"Now You Know"
In these eyes,more than words,
More than anything that I've spoken
As the skies turned to gray
My heart's just about to crack open
So the story goes
There’s something you should know
Before I walk away and I blow the ending
[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
there's no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no there I go
No control
And I’m falling
So now you know
Feel so light, craving oxygen
All this truth's left me empty
Will you run?
Can you handle it?
Cause I need you to tell me
Maybe this is bold
But I’m hoping you’ll stay for the happy ending
[Chorus]
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know
What I feel about you
there's no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no there I go
No control
And I’m falling
So now you know
No I won’t look back when I tell you what I think about you
No I won’t look back when I tell you what I think about you
So the story goes-yeah you already know
So don’t be a fool and go spoil the ending
I never wanna be without you
Oh no, here I go
Now you know what I feel about you
There's no running
I must have been wrong to doubt you
Oh no there I go
No control, and I’m falling
So now you know
falling in love all over again with this cheesy song. i wish khairi wld return me my cinderella story soundtrack. haha im like cinderella minus the dead father, a mother instead of the cruel stepmother, no evil stepsisters and no fairy godmother. teehee.
then again hilary duff didnt have a winged fairy with a magic wand either, though she did have that cool woman.
now you know now you know. you run, run, run. becos u cant handle it. i dont tink u cld ever, but i did tink u cld. the ending's alrdy been blown so yeah, i dont care anymore. i was warned abt you, so i brought this upon myslf. everything fits, doesnt it? the gray skies, the eyes, the lack of control. i never bothered to correct ur thinking, but i never really wanted to...because it wasnt really necessary. why deny smth that was true? she might not hv known it, but it was true what she said. i guess there is smth u shd know, but im too numb to rmb what. im lying, im not numb. i just dont want to rmb. numb? yeah, maybe tht's what they call it when everytime i tink of it, my throat goes cold & i cant breathe properly. there's no running for me but it certainly doesnt apply to u, does it? u're doing a fair amt of running, enuf for the both of us. i was wrong, but not in doubting you, i was wrong about you entirely. if anth, i was wrong in not doubting you. now im empty and devoid but i know the answers. you will run, you cannot handle it. run all u want, be assured, i wont give chase. i never wanted for this to tur out like this u noe. i had no control any of the events, and those i did, they were fine. you lousy coward, you wont even give me the chance to tell you what i tink abt you. at least let me know so i wont look back anymore. fool. i didnt want you to know. i didnt want you to go. how cld i when i never wanted to be without you? but forget it now, its all over. yeah, now u know, but so do i i was wrong, wrong, wrong. being wrong isnt killing me though, you going away is. but heck, i hate you, so wth.
go away, world.
call me whatever you want, i dont care anymore.
irritating.
Monday, April 30, 2007
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Happy Earth Day!
Earth Day Earth Day!
its raining, cool or what?
COOL.
i had plans today.
they all got dashed and im doing nth of which i planned (:
not fun, i want to go shopping.
yesterday olivia julia & i went dance w/o xiuhui. that girl went to watch PHAMTOM OF THE OPERA. so artsy huh? dance was better than last wk! ohcrap wait i just forgot the steps.
*thinks*
oh gosh, i really did forget O.O
ANYWAY, aft dance, we had a nice latelatelate lunch at BK, & oilivia & i splurged on dessert sins! we are so eating healthy nxt wk. uh huh.
then we went shopping. *bliss*
i found 3tops i am gonna buy.
only reason i didnt ytd was the lack of funds ):
OHWELL!
qh promised to go w me on thurs. yippie.
now, i hv to do work.
bleach.
i want to eat!
its raining, cool or what?
COOL.
i had plans today.
they all got dashed and im doing nth of which i planned (:
not fun, i want to go shopping.
yesterday olivia julia & i went dance w/o xiuhui. that girl went to watch PHAMTOM OF THE OPERA. so artsy huh? dance was better than last wk! ohcrap wait i just forgot the steps.
*thinks*
oh gosh, i really did forget O.O
ANYWAY, aft dance, we had a nice latelatelate lunch at BK, & oilivia & i splurged on dessert sins! we are so eating healthy nxt wk. uh huh.
then we went shopping. *bliss*
i found 3tops i am gonna buy.
only reason i didnt ytd was the lack of funds ):
OHWELL!
qh promised to go w me on thurs. yippie.
now, i hv to do work.
bleach.
i want to eat!
Friday, April 20, 2007
pink polish with sparkly bits
its friday! its 11+ on a friday night & my eyes are damn tired!
this is due to my past 3hrs of using the com, doing my physics project.
now, my part of research & taking out impt pts are done & zhang ming has just sent then over to jiaxin. i feel so guai.
do u noe how RARE it is that im doing hmwk on a friday night? or even on any night?
COOL.
my left hand nails are now polished pink with sparkly bits! *pretty* :DDD
i wana tell u ppl what my grp discussed in the meeting, it was SO infomative, but alas, i gtg.
cya tmr!
this is due to my past 3hrs of using the com, doing my physics project.
now, my part of research & taking out impt pts are done & zhang ming has just sent then over to jiaxin. i feel so guai.
do u noe how RARE it is that im doing hmwk on a friday night? or even on any night?
COOL.
my left hand nails are now polished pink with sparkly bits! *pretty* :DDD
i wana tell u ppl what my grp discussed in the meeting, it was SO infomative, but alas, i gtg.
cya tmr!
Sunday, April 15, 2007
the big routine!
yesterday was saturday(:
i woke up earlier than i normally do on saturdays...granted, i had more sleep, cos of the 2days MC from school. hahaha. i did my chores, then i went to ToaPayoh to support Olivia at campus superstar auditions. Stupid lack of aircon, so hot, but nvm, we were there to support OLIVIA (:
but then Julia, XiuHui & i had to leave for class first, Olivia wldnt be going for class today...class was supposed to be totally explosive & BOOM-y. but the only bombs going off were Patrick's temper. for no apparent reason, he was in a bad mood. oopsy.
he took it out on 2 kids and a few others. thankfully, us 3 were spared.
it was supposed to be the big routine, but cos nearly everyone had forgotten the steps...sigh.
there was this fatty who kept blocking me in the mirror. yesyes, i noe her size needs more mirror space, so i moved, several times, and the bitch just kept following, to prevent me from seeing myself in the mirror, when she totally knew it was important for noobs to see how their steps looked like.
she did it on purpose. grrr.
bitch, its not like she was super good or anything.
see, she brought out the vicious side of me.
then, Patrick was missing his best student (Olivia), so he just kept picking on everyone else, making it sound like we were complete idiots who wld nvr be able to dance properly.
Granted, most of the class were timing/rhythm-impaired, but there was still no need for him to be so cruelly truthful.
i mean, i like Patrick & all, but sometimes he can be a bit...tactless.
he said XiuHui had wrong positioning, that my hand movements were sloppy & abt 6 others who were doing the wrong things.
damn, i was totally like the shit there ytd okay. totally.
i guess i can sympathise with Patrick. (i hv to be vindictive and cruel from here :[ )
our class does seem to hv an exceptionally large amt of ppl who cant really dance, and even a few who cant dance at all, but are simply doing steps.
i guess i can see why Patrick has us down to pathetic. i cant say i wasnt offended when he said we werent there to learn how to dance, but to better appreciate the art of it, thou.
i mean, there ARE a few of us there who CAN dance, eg XiuHui, Julia, me & Olivia, who just need more practise and we'll be as good as the average dancer out there.
like hello, 2wks ago Patrick's favourites were Olivia & that china ballet guy.
by now, isnt it kinda clear that the ballet guy will nvr be able to DO hiphop? he's just so...ballet, not hiphop.
althou he's trying, and i admire that.
some in the class are too afraid to try.
some dont even show up for class )):
oh whatever.
i just wana see what happens next week when Olivia gets back to class.
this time, im not going to stand anywhere near the fatty.
guess what?
its grey skies outside on the left, plus clear blue sky with puffy clouds on the right, and its raining.
see what i mean when i say the weather is indecisive?
it just stopped raining.
tsktsk.
after class, we rushed backt to TP for the results. we missed Olivia's audition, but thats okay, someone videoed it.
i hung round til 6+, then had to scurry home.
the results came out abt 7.45pm.
