The Forever Friends!

i am so touched now! very emotional, must be PMS. LOL!
this is a kinda long post dedicated to my bffs! if u arent 1 of them or arent interested, skip ahead to the next post thankyou!

okay u guys realise my last few posts all got stuff abt my frens & how i love them? that's cos recently i realised i love my frens more than anth in this world! eek, i risk sounding super mushy and whatever, but i still wana say this.

nobody really knows how my family life is like, but that's also really cos i nvr let them in. during p6 i wanted to tell qiu lin, betty and qh, but in the end i didnt. up til now the only ppl who do know are less than five and they dont know the whole story too.
i dunno why i hide it, there's nth wrong abt it, i just dont feel inclined to let the whole world be privy to my family life i guess. but anyway, my family is really fragmented, with family grudges and all, and im single, so the most impt ppl to me are my dear friends.

i nvr really told them, or anyone at all, because i always thot my one true bestie just hadnt come into my life yet, and maybe that's true but now i realise maybe they've been here all along, not as one person, but a whole group of ppl, each like a diff part of my dream bestie.

its cool, i got JC to go gymming with me whenever i want, the whole grp to go shopping with me, yiyin to gossip with abt things in sch, actually yiyin to gossip abt anth, cos we both kinda gossip quite alot. hmm. i've got betty to lend a ear whenever i need her (and there hv been many times when she'll be on the other end of the phone while i tell her whats wrong, & she's nvr hung up on me, or said she had smth more impt to do, even when im in floods and cant pronounce anth properly) and then for everyday mundane life, there's qh to make it less mundane & a little bit more girly. like when we both didnt hv dates in our sec1 year on valentine's day, we spent the day tgt and it rocked.

of course, there are disappointments and arguments, and manymany troubles along the way. like, qh and betty are always late and standing me up. we always fight and they let me down but hey, we always make up. and there was the whole i-dont-like-you-much episodes with yiyin, juanne and me caught in the middle. im sorry if im blunt, but its the truth. and i rmb very clearly last year when i was trying to talk JC into a better guest list for his bday party with the band. i was so sure the girls wldnt click, but it turned out great. just goes to show u nvr really know anth until u do. i mean, just a few mths ago betty left me alone in dance, and qh made me cry, and then there was the huge fallout almost half a yr ago now which devastated me. and all those times i thought they didnt care. but look at us now, we're still tgt, and we're still friends. we've weathered rumours, gossip, fights, disputes, disagreements, parental interference...crap, im getting really emotional. bleh. but my point is, thru thick & thin, we've been there for each other, & i really hope we'll continue to be forever.

here's an short passage from my pen&paper diary entry on tuesday:
hmm, nxt yr is my 10 yr anniversary with some of my frens, like juanne & JC. a decade-long friendship! yay. Jiacai & Grace & Juanne. who else ar? hmm cant rmb. for some its a long time away, eg qh, kenneth & i hv more than 6yrs to go, & yiyin being the latest addition to our group, will be our fren for 10 yrs when we're 22yrs old! its a long time away, but we can make it. see, this is our family away from family, kinda. (ahem, here i start listing who i met 1st and all, not impt, lets skip this part) i think this is all fated, u noe? i mean, how cool is it that i got into cedar sec (which i wld hv been in with qiulin) but i appealed to anderson? maybe my psychic powers were telling me there was someone i hv to meet there. so anw, on 29 March 2005 i introduced yiyin to the group, & we've nvr looked back since. ok that's a bit of an exaggeration. there was alot of friction, actually, but we're all cool now. mostly. i dont ever wana lose them, u noe? they are my best friends, cos they nvr waver (well, most of them) seriosuly? w/o them, my life wld suck real bad. ok, so maybe sumtyms they are e ones who make my life like hell, but whatever. i kinda feel like we're a mini version of FRIENDS, the popular tv show. mini cos we dont broadcast our frenship to viewers worldwide :D woot, im happy with what i've got. & if all isnt perfect? hey, its the rough edges that make us who we are. Best friends, always friends, best friends forever!

LOL isnt it totally cool that i was thinking tht on tuesday, then yesterday JC appeared to be thinking along the same lines? haha.

now to credit these people who have made my life what it is now! *drumroll*
first and foremost,there are the guys, who nvr change. names are listed randomly, not in rank.
JiaCai!
you hv always been my buddy since pri1, when u used to draw Ju & i pictures from pokemon :D & since then u've always been the person i ask to do whatever i feel like when i've got nth on. we study tgt during exam periods, we do sports tgt, we eat tgt. i dont know what to say except u'll always be a buddy of mine! (even if u do seem to tink im a bit of a bimbo who only looks at cute guys *rolls eyes*)
Kenneth Teng!
our friendship started when the rumours of you & Ju did. haha, its true. & since then, ur parties hv been almost like a tradition in our yearly activities. every year there's always smth u & ur family start organizing! which is cool. & u're the fren who's always nice & nvr really loses his temper with us. & i rmb last yr-end hols whenever i was bored i'll just sms u, then u, me & JC wld go out. its reli funny, u're like the never-changing dude in our group. sure, ur hobbies vary, but ur personality remains the same! its reli nice to know when everything changes, some things nvr do. & u nvr reli hv anth acidic to say abt others. i hope we stay like this always man!
Justin!
u're a weird dude man, u are so techno-gadgetty! we nvr knew each other reli well til WITs, & then was when i reli got to noe u! allow me to say that while i still tink u're kinda weird, its in a totally cool science-dude-of-our-group way! u're like, erm, our own sci-fi specialist or smth. i tink u're reli cool, man, but each time u look at me i cant help tinking, hey, does he like look scared of me or smth. dont tink of me as a ticking time bomb who'll go off anytime man! so rmb, when i say u're weird, its in a nice way okay? so friend, stay weird, and stay my friend! Kidz Impact forver!

