hello babes i havent died! lol, i use the com like once in 2weeks now...
therefore i am gonna do smth i probably shd hv done a loooong time ago!
ANNOUNCEMENT
Dear fellow humans of the wonderful planet Earth, allureofthelushh is now under hiatus. H-I-A-T-U-S. yep, this time she's going away for real. Grace is gonna mug and cram and STUDY! So, this blog is gonna be dead til after the all important EOYs, which will end on the 9th of October. Miss her okay!
yeah okay that's it.
just a few more things: im now listening to Wang Lee Hom & like, omg he is SOOOOOOOOOO majorly majorly talented!!!!!!!!!!! this is like a repeat realisation. u noe, its like, u alr KNOW he's mega talented hunky singer, then life goes on, & awhile later u listen to his songs again & u're like, WOW! i'd forgotten how fantastic he is! that kinda thing.
he so ranks way up there on my list, along with AXSY, although for different reasons. Oh u noe, JC bought AXSY's CD for me last week! everybody, cheer for JiaCai! yay yay yay i LOVE the album, thankyou soo much bestie! :D
ahahah does anyone notice the similiarities between these two major hunks whom i LOVE? Alexander Wang Lee Hom and Ambrose Xu Shao Yang. Aside from the fact that they both have english names that start with A,they're both super fluent in english & them speaking english? OMG, super delicious sounding lahhhh. and yeah, okay they're both over 30 =.= you guys just wanted me to admit that, didnt u? horrible ppl. BUT THEY'RE SO GORGEOUSLY SWOON MATERIAL!
*sighs dreamily*
one day, when i have alot of money (and that day will come, i just know it, i was so not made for poverty, and life as i know it must be luxuriously comfortable!) i am gonna buy all the albums WLH ever put out, and of course i will get all the dramas & CDs AXSY has been involved in too. and it wldnt be counted as wastes of money, cause WLH is such a huge talent that like, ALL his songs sound great, and AXSY (while admittedly one of my faves ever) doesnt really hv loads of stuff i can purchase so yeah. i'll get them all!
and i've been toying with the idea of redecorating for the longest time ever. i mean, ever since pri sch i've wanted to repaint my room/s but yeah Mom didnt & still doesnt allow. plus, we so need new sofa sets, not to mention wardrobes! and she too can tell that my bookcase is like, totally sagging in the middle, due to the fact that unlike most ppl nowadays, i have alot of books. like, ALOT of books. sigh, i am such a nerd. also, i want a whole lot of totally unnecessary stuff. yeah, i love to spend money on unnecessary things. so sue me.
you know, i need a new phone soon. maybe like the end of this year. my samsung keypad is starting to lose sensitivity. sadly, this always happens after abt a year of using samsung phones. so i shd start researching handphones. cant tell Daddy yet, he'll be kinda pissed, seeing as it'll only be a year of using this phone when November rolls around. that means i've gotta use it for another 2-3mths. plus, iof i tell him in Nov, i still gotta wait a few mths fpr him to come up with some money for his precious daughter to spend on a new phone. or he'll just gimme one of his present ones. so, it's likely that i'll get a new phone for Christmas or my birthday or seeing as both my parents like to cheat me outta presents, he'll be like, nah i give u hp then counted as present for Christmas & birthday alr hor. sigh, i hate it that my hps always need changing when its ard Christmas & my birthday. i hate these dates, they are so...not fun. i hate my birthday. i hate that its so early. i hate that no one cares. i hate that i always get emo. yucks. okay i love my birthday. that is such a lie. when was the last time i got a freaking cake? when was the last time anyone remembered and didnt hv to ask me what i want cos they alr knew me well enuf? when was the last time someone even really cared? ahahha ok its lucky no one reads my blog. if anyone does, dont bother abt what i write here, it doesnt matter. it doesnt matter!
okay, so rmb that the blog is gonna be dead for awhile, abt a mth from now i'll post again and until then, enjoy some good songs and study for your exams yeah! :D
and if the stress and frustration gets you down, eat something! like chocolate. like Hershey's Speecial Dark Chocolate. like Oreo Chessecake. and then tackle the stupid textbooks and hmwk again. or if u want a calorie-free solution, go for a run. but always rmb to come back. run with Lee Hom in your ears (((:
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
melancholy, melodrama, mellow
hello hello! how weird, i seem to only like to post on wednesdays. as meifeng wld say, STRANGE. so today is like, minshan & fadhil's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU TWO!
i can hear the contestants from Live The Dream singing in the background. mom is watching it. so like, today is a rather cool day, & many things happened in the past wk.
for one, turns out i didnt hv to buy Lavender! qh has had it since like, forever, & she lent it to me, tgt w the book. im reading a chinese book! wow, i nvr thot i'll see that day. neither did you, huh? LOL. i've watched XunYiCao until the last 3discs alr. i dont wana finish watching it! sigh. i am so so so lusting over Xu Shao Yang lah can, he looks so cool in there. like, jsdajgcfuekjchkf that he is twice my age. grah. im gonna watch Ai Qing Jing Ji Yue next. now to figure out if i shd buy it or watch it on youtube or smth. or borrow it. speaking of which, shd i borrow the hongkong show one? its like $16 for 2wks, damn cheat money lah, i one day can finish watching lor, then i go buy also around $30. but then again i dont really like the actors. alright, im biased, i only noe 3 of the main actors, & YES, XuSaoYang is one of them! also, the pawnshop no.8 or smth like that seems pretty cool, but dang if it isnt expensive to borrow. SIGH.