Olivia didnt make it ='((((((((((((((
i dont know how's she seeing it, but apparently she didnt hv v high hopes.
that girl is one seriously busy girl. if she'd made it, i duno how she wld hv coped with everything else in her life.
its just sad, u know? that she didnt get in.
sigh.
i really shd be studying right now.
i woke up earlier than i normally do on saturdays...granted, i had more sleep, cos of the 2days MC from school. hahaha. i did my chores, then i went to ToaPayoh to support Olivia at campus superstar auditions. Stupid lack of aircon, so hot, but nvm, we were there to support OLIVIA (:
but then Julia, XiuHui & i had to leave for class first, Olivia wldnt be going for class today...class was supposed to be totally explosive & BOOM-y. but the only bombs going off were Patrick's temper. for no apparent reason, he was in a bad mood. oopsy.
he took it out on 2 kids and a few others. thankfully, us 3 were spared.
it was supposed to be the big routine, but cos nearly everyone had forgotten the steps...sigh.
there was this fatty who kept blocking me in the mirror. yesyes, i noe her size needs more mirror space, so i moved, several times, and the bitch just kept following, to prevent me from seeing myself in the mirror, when she totally knew it was important for noobs to see how their steps looked like.
she did it on purpose. grrr.
bitch, its not like she was super good or anything.
see, she brought out the vicious side of me.
then, Patrick was missing his best student (Olivia), so he just kept picking on everyone else, making it sound like we were complete idiots who wld nvr be able to dance properly.
Granted, most of the class were timing/rhythm-impaired, but there was still no need for him to be so cruelly truthful.
i mean, i like Patrick & all, but sometimes he can be a bit...tactless.
he said XiuHui had wrong positioning, that my hand movements were sloppy & abt 6 others who were doing the wrong things.
damn, i was totally like the shit there ytd okay. totally.
i guess i can sympathise with Patrick. (i hv to be vindictive and cruel from here :[ )
our class does seem to hv an exceptionally large amt of ppl who cant really dance, and even a few who cant dance at all, but are simply doing steps.
i guess i can see why Patrick has us down to pathetic. i cant say i wasnt offended when he said we werent there to learn how to dance, but to better appreciate the art of it, thou.
i mean, there ARE a few of us there who CAN dance, eg XiuHui, Julia, me & Olivia, who just need more practise and we'll be as good as the average dancer out there.
like hello, 2wks ago Patrick's favourites were Olivia & that china ballet guy.
by now, isnt it kinda clear that the ballet guy will nvr be able to DO hiphop? he's just so...ballet, not hiphop.
althou he's trying, and i admire that.
some in the class are too afraid to try.
some dont even show up for class )):
oh whatever.
i just wana see what happens next week when Olivia gets back to class.
this time, im not going to stand anywhere near the fatty.
guess what?
its grey skies outside on the left, plus clear blue sky with puffy clouds on the right, and its raining.
see what i mean when i say the weather is indecisive?
it just stopped raining.
tsktsk.
after class, we rushed backt to TP for the results. we missed Olivia's audition, but thats okay, someone videoed it.
i hung round til 6+, then had to scurry home.
the results came out abt 7.45pm.
Olivia didnt make it ='((((((((((((((
i dont know how's she seeing it, but apparently she didnt hv v high hopes.
that girl is one seriously busy girl. if she'd made it, i duno how she wld hv coped with everything else in her life.
its just sad, u know? that she didnt get in.
sigh.
i really shd be studying right now.
---
this is all so dumb, so stupid, the way im going about all this.
i just want to run away from it all, and avoid it for the rest of my life.
i dont know what i mean, i dont know what im running from, but i know i dont want to face it.
i just want to hide like a hermit in my house forever, yet i want to get out and break free of the vice thats got ahold of me.
i dont ever want to go back.
the only joy i seem to get these days is-
never?
i dont know,
im so confused.
whats going on?
why am i feeling this way?
WHAT IS this feeling?
stupid dumb thing.
if only i can get out and DO something...
but what?
i dont think i ever felt more lost.
oh gosh, i need direction, i need goals, i need discipline, i need something to hold me down.
i feel as though im floating away.
seeping thru the spaces between the fingers gripping me.
wait- are they fingers?
or an imaginary hand thats not even there.
im losing my sanity.
u know what i feel like?
like im wandering aimlessly thru empty space, blinded, lost...and im not thinking. im just...void. like there's simply nothing inside me, u know? nothing. i dont even know where im going from here...wherever here is.
what happened to me?
i thought i had plans, goals, achievements, targets!
i had everything mapped out til im 20...didnt i?
now i feel as thou im incapable of responsibility, incapable of doing anything im supposed to.
im through wondering whats happened to me.
the most important questions now is:
what am i going to do?
how am i going to get my sense of direction back?
how can i get my life BACK on track (the track i've so carefully decided upon)?
it sucks to be lost.
funny, the weather seems to be like me nowadays. it cant seem to decide if it wants to be horridly humid, depressingly drizzly, swelteringly sunny or anything.
its just gloomily grey all the time.
how depressing.
then the waterworks just turn themselves on suddenly, and down pours the rain, steadily down, as though it'll never stop.
then it does.
so totally indecisive.
sucks.
i just want to run away from it all, and avoid it for the rest of my life.
i dont know what i mean, i dont know what im running from, but i know i dont want to face it.
i just want to hide like a hermit in my house forever, yet i want to get out and break free of the vice thats got ahold of me.
i dont ever want to go back.
the only joy i seem to get these days is-
never?
i dont know,
im so confused.
whats going on?
why am i feeling this way?
WHAT IS this feeling?
stupid dumb thing.
if only i can get out and DO something...
but what?
i dont think i ever felt more lost.
oh gosh, i need direction, i need goals, i need discipline, i need something to hold me down.
i feel as though im floating away.
seeping thru the spaces between the fingers gripping me.
wait- are they fingers?
or an imaginary hand thats not even there.
im losing my sanity.
u know what i feel like?
like im wandering aimlessly thru empty space, blinded, lost...and im not thinking. im just...void. like there's simply nothing inside me, u know? nothing. i dont even know where im going from here...wherever here is.
what happened to me?
i thought i had plans, goals, achievements, targets!
i had everything mapped out til im 20...didnt i?
now i feel as thou im incapable of responsibility, incapable of doing anything im supposed to.
im through wondering whats happened to me.
the most important questions now is:
what am i going to do?
how am i going to get my sense of direction back?
how can i get my life BACK on track (the track i've so carefully decided upon)?
it sucks to be lost.
funny, the weather seems to be like me nowadays. it cant seem to decide if it wants to be horridly humid, depressingly drizzly, swelteringly sunny or anything.
its just gloomily grey all the time.
how depressing.
then the waterworks just turn themselves on suddenly, and down pours the rain, steadily down, as though it'll never stop.
then it does.
so totally indecisive.
sucks.