omg, reli long post alr, i'll just say the names who'll always be my frens.
Pocheng, u drove me nuts when we 1st met & u still do sometimes!
Ian, u're the computer guy man! rmb Kidz Impact always!
YanLiang, Marcus, Reuben: we dont hang out much, but i wont 4get u guys lah. im very nice de. LOL.
and now the dudettes.
QH!
we dont need words to describe our frenship, girl! u know it & i know it, we'll be frens forever & ever, even when we see each other so little!
Betty!
same goes for you, forever frens! thanks for all the times u've been there for me, & listen, i'll be here for you too whenever u need me, ok? i noe u're reli close w ur sec sch frens, but nvr forget abt us okay.
Alicia!
whenever i need a favour from you, you nvr let me down! u're a great friend, rmb our crazy 5566 times tgt 4evr! i'll always rmb when we went to each other's houses so many times, & our Kidz Impact time tgt rocked. hope to cya soon!
Juanne!
omg, Ju, rmb how we were both monitress in p1? & how we always fought? so funny when i tink of it now. we had our share of catfights, and we had our crazy fun times tgt too. u're a Kidz Impact member forevr ok! cya soon babe!
QiuLin!
we became gd frens only in p6 right? look how far we've come! im sure we both thot we were the ones who wldnt last aft pri sch, but we did! i can still rmb all the crazy fun times we've shared, i hope u do too. u're our sweet kid, say u'll be my fren forevr!

and finally, there's our new addition to the 'family', since 2005.
YiYin!
oh no, there's so much we can say abt our friendsip lah. some can say we're best friends, others can say we're not really friends, but both can be said at different times of our roller-coaster relationship lah. 1st we were 'fake' frens in sec1, hanging out w each other but not really liking each other. then we were buds in sec2, which was really thanks to JC's party. then we drifted apart again, and i cant really say we've clicked tgt again. i dont know what to say abt us, but in the past, i realised we had a really rocky reltionship going. you hurt me, so i hurt you back, and this was a vicious cycle that i really hated. and its really crazy. im sure u've hated me so much u wished u didnt hv me as ur fren at all b4, & i can safely say i've felt the same way. but then each time i think my life wld be so much simpler w/o you, i rmb some superfun, super crazy time that we've had, & im like, do i really wish i nvr experienced that? the answer's no, btw. that's why its crazy, i hate you, then i love you, then i dont know what's happening between us. we nvr seem to click in front of others, but i dunno, its like, when alone, its not difficult to. its nuts. but hey, love you or not, i still wana be ur friend forever okay.


and that about wraps up everything. u noe, i rmb a conversation i had w kanika not so long ago. i was saying that i was feeling like lost, cos i hv frens everywhere. like, every1's my fren, but every1's got a grp of their own, & im the only one skipping from one to another, & its not much fun. but now i know tht's only cause i've alrdy GOT a group, and all their names are above. i treasure them all, & i'll treasure them forever.

yay ok i can stop being mushy now :D
&maybe someday i'll tell them, or maybe not. sorry if i've forgotten anyone!

mates are who matter

i am officially a pauper. teehee.

ytd Ken, JC, Reuben, YanLiang, YiYin and i went kbox-ing. hahha, that sounds so athletic. when actually we were sitting there freezing our bums off and singing into mikes.

yes, we all spent our day in a freezer singing. like, that place was COOOOOOOOLD. get the idea? lets just say i couldnt feel my hands at all. i completely could not feel anth. yiyin was later than me! but it wasnt like, all her fault. i was late like, half an hour. hmm. it wld hv been lesser, but nvm.

so at kbox, i wailed my heart out, outta tune and all. LOL, its not like we were great singers, all of us. yiyin's probably the only one who can keep in key most of the time but ohwell, its just for fun. but sixteen freaking dollars is a bit much for FUN. rah. irritating.

after the kbox session, the guys with the exception of YL went to watch Shrek3 with Justin, who didnt even bother to try and tahan kbox this time. HAHAHHA.

pictures!

that dark part on my chin and shirt is a shadow of my hp. haha.

omg we look so weird here cos i edited it to crayon pastel. whatever la.

& that abt says it all for her. hahahah.

me trying out the lighting, which looked super orange til i edited it w my amatuer skills.

only pics of JC, Yiyin and i cos they were on either side of me. aft tht we changed places but i was too frozen to bother abt pictures alr :D

see, super orange glow, even after editing. bright eyes! ^^

random photo of yiyin at vivo the other day.

omg, looks too white now. nvm lah, there like winter wonderland lidat anyway X)

& then aft this i was told to stop zi lian-ing. LOL.

pic yiyin took of me singing, but lighting was terrible there, looks super scary, cannot tell if im looking at camera. also cannot see my cool ring on finger. humph.

this is yiyin zi lian-ing with my hp during dinner the other day at vivo.

this is yiyin making my soup a model. yummy minestrone soup.

and this is yiyin being extra when i tried to take a pic of this nice shop at vivo. the red box very nice right! pretty shop.

oh, and this is a random picture of my friend the cuckoo bird who sometimes sits on the air con outside my mom's window :D cute hor?

today is friday, and that was ytd, thursday. i went out everyday since monday and decided i needed to stay home today and hv some alone time. cool huh. so i told Jane to come over nxt wk instead. i've spent the enitre day catching up on things i shd hv done but havent! of cos, that doesnt include studying...which i will do, sometime. heh. later i am gonna re-organize my wardrobe. the closet is way messy. and so is my room. hmm. i'll pack that ltr too.

yay i feel happy, and i love my friends so much <3>

money + discount = LOVE

I AM SO, SO GOOD AT SHOPPING LIKE CRAZY. GSS ROCKS.

so ytd, i didnt spend too much, which is cool for a day out at vivo. but today, hah, i spent quite alot. i worry i dont hv much left for tmr.