cant wait, cant wait til the hols! short as they are. sigh, i'll be sec FOUR soon. super soon. and then comes my birthday. sigh, alone again. early birthdays suck like vacuum cleaners. by alone, i mean of course, the no one remembering thing, but nvm (:
i am currently all over things connected to AXSY. like red things. i love red things, i have since last year, and wowie, he seems to like it too! u'd be blind or REALLY unobservant to not notice that he wears smth red in almost all the scenes, has red on his guitars, & has got like 2 red cars or smth. red is hot. HOT. dont worry, im sure my craze will burn out soon, they always seem to, except of course when it comes to-....................
him & him. yucks. was sure i'd put it behind me but then someone brought him up & i was like, OH BUMMER, I AM SO BUMMED OUT immediately. eeek. whatever! then the other one, dunno lah, also quite gloomgloomdarkcloud-esque. lol, my eng is atrocious.
speaking of atrocious things, i failed both sciences by like a few marks & barely passed chinese. EEK. have nvr come this close to failing mt b4, which reminds me, i've got mt hmwk to do.
i love my pretty nails! they are like, so pretty. woot. poor me, i so have like not enough money to go around. lets think: shd i buy the CDs 1st, the nail polish, the mini rouge or what?
oh, oh, u noe, i think i cant go to japan anymore, like, my horrible grades hv made my chances like, splat. sucks lah, who noes when i can step outta the country now. i mean, i am so miserably low income.
last night, i listened to Dui Bu Qi, Wo Ai Ni by liang jing ru & i tink like, whoa got this song de ar. lo. i love Wo Huai Nian De by Sun Yan Zi! its so cool, its bool.
GRINGRINGRINGRINGRIN i feel alot of weird mixed up things today. i am happy, melancholic, nostalgic, excited, jealous, angry and bittersweet. bittersweet. LOL, how can i feel bittersweet? well boo, i do. not bitter, but bittersweet. sigh.
okay hon, gtg bye!
i can hear the contestants from Live The Dream singing in the background. mom is watching it. so like, today is a rather cool day, & many things happened in the past wk.
for one, turns out i didnt hv to buy Lavender! qh has had it since like, forever, & she lent it to me, tgt w the book. im reading a chinese book! wow, i nvr thot i'll see that day. neither did you, huh? LOL. i've watched XunYiCao until the last 3discs alr. i dont wana finish watching it! sigh. i am so so so lusting over Xu Shao Yang lah can, he looks so cool in there. like, jsdajgcfuekjchkf that he is twice my age. grah. im gonna watch Ai Qing Jing Ji Yue next. now to figure out if i shd buy it or watch it on youtube or smth. or borrow it. speaking of which, shd i borrow the hongkong show one? its like $16 for 2wks, damn cheat money lah, i one day can finish watching lor, then i go buy also around $30. but then again i dont really like the actors. alright, im biased, i only noe 3 of the main actors, & YES, XuSaoYang is one of them! also, the pawnshop no.8 or smth like that seems pretty cool, but dang if it isnt expensive to borrow. SIGH.
cant wait, cant wait til the hols! short as they are. sigh, i'll be sec FOUR soon. super soon. and then comes my birthday. sigh, alone again. early birthdays suck like vacuum cleaners. by alone, i mean of course, the no one remembering thing, but nvm (:
i am currently all over things connected to AXSY. like red things. i love red things, i have since last year, and wowie, he seems to like it too! u'd be blind or REALLY unobservant to not notice that he wears smth red in almost all the scenes, has red on his guitars, & has got like 2 red cars or smth. red is hot. HOT. dont worry, im sure my craze will burn out soon, they always seem to, except of course when it comes to-....................
him & him. yucks. was sure i'd put it behind me but then someone brought him up & i was like, OH BUMMER, I AM SO BUMMED OUT immediately. eeek. whatever! then the other one, dunno lah, also quite gloomgloomdarkcloud-esque. lol, my eng is atrocious.
speaking of atrocious things, i failed both sciences by like a few marks & barely passed chinese. EEK. have nvr come this close to failing mt b4, which reminds me, i've got mt hmwk to do.
i love my pretty nails! they are like, so pretty. woot. poor me, i so have like not enough money to go around. lets think: shd i buy the CDs 1st, the nail polish, the mini rouge or what?
oh, oh, u noe, i think i cant go to japan anymore, like, my horrible grades hv made my chances like, splat. sucks lah, who noes when i can step outta the country now. i mean, i am so miserably low income.
last night, i listened to Dui Bu Qi, Wo Ai Ni by liang jing ru & i tink like, whoa got this song de ar. lo. i love Wo Huai Nian De by Sun Yan Zi! its so cool, its bool.
GRINGRINGRINGRINGRIN i feel alot of weird mixed up things today. i am happy, melancholic, nostalgic, excited, jealous, angry and bittersweet. bittersweet. LOL, how can i feel bittersweet? well boo, i do. not bitter, but bittersweet. sigh.
okay hon, gtg bye!