Thursday, April 12, 2007
from under an umbrella
its a rainy grey thursday & i got my feet wet walking home. am on mc today as im like sick with fluuuuu. fluuuu. my throat hurts like hell. like, owwwwwwwwwww.
and i reli shd be studying now but i've left my blog alone for a wk now & i wana update. just now i went to polyclinic & was supposed to meet qh at 4 but i reached tp mrt at 3.30 & then at 3.40 she said meet at 4.30 but so late, i dowan wait so long so i went back.
at j8 i went to try on this top i wanted but turns out the fit aint all that great; the shoulder area is too big. then i met ranjini & py, who gave me a flyer i had no use for. then i went to buy an oreo mcflurry, & the damn guy obviously has smth against me cos he went to shake it up real bad. i stood there, stunned for a moment, wondering what i had ever done to him, but no answer came to me so i said thankyou & left. ass.
i need to make more lists, hv got many things to do. i wish i was super sick, at least it beats being in between.
get this!
Anderson B girls are in national top 4!
whooo!!!!!!
we beat SCGS on mon, lost to RGS on tues, & beat YuYing ytd!
SC lost to us, beat YuYing, & WON RGS ytd!!! we were all like, OMG! they in or we in?! if they in, we out!!! but we're in, & our next match is on monday against either nanyang or jurong. omg.
:( phs & wrs are out...anderson is the only north zone team left in the running. as i blog, phs & wrs are playing against each other again at clementi. i tink steph & xiaohui are thr X) i wish they both got in! north zone is stong de lor. hais. my throat bloody HURTS.
Amy is in China now, i wonder how she's adjusting. i cant wait til dance on sat, i wana see the routine put tgt! i wana go shopping SO BAD, but i just cant. dosh is tight, & so is my schedule. im abt to go into negative figures alr ):
i wana go to sch tmr, but i dont wana take the math test ): i just wana go trng, cos tmr is shooting, will be slack. and its friday. i love cca on fridays. it is so relaxed. althou seeing how things hv been going lately, i dont tink i'll be relaxed v much. dang, its all my own fault.
sigh.
and i reli shd be studying now but i've left my blog alone for a wk now & i wana update. just now i went to polyclinic & was supposed to meet qh at 4 but i reached tp mrt at 3.30 & then at 3.40 she said meet at 4.30 but so late, i dowan wait so long so i went back.
at j8 i went to try on this top i wanted but turns out the fit aint all that great; the shoulder area is too big. then i met ranjini & py, who gave me a flyer i had no use for. then i went to buy an oreo mcflurry, & the damn guy obviously has smth against me cos he went to shake it up real bad. i stood there, stunned for a moment, wondering what i had ever done to him, but no answer came to me so i said thankyou & left. ass.
i need to make more lists, hv got many things to do. i wish i was super sick, at least it beats being in between.
get this!
Anderson B girls are in national top 4!
whooo!!!!!!
we beat SCGS on mon, lost to RGS on tues, & beat YuYing ytd!
SC lost to us, beat YuYing, & WON RGS ytd!!! we were all like, OMG! they in or we in?! if they in, we out!!! but we're in, & our next match is on monday against either nanyang or jurong. omg.
:( phs & wrs are out...anderson is the only north zone team left in the running. as i blog, phs & wrs are playing against each other again at clementi. i tink steph & xiaohui are thr X) i wish they both got in! north zone is stong de lor. hais. my throat bloody HURTS.
Amy is in China now, i wonder how she's adjusting. i cant wait til dance on sat, i wana see the routine put tgt! i wana go shopping SO BAD, but i just cant. dosh is tight, & so is my schedule. im abt to go into negative figures alr ):
i wana go to sch tmr, but i dont wana take the math test ): i just wana go trng, cos tmr is shooting, will be slack. and its friday. i love cca on fridays. it is so relaxed. althou seeing how things hv been going lately, i dont tink i'll be relaxed v much. dang, its all my own fault.
sigh.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Light my cigarette, little boy!
Fergie's Glamourous:
if you aint got no money take yo'broke ass home
you say: if you aint got no money take yo'broke ass home
g-l-a-m-o-r-o-u-s, yeah g-l-a-m-o-r-o-u-s
(b-section:)
we flying the first class
up in the sky
poppin' champagne
livin' the life
in the fast lane
and i wont change
for the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy
(chorus:)
the glamorous,
the glamorous, glamorous (the glamorous life)
for the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy
(verse:)wear them gold and diamonds rings
all them things dont mean a thing
chaperons and limousines
shopping for expensive things
i be on the movie screens
magazines and boogie scenes
im not clean, im not pristine
im no queen, im no machine
i still go to taco bell
drivethrough, raw as hell
i dont care, im still real
no matter how many records i seal
after the show or after the grammys
i like to go cool out with the family
sippin', reminscing on days when i had a mustangand now i'm in...
(b-section then chorus)
(ludacris:)
im talking champagne wishes, caviar dreams
you deserve nothing but all the finer things
now this whole world has no clue to do with us
i've got enough money in the bank for the two of us
brother gotta keep enough lettuce
to support your shoe fetish
lifestyles so rich and famous
robin leach will get jealous
half a million for the stonestakin trips from here to Rome
so if you aint got no money take yo'broke ass home
g-l-a-m-o-r-o-u-s, yeah g-l-a-m-o-r-o-u-s
verse:
i got problems up to here
i've got people in my ear
telling me these crazy things that i dont want to know (fuck y'all)
i've got money in the bank
and i'd really like to thank
all the fans, i'd like to thank
thank you really though
cuz i remember yesterday
when i dreamt about the days
when i'd rock on mtv, that be really dope
damn, it's been a long road
and the industry is cold
i'm glad my daddy tell me so, he let his daugther know.
cool, i had no idea the song was abt that.
yawn. short week, & im not used to missing fridays. fridays are like, the best way to welcome the weekend. im stil glad thou.
went to sch late ytd, was lazy to stand at gate during assembly thus went to eat first. ugh, eating. too much of it lately okay. i've downed 2packets of Ruffles since last week tues or smth, but they're so good!
grr i want to go shopping. no, MUST RESIST TEMPTATION. hv to save up for present.
i've been really snappy this week. more than usual :(
im sorry at all the ppl i may hv upset (or not, cos i noe some din hear me) i noe i snapped at you guys & it totally wasnt ur fault SORRY.
pls blame PMS. or maybe im just not in a swell mood. sigh. sorry.
after school today i went to eat opp with some frens & we ate at a void deck, where we observed the shouting of a crazed old hag. oops, thats mean. then we got scared off by her coming towards us ("RUUUUN!!" no jk.) Lynette ran the fastest & forgot Nicholas' hp. So he had to go back to take then they came up with idea to go disturb the woman.
So Danny went & tried to help light her cigarette, only the lighter was empty :X the woman scolded him & lumbered off. we followed, giggling like mad.
she is freaky.
i dont wana stay home with Mum tmr...crap shd hv had dinner with ppl tonight, i forgot Mum's going to Aunt's place...i noe! i'll watch the dvd i borrowed! yay.
can we fix it please? i dont like fighting and cold shoulders.
if you aint got no money take yo'broke ass home
you say: if you aint got no money take yo'broke ass home
g-l-a-m-o-r-o-u-s, yeah g-l-a-m-o-r-o-u-s
(b-section:)
we flying the first class
up in the sky
poppin' champagne
livin' the life
in the fast lane
and i wont change
for the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy
(chorus:)
the glamorous,
the glamorous, glamorous (the glamorous life)
for the glamorous, oh the flossy flossy
(verse:)wear them gold and diamonds rings
all them things dont mean a thing
chaperons and limousines
shopping for expensive things
i be on the movie screens
magazines and boogie scenes
im not clean, im not pristine
im no queen, im no machine
i still go to taco bell
drivethrough, raw as hell
i dont care, im still real
no matter how many records i seal
after the show or after the grammys
i like to go cool out with the family
sippin', reminscing on days when i had a mustangand now i'm in...
(b-section then chorus)
(ludacris:)
im talking champagne wishes, caviar dreams
you deserve nothing but all the finer things
now this whole world has no clue to do with us
i've got enough money in the bank for the two of us
brother gotta keep enough lettuce
to support your shoe fetish
lifestyles so rich and famous
robin leach will get jealous
half a million for the stonestakin trips from here to Rome
so if you aint got no money take yo'broke ass home
g-l-a-m-o-r-o-u-s, yeah g-l-a-m-o-r-o-u-s
verse:
i got problems up to here
i've got people in my ear
telling me these crazy things that i dont want to know (fuck y'all)
i've got money in the bank
and i'd really like to thank
all the fans, i'd like to thank
thank you really though
cuz i remember yesterday
when i dreamt about the days
when i'd rock on mtv, that be really dope
damn, it's been a long road
and the industry is cold
i'm glad my daddy tell me so, he let his daugther know.
cool, i had no idea the song was abt that.
yawn. short week, & im not used to missing fridays. fridays are like, the best way to welcome the weekend. im stil glad thou.
went to sch late ytd, was lazy to stand at gate during assembly thus went to eat first. ugh, eating. too much of it lately okay. i've downed 2packets of Ruffles since last week tues or smth, but they're so good!
grr i want to go shopping. no, MUST RESIST TEMPTATION. hv to save up for present.
i've been really snappy this week. more than usual :(
im sorry at all the ppl i may hv upset (or not, cos i noe some din hear me) i noe i snapped at you guys & it totally wasnt ur fault SORRY.
pls blame PMS. or maybe im just not in a swell mood. sigh. sorry.
after school today i went to eat opp with some frens & we ate at a void deck, where we observed the shouting of a crazed old hag. oops, thats mean. then we got scared off by her coming towards us ("RUUUUN!!" no jk.) Lynette ran the fastest & forgot Nicholas' hp. So he had to go back to take then they came up with idea to go disturb the woman.
So Danny went & tried to help light her cigarette, only the lighter was empty :X the woman scolded him & lumbered off. we followed, giggling like mad.
she is freaky.
i dont wana stay home with Mum tmr...crap shd hv had dinner with ppl tonight, i forgot Mum's going to Aunt's place...i noe! i'll watch the dvd i borrowed! yay.
can we fix it please? i dont like fighting and cold shoulders.
Sunday, April 01, 2007
`my april fools day(:
Daddy's birthday!
i woke up at 10+, late for meeting misato. oops. she & i were going to buy a teddy bear for tht idiot chishun then meet the rest at 12.
no one informed us tht it had been cancelled.
i found out half an hr b4 we were supposed ot meet them & obviously both of us were damn pissed. but we went to buy the bear anw, nice ppl tht we are.
we went to eat at macs, where we started toying with possible pranks to pull...as it IS April Fools Day X)
we were mad at the guys, so.......
*calls kimchi*
*calls kimchi again*
*calls marcus*
"hello marcus? do u noe u make misato cry? she was totally looking forward to this the WHOLE wk, & then u cancel? u make her damn sad can, then now she crying & wont stop. walao. misato nvr cries lor, then now she wont stop! i duno what to do..."
HEHEHEEE we are evil. misato cldnt stop laughing. i am such a gd actress. i spent 5min on tht call.
WICKED X)
the whole point was to make them feel super bad. marcus was v apologetic & went to scold the others. chishun then apologized ltr & he sounded so apologetic tht we decided to tell him it wasnt true.
it was damn funny.
sorry guys, u were good sports :) & chishun stil gets his bear.
we were on a roll. so we pranked more ppl. we told like 5ppl tht misato was in love with them & got mixed reactions...i like kanika's best :DDDD junhe's wasnt v funny.
its so cool tht ppl can forget its april fools day.
i found out smth totally traumatic today :( i dont even noe how it began! how come ppl dont believe meeee... spent a fortune on food, how gluttony!
went to misato's place & laughed like crazy at ourselves on youtube XD
studied a LEETLE bit.
tried to choreograph moves but had no time.
went home.
bought loads of snacks at cheers on the way ))):
going to do hmwk now, happy aprils fools day everybody! :D
i woke up at 10+, late for meeting misato. oops. she & i were going to buy a teddy bear for tht idiot chishun then meet the rest at 12.
no one informed us tht it had been cancelled.
i found out half an hr b4 we were supposed ot meet them & obviously both of us were damn pissed. but we went to buy the bear anw, nice ppl tht we are.
we went to eat at macs, where we started toying with possible pranks to pull...as it IS April Fools Day X)
we were mad at the guys, so.......
*calls kimchi*
*calls kimchi again*
*calls marcus*
"hello marcus? do u noe u make misato cry? she was totally looking forward to this the WHOLE wk, & then u cancel? u make her damn sad can, then now she crying & wont stop. walao. misato nvr cries lor, then now she wont stop! i duno what to do..."
HEHEHEEE we are evil. misato cldnt stop laughing. i am such a gd actress. i spent 5min on tht call.
WICKED X)
the whole point was to make them feel super bad. marcus was v apologetic & went to scold the others. chishun then apologized ltr & he sounded so apologetic tht we decided to tell him it wasnt true.
it was damn funny.
sorry guys, u were good sports :) & chishun stil gets his bear.
we were on a roll. so we pranked more ppl. we told like 5ppl tht misato was in love with them & got mixed reactions...i like kanika's best :DDDD junhe's wasnt v funny.
its so cool tht ppl can forget its april fools day.
i found out smth totally traumatic today :( i dont even noe how it began! how come ppl dont believe meeee... spent a fortune on food, how gluttony!
went to misato's place & laughed like crazy at ourselves on youtube XD
studied a LEETLE bit.
tried to choreograph moves but had no time.
went home.
bought loads of snacks at cheers on the way ))):
going to do hmwk now, happy aprils fools day everybody! :D
Saturday, March 31, 2007
passion is as passion is<3
im sooo happy,
im finallyfinally doing what i LOVE
and that makes me so happy ((:
i got out of bed today, unsure if i'll make it to class. but as it turns out, i managed to finish chores in time to choing to class :D
i had absolutely very leetle time to get ready so i just grabbed a shirt,shorts & one of Cousin Amy's necklaces & dashed down to city hall like a madwoman. ugh.
all i ever accessorize with anymore are necklaces.
i shd really make an effort.
hmm.
anw i thot i was late. plus betty was MIA, so i sms-ed Julia who said XiuHui was on her way too. Olivia was cabbing down & wld be slightly late. ANW, dance was superfun today!