NianTee & i conquered town with me in my gorgeous wedges and her in her more-comfy-than-it-looks pumps. and i was only like 5min late, thou i did push back the meeting time like half an hour. improvement!

hmm, i really do spend more when i socialize. anyway. i bought three super tops! i am so happy. so satisfied. so tired.
haha, its true lah, try walking for 5hrs in my shoes and see if u feel tired. so today i bought a great off-shoulder top in hot-as-hell red, an oh-so-pretty camisole top with satin ribbon round the waist, which i LOVE SO MUCH and a sweet pastel yellow tee which rocks when worn okay. and SUCH a bargain! what a steal. i want to go back and buy this slammin' dress, jeans and more. i am such a big spender. woot.

i gtg, i am so tired. and my ring is so gorgeous!

there's harbour and there's front

its tuesday! and today i went to vivo city. kenneth said we were going shopping. but yesyes, we all know vivo is a leetle on the costly side. but hey, i had a pretty big pocket :D

so there they were, Kenneth, JC, Marcus and YiYin, waiting patiently for me as i waltzed into the staion half an hour late, as usual. i mean late as usual, not half an hour late as usual. because the time im late by varies from like ten min to 45min and sometimes even an hour. hmm. anyway.

bets was supposed to join us, but in the end she didnt. nvm. at 1st the guys and us went from shop to shop tgt, but after a while we split up, cos it didnt make sense for the girls to wait while the guys went inta a guys' shop and vice versa when we cld just go our own ways and save time.

yiyin and i went like, everywhere. and that's saying smth, as vivo is a biiiiiig place. im sure u know tht. here's what i bought: a hot ring, 2 beauty items and dinner. hahah. yiyin bought: 5pairs of earrings, a cute skirt and this totally gorgeous necklace i found for her which is soo affordable, and we both loooooove it. i may get it too. hmm.

ooh.

dinner was DELISH. we ate pasta. yiyin had a banana smoothie which i thot tasted okay, but JC said it tasted like banana eaten then spat back out and blended tgt. hmmm...thought-provoking, huh? LOL. the food was so good!
and then we had to rush home, as yy and i were both late. we had a minor detour at the harbourfront station thou. someone forgot how to top up an ez-link card and started trying to jam the card into the atm card slot. LOL i think that took like ten min :D

im sorry my post sounds so boring, i swear, it was actually much more fun than it sounds here. ohoh! do you know that after next year, juanne, jiacai, reuben and i will hv known each other for a decade?? cool huh!! i love my friends, yay.

spontaneity

today i woke up with no idea what i was gonna do.

i wanted to be spontaneous and see what wld happen.

this is what happened.

CAMWHORING!

take a closer look at the pics, see that figure in the back in each pic? that's JANE. i went over to her place in the end and i kinda got bored and started camwhoring. by myself. because jane was like, "no! i havent put on my eyeliner yet! and my hairband! cannot take picture!"

hmm.

tmr im going to vivo! yay. you know, i realised tht suddenly i hv alot of things to do. so stupid. busy people busy people. we have manymany things to do. and i guess we cant help if we let down some ppl along the way. mmm. which is kinda sad.

i wanna talk to you, and its so difficult to do because u're nvr free, and i dont wana be a bother, so i just kinda stay away. and thats not very nice at all cos u told me to add you, and i thot once i did, we'll talk better, but now its just like, WORSE. i dont even get a msg anymore. u noe, i wld hv been happy with that one msg every 2days thing. now its just kinda...disappointing. but i know u're busy so its kinda like a self-inflicted wound. u know, like, the higher the hope, the greater the disappointment. but hey, self-inflicted wound or not, it's still hurtful.

Basketball camp

ytd was the official bball camp and ooh, man.
yeah, i dont even noe what words to use to describe it, except that i was very tired after it. which is gd, i guess. but then again im horribly unfit.

memorable events of the day!

i jumped off a 6m pole onto a bar that was like a metre away or more. freaky. i know i crapped alot when i was up there. i talked alot. alot. heh. well, i did it, i made it to the bar okay.

and that was the toughest thing of the day i guess.

my team wld hv done the balance thing, but we had a few ppl with horrible sense of balance, LOL they wld hv been okay if we had more time.

we did high elements again! sooo fun! so easy after sec3 camp's CRC. omg.

then we built a raft.
IT FLOATED AND WE WON!
haha! omg, the other team built a sturdy raft and my team built a triangle. seriously. AND WE WON. so cool right! I KNOW. it was soo funny, the other team's raft like, fell apart slowly. everyone thot ours was a bit of a joke. and we were like, aiyah sink then sink lah, gonna get wet anyway. and then we were leading in the race, and then we so won!
okay, then all of us built a raft tgt, which fell apart okay.

by then we were all tired and hungry. aft camp i went for dinner with shirley and qh and then i went home. gahhh im hungry now.


eek my mom just found a house pest. yucks. i hv no appetite anymore.