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
LOVESSSS<3
LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE♥
i am, once again, in love all over again with AXSY. *melts*
i dont get it, why dont u guys get it? he's got the most gorgeous smile.
it's the gorgeous-est ever! (((:
*SWOONS* does he not have the best smile EVER?!?!
here's what i've heard so far:
"ew he looks so old!" (NOOOO!)
"omg he looks like a girl, his hair is longer than mine!" =.=
"are those WRINKLES?" (NO!)
"kay lah, not bad." (:
"oh! u like him ar?" :D
teehee im listening to his song right now. *goofy smile*
granted, that photo was probably from like a few yrs ago, & he IS older than most of the ou xiang ju stars out there but DAMN, is his smile great or what! so he's twice my age & gonna be 31 soon, he's still younger than Wang Lee Hom, whom, need i remind u guys, i also like.
I FOUND THE XUN YI CAO VCD AT THOMSON PLAZA! :DDDDDD
and im also like gonna possibly buy the ai qing jing ji yue vcd too. man, the last time i went all crazy over ou xiangs, i spent a wild amt of money, buying different editions of the SAME cd THREE times! (it was 5566's Tony Sun back then, who is even older than Wang Lee Hom. lol) and i have the Westside Story vcd which i have not re-watched since then. LOL what a perfectly good way to spend money. jeez. how did i get $60+ to spend on CDS at that age?
oh, you know, im so loving the song Running Away now. all those who watched Ghost Whisperer last friday wld hv heard it. is it not the coolest or what? it's SO nice.
kanika is a bad influence. she propagandised (is there such a word???) me to skip training and eat junk food. i feel so icky now. on the bright side, i did find the Lavender series vcd there, so i guess its okay. (((((:
i wonder why i cant find his CDs anywhere but at HMV. ohyes, i want them too.
if any kind beautiful souls wld buy any of these for me, i will so, SO, forever be thankful. =)
im going to go to dance class again! now its really funny, sec1 & 2 & 3 tgt. ahahha. i wish xh & julia wld go back too... im gonna go ask alvin if 'engagement for love' was nice. and ask qh for advice abt xun yi cao. plus borrow the book.
AXSY♥
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
you make me feel out of my element
wow training today after like many many months. played matches & went to gym & like, the treadmill is fun. i broke a nail, damn. and man, are my triceps non-existent or what! i feel like the jelly i ate for lunchtime dessert. yum, grape flavoured.
ooh chem test is over, just one grammar test & NAPFA test this friday. yep. THIS Friday! oh gosh. i dont even wana aim for anth but a pass anymore.
GUESS WHAT!
okay nevermind i'll tell you.
After so many, many years of waiting, hoping & complaining, I have FINALLY FINALLY HIT 157CM!
its like, a total big deal.
yes, i know im short, but good things come to those who wait!
yay i guess that oreo ice blended i had was a celebratory drink. okay so i drank back the calories i lost on that treadmill.
LIKE, WHATEVER.
& i feel like such a liability. sigh.
ooh chem test is over, just one grammar test & NAPFA test this friday. yep. THIS Friday! oh gosh. i dont even wana aim for anth but a pass anymore.
GUESS WHAT!
okay nevermind i'll tell you.
After so many, many years of waiting, hoping & complaining, I have FINALLY FINALLY HIT 157CM!
its like, a total big deal.
yes, i know im short, but good things come to those who wait!
yay i guess that oreo ice blended i had was a celebratory drink. okay so i drank back the calories i lost on that treadmill.
LIKE, WHATEVER.
& i feel like such a liability. sigh.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
looong weekend!
today marks the end of the long weekend & i cannot wait for the september holidays!
they're just two weeks away. tmr is start of week 8, & i major tests. im so glad SPA is over. however, i've got Trig test tmr. omg. & SS test. & literature test! yikes. plus on tues, i've got Chem test. but after that, i tink im DONE. yep. all that's left is awaiting my report slip.
i can alr tell u some of the grades. F9 for math & Amath. D7 for physics & maybe E8 for chem. i noe i havent taken chem yet, but with mole concept? im not optimistic at all. im hoping i ace lit & SS. i noe there's no way im gonna ace english this term, considering...sigh. goodbye A1. and mother tongue? i hope i at least scrape like, a C5. i hv no idea what Mr Chin's standards are.
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it just dawned on me that i still hv NAPFA to deal with! and God knows i've been pigging out like EVERYDAY lately! omg, at least it's still 2wks away...right? well it's in wk 9. I THINK. omg i am so screwed.
sigh. holidays, pls hurry.
they're just two weeks away. tmr is start of week 8, & i major tests. im so glad SPA is over. however, i've got Trig test tmr. omg. & SS test. & literature test! yikes. plus on tues, i've got Chem test. but after that, i tink im DONE. yep. all that's left is awaiting my report slip.
i can alr tell u some of the grades. F9 for math & Amath. D7 for physics & maybe E8 for chem. i noe i havent taken chem yet, but with mole concept? im not optimistic at all. im hoping i ace lit & SS. i noe there's no way im gonna ace english this term, considering...sigh. goodbye A1. and mother tongue? i hope i at least scrape like, a C5. i hv no idea what Mr Chin's standards are.