SUPERFUN
<333333
im so glad i made it to class, i wld hv KILLED myslf if i missed it today :DD
xiuhui likes dance now! & shirley & i were asked to stand in front & i was like, !#$%^&* !!! LOLLL it wasnt that bad in the end. olivia was so pro today, patrick likes her now. patrick tinks im weird cos i kept pulling my outfit ): in my haste, i had worn an outfit which showcased my flab & i kept tugging at it, so much so that he read it. HEH.
i guess the gd thing is he cld point out my mistakes & correct them (:
ate with julia, xiuhui & olivia at BK then rushed home while olivia went to campus auditions. mommy didnt allow me to go & support olivia & daphne )): OHWELL.
i've decided im going to listen to hongwei more from now on.
ziai too.
goodbye temptation & restlessness!
i need to go study for chem now (:
im finallyfinally doing what i LOVE
and that makes me so happy ((:
i got out of bed today, unsure if i'll make it to class. but as it turns out, i managed to finish chores in time to choing to class :D
i had absolutely very leetle time to get ready so i just grabbed a shirt,shorts & one of Cousin Amy's necklaces & dashed down to city hall like a madwoman. ugh.
all i ever accessorize with anymore are necklaces.
i shd really make an effort.
hmm.
anw i thot i was late. plus betty was MIA, so i sms-ed Julia who said XiuHui was on her way too. Olivia was cabbing down & wld be slightly late. ANW, dance was superfun today!
SUPERFUN
<333333
im so glad i made it to class, i wld hv KILLED myslf if i missed it today :DD
xiuhui likes dance now! & shirley & i were asked to stand in front & i was like, !#$%^&* !!! LOLLL it wasnt that bad in the end. olivia was so pro today, patrick likes her now. patrick tinks im weird cos i kept pulling my outfit ): in my haste, i had worn an outfit which showcased my flab & i kept tugging at it, so much so that he read it. HEH.
i guess the gd thing is he cld point out my mistakes & correct them (:
ate with julia, xiuhui & olivia at BK then rushed home while olivia went to campus auditions. mommy didnt allow me to go & support olivia & daphne )): OHWELL.
i've decided im going to listen to hongwei more from now on.
ziai too.
goodbye temptation & restlessness!
i need to go study for chem now (:
Friday, March 30, 2007
fishnet umbrellas
steph showed me the 10 reasons she specially got for me cos im EMO
LOL it was hilarious. i love the fishnet umbrella, Unhappy meal and get sunburn frm opening the fridge ones X)
AND vs Newtown today
won 73:35 :D
& omg the WRS vs Newtown guys match b4 us was so scary, esp the freethrows which wld decide the outcome of the game!
big nose, big nose, big nose
discrimination & hypocrisy
bombed the math test today ):
moodwise:
neutral, kinda slacky b4 recess
panicky aft recess
cheery aft sch (according to misato)
excited during match
sian diao upon reaching sch
frustrated when practising shooting
super sian diao from dinner on til reach home
i had rojak for dinner & amazingly im still full.
fantastic.
oops, it was more like 3/4 plate of rojak.
and a cup of ice cream.
to sum up this week, it was emotionally conflicting.
i have many accusations thrown at me now, like my 'too proper' speech, my supposed dao-ness (=.= i am like, so not dao), my bumbo-ness and a few more i am too lazy to type out.
am going to bed, so sian lor.
buy me a fishnet umbrella u pundeh, LOLLL
i injected indian in my speech, happy?
LOL it was hilarious. i love the fishnet umbrella, Unhappy meal and get sunburn frm opening the fridge ones X)
AND vs Newtown today
won 73:35 :D
& omg the WRS vs Newtown guys match b4 us was so scary, esp the freethrows which wld decide the outcome of the game!
big nose, big nose, big nose
i totally got misunderstood lately. once, twice, three times, four.
nooo.
how come ppl see things this way when its actually so far from the truth?
and how come ppl only believe what they want & if the truth's not the answer they're looking for, they reject it?
bombed the math test today ):
moodwise:
neutral, kinda slacky b4 recess
panicky aft recess
cheery aft sch (according to misato)
excited during match
sian diao upon reaching sch
frustrated when practising shooting
super sian diao from dinner on til reach home
i had rojak for dinner & amazingly im still full.
fantastic.
oops, it was more like 3/4 plate of rojak.
and a cup of ice cream.
to sum up this week, it was emotionally conflicting.
i have many accusations thrown at me now, like my 'too proper' speech, my supposed dao-ness (=.= i am like, so not dao), my bumbo-ness and a few more i am too lazy to type out.
am going to bed, so sian lor.
buy me a fishnet umbrella u pundeh, LOLLL
i injected indian in my speech, happy?
Monday, March 26, 2007
a trip to the doc's
i just went to the nsc for my appt and didnt go 4 training, which, u may not belif, i reli wanted to go.
i was using my big pony bag today. as usual, it was partially open ( or closed, whichever)
& i cldnt help but wonder what ppl must hv thot of me, with my coke & pringles inside. they must hv been like, gawd, look at her awful diet! soft drinks & chips, gosh!
becos, quite a few ppl looked at me, & this woman stared at me as i was drinking my coke. i tink the nurse gave me a glance too. im nvr bringing junk food there again.
oh. my doctor's name is MALCOLM WATSON GREAVES.
uh, sounds like grieves.
not a gd thing huh? esp when he's a doctor.
OH, THE IRONY.
:D
ooh. prof greaves is so cool. for one, he does look kinda grievy, like, he din smile at all or crack a joke to lighten the tension. he's got coffee brown eyes, head full of thinning white hair (HA, oxymoron, head FULL of THINNING...ok nvm) & these wrinkles which say "I AM WISE & KNOWLEDGABLE" hehe.
he went quiet for a bit & i thot, oh, how gloomy. & then he says, "so if nth else we'll see u again in 2mths" & he smiles!
LOL he looks so grandfatherly when he smiles. i am operating on a hunch that that is what grandpas look like cos mine both died long ago, but prof greaves totally looks like the grandpa type pictured in the movies!
So cool, lol.
So then aft that i went down to the pharmacy to collect my meds & i was so busy sms-ing ppl that i went str in & totally forgot to take a queue number!
plus, i didnt rmb.
so i sat down waiting stupidly for like 25min =.=
all the while happily sms-ing away & tinking my turn's bound to come soon.
-.-
why am i so bimbotic?!?!?!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR pissed off.
i feel so DUMB.
at least i rmb-ed then, & didnt stone there the whole afternoon.
grahh.
So guess what?
Consultation fee ALONE was $21, w/o govt sub is $48.70!
O.M.G.
AND, the 2meds i got cost $23.05 in total, & i dont even wana noe how much it wld hv been w/o govt paying some of it.
i am so broke now.
$40+ on doctor stuff ):
i am going to finish my coke & pringles.
(PS, i am seriously disturbed by this GIANT UGLY lizard in the room, u tink XiaXue will come & kill it for me? i hate lizards, & this horrid one is STARING at me. oh, shudder.)
X(
i was using my big pony bag today. as usual, it was partially open ( or closed, whichever)
& i cldnt help but wonder what ppl must hv thot of me, with my coke & pringles inside. they must hv been like, gawd, look at her awful diet! soft drinks & chips, gosh!
becos, quite a few ppl looked at me, & this woman stared at me as i was drinking my coke. i tink the nurse gave me a glance too. im nvr bringing junk food there again.
oh. my doctor's name is MALCOLM WATSON GREAVES.
uh, sounds like grieves.
not a gd thing huh? esp when he's a doctor.
OH, THE IRONY.
