gosh.
life is annoying. im so ready to throw myself into someone else's life for a bit, mine just kinda blows right now. so glad i got some books from the library today.
at least my room isnt as terrible to be in as compared to last night, i was all too aware i was alone. having had a fren stay over on monday night made me realise all over again how i hated being an only child.
hmm actually i think tonight isnt all tht great either. i feel all lost and space-y. you know, all my life has no purpose and stuff.
sigh sigh sigh.
you know how you really care bout smth then that thing is taken away and you're so upset and then after a long time you finally kinda move on (but u nvr really fully let it go cos u cared so much) but then smth happens tht reminds u all over again of how u felt bout tht thing and you rmb how much u cared and you hurt all over again cept its almost worse this time cos it feels like u're being hurt a second time?
yeah well, freaking get over yourself. ugh. life goes on.
okay! tmr i am gonna go get me some oeros and oh wait not gg out tmr. hmmmmm.
shiver me timbles i wanna watch movies.
am so hungry. and this is a boring post, damn it.
lol okay i shall post again on a day where my brain is actually fully functional.
oh and i forgot, Os are over. O.V.E.R.
goodbye anderson. goodbye old life.
goodbye! :)
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