(Almost) Perfect Day!

i am like, suddenly very happy today. that is rare. even though certain ppl did not reply me in msn, im still happy. to those irritating ppl, boo you lah!

i woke up, watched tv, stuffed myslf, then found some truly beautiful songs that made me teary. man, i love movie soundtracks. wldnt it be cool if our lives had soundtracks too? TOTALLY.

anyway.

i am so happy! i just persuaded weiping to come too, when cs & misato meet up. hmm. where do i fit in? oops, i am such a tagalong. but whatever, i kinda wana try to see of i can make purple buy me that cake he said he wld. oh cool, purple rmbs. and he just went offline. ohwell.

so today i went for training but aside frm the juniors there were only misato and grace. yeah. as in me. i hung ard for an hour then left to meet qh and shirley. they were LATE, as usual. and i totally got snubbed by some very stupid ppl. GRRRRRRRR. then i became very very hungry.

we went to mango, and then we went to eat. yay. i over-spent and over-ate. not good. i so hv to NOT spend on anth anymore. then we went to check out these hot sales guys along orchard road. poor guys, they must feel so violated. hahaha. i feel like im taking advantage of them.
qh and shirls went to watch a late night movie (POTC3) with melody and jun da. and we saw wei song. shirls recognised him and then i did too and we were like, hey he's frm tuition centre. shirls says he looks like her cousin. qh says he's cute. hahahah. so then we ate at yoshi at taka, and gladys wasnt there. hmmm. moving on.

i reached home! and i went to friendster and i realised my fren sent me 2msgs and i didnt see the one ytd so he sent it again to tell me to add him on msn and so i did, and now we're both online but we're not talking causssssse he's BUSYYYY. apparently i hv bad timing. ohwell, im busy too. oh wait he just replied. he was eating dinner. FOOOOOOOOD. yum.

GAH! i gtg do some stuff for bball camp tmr. check in with u bloggers tmr!

ABS!

cough cough cough. im am so tired. i coughed non stop for 3hrs last night, i dont know how i slept man.
like i've said, i've coughed so much, i'm actually developing abs!

i am so proud of myself.
the single life so rocks :))))
thankyou hong wei, for helping me realise that i think so.
(no, he didnt do anth to me!)

I'm not here for your entertainment
You dont really wana mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cos u know when its over, before it begins
Keep ur drink just gimme the money
Just you and your hand tonight!

im so digging that song now, i think i typed some words wrongly, but whatever.

today qh & i went to orchard and we didnt get her shoes. stupid shop. but we got some totally cute things! well, i did anyway. it is SO cute! ohmygosh. i so cannot decide which one i'll keep for myslf. and we saw some total hotties, as qh so eloquently put it. LOL. he was okay, not THAT hot, but hey, if she likes guys like that.... hahaha. trust me, he had a pretty hot bod. so i tormented my feet in my sexy heels, and tmr i gtg for training. whoopadoddle.

i saw this shirt that i so want, and these totally great heels. of cos, they'll probably hurt like hell, but hey, dont all heels?
here's a little food for thought:
why cant they invent heels which dont kill our feet?

i gtg find my notebook, my Legolas spin-off needs work. and i miss Warren... crap.
lets hope i dont cough myslf to sleep tonight. cya tmr.

back from being outta it

hello bloggers im officially touching the computer again. its been more than a wk since i last posted anth & holiday mood has long hit my fellow blogger friends but im still gonna say it anw.

ITS THE HOLIDAYS BABEYY!

see, i hv been outta it lately. i took a major trip to the sick zone & stayed there a good five days or so. like, my fever hit me hard & fast last thursday, and all the warning i had was the slight cold on wed & the painful sore throat i woke up with on thurs morn that stayed with me til sunday morn. ouch, like, seriously.

i totally missed the last day of school, which, everyone knows is not even really sch, more like Report Book Day and Let Hols Spirit Sink In Day which i hv NEVER missed before but i did this time & lemme tell ya, THAT SUCKED. big time. i mean, SPORTS CARNIVAL! CLASS TEE! i hv NO IDEA how they look like. being sick is so not fun.

so my temperature soared up to 38.16degrees C within an hour on thurs, and lemme just say, it is NOT easy trying to slp well with a high fever, no matter what ppl might tink. i cldnt breathe properly, my throat HURT, my body was like radiating heat. seriously, i tried the sweat-it-out-under-blanket thing for 2hrs and i was abt to die. so the air con went on and i tink im nuts, cos i din even tell my mom i had fever, mostly cos i so wanted to go to sch the next day & i knew she wldnt let me. but then i threw up in the middle of the night and in the morning i thought, hell, who am i kidding, i aint gonna be up for sch in this state. and sure enuf, my temp that morning was 39.05d.C. so i had no choice, i told my mom. and i missed sch. *deep sigh*

THEN, i drank this super dee duper power herbal tea which broght my temp down to 37point smth in like, an hour. COOL HUH. unfortunately i still missed the sch thing, on acc of my temp zooming back to 38.30dC. and appetite was a thing of the past. for the 1st time in a long time, Grace did not hv zest for food. how rare is that?? i still dont, as a matter of fact. i just eat when its time to, but i hv no appetite at all. sure, i get hungry, but i look at food and im like, nah. seriously, for 2 days, i survived on tea and fruit. is that like whacked or what? i rmb i only started eating on sunday, while watching Starsky and Hutch. the fever only left on saturday night, which is basically when the cough started.