:D
ooh. prof greaves is so cool. for one, he does look kinda grievy, like, he din smile at all or crack a joke to lighten the tension. he's got coffee brown eyes, head full of thinning white hair (HA, oxymoron, head FULL of THINNING...ok nvm) & these wrinkles which say "I AM WISE & KNOWLEDGABLE" hehe.
he went quiet for a bit & i thot, oh, how gloomy. & then he says, "so if nth else we'll see u again in 2mths" & he smiles!
LOL he looks so grandfatherly when he smiles. i am operating on a hunch that that is what grandpas look like cos mine both died long ago, but prof greaves totally looks like the grandpa type pictured in the movies!
So cool, lol.
So then aft that i went down to the pharmacy to collect my meds & i was so busy sms-ing ppl that i went str in & totally forgot to take a queue number!
plus, i didnt rmb.
so i sat down waiting stupidly for like 25min =.=
all the while happily sms-ing away & tinking my turn's bound to come soon.
-.-
why am i so bimbotic?!?!?!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR pissed off.
i feel so DUMB.
at least i rmb-ed then, & didnt stone there the whole afternoon.
grahh.
So guess what?
Consultation fee ALONE was $21, w/o govt sub is $48.70!
O.M.G.
AND, the 2meds i got cost $23.05 in total, & i dont even wana noe how much it wld hv been w/o govt paying some of it.
i am so broke now.
$40+ on doctor stuff ):
i am going to finish my coke & pringles.
(PS, i am seriously disturbed by this GIANT UGLY lizard in the room, u tink XiaXue will come & kill it for me? i hate lizards, & this horrid one is STARING at me. oh, shudder.)
X(
Sunday, March 25, 2007
Cousin Amy rocks
This is a post entirely abt my gorgeous cousin Amy.
i spent the afternoon with Amy biao jie, & i wld still be there watching Mean Girls had today not been a Sunday where i wld hv to go to sch tmr.
Amy biao jie watched me grow up, & as a kid she was my idol. She was evrything i wanted to be. Now she's moving to China ='(
Althou Amy biao jie is maybe twice my age, she's totally cool & looks young. well, she IS young. gorgeous, glamourous, independent, passionate Cousin Amy, who turns heads everywhere she goes.
seriously, she looks so glam when she dresses up & even when she doesnt, she has this look that is so effortlessly classy. like today, i was due at her place for waxing. & she had been out with her frens so she came wearing this simple empire cut dress with a belt over jeans & sunglasses. simple, yet sophisticated. so polished.
see, thats why she was my idol. i guess i still kinda wana be like her, except for the whole move-to-china-with-husband-cos-of-his-job thang because 1) my chinese is abt as gd as Hermise, Amy's cat. (exactly, i cant speak chinese.) 2) my husband wld not hv to move anywhere. if anth, he'll be moving other ppl cos he's gona be a bigshot in the company. make that HIS company ((: but hey, everyone's gotta start somewhere, its cool.
i found the perfect shade of red in Amy's house. im gonna use the exact shade when i get to do my own room. & i ADORE those ceiling-to-floor wardrobe doors in the spare rm. the cover the length of one wall! SO perfect.
i love Amy's house. it was so plain when she got it.
Biao jie is a beautician in training. that means she's licensed to do manicures, pedicures, facials, massages, waxing amongst other things. & she's probably gona open her own shop when she returns in 3yrs.
was gona write more, but my mom is irritating me. actually now she's pissing me off.
better go now.
bye.
i spent the afternoon with Amy biao jie, & i wld still be there watching Mean Girls had today not been a Sunday where i wld hv to go to sch tmr.
Amy biao jie watched me grow up, & as a kid she was my idol. She was evrything i wanted to be. Now she's moving to China ='(
Althou Amy biao jie is maybe twice my age, she's totally cool & looks young. well, she IS young. gorgeous, glamourous, independent, passionate Cousin Amy, who turns heads everywhere she goes.
seriously, she looks so glam when she dresses up & even when she doesnt, she has this look that is so effortlessly classy. like today, i was due at her place for waxing. & she had been out with her frens so she came wearing this simple empire cut dress with a belt over jeans & sunglasses. simple, yet sophisticated. so polished.
see, thats why she was my idol. i guess i still kinda wana be like her, except for the whole move-to-china-with-husband-cos-of-his-job thang because 1) my chinese is abt as gd as Hermise, Amy's cat. (exactly, i cant speak chinese.) 2) my husband wld not hv to move anywhere. if anth, he'll be moving other ppl cos he's gona be a bigshot in the company. make that HIS company ((: but hey, everyone's gotta start somewhere, its cool.
i found the perfect shade of red in Amy's house. im gonna use the exact shade when i get to do my own room. & i ADORE those ceiling-to-floor wardrobe doors in the spare rm. the cover the length of one wall! SO perfect.
i love Amy's house. it was so plain when she got it.
Biao jie is a beautician in training. that means she's licensed to do manicures, pedicures, facials, massages, waxing amongst other things. & she's probably gona open her own shop when she returns in 3yrs.
was gona write more, but my mom is irritating me. actually now she's pissing me off.
better go now.
bye.
Saturday, March 24, 2007
xanga? grahhh.
spent 5hrs trying to make my Xanga site more presentable but stupid Xanga just doesnt work for me. didnt even get to upload my vintage glam pic.
ANYWAY
aside frm the failed Xanga revamp, i had a lovely day!
got PSed by betty, went dancing & made 3 new frens ((((((:
hows that?
independent Olivia, cool Shirley & sweet Julia, who doesnt hv a nickname.
poor Julia, i shall call her Jules. hmm, no, Julia suits her better :D
Julia looks nice without her glasses u noe. she shd switch to contacts, which r high maintanence but oh-so-rewarding.
i hv been online for ages. i had planned to study ):
u noe, i tink Blogger is fine, Xanga has that irritating bannerad that u hv to pay for to remove, or use that special code that they tell us not to use. i shant move to Xanga anytime soon, but im glad Cheryl finds its working great for her.
my sliced fingers are healing fine, the wound's closing alr. yippie.
oh hey i realized Olivia joined too, so i gotta support Daphne & Olivia :D
havent been able to reach qh for a few days. sigh, i wana talk to her.
&when i look into ur eyes, the rest of the world is an insignificant blur.
we stayed like that for a moment
a moment too short to last forever
a moment too long to not matter
&we stayed like that for a moment.
you & i.
wld u hv looked away if i hadnt made u?
i admit i got lost for a bit.
u're a distraction, but u're my distraction
& u're as good as distractions get.
ANYWAY
aside frm the failed Xanga revamp, i had a lovely day!
got PSed by betty, went dancing & made 3 new frens ((((((:
hows that?
independent Olivia, cool Shirley & sweet Julia, who doesnt hv a nickname.
poor Julia, i shall call her Jules. hmm, no, Julia suits her better :D
Julia looks nice without her glasses u noe. she shd switch to contacts, which r high maintanence but oh-so-rewarding.
i hv been online for ages. i had planned to study ):
u noe, i tink Blogger is fine, Xanga has that irritating bannerad that u hv to pay for to remove, or use that special code that they tell us not to use. i shant move to Xanga anytime soon, but im glad Cheryl finds its working great for her.
my sliced fingers are healing fine, the wound's closing alr. yippie.
oh hey i realized Olivia joined too, so i gotta support Daphne & Olivia :D
havent been able to reach qh for a few days. sigh, i wana talk to her.
&when i look into ur eyes, the rest of the world is an insignificant blur.
we stayed like that for a moment
a moment too short to last forever
a moment too long to not matter
&we stayed like that for a moment.
you & i.
wld u hv looked away if i hadnt made u?
i admit i got lost for a bit.
u're a distraction, but u're my distraction
& u're as good as distractions get.
