wallower

hello all u people, i need to wallow in self-pity for a bit, but its ok shit happens.

lemme tell ya abt my sunday!
i didnt go dance then i went out late afternoon with qh & i bought my lovely desired-for-so-long jeans & then i was veryvery broke. i ate macs & went home to watch shrek2 with Mum. then i asked the girls out to watch shrek3.

& monday too!
because i was superdeeduperly penniless, i stayed home. Jane came over & we raided my closet for a nice top for her. failed. then i had to serve her toast damn her she claims she doesnt noe how to butter her bread at the age of 14. i am so sure. lazy bum. (: then qh & shirls came & we became loud girls talking&talking under my cool aircon. then Jane had to leave round 5 & we ordered pizza & piged out & qh was such a klutz can, kept dropping food then she spilt a cup of water OMG so much work for me. Lol then i attempted to do my closet but got distracted by my barbie dolls.

& today?
Jane wanted to come over & qh&shirls were coming round 4. all of them went MIA =.= jeez if they didnt wana come they cld hv just said so. LOL i duno wad happened w Jane lah bt actually qh&shirls were queueing for donuts at Donut Factory & qh said she'll get me some but then in the end she came back at 9pm & cldnt come over. i am so sad, i am not geting donuts after waiting for the entire day.

did a whole bunch of quizzes on blogthings & didnt post them up. but i am 90% psychic, 47% capricorn & 80% aquarius, i shd paint my room purple, & i have a super rare personality. hmmm. predictable results...or maybe im just too psychic.

SIGH i am so depressed now.

see, i had this discovery &...it wasnt pleasing to my ears. hell, i hate it. but i alrdy guessed smth of this sort wld happen & i hate myslf & i hate MYSLF & that irritant. gets under my skin all the time. EVERY SINGLE FREAKIN TIME. bloody hell.

okok stop swearing, Grace.

sigh.

Grace is jealous envious upset depressed sad angry puzzled bemused.
i am going to sink into a downward spiral now.

i shall surface by thursday for a superfun day with besties.
yay (: