AHAH i love literature.
im terribly awake. i stayed up the entire night yesterday, doing God knows what, and fell asleep at 9. am, not pm. and i wasnt even all that sleepy.
think i have too much energy not put to good use.
my mum will scream at me to pack my room, and Yiyin wld agree.
LOL.
oh and in my previous post! i realised i did wanna change smth bout me at prom, the way my lashes were curled! but lets not get finicky. finicky. what a cute word.
wow time flies when you blog. or read. i was reading a book last night - or at least i started round four thirty, and the sky got light real fast. methinks sleep is a waste of time. but post Os, i have time to waste. been staying home mostly, after monday aka prom night.
doodledoodoo.
i feel happy. must be all the chocolatey stuff i consumed earlier while watching that anime. happy does not come easy to me when i dont do anth and positively nth exciting happens, so its actually rather surprising. in a good way, of course.
hunger.
me is hungry.
shall resist.
but somehow when u're hungry, eating seems nice. of cos, eating is always nice. and anw post prom, eating is so okay. but not when you have no money, like me in my current state.
you know, im having loads of small revelations these days. its cool.
i said im happy now, but i wasnt, really wasnt, just 24hrs ago. i honestly dont know what i did to bring about this lighter mood, but im glad for it. and i want Kanika to feel better, i dont like it when im happy and my frens round me are not.
i was soooo ecstatic two nights ago, for unknown reasons (well, unknown to you readers) and felt bad being so delighted when meifeng herself had not felt so peachy. peachy. how cute :D
mood swings plague girls every so often, and FYI we're not having the monthlies every time we get hit by the mood swings. not easy to be a girl. you males have it easy, man.
yay Christmas is round the corner. i love Christmas, who doesnt? all the delightful songs and heartwarming movies. i really love Christmas. i have a feeling that this year's will be great. better than ever :)
hope there's a family party. i really miss all the family parties we'd had when all my cousins were small. soo heartwarming. ohwell we're all big kids now.
Christmas reminds me of angels, and it kinda makes my heart swell with happiness. no idea why, but it just does. i wld so love to have a snowy Christmas someday, but right now i cant bear to be apart from all my friends. everyone's generally happy round that time of the year, and you see so many more smiles on the street.
and there's just smth bout finding the perfect gift for someone you love. i know i said there is no perfection, but when you're all filled with christmas-y happiness you get that feeling that there is. LOL am i making sense?
i've alr found and given kanika her christmas present! she wore it to prom. a ring! a zebra print ring. so her. am gonna show it to ya soon.
am i growing up? i am suddenly imagining myself married with a family and using a family photo on a christmas card. naw, its just the holiday season movies playing in my head.
gosh, im so happy, its really quite ridiculous.
i hope Beatty Sec's prom goes well tmr! many of my frens in there. and my cousin too! yay. feel like going round hugging everybody, best stay away from me, its crazy. hahah.
oh and, i wanna thank Ian for listening to me just now. Ian Tan Ru Jun, omg i still rmb ur full name! thanks for wanting to hear my story, it was really fun telling it. i get such a thrill when i find the right words.
am looking forward to saturday's korean food with justin misato and kanika. oh and matthew, thou i dont know him well. havent seen justin in a while! time for a Bestie outing you guys!
so cai and qiulin are outta town. cai is in korea, LOL, and i dunno where linlin is. and kenneth is gg away too.... boohoo we are all on different time zones.
Hugh Jackson is People mag's new sexiest man alive! I APPROVE.
come on now, you know who that is. wolverine dude, rmb? and apparently he is very, very hot in Australia. i mean the movie, not the country. althou perhaps he is. i really dont know. Hugh Jackson is British and comes with a v sexy accent. damn, i do like older men dont i. he's like, what, 42? lol im guessing. misato says i like hot anth. i just rmb-ed. lol. not true, man. hot is subjective anyway.
you know whats scary? inquisitive relatives. they bug you bout your life, questioning everything from your grades to who u're dating. i still rmb how my relative asked me if i had a boyfriend then told me not to get one and concentrate on O levels first. now that they're over, i hope they wont bug me about boyfriends. although with the current dynamics in my extended family they probably will be. i can just hear them.
"yu lin, you mei you nan peng you?" (translates to grace, do u hv a bf?)
this question in chinese and cantonese. not english, cos my cousins know better than to ask. if they ask, that means i get to ask, and i know they like to keep their things private, like i do. our families tend to share all the stories. freakish.
im the only girl amongst my cousins on my mum's side in s'pore now! omg, not good. Amy and Jasmine are in Shanghai.... i hope they grill someone else. maybe Daniel :D
i realise this post isnt bout anth in general, but bout everything in general. but hey, its fun.
i wonder who's awake. probably no one i know. oh well. i love the peace.
am very upset that the silver coating has peeled off the letter 'E' on my hp mini. what to do!
okay. i am gonna pick up a new skill, or more, in this long break. i want to paint someone's room! yiyin and qianhui, arent we supposed to paint your room?
hey, would you rather be fat and happy or slim and unhappy? i think i'd pick the latter, though you can lose weight. okay actually the former is good too. hmm bad question.
would you rather live in the present time or in the 1800s? or 1900s, it doesnt matter when, just past or present. i'd pick past. especially since im a girl, life would have been easier. i know women's rights might not have been established yet, and we might be subjected to take whatever men threw at us, but that can happen nowadays too actually. if i lived in the past, i wldnt have to.... i dont know, i supposed its just the feeling of wanting what you cant have.
unknowingly i have blogged about a whole lotta stuff. cool huh.
am in the mood for an intelligent and illuminating conversation. or a really good book.
yeah im a bookworm. love books.
do buy me book vouchers if you have no idea what to get me! books these days are so expensive i cant bear to buy any.
think i'll go now, if i say too much there'll be no more left to know bout me anymore :)
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