bad luck

half day of school! its speech day today, which is cool yet still sucks.

so sch ended at 10.10am, & i was so hyped to go out, but DUH. EVERYBODY was busy. & i mean EVERYBODY. they all either hv rehearsals or cca or stil in sch then hv cca. what kind of luck is this? sigh. it was really sad. my life is so miserable.

round four i left school so i wldnt hv any accidents. but ironically the accident that i wanted to avoid by leaving school occurred because i left school. SIGH. sad life. whatever. im cool. then i went to J8 to meet QH. then my phone died on me. SAD.

QH & i walked J8 for very long, cos we stayed in Popular very very long. i bought many pens (: we had dinner, then she dragged me all ovr the place looking for bags. TIRING CAN. then after that must tolerate nagging frm mother & sent to buy breakfast. then reach home kena lecture abt informing her of who im with when phone dies. okay. wasnt too bad lah.

tmr meeting linlin! yay.

walao seriously, i cannot stand my mother okay. i just told her i'll be going to cat high's homecoming tmr & she's like, "so its very impt lah?" i said my frens wanted me to go support. "so very impt lah! more impt than schoolwork lah?" she said with a really ugly look on her face, as if i should be some loser who has no life & studies all the time. "you everyday go out hor, also dunno if you can pass," apparently, my dinner at J8 w QH was 'going out'. puh-lease, it was only J8, & we only walked around a bit. she's unreasonable & overbearing, really. "aiyah you this kind of face also cannot pass lah. fail alrdy dont cry hor." she continues, with the same ugly look, in a horrible tone of voice.
seriously, heard of this kind of parent? sometimes i really wonder why i hv to be the kid stuck with these parents. surely someone else out there can handle it better than i do, so why me? why was i chosen to be in this family? i believe God does evrything for a reason, so if he chose me to be in this family, there must be a gd reason. i admit, it probably made me stronger, but weaker too. but kids made of lesser stuff wld hv given in by now & im still fighting, everyday. okay, whatever the reason is, i'll know someday.

i am so jealous of everyone else.