cough. i hate coughs. on sunday night i coughed non stop, which i hv been doing for the past 3 days and i hate it. its making me lose slp. so on sunday night i was totally getting ready for chem class the next morning when i started sneezing and coughing -are you ready for this?- blood. yes, i just sneezed into a tissue, blew my nose (excuse the gross image) and looked and saw blood on the tissue. and then i froze, because whatever i had been expecting, it was not that. and then i coughed, with my hand covering my mouth of course, and i removed and hand, and on a whim, i looked and saw blood on my palm. remind u of a drama, huh? i was reminded of when in Dolphin's Bay Shan-ni was dying of cancer and...ahem. anyway. i believed that's when i freaked. i was in my room, alone, and i believe it was around 12+ or maybe later in the night, and i started freaking out and crying "OMG im coughing blood!" of cos, it was only later that i realised no one cld hear me but wth, i talk to myself all the time. so then the next morning, i was hounded by coughing fits. i decided to stay home.

yeah, so ppl who think i blew off sch and chem class, tink again. i dont tink u wld hv wanted to see me start coughing blood in the middle of class and freak out more than me okay. i mean, i cant risk having u win the Most Dramatic Over This Issue title from me you know. after all, it is me who's coughing blood. and i'll hv u noe, i've NVR done tht b4 in my entire life. scary.

and now, its tuesday, and im still coughing and breathing with difficulty, but be assured there's no further blood. yet, of cos. but im keeping my fingers crossed tht it nvr happens again. the only blood activity going on here is with those gd for nth mosquitoes. horrid blood suckers! grrr, i've got 3bites.

sorry that i talk so much- even when its abt a boring fever and cough. long posts do seem to be my specialty. but hey, at least i got smth to post abt eh? :D

hugs and kisses! oh wait, no i cant kiss u ppl, u'll probably get sick too, but i wager cyber kisses are just fine. taa!

Beeeeeeeeeees

i am bitter and bewildered.
whee.

today geog was so eurhyukjvfg. yeah. then smth happened which got us all blatantly staring for a bit. then we reverted back to the oh-crap-bad-results-sucks-what-do-i-do state.

i spent sixty dollars today and not even on shopping. whoo. oops gtg find tht NYAA thing.

cannot stand the hot sticky weather, i so need air con.

and summer love rocks my socks. althou im not really wearing socks now. still.

SUMMER LOVE
SUMMER LOVE
SUMMER LOVE

insignificant post here

lalalaaaaa
i havent got anth to post abt. i didnt go to class today. i miss class.
not SCHOOL class, duh. dance class.

*disgusted grunt*
ugh,
yearbook pictures are being taken this thursday!
God, cld it be any sooner?

*prayer to God*
Dear God,
pls let the photographer come down with a fervent fever tht isnt life-threatening but will not go away til sch lets out for the hols & the sch has no choice but to let us take the pics after the hols. alternatively, just anth that will make the sch decide to postpone the picture-takings til after hols will be fine. while u're coming up with a plan for tht, can you pls let me lose a few kgs, make my face slimmer & help me not get into any more trouble at sch for the rest of the year?
ohyes. and Lord, pls help me find him or her.
thankyou, Amen.

things i hv to do:
~ save more money so i can shop during GSS
~ figure out how to let xh go class w us
~ be nicer to certain ppl
~ be meaner to certain ppl
~ stay out of trouble at sch
~ stop reading trashy cheat-ppls-feelings romance novels
~ get rid of the bks i hv
~ get serious abt math results
~ try not to be too indifferent or negative when showing mum math results
~ stay away from the pringles, ice cream, oreos and candy in the fridge
~ stop consuming so much sugar
~ buy eng compre bk & do it
~ also do lit things ):
~ dont eat junk food for dinner
~ dont eat junk food at all

hmm. long list, dont ya tink? sigh.

cheers!

woohoo im so happy blogger is fixed! :DDDDDD

hmm i tink my reaction is abit slow but this happens when a girl doesnt touch the com for a few days.
anw, YAY BLOGGER IS FINE AGAIN.
hello template changes <3

andand,
I'VE GOT AN IDEA...
well actually i've got many, but this is so great!

this wk i saved some money but i still dunno if i can go for class tmr...this sucks im always strapped for cash. and i wana meet ashley jie so bad and i wana catch up with everybody so soo bad and why arent things going smoothly its not fair GRRRRRRRRRRRRR

and i've added new stuff to my list of things to buy
and khairi owes me eight CDs, that irritant.

i've been thinking what to do lately, and my mind just draws up a big blank.
like, BLANK.
and im hungry.

insane urges!

chicken banana!

i have got supercrazymadlynuttyuberstupidinsane urges to be superduperly ULTRA nice to all my friends! event he ones i havent seen in a loong looong time.

wow.

if u're my friend during this period pls count ur lucky stars because these supercrazymadlynuttyuberstupidinsane urges are urging me to buy everyone presents.

presents.

what do i look like? a bloody money printer?

gag.

and i even returned the library bks i used joshua wu weizhong's IC to borrow.
i am like ultra nice lately.

WEIRD!

list of things i wana do this hols!