Friday, March 23, 2007
byebye window
today i forgot to bring money to sch. i need to rmb to return money to zhangming.
yawn.
someone called me emo. hah. i am not emo.
althou i do hv cuts on my hands & wrists now.
aft sch, i witnessed an explosion of glass.
okay it was pretty cool but also super dangerous.
NOOOO THIS IS SUCH A BORING POST.
SHHH, i have a secret.
kailing's essay? wasnt reli by KAILING (:
dennis is dumb. everyone knows that glass cuts. edges are SHARP. i was holding a piece of glass, & the guy decides to snatch it frm me & pulls it frm my hand, effectively slicing my fingers.
SLICED FINGERS.
ouch. & i accidentally cut myslf on the wrist with the glass.
training was FUN.
i am SLEEPY.
Lit teacher gave us OREOS!
i gave half my Toblerone away ):
& i am HUNGRY.
hv a gd weekend! an interesting post will come...when im more awake.
much love.
yawn.
someone called me emo. hah. i am not emo.
althou i do hv cuts on my hands & wrists now.
aft sch, i witnessed an explosion of glass.
okay it was pretty cool but also super dangerous.
NOOOO THIS IS SUCH A BORING POST.
SHHH, i have a secret.
kailing's essay? wasnt reli by KAILING (:
dennis is dumb. everyone knows that glass cuts. edges are SHARP. i was holding a piece of glass, & the guy decides to snatch it frm me & pulls it frm my hand, effectively slicing my fingers.
SLICED FINGERS.
ouch. & i accidentally cut myslf on the wrist with the glass.
training was FUN.
i am SLEEPY.
Lit teacher gave us OREOS!
i gave half my Toblerone away ):
& i am HUNGRY.
hv a gd weekend! an interesting post will come...when im more awake.
much love.
Saturday, March 17, 2007
camp!
back frm happy camping! i meant to keep a photojournal of campstuff but all i got is a few measly shots which don tell much.
meng meng & alvina!
yay, our trainers/instructors! crazy monkey lah, that meng meng (:
i did the freaky CRC! the toughest one somemore, & i fastest leh! X))) no, actually i was like, SLOW. ohwell!
kayaking! lol, ernest fell suddenly & went splash. then we almost capsized (: & i hv an orh ceh as a cool souvenir.
rockclimbing was...tiring & difficult for shorties like me, as in, short legged. ):
absailing! did i spell wrong? is it abseiling? whichever. was doable!
inline skating was great! i landed on my butt zero times, for the first time! cheers!
ooh im so tired now. damn sleepy seh.
mealtimes were so grahh. hate the washing system can, ew.
bathtimes were super duper short lah, cannot wash properly, plus damn cool. shiok lah, but my hot water bath was absolute bliss. i need it hot X)
bedtimes are boring, too early, and completely uncomfortable.
but all in all,
IM A HAPPY CAMPER!
loves the 3/3 cheer.
loves FIFI* :D
loves (hmm ok mayb not so much) the dance XD
loves the campfire
loves most of the cheers *EVERYBODY DANCE NOW*
hahha.
when we arrived back at sch, i was kinda jealous of the ppl who could just go home & slp happily. not me, i had class. ohwell, im not complaining, i love it! and, i was gonna go support DAPHNE :D but it got changed.
i tink my sentence structures now like crap right, don make sense. too sleepy to really care, sorry.
Meng Meng!:every bit as kiddish as us acts abouts half OUR age! =D
cool class today, saw juniors. had fun. need sleep. bumped into ben. idiot. camp is TIRING. i feel thoroughly exercised. grr doesnt make sense. i mean stretched.
meng meng & alvina!
yay, our trainers/instructors! crazy monkey lah, that meng meng (:
i did the freaky CRC! the toughest one somemore, & i fastest leh! X))) no, actually i was like, SLOW. ohwell!
kayaking! lol, ernest fell suddenly & went splash. then we almost capsized (: & i hv an orh ceh as a cool souvenir.
rockclimbing was...tiring & difficult for shorties like me, as in, short legged. ):
absailing! did i spell wrong? is it abseiling? whichever. was doable!
inline skating was great! i landed on my butt zero times, for the first time! cheers!
ooh im so tired now. damn sleepy seh.
mealtimes were so grahh. hate the washing system can, ew.
bathtimes were super duper short lah, cannot wash properly, plus damn cool. shiok lah, but my hot water bath was absolute bliss. i need it hot X)
bedtimes are boring, too early, and completely uncomfortable.
but all in all,
IM A HAPPY CAMPER!
loves the 3/3 cheer.
loves FIFI* :D
loves (hmm ok mayb not so much) the dance XD
loves the campfire
loves most of the cheers *EVERYBODY DANCE NOW*
hahha.
when we arrived back at sch, i was kinda jealous of the ppl who could just go home & slp happily. not me, i had class. ohwell, im not complaining, i love it! and, i was gonna go support DAPHNE :D but it got changed.
i tink my sentence structures now like crap right, don make sense. too sleepy to really care, sorry.
Meng Meng!:
cool class today, saw juniors. had fun. need sleep. bumped into ben. idiot. camp is TIRING. i feel thoroughly exercised. grr doesnt make sense. i mean stretched.
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
bai se qing ren jie!
the babes i spent white valentines day with!
kaiting & i looking COOL~ lol, no we're just playing! hehe.
look out kaiting! my 'scissors' will cut off ur head! ahha so lame X)
sitting at our remote place, chatting. sorry i noe its blur (:
My lovely ZiAi & KaiTing! ;D
the lovely Grace & ZiAi! LOL.
hmm i tink the pics are abit small, shant put small le.
kaiting helping ziai take off her shirt! =DDD its totally blur.
finally, Grace & ZiAi posing pretty in front of the camera! :D i am such a gd photographer, u noe, aside frm the whole blur pics thing X)
i love the remote place <333
totally cosmic
hi darlings i had a gorgeous day & im feeling quite hungry.
hah no link right. ohwell it rained when i was walking home and- GRRR omg i hate those stupid irritating STRANGERS on msn who keep trying to talk to me & im just plain not interested to talking to strangers. why the hell was i so nice to even accept their add huh.
so anyway.
i had a gorgeous day!
went to sch, went to mrt stn, went to PS.
Adel, ZiAi, KaiTing & Grace. yay.
we didnt watch movie, had big lunch, then went to arcade.
i so want those adorable Monokuro Boo pigs.
then adel left & us 3 went to a remote place & talked alot alot.
yay i've rediscovered 2 frens who understand ((:
im a happy duckling.
now if only i can hv some food.
ohyes. this morn i met joshua at the mrt stn & now i only owe him a buck.
i've got a whole bunch of things to pack for camp & i best get started!
but i wana idle here.
what to do.
this will probably be my last post b4 i go off & be a happy camper.
miss me kay dearies, i noe u ppl read but dont tag, like ZiAi (:
when one fren leaves another comes.
no link! ^^
grr my foot is numb.
off to raid kitchen.
hah no link right. ohwell it rained when i was walking home and- GRRR omg i hate those stupid irritating STRANGERS on msn who keep trying to talk to me & im just plain not interested to talking to strangers. why the hell was i so nice to even accept their add huh.
so anyway.
i had a gorgeous day!
went to sch, went to mrt stn, went to PS.