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it just dawned on me that i still hv NAPFA to deal with! and God knows i've been pigging out like EVERYDAY lately! omg, at least it's still 2wks away...right? well it's in wk 9. I THINK. omg i am so screwed.
sigh. holidays, pls hurry.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
NDP 07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN-IN-LAW!
today is singapore's special day & also biao jie fu Sam's bday! so my family went to Jasmine biao jie & biao jie fu's place in the afternoon for the party. parteeeeeeeeee! ahahaha.
i wore red cos ytd i wore white. so cool right! i bought a red shirt ytd, & i love it. red is hot. i tink i was overdressed again. i mean, nobody told me the theme was casual casual! i was semi casual, but i tink my earrings overdid it just a bit. hmm. plus i was literally THE ONLY PERSON THERE BETWEEN THE AGES OF 10 TO 30. and im not exaggerating, btw. unless you count the maid, who's probably in her 20s. like, the person whjo's nearest my age is my NEICE, who's 9, turning 10 ltr this yr =.= i was bored outta my skull. therefore, i de-bored myslf by eating. & eating. & eating. yeah, Sam's brother-in-law came into the dining room like 3x only to see me pigging out. i stayed in there like 30min, just EATING. gosh.
the parade was boring. after i stuffed myslf, the kids came to ask me to play. Rachel stood behind me & said "biao yi" like 2318531x before i heard her. lol so malu. the kids were my neice & nephew, Rachel who's 9 & Brandon who's like 5 or 6, Sam's sisters' kids Grace & Jayna who're 6(or 7) & 8 respectively. Grace the kid is such a scaredy-cat. she screamed & howled noisily while watching Jurassic Park. jeez its just a gigantic human eating, dinosaur killing, bone crunching, noisy roaring big dinosaur. and not even a T-rex, which is, admittedly, cuter than the other dino, but still. its on TV -.- and she shrieked like it was chasing her. and she loves to scream & cry for fun. so not me when i was younger. (: Jayna on the other hand, is alot more like me. steady & shy & pretty. hahaha im jk abt the last one.
guess what we played. Pictionary. JUNIOR Pictionary. oh gosh. needless to say, i won. im sorry if i dont sound v enthusiastic abt my kid relatives, its just that they were so...rah. Rachel took things pretty well, but then she's had plenty of practise & im not exactly famed for my way with kids, i mean, i screamed at Rachel alot when we were both little kids. being 6 yrs old & having attention taken away from you does alot of things to ur jealous side, & im sure i was horrible to Rachel back then. Brandon & Kid Grace argued & Brandon threw a tantrum & omg, I SOLVED IT. cool or what? my older sister instincts must be kicking in. lol. Jayna & Rachel ended up drawing animals. Rachel is so sweet, she hero worships my drawings. my art is sucky as hell, yet she stands by them & maintains that they are very nice & cute. how sweet is that? & lemme tell ya, her art is like wow. & she's shy & modest too, which is why i nvr got any pictures taken with them ): i must do so b4 they leave for Shanghai next yr.
birthday cakes were super yummy! we had chocolate banana cake & cheese cake! they were soooooo good, & we has a blackout in the middle of it! cool. cakes tasted as good without light (: the food was all great. yum.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN-IN-LAW!
today is singapore's special day & also biao jie fu Sam's bday! so my family went to Jasmine biao jie & biao jie fu's place in the afternoon for the party. parteeeeeeeeee! ahahaha.
i wore red cos ytd i wore white. so cool right! i bought a red shirt ytd, & i love it. red is hot. i tink i was overdressed again. i mean, nobody told me the theme was casual casual! i was semi casual, but i tink my earrings overdid it just a bit. hmm. plus i was literally THE ONLY PERSON THERE BETWEEN THE AGES OF 10 TO 30. and im not exaggerating, btw. unless you count the maid, who's probably in her 20s. like, the person whjo's nearest my age is my NEICE, who's 9, turning 10 ltr this yr =.= i was bored outta my skull. therefore, i de-bored myslf by eating. & eating. & eating. yeah, Sam's brother-in-law came into the dining room like 3x only to see me pigging out. i stayed in there like 30min, just EATING. gosh.
the parade was boring. after i stuffed myslf, the kids came to ask me to play. Rachel stood behind me & said "biao yi" like 2318531x before i heard her. lol so malu. the kids were my neice & nephew, Rachel who's 9 & Brandon who's like 5 or 6, Sam's sisters' kids Grace & Jayna who're 6(or 7) & 8 respectively. Grace the kid is such a scaredy-cat. she screamed & howled noisily while watching Jurassic Park. jeez its just a gigantic human eating, dinosaur killing, bone crunching, noisy roaring big dinosaur. and not even a T-rex, which is, admittedly, cuter than the other dino, but still. its on TV -.- and she shrieked like it was chasing her. and she loves to scream & cry for fun. so not me when i was younger. (: Jayna on the other hand, is alot more like me. steady & shy & pretty. hahaha im jk abt the last one.