~ meet ashley jie
~ go on mad shopping sprees every week or so (hmm ok every TWO wks or so)
~ GET NEW JEANS
~ ditto shoes
~ meet old frens i havent seen in longlong time
~ smth abt my hair
~ pack my wardrobe
~ eat all the candy in my fridge
~ introduce my horse to my dog
and
~ give my dog a bath


HAHA GOTCHA!
i alr gave my dog a bath like 3months ago, he doesnt need another til 2mths ltr.


:D
oh fine, im kidding, i dont hv a dog or a horse. i do hv a hippo! and a lamb. and a kiwi fruit!

ahahah. YIYIN HOUSE VERY NICE CAN but very scary if u leave at night because u run the risk of getting chased by a ghost dog which may or may not:
a) jump over the moon gate
b) sink its canines into ur ankle
c) be real
and then when u go home & relate the story to yiyin when she asks if u're home safely she may or may not:
a) care
b) believe u & get worried & advice u to get insurance frm the owners
c) pick up the phone
of course, all this results in a few possibilities of she may or may not:
a) nvr invite u to her house again
b) invite u over & send u home in her car
c) invite u over, slam the door in ur face & set her dog on u


(: lovely house :)

I LIKE!

STAIRWAY TO HEAVEN <3333
the boys making themselves comfortable :D

random shot!
our hostess performing for us! :D

OMG!

Yiyin's house is like NICENICENICE! see the 1st shot? its the stairs leading to the basement where we spent the whole afternoon and most of the night. HEHEHEEEEEEEE

(see Juanne's blog for more pictures!)

surprisingly i was not the latest althou i did smth super malu and then it was super hot and we walked super long time then we reached yiyin's new house and there was this loud sound:

WAAA......

*insert stunned looks of awe*

*mad dash up to house follows the exclaimation*

"eh? why is the door locked?"

"eh, the door is open."

"come, we go to the basement,"

*everyone troops downstairs*

"WAAAAAAAAA yiyin!"

and that is the start of our hermit-like 6hrs++ in there.

FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN

and then we had to leave, and that concludes the fantabulous new house adventure<3

i want to go again!

qiulin & i sang hua xiang! XuShaoYang!!!!! *swoon*

new obsession!

I AM IN LUST.
LUSTLUSTLUST.

AMBROSE XU SHAO YANG

so hot so hot so hot!!!!!!!!!!!
*DREAMY SIGH*
buy me an Ambrose for my birthday. or a Warren, im not picky.
lol.

TODAY, aft sch i decided to go home, but then i went out with NianTee Samantha & JingQiu hahah fun leh we did nonsensical things. sadly, we didnt see GG but ohwell.
we walkwalkwalked around til 1++++ then i went home & changed & then went out to meet Y Q & K. hahaha like code lidat. grr i waited ard then realised they at mrt there. so toot.

we bought lovely things! we talked abt balloons! and peonies! and condoms! and dumb-bells! and boxers! and spongebob! and MATERNITY! andandand......i dont know le.
wa sei i tell u, my bus ride damn long. and tmr going out again, and i am broke and crap lah.


AMBROSE IS SO CUTE

he has been up-ed in my top ten list, and im not penning his screen name anymore, but his given name cos he's so fab. i love his jaw *SO MAN!* lol. i love his shoulders. i love his hair. i love his eyes. i love his smile. i love his arms. i love his bod. *drool* no LOL, jk. i love his expressions. i love that face. HE TURNS ME ON woohoo.

okay enough obsessing.
i am like so tired, i want to sleep.
Ambrose, i love you.
xoxo


LOL.

LALALAAA

dont need to tell me i ought to be studying! but im like damn hungry howwwwwwww.
crap nth to eat, as usual. siiiiiian.
i want to see ggggggggggggggggggggg.
and to suddenly know everything abt math.
and i only got sixty percent for jiacai true friend test.
HAHAHA so much for long time friends.
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cannot tahan, very hungry.



i want to eat duck rice.
THANKYOU KAITING AND JIACAI FOR TEMPTING ME.

stupid jiacai. he finish exams liao............irritating.
seriouslyseriously, there is nth for me to eat here. SUCKSSSSSSSSSS.

andand, anyone knows what to get jiacai (PRESENT) pls CONTACT ME. if u read this and hv an idea, i am assuming u noe how to contact me, if not, TOO BAD. no lah, just go to the side there & u will see how u can contact me.
and i dare to type this here cos that jiacai nvr reads my blog. then whne he does, he nvr tags. then when he tags, its like once in 545378 days. so in short, he nvr reads my blog.

YIYIN:
if u see this pls bring like alot of money with you on friday because i hv no money to pay this week and i am too lazy to contact you to tell you so yeah.

KENNETH:
if u read this i will give u a million dollars because u dont read blogs.

sing a song of six pence, a pocketful of rye!
four and twenty blackbirds sitting on the pie!
when the pie was opened smth smth smth.......
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

GRACE'S TOP TEN MOST IMPT GUYS LIST:
1) Warren
2) ------
3) ------
4) -------
5) --------
6) ---- ---
7) -------
8) ----- ---
9) WUZUN
10) XU ZEYA

hahaha ok the last 2 arent really lah but whatever. i havent seen no.8 in 45642 yrs! hehehee i just just forgotten evryone else on my list i hv such a horrid memory why am i still here i must go study but i am so hungry! i dont care liao going to eat noodles and then STUDEEEEEEEEE.

1000 miles

A Thousand Miles
Making my way downtown,
walking fast, faces pass
and im homebound.
Staring blankly ahead,
just making my way,
making my way through the crowd.