Adel, ZiAi, KaiTing & Grace. yay.
we didnt watch movie, had big lunch, then went to arcade.
i so want those adorable Monokuro Boo pigs.
then adel left & us 3 went to a remote place & talked alot alot.
yay i've rediscovered 2 frens who understand ((:
im a happy duckling.
now if only i can hv some food.
ohyes. this morn i met joshua at the mrt stn & now i only owe him a buck.
i've got a whole bunch of things to pack for camp & i best get started!
but i wana idle here.
what to do.
this will probably be my last post b4 i go off & be a happy camper.
miss me kay dearies, i noe u ppl read but dont tag, like ZiAi (:
when one fren leaves another comes.
no link! ^^
grr my foot is numb.
off to raid kitchen.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
restless!
i havent a clue as to why i've been so restless lately.
alright, maybe i do, but it cant be just that.
its dinnertime! for the 1st time in 3days im not dining with qh & shirley, shd save me some money (:
TTo7 is off again...sadly. grahh.
its raining again. v spontaneous. cool.
i cant get over this restlessness. i totally feel the need to DO SMTH, but i dunno what. maybe i shd do hmwk. hmm.
not.
i dont really want to.
maybe later.
i do hope tmr will be a nice gd day when im not restlessly awaiting whatever im awaiting. yeah. doesnt reli make sense. ohwell.
to a gd day tmr! *thumbs up*
alright, maybe i do, but it cant be just that.
its dinnertime! for the 1st time in 3days im not dining with qh & shirley, shd save me some money (:
TTo7 is off again...sadly. grahh.
its raining again. v spontaneous. cool.
i cant get over this restlessness. i totally feel the need to DO SMTH, but i dunno what. maybe i shd do hmwk. hmm.
not.
i dont really want to.
maybe later.
i do hope tmr will be a nice gd day when im not restlessly awaiting whatever im awaiting. yeah. doesnt reli make sense. ohwell.
to a gd day tmr! *thumbs up*
Sunday, March 11, 2007
whats left?
grrrr XP cancelled.
but then now im free X)
however this means im gonna burst soon
omg i hope qh calls soon if i dont talk to somebody smth inside me might go POP.
*restless*
*hungry*
the high feeling finally left me.
all the things left undiscovered.
leave me empty & left to wonder.
i need you.
dont walk away.
hah, ashlee simpson's undiscovered
such a contrast to the bouncy balloon-y feeling i had the past 2days!
kinda feel like crying & very empty inside, i tink its cos im hungry X)
i want to be happy again! what can i do??
wat time do i go to sch tmr?
hmm.
hv to check w somebody.
i feel like binging!
i feel like eating!
i feel like sighing.
where are you? what are you doing? ):
but then now im free X)
however this means im gonna burst soon
omg i hope qh calls soon if i dont talk to somebody smth inside me might go POP.
*restless*
*hungry*
the high feeling finally left me.
all the things left undiscovered.
leave me empty & left to wonder.
i need you.
dont walk away.
hah, ashlee simpson's undiscovered
such a contrast to the bouncy balloon-y feeling i had the past 2days!
kinda feel like crying & very empty inside, i tink its cos im hungry X)
i want to be happy again! what can i do??
wat time do i go to sch tmr?
hmm.
hv to check w somebody.
i feel like binging!
i feel like eating!
i feel like sighing.
where are you? what are you doing? ):
hello march hols!
ahah this sunk in abit late huh, ITS THE HOLS AGAIN! yay yay yay.
plans today:
-slack at home
-meet XP @ 3+
-buy girlstuff
-hopefully meet QH aft dat
-slack at home somemore
whee i went to read Meg Cabot's All American Girl again. love that book. Sam&David are so cute.
blahhhhhhhh i am seriously worried abt Bets. she's totally a s----- now. & she's addicted ok! she;s got all the symtoms: lethargic, lack of focus, well anw she's totally suffering frm cig------ withdrawal. omg what am i gonna do if smth happens to her? i cant lose her as a fren, i totally obsess to QH & Bets abt almost everything! i'll hv 1less listener! & companion to do fun crazy thing with! i so want her to quit. this is so not gd for her.
plus, she's convinced she'll nvr be anth in life.
thats's just so not true.
i hate the propaganda the stupid sch forces upon their students. with all due respect to the deyi ppl in charge, they cant just assume all their students will go to poly & not make it to jc! according to Bets, the teachers nvr even mention JC to the kids, its all poly this & poly that- its like they've alr put them down as completely unable to do well in O lvls to be able to get into JC! someone shd pt this out to the deyi teachers.
grrr this pisses me off.
has anyone noticed an increase in the no of teen smokers nowadays?
why has so little been done to attempt to rectify this?
up the price, i say! jack it up so high that no average teen student can buy it w/o putting a serious hole in their pocket.
i hate cigarettes.
is it not bad enuf that my dad has been blowing cigarette smoke in my face since forever that now even my frens hv to do it too?
who the hell invented this killer thing. IT KILLS, do the smokers care so little abt that?
i was so suffocating ytd when i was flanked by 2smokers on either side of me, on my left my fren & on my right some stupid act cool guy who tried to pick us up "for his company".
more like attempt to hit on us, i say.
that asshole didnt even let us keep the namecard, that loser.
loser.
loser.
loser.
*pissed off*
grrrrrrrrrr. see, i can discuss intellectual stuff alright, i am so not bimbotic.
*sees the time*
crap i gotta meet XP in an hour & i havent done anth.
i cant wait to go to sch tmr! omg i can hardly sit still. OMG!
*bounces up & down in excitement*
^^
plans today:
-slack at home
-meet XP @ 3+
-buy girlstuff
-hopefully meet QH aft dat
-slack at home somemore
whee i went to read Meg Cabot's All American Girl again. love that book. Sam&David are so cute.
blahhhhhhhh i am seriously worried abt Bets. she's totally a s----- now. & she's addicted ok! she;s got all the symtoms: lethargic, lack of focus, well anw she's totally suffering frm cig------ withdrawal. omg what am i gonna do if smth happens to her? i cant lose her as a fren, i totally obsess to QH & Bets abt almost everything! i'll hv 1less listener! & companion to do fun crazy thing with! i so want her to quit. this is so not gd for her.
plus, she's convinced she'll nvr be anth in life.
thats's just so not true.
i hate the propaganda the stupid sch forces upon their students. with all due respect to the deyi ppl in charge, they cant just assume all their students will go to poly & not make it to jc! according to Bets, the teachers nvr even mention JC to the kids, its all poly this & poly that- its like they've alr put them down as completely unable to do well in O lvls to be able to get into JC! someone shd pt this out to the deyi teachers.
grrr this pisses me off.
has anyone noticed an increase in the no of teen smokers nowadays?
why has so little been done to attempt to rectify this?
up the price, i say! jack it up so high that no average teen student can buy it w/o putting a serious hole in their pocket.
i hate cigarettes.
is it not bad enuf that my dad has been blowing cigarette smoke in my face since forever that now even my frens hv to do it too?
who the hell invented this killer thing. IT KILLS, do the smokers care so little abt that?
i was so suffocating ytd when i was flanked by 2smokers on either side of me, on my left my fren & on my right some stupid act cool guy who tried to pick us up "for his company".
more like attempt to hit on us, i say.
that asshole didnt even let us keep the namecard, that loser.
loser.
loser.
loser.
*pissed off*
grrrrrrrrrr. see, i can discuss intellectual stuff alright, i am so not bimbotic.
*sees the time*
crap i gotta meet XP in an hour & i havent done anth.
i cant wait to go to sch tmr! omg i can hardly sit still. OMG!
*bounces up & down in excitement*
^^
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