guess what we played. Pictionary. JUNIOR Pictionary. oh gosh. needless to say, i won. im sorry if i dont sound v enthusiastic abt my kid relatives, its just that they were so...rah. Rachel took things pretty well, but then she's had plenty of practise & im not exactly famed for my way with kids, i mean, i screamed at Rachel alot when we were both little kids. being 6 yrs old & having attention taken away from you does alot of things to ur jealous side, & im sure i was horrible to Rachel back then. Brandon & Kid Grace argued & Brandon threw a tantrum & omg, I SOLVED IT. cool or what? my older sister instincts must be kicking in. lol. Jayna & Rachel ended up drawing animals. Rachel is so sweet, she hero worships my drawings. my art is sucky as hell, yet she stands by them & maintains that they are very nice & cute. how sweet is that? & lemme tell ya, her art is like wow. & she's shy & modest too, which is why i nvr got any pictures taken with them ): i must do so b4 they leave for Shanghai next yr.
birthday cakes were super yummy! we had chocolate banana cake & cheese cake! they were soooooo good, & we has a blackout in the middle of it! cool. cakes tasted as good without light (: the food was all great. yum.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
national day eve!
wore white top,jeans & gold shoes to sch! totally overdressed, but whatever. cause like, i was going to town & i didnt wana be like, tee & jeans & so i wore...nice tee & jeans? um. there's a difference, really.
so like, everyone basically sat in the hall for like 3hours, flattening our bums & cramping our legs. awards, talent time, & then blah blah blah i cant rmb. ohyes i rmb jiaxin kept POKING me & ppl were like, stand up for zoe & we were like, okay & in the end i think only half the class stood up. heh. zoe is pro. olivia is also v pro! yeah man pro ppl.
okay then we got dismissed. and the entire 3/3 plus a few other non 3/3 ppl went to the canteen in droves, awaiting a lunch provided by hu lao shi. now, even thou jared & i arent in hmt, we ate anw X) yeah we had rice, soup &...soup? yeah. two types of soup!
after lunch it was time for a trip to fun house. kanika, lynette, xinping, minshan, tingzhi, jiaxin, ziai, sherilyn, me & yiyin went to yiyin's house & had a bunch of fun. rusty is cutecutecute! & has smth abt kanika. we saw monkeys! omg, there were soooooooo cute. and then when lyn & i left abt 3+ & i was on the bus to town, i counted a family of 15 monkeys monkeying around on the side of thompson road! like, super cute can.
at 4+, qiulin & i finally met! i kept her waiting for long time, oops. we were supposed to meet at three, but dragged til then. heh. sorry babe! we shopped & walked & tested nail polish & omg! anna sui limited edition nail polish is oh-so-pretty & deliciously fruity! yes, its like, scented! we both tried on like a whole bunch of clothes & wow we took v long. then during dinner, here's what we had in total: a jumbo bbq sausage, a french fries sausage, yam cake, & red bean pie. & then it was time to leave. ql cldnt go to phs carnival, so i went to meet the others there. we boarded 162 at 7.20pm. OMG HAHAHHA YOU KNOW WHAT. passengers totally thot we were like a couple, cos we were taking pics & giggling & totally girly & it was so funny.
FINALLY, at 8+ i arrived at yck. wow, buses take uber long. sooo not fun. phs was in chaos! so messy & according to ken, so sian, nth to do! yiyin & i both arrived at abt 8.30, & we, tgt with ken, waited for JC til abt 9.30, when we left for supper at J8. this is the spooky part. we were at S11 from 9.45 to abt 10.30, and at abt 10.15, they started telling ghost stories. they were all not creepy, until JC told his uber scary one. and kenneth & i were laughing it off & saying lame stuff, until suddenly, i started getting this uneasy feeling. okay, uneasy is an understatement. i was basically freaking out. and it was the story that was spooking me, it was everything. like, the surroundings, the atmosphere...i dunno. it was like the place itself was spooking me. and boy, was i flipping out. i was like, can you please please please stop saying alr, can we leave? please? omg, i want to leave, i reli want to leave... i cant even descirbe how creepy it was okay. that feeling was just GRIPPING me, & i just wanted to get outta there. and no one took me seriously, even thou i was slapping JC's shoulder & stuff. and then i said the thing which i think they finally believed. becos im like seriously in tune to my intuition & (forgive me if it sounds lame) psychic powers, i REALLY believed that we shd leave, u noe? so i told them exactly that, & finally JC was like, okay lor let's leave. & the crazy thing is that, the moment we left the coffeeshop & reached the interchange, i felt immensely better. like a huge weight had been pressing down on me b4, & lifted up. the spooky feeling left, but i still felt uneasy, & JC had to walk me home. i am so glad he did, becaus ei wld hv scared myslf silly if i went home alone. seriously, on the way home, i reflected on the feeling & it seemed so dumb that i cld hv been so scared! i'd nvr been the easily spooked type b4. i told JC that, & i tink he also dint noe what to say, i tink my freaky behaviour scared him. maybe he thot i was nuts. oops. but he was like, ok im glad u feel better, go home slp then tmr everything better alr. whew. it was just FREAKY.
but all in all, today was a fun day (:
so like, everyone basically sat in the hall for like 3hours, flattening our bums & cramping our legs. awards, talent time, & then blah blah blah i cant rmb. ohyes i rmb jiaxin kept POKING me & ppl were like, stand up for zoe & we were like, okay & in the end i think only half the class stood up. heh. zoe is pro. olivia is also v pro! yeah man pro ppl.