And I need you
And I miss you
And now i wonder

If i could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cause you know i'll walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you tonight.

its always times like this when i think of you
and i wonder if you ever think of me
cause everything's so wrong and i dont belong
living in your precious memories

Cause i need you
And i miss you
And now i wonder

if i could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cause you know i'll walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you...tonight.

And i, i dont wanna let you know
And i, i drown in your memory
And i, i dont wanna let this go
I, i dont.

making my way downtown,
walking fast, faces pass and im homebound.
staring blankly ahead
just making my way,
making my way through the crowd.

And i still need you
And i still miss you
And now i wonder

If i could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass us by
cause you know i'll walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you
if i could fall into the sky
do you think time would pass me by
cause you know i'll walk a thousand miles
if i could just hold you
if i could just see you...
tonight.

sigh. love this song, vanessa carlton is so cool. sian diao, dunno do what. hate this stupid damn hot weather.

today was so dumb...almost late to sch, then nvr study, then still crap alot for the test. i left out so many points! but still i tink okay lah. after sch KT Adel and i went J8 eat breakfast where i saw my darling. the darling i've had my eye on since forever...sigh. GG<3 hahaha. jk.

i tink guangyang guy is like, from gyps. if thts so, i've known him like forever. he is like so cute. lol. then jacq came. then we walked J8 for 2hrs. Fun. yay.
Adel & CK! yay. he was nice lah, made that keychain for her. lol i guess love does sneak up on you when u're least expecting it...their story is so funny. not tht they're in love lah, but still.
then gy guy was totally nearby and i was so like, SIGH. lol.

aft tht adel & jacq left for TP and KT & i went home to change & get txtbks. i was early for once & KT made me wait. ORANGE IS LIKE THE COLOUR OF THE DAY. hahaha. we went to tution centre then i saw Juanne & Shirley and blahblahblah Adel & i went KFC where CK saw us and his fren was totally stupid. malu. then aft tht we went library and we saw song downstairs and i was reminded of chi shun a lil bit then CK met us at library.......

and then as i was going home JC asked me to meet him for dinner so i went and im damn full cos of pizza. see my day so eventful. i want to see gy guy leh. i reli tink he's frm gyps lah, but JC doesnt noe who im talking abt.

sigh. i am so wasting my time...i shd just end it all b4 anth starts becos im just so not interested. sweet nothings mean NOTHING and i dont really care if they do anw. i am so not looking for anth, and i dont plan to. im just so deprived tht a lil attention feels nice. esp since the one i want attention from is like, terrified of me. hahaha it is so funny. hilarious. depressing. i mean, doesnt it TELL you smth? i strike fear in ppl's hearts. LOL i am so powerful. so what shd i do?

i dont care luh. adel bought me hawthorn candy! :DD and treated us to KFC! :DD and JC paid for my drink! a lil bit anw. why? becausebecause, I AM BROKE. yes, its true. mum needs to return me money and i still hv to pay for dance class. SIGH. plus i am trying to spend as lil as possible, GSS IS coming. heheheeeeeeeee.

i am so sian lah, im not going to blog le. grah.

Play School<3

Over It:

I’m over your lies

And I’m over your games.

I’m over you asking me when you know I’m not ok

You call me at night,And I pick up the phone

And though you’ve been telling me, I know you’re not alone

And that’s why your eyes,

I’m over it.

Your smile,

I’m over it.

Realized

I’m over it, I’m over it, I’m over

Wanting you to be wanting me

No, that ain’t no way to be.

How I feel, read my lips

Because I’m so over, I’m so over

Moving on, and it’s my time.

You never were a friend of fine

Hurt at first, a little bit

And now I’m so over,So over it

I’m over your hands

And I’m over your mouth

Trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt

Oh and that’s why your world

I’m over it.

So sure,I’m over it.

I’m not your girl

I’m over it, I’m over it, I’m over

Wanting you to be wanting me

No, that ain’t no way to be.

How I feel, read my lips
Because I’m so over, I’m so over

Moving on, and it’s my time.

You never were a friend of mine

Hurt at first, a little bit

And now I’m so over,So over it
I’m so over it

Don’t call,Don’t come by.

Ain’t no use

Don’t ask me why.
You never change;
Leaving all the crying in the rain

.

.

.

Yay Over It by Katharine McPhee is so nice :DD

i did so many things today. random things.

like, i woke up with absolutely no idea of what i was gonna do aft sch. then during recess kaiting invited me to her hse and i said yes. but then, she changed her mind. and i rmbed tht ben and i might meet. so end up i was to meet KT at 2 and ben aft 3. then i hung ard opp sch real long then went home to change.

was late meeting KT (: we went to macs, where we saw KT's classmate & his fren. KT classmate left & we tried to study but failed appallingly. LOL. ben came & bickered with me. GRR he irritates me. but i proved him wrong hahaha.

ben left and KT & i went walking. we went to the arcade & got score of 101 on the bball game. LOL (: then we pretended to be lil kids.

