big fan of magic, im glad he's got smth he loves to do & is good at. that's more than i can say for myself!

and mum bought new toothbrushes, & there's green, purple & pink, & im like, i cant choose between green & purple! I LOVE PURPLE & GREEN <3>

ahahhha.

I EXIST! :D hahahha im like, happy.

okay going to watch tv alr, bye!

movie buff in the making!

hello! i am so psyched, there are so many movies i wanna watch!

im actually talking to zul, but for some inexplicable reason he hasnt replied yet so im gonna take the time to gush abt all the movies i wanna watch!

first off, i was surprised Lust, Caution is STILL SHOWING. but hey, it won the best movie story or smth like that at the golden horse awards & that just goes to show that good movies last longer. hahaha. sadly, its still like NC16 or smth, & all the good parts arent even there. whatever, im gonna like buy the uncut version dvd or smth. why is my com moving so slowly? *pissed* ANYWAY, all those who want to catch the R21 version of Lust, Caution, keep your eyes peeled cos GV is screening it (the R21, 155min version). for more details, visit http://www.gv.com.sg/ & click on movies.

and then there's national treasure: book of secrets. this is actually the follow-up to national treasure which was screened back in 2004 december. i rmb cos Cousin Amy & i watched it tgt with Cousin-in-law Andy. ohya that reminds me. NOTE TO SELF: EMAIL AMY!!

anw it was a really gd movie, v exciting & all that so im definitely gonna catch this one. it starts showing 20dec so u guys, look out for it!

and, to all those who didnt manage to catch 881, fret not, for it is back for Family Time Out @ GV Grand & GV Bishan only. Family Time Out starts 15dec, THIS SATURDAY, & many family favourites will be back for a limited time only, so be sure to catch ur favourites this time! other movies coming back include Shrek 3, Happy Feet & Mr Bean's Holiday. visit http://www.gv.com.sg/ for more details :D

another movie i wanna watch is the heartbreak kid starring one of my fave funny men Ben Stiller! unfortunately this is R21 so yeah. i heard this movie is really really funny. think i'll rent it when its out.

another nice movie thats R21! sad sad. i like jessica alba. she's sooo gorgeous. gonna rent it.

i hv the same feelings for tyhis movie as the chronicles of narnia. its mildly interesting to me. mildly. but ohwell u never know.

finally, alvin & the chipmunks! very cute. totally gonna watch.

no time for detailed synopsises abt each movie, gotta rush out for dinner :D

for more infomation abt the movies listed above, pls visit http://www.gv.com.sg hahahah im like advertising for GV! im such a gd member :D

monday blues

hello its monday again (:

i didnt mean to stay away from the com for so long...see, tuesday i woke up with this incredible sore throat & went to chalet, & it was fun :D (not the sore throat part)
we played games like heart attack the human to pig version, & i totally won! i was grade one pig for like the longest time, and we had some really dumb piggys there :DD
my fave part was definitely the bbq. i stuffed my face along with the other pigs aka my frens! we had satay, sausages, fish, chicken, otah, prawns, fishballs, hotdogs, corn, veggies... hahaha okay anw we had alot alot of food.

and then i went home & fell sick D:

my throat hurt so much i cldnt eat or drink or swallow or talk properly, & on wednesday i started sneezing & had to blow my nose like every two minutes. i had to cancel tuition & basically slept alot at home. i swear i slept like sixteen hours that day.

on thursday i prepared myself for another day at home but qh called at 2+ to ask me out for lunch, & sick as i was, i still had to eat, right?
so i dragged my sick ass outta bed & to sakae sushi, where qh, yw & her senior ck were waiting for me. ohman yw ate like, ALOT. qh & i basically wasted our money there cos i was sick & ate v little & she had no appetite. but anw the chawanmushi is really good, & u guys hv gotta try the fried salmon. i really shdnt hv eaten those things, seeing as i was ill, but that girl's a bad influence, & im way too nice for my own good. hahhaha.
after the guys left qh & i had a good time hanging round j8. we found plenty of fun stuff & potential christmas presents. yes, christmas is coming round again & that calls for present shopping. two of my favourite things: PRESENTS & SHOPPING :DD

on friday i woke up early & went to school to buy sch books, where i was doubted for being sick because i met the bballers & they were like, grace skip training huh! where got sick!
yeah.
so suspicious. tsk tsk.
then qh & i went to town & fell in love with GUESS bags & wallets. we alr hv plans for dining at paragon (the soup spoon & bakerzin). we are such foodies!
then i went to tuition & tried to concentrate on trigo D:
but its was okay, cos it was friday! i got to watch with yoo hee, & i tell you, the guy who acts as johnny crooger is like totally hot! he is like, hawt. they filmed him swimming, which was totally unneccessary because it just made us girls drool at the sight of him topless. okay or maybe just this girl :X
fans of AXSY rejoice for FINALLY FINALLY, he's appearing in the magicians of love next week! woot! happiness!

so that brings us to saturday, which i spent gorging myself, once again, because of the very bad influence ONG QIAN HUI. she smsed me at 12.19pm & says, 'hey you wanna come over & order pizza? im hungry!'
and in the end she came over & we ordered mcdelivery & between the 2 of us polished off one grilled chicken foldover, one fillet o fish, 9 nuggets, 2 large fries, 1 large coke, 1 large green tea & 1 iced latte! man, we can EAT. okay, so my mum helped with the latte, but still.
i have become such a couch potato lah, i keep watching tv. i love the korean drama on channel u, that one abt chi yingxiu & xuanyu. and im also watching lu guang shen lin (green light forest)

finally, we arrive at sunday. ytd qh & i went to city hall area. party city was so fun! i esp love the tootsie roll favoured lip balm! then we went to esplanade & ate at marina sq, then as we were waiting for 56, qh pangsehs me to go toilet so i had to bus home alone =.=

and now its monday & im coughing sadly at home. i hate coughs. dont you? did anyone watch the golden horse awards? because i totally fell in love all over again with leehom. what a hunk.
*cough cough cough*
if only i can cough up all the junk food i consumed in the past week.

hello hello!

hey its monday! yesterday a bunch of the guys and i went to singsingsing k & it was so fun except that i didnt get to sing shou xin! too new song alr, they didnt hv it yet.

and then we went to buy food for chalet which is TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW. am looking forward to the bbq so much!

after a non-productive shopping trip we went for dinner at this very fun place called the settlers cafe which was a hit with us kiddy ppl because they provided GAMES! board games, card games, word games! everyone there was playing games. and the waitress kept screwing up our receipt but nvm, we were so nice that we forgave her for the two wrong ones she have us at first. third time's the charm yeah? :DD

and we 5 ppl shared 3small cups of ice cream & Mint Choc Kisses was my fave :)
the tiramisu one was like....rum & rum. yeah. hahahha.
the golden wedges was so yummy! love the cheese dip.
so all in all we had a scrumptious dinner.

then today i woke up very late, & it was actually a veryvery boring day. and now im hungry & i need to go return my library books which are, yet again, OVERDUE. sigh. damn it.

CHALET TMR, BBQ TMR! yay food food food! its yummy news for foodies like me & yiyin & qiulin :D

BABY, IM BACK

OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im baaaaaack! finally! oh my precious, i missed you soooooo much! look! my keyboard has like gathered dust! this time, i can promise you, im BACK WITH A VENGEANCE :D

in case anyone wondered if i'd died, i didnt, my com did. and i spent one month (one SAD LONELY month) not using the internet!

but thats changed. im back, & i never wanna go away again!

i love you!