okay then we got dismissed. and the entire 3/3 plus a few other non 3/3 ppl went to the canteen in droves, awaiting a lunch provided by hu lao shi. now, even thou jared & i arent in hmt, we ate anw X) yeah we had rice, soup &...soup? yeah. two types of soup!
after lunch it was time for a trip to fun house. kanika, lynette, xinping, minshan, tingzhi, jiaxin, ziai, sherilyn, me & yiyin went to yiyin's house & had a bunch of fun. rusty is cutecutecute! & has smth abt kanika. we saw monkeys! omg, there were soooooooo cute. and then when lyn & i left abt 3+ & i was on the bus to town, i counted a family of 15 monkeys monkeying around on the side of thompson road! like, super cute can.
at 4+, qiulin & i finally met! i kept her waiting for long time, oops. we were supposed to meet at three, but dragged til then. heh. sorry babe! we shopped & walked & tested nail polish & omg! anna sui limited edition nail polish is oh-so-pretty & deliciously fruity! yes, its like, scented! we both tried on like a whole bunch of clothes & wow we took v long. then during dinner, here's what we had in total: a jumbo bbq sausage, a french fries sausage, yam cake, & red bean pie. & then it was time to leave. ql cldnt go to phs carnival, so i went to meet the others there. we boarded 162 at 7.20pm. OMG HAHAHHA YOU KNOW WHAT. passengers totally thot we were like a couple, cos we were taking pics & giggling & totally girly & it was so funny.
FINALLY, at 8+ i arrived at yck. wow, buses take uber long. sooo not fun. phs was in chaos! so messy & according to ken, so sian, nth to do! yiyin & i both arrived at abt 8.30, & we, tgt with ken, waited for JC til abt 9.30, when we left for supper at J8. this is the spooky part. we were at S11 from 9.45 to abt 10.30, and at abt 10.15, they started telling ghost stories. they were all not creepy, until JC told his uber scary one. and kenneth & i were laughing it off & saying lame stuff, until suddenly, i started getting this uneasy feeling. okay, uneasy is an understatement. i was basically freaking out. and it was the story that was spooking me, it was everything. like, the surroundings, the atmosphere...i dunno. it was like the place itself was spooking me. and boy, was i flipping out. i was like, can you please please please stop saying alr, can we leave? please? omg, i want to leave, i reli want to leave... i cant even descirbe how creepy it was okay. that feeling was just GRIPPING me, & i just wanted to get outta there. and no one took me seriously, even thou i was slapping JC's shoulder & stuff. and then i said the thing which i think they finally believed. becos im like seriously in tune to my intuition & (forgive me if it sounds lame) psychic powers, i REALLY believed that we shd leave, u noe? so i told them exactly that, & finally JC was like, okay lor let's leave. & the crazy thing is that, the moment we left the coffeeshop & reached the interchange, i felt immensely better. like a huge weight had been pressing down on me b4, & lifted up. the spooky feeling left, but i still felt uneasy, & JC had to walk me home. i am so glad he did, becaus ei wld hv scared myslf silly if i went home alone. seriously, on the way home, i reflected on the feeling & it seemed so dumb that i cld hv been so scared! i'd nvr been the easily spooked type b4. i told JC that, & i tink he also dint noe what to say, i tink my freaky behaviour scared him. maybe he thot i was nuts. oops. but he was like, ok im glad u feel better, go home slp then tmr everything better alr. whew. it was just FREAKY.
but all in all, today was a fun day (:
Thursday, August 02, 2007
geeeee...
geography test was 5hrs ago! and im pretty sure i didnt fail. thankyou kind frens! also, thankyou psychic powers which made me think i shd focus on the case study! hmm, better hope nobody who hasnt taken the test sees this. ahahha.
cldnt find ms sharmilah today, thus cldnt hand in eng stuff. eeyer. then my one percent will be taken away? somemore ytd can hand in de lor, then she didnt wana accept it. yucks, i am not happy.
my underneath the smile essay which was supposed to be a masterpiece ended up more like a piece of the masterpiece. sooo unfinshed & repetitive. ick. ohwell.
how how how?????? so many things to do, so little time. ahahha so mary-kate & ashley.
gonna binge soon. feel like eating. nth to eat. still wana eat. im a food junkie! junkie junkie junkie. JUNKIE.
who wants to go to phs carnival nxt wk?
yiyin & i may be going.
must go ask the guys.
wonder if linlin free...
lalala!
my class got harry jackson. very handsome de. want go see.
tmr is friday! woot.
tmr hv math test ))):
*sadness*
fail again, die.
i hv recently fallen for apple tea. very nice. yumyum. drink the pokka brand one. apple tea, the drink for apple and tea lovers alike. hahah.
i love chocolate! eaten loads the past two days. esp love dark chocolate.
did i mention that mom says i can go japan? well if im selected to go, im allowed. so yeah from now on, all my shopping for clothes has to be practical. meaning everything i buy must be like, can use on the trip de. although its still not confirmed that i can go. hmm. rahh.
japan. nipon. riben.
i have gone old school! backpack seems to be coming back recently, im sure u've noticed. past few months, lotsa ppl hv reverted to backpacks, bringing back old school style (:
its seriously lighter. althou has less space, but super duper light. cool.