KaiTing the big baby! ahahha.

grrrrrrrr blogger's being difficult, i cant upload the others. ah, here they come! :)

I'm Grace the Kid! or Kid Grace. sounds cool, eh? :D

then we went for dinner. where i saw Stan. MRT Stan. hehee yes, tht's how i know him. and i rudely but correctly invited purselves to eat with him cos he looked so poor thing, eating alone. haha i know i don like to eat alone. he looked like he cld use some company. Stan's like, rich! haha he's a foreign student frm HK and he just WONT speak Cantonese to me! sigh. not fun lah, i wana hear him speak Cantonese lah so cool can.

the rice stall ppl totally flirted with me. ugh. so not cool.

lalala! tmr got Macs breakfast and im still broke this week boohoo and Stan has small eyes like KT haha so funny omg im thirsty i shall go drink water now oh no this post is so frivolous :D

when you

Dang ni

Ru guo you yi tian
Wo hui dao cong qian,
Hui dao jui yuan shi de wo,
Ni shi fou hui jue de wo bu cuo.
Ru guo you yi tian,
Wo li ni yao yuan
Bu neng zai he ni shang yue,
ni shi fou hui fa jue wo yi jing shuo zai jian.
Dang ni de yan jing mi zhe xiao,
Dang ni he ke le,dang ni chao,
Wo xiang dui ni hao,
Ni cong lai bu zhi dao,
Xiang ni, xiang ni,
Ye neng chen wei shi hao,
Dang ni shuo jing tian de fan nao,
Dang ni shuo ye shen ni shui bu zhao,
Wo xiang dui ni shuo,
Que hai pa dou shuo cuo,
Hao xi huan ni,
Zhi bu zhi dao
Ru guo you yi tian, meng xiang dou shi xian.
Hui yi dou chen le yong yuan,
Ni shi fou hai hui ji de jing tian
Ru guo you yi tian
Wo men dou fa jue
Yuan lai shen me dou ke yi
Wo men shi fou hai hui ting liu zai zhe li
Ye xu kong xu rang wo xiang de tai duo,
Ye xu gai hui dao mei yi mo
Mong li hui xiang yu,
Jiu hao bu you yu
Da sheng de shuo wo yao shuo
Dang ni de yan jing mi zhe xiao
Dang ni he ke le, dang ni chao,
Wo xiang dui ni hao,
ni cong lai bu zhi dao,
Xiang ni xiang ni,
ye neng chen wei shi hao
Wo xiang dui ni shuo que hai ba dou shuo cuo
Hao xi huan ni,
zhi bu zhi dao.

hahahah! so totally an old song. but its the pre hate-cyndi days (:
not much to tell abt today, and anw my leg hurts too much for me to try.
haha.
leg & typing, so irrelevant.
whatever!
i am so,so broke.
sigh.
and unless i am very much mistaken...i am hungry.
dang.

ytd there were newlyweds taking bridal pictures in our sch :DD
so nice (((:
yesyes, hopeless romantic here.
maybe they met in sch, fell in love and thus started their lovestory!
LOL.
fertile imagination.
whee. i am so hungry.

straight talking

HAPPYSEXYPASSIONATECOOL BIRTHDAY JC!!
(its my 8yrs++ fren's bday!)

just got home from school, just turned down an invite for dinner with jc becos i was at my own doorstep and too lazy to walk back to j8, just finished reading my book.

i cant believe i did the SS essay, jeez. my 1st piece of SS hmwk all year.

u know, i've done some pretty stupid things in my life. some were idiotic, most were embarrassing and a few were downright humiliating. like that tim ein day care when i played tht game in a skirt. a flouncy, flowy skirt that- ahem. nvm, lets put tht in the past shall we? and then i realised i do or say an embarrassing thing at least once a week, and i guess, tht's normal. we've all read abt ppl doing stupid things for love, havent we? and u noe what? i admit i've done some PRETTY dumb things in the name of "love", cos its more like obsessive infatutation (: and i rmb most of them well. haha, its funny when u reflect back on them, but at the time? gosh, u just wanna crawl into a hole and die, tht's how bad some were.

and today i realised how much i miss *P (name changed). P and i can still talk, if only for a bit, and i realised tht we;ve just missed a chance for us to grow closer. i mean, heartbreak has always been a reason why women connect and we've nvr gone thru those b4. sure, i has *Ass, then *Jay, but i'd nvr even gone into detail abt it. honestly, i hadnt even been honest. and then recently she had *T, and i kinda er got into smth with *W and we nvr told each other anth. and thts a regret okay, bocos i nvr have anybody to tell everything to. certain ppl FLAKE on me, most cant put themselves in my shoes and... i dunno. it just sucks alot. i wana ask somebody what the hell is going on with me. everything just kinda sucks now. i mean, we're not really super chummy, cos we're too alike. we're like Andy and Tash, always like, u noe? nvm, read the book. im like Tash, and she's Andy, cos she'll nvr do anth as self-destructive as Tash did, but i totally wld. plus i totally needs what Tash does, and it sucks.

yes, i've thought things through. *W was just such a shock, i nvr had time to put up any defence and tht why it started. but then *W turned out to be like every other person and yeah, *W might as well hv ripped my lungs outta me but hell. it happens. and i lived. and he ran. but then those things happen where u cant just ignore, and *W was...nice. i felt like a bitch and went to befriend *W. but tht was all it was gonna be, serious. but then...it just got out of hand. hell, it was nvr meant to go this far, and i nvr meant for anth like that to happen. ok, maybe a little similiar, but not THAT. its just so...awkward. bloody hell.

u see, i gotta stop with the thinking and just do. why bother to tink? nth's ever gonna come outta it, im psychic, i noe what im saying. and besides, fantasies nvr came true (:

hehehe i sound quite wrong. like i did smth...bad. hahah. funny.
am going to drool over Xu Zeya now! :DD