this post is in green because i feel like making it green. teeheeheeeeeeee......
cldnt find ms sharmilah today, thus cldnt hand in eng stuff. eeyer. then my one percent will be taken away? somemore ytd can hand in de lor, then she didnt wana accept it. yucks, i am not happy.
my underneath the smile essay which was supposed to be a masterpiece ended up more like a piece of the masterpiece. sooo unfinshed & repetitive. ick. ohwell.
how how how?????? so many things to do, so little time. ahahha so mary-kate & ashley.
gonna binge soon. feel like eating. nth to eat. still wana eat. im a food junkie! junkie junkie junkie. JUNKIE.
who wants to go to phs carnival nxt wk?
yiyin & i may be going.
must go ask the guys.
wonder if linlin free...
lalala!
my class got harry jackson. very handsome de. want go see.
tmr is friday! woot.
tmr hv math test ))):
*sadness*
fail again, die.
i hv recently fallen for apple tea. very nice. yumyum. drink the pokka brand one. apple tea, the drink for apple and tea lovers alike. hahah.
i love chocolate! eaten loads the past two days. esp love dark chocolate.
did i mention that mom says i can go japan? well if im selected to go, im allowed. so yeah from now on, all my shopping for clothes has to be practical. meaning everything i buy must be like, can use on the trip de. although its still not confirmed that i can go. hmm. rahh.
japan. nipon. riben.
i have gone old school! backpack seems to be coming back recently, im sure u've noticed. past few months, lotsa ppl hv reverted to backpacks, bringing back old school style (:
its seriously lighter. althou has less space, but super duper light. cool.
this post is in green because i feel like making it green. teeheeheeeeeeee......
Tuesday, July 31, 2007
overspendage.
chicken banana, i totally hv no idea where my money went. ten bucks in two days on food. roti prata! cheese fries! drinks! sweets! chicken chop! baked curry rice! eeyer. so disgusting.
at least the sweets are for everybody. siao de, i buy sweets end up everybody eat. ahahha rmb the rabbit sweet time. now its fizzy cola! yumyum.
uh hmm. so you know i sit at the side of the class right by the windows, & daryl jianyu danny & nicholas sit behind me & thus i always hear alot of weird weird funny stuff. let me give you an idea of what i hear.
giggles.
chuckles.
criticism. eg "walao f---- so damn easy, OBVIOUS right! lidat also need to say,"
and then yesterday,
daryl: "...see jianyu that orgasm face."
(me: thinks '????' while trying to focus on math lesson)
nicholas: *laughs&laughs* "guys can have orgasms one meh?"
(me: thinks '?!?!?!')
nicholas repeats question.
danny: "then what, you think animals only"
nicholas: "but guys can have orgasms one meh??"
(me: *valiantly tries to hide laughter, turns slightly in chair & sees daryl looking at me when im trying not to laugh & then cannot tahan & bursts out laughing*)
classroom entertainment. i guess its better than watergun fights behind the teacher. i get to stay dry (:
today an insect came into our classroom right before english & it looked like a cockroach & it was right beside meifeng's seat which is 2rows in front of me & meifeng & i were like "omg cockroach! eeyer someone stop it!!"
okay so maybe it was just me.
but anw i was like, "no! dont let it get to my seat!!! minshan!!! stop it!!! do smth!!!" & everyone wasnt listening & the thing crawled & crawled & came closer......
"MEIFENG!!!!!!! MINSHAAAAN!!!!!!!!!!"
okay yeah i dont like roaches. plus i REALLY didnt want it near my seat, with all my stuff there. so minshan, with the =.= look, threw a box cover over it, temporarily solving the problem (:
but then during english i came back to get my vocab book, & i was worried abt them releasing the thing so i told them not to & in the end we decided it had to be stopped. or killed. or thrown out the window. whichever. far far away from grace's seat is best. so afiqa & i were like, "got cockroach! how!" & we were majorly freaked out tht some guys may let it loose & it wld terrorize us, so everytime someone approached the box cover we wld be "NOO!!!"
in the end danny said he'll kill it & then uncovered it & then...
danny: "chey! wth, not cockroach lah! just some insect lookalike."
.
.
.
=.=
everybody: "who say is cockroach one!"
in unison: "grace lor,"
me: "but...meifeng told me is cockroach de! whatever lah, i still dont want it anywhere near my seat! someone pls like take it away!"
*watches in horror as the insect crawls ever close to my stuff, & when it is beside minshan's desk...(which is right in front of mine)*
"no!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop it! OMG!!! STOP IT omg omg omg!"
yeah i believe i was smth like that. yes, im freaked out when it comes to creepy crawlies. anyway. back to the high pitched screaming.
"no!!!!!!! do something!!!!!!!!!!"
& then chiachiu kicks it back to meifeng's seat. *silence* me: "er. ok that works." temporary, but gave my like 5more min to solve the problem. IN THE END! gang hao threw it out the window! :DDDD
yay ganghao saved the day with the piece of paper! ahahha see, must be brave like him, not the other useless guys standing around, like danny, who was like, chey not cockroach i care for wad. -.- -.- -.- !!!!!
ahahha. yes so that was basically the funniest thing all day. unless you count yiyin & i finding out during EFL that dennis is totally hair-less. seriously, it's like he has zero leg hair. v scary.
slimming chocolate i crave you! ♥
at least the sweets are for everybody. siao de, i buy sweets end up everybody eat. ahahha rmb the rabbit sweet time. now its fizzy cola! yumyum.
uh hmm. so you know i sit at the side of the class right by the windows, & daryl jianyu danny & nicholas sit behind me & thus i always hear alot of weird weird funny stuff. let me give you an idea of what i hear.
giggles.
chuckles.
criticism. eg "walao f---- so damn easy, OBVIOUS right! lidat also need to say,"
and then yesterday,
daryl: "...see jianyu that orgasm face."
(me: thinks '????' while trying to focus on math lesson)
nicholas: *laughs&laughs* "guys can have orgasms one meh?"
(me: thinks '?!?!?!')
nicholas repeats question.
danny: "then what, you think animals only"
nicholas: "but guys can have orgasms one meh??"
(me: *valiantly tries to hide laughter, turns slightly in chair & sees daryl looking at me when im trying not to laugh & then cannot tahan & bursts out laughing*)
classroom entertainment. i guess its better than watergun fights behind the teacher. i get to stay dry (:
today an insect came into our classroom right before english & it looked like a cockroach & it was right beside meifeng's seat which is 2rows in front of me & meifeng & i were like "omg cockroach! eeyer someone stop it!!"
okay so maybe it was just me.
but anw i was like, "no! dont let it get to my seat!!! minshan!!! stop it!!! do smth!!!" & everyone wasnt listening & the thing crawled & crawled & came closer......
"MEIFENG!!!!!!! MINSHAAAAN!!!!!!!!!!"
okay yeah i dont like roaches. plus i REALLY didnt want it near my seat, with all my stuff there. so minshan, with the =.= look, threw a box cover over it, temporarily solving the problem (:
but then during english i came back to get my vocab book, & i was worried abt them releasing the thing so i told them not to & in the end we decided it had to be stopped. or killed. or thrown out the window. whichever. far far away from grace's seat is best. so afiqa & i were like, "got cockroach! how!" & we were majorly freaked out tht some guys may let it loose & it wld terrorize us, so everytime someone approached the box cover we wld be "NOO!!!"
in the end danny said he'll kill it & then uncovered it & then...
danny: "chey! wth, not cockroach lah! just some insect lookalike."
.
.
.
=.=
everybody: "who say is cockroach one!"
in unison: "grace lor,"
me: "but...meifeng told me is cockroach de! whatever lah, i still dont want it anywhere near my seat! someone pls like take it away!"
*watches in horror as the insect crawls ever close to my stuff, & when it is beside minshan's desk...(which is right in front of mine)*
"no!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop it! OMG!!! STOP IT omg omg omg!"
yeah i believe i was smth like that. yes, im freaked out when it comes to creepy crawlies. anyway. back to the high pitched screaming.
"no!!!!!!! do something!!!!!!!!!!"
& then chiachiu kicks it back to meifeng's seat. *silence* me: "er. ok that works." temporary, but gave my like 5more min to solve the problem. IN THE END! gang hao threw it out the window! :DDDD
yay ganghao saved the day with the piece of paper! ahahha see, must be brave like him, not the other useless guys standing around, like danny, who was like, chey not cockroach i care for wad. -.- -.- -.- !!!!!
ahahha. yes so that was basically the funniest thing all day. unless you count yiyin & i finding out during EFL that dennis is totally hair-less. seriously, it's like he has zero leg hair. v scary.
slimming chocolate i crave you! ♥
Monday, July 30, 2007
Baby, I'm back!
CELEBRATE! for grace has returned from her impromptu inofficial hiatus! and she brings with her a new blogskin because as she said, she was tired of the love record one! and this one fits pretty well!
okay im tired of exclamation marks.
anyway, i stumbled upon this skin. its cool, isnt it?? so...weirdly cool. like i said, weird is a good thing in my dictionary. plus you guys know i like turqoises and reds. i changed some of the colors here like the bolds, italics, underlineds...yeah cos the original was pretty light. it was a light BRIGHT turqoise, pretty, but hard to see. arent the pics so oddly japanese? cool, considering i wana go japan...& i forgot to hand in the form again! OHNO. TMR. aside from that, the whole LOVEME thing isnt relevant. just in RED, which i LOVE.
GUESS WHAT!!!
i found a new hairstyle for me to wear to school. French braid! i just discovered ytd that it makes me look totally...serious student like. ahahha. am gonna practise tying it then start tying it like that soon.
Physics SPA test sucked so bad today, it was worse than my old vacuum cleaner at home! it was like, bjxkdfhekfjhgsdiltfBLEHH. yeah. chicken banana.
physics test got postponed! oh lovely, i am gonna do so well (: and next wk hv SS test too, OMG WHEN IS GEOG????????????? shitty shit shit, i forgot to do geog hmwk.
next week is gonna be a fantabulously gorgeous week. i am determined for it to be so. with a super duper short week of approx. 2sch days, 1 sch celebration day & 2holidays + weekend, i am gonna have a whole bunch of radical fun :D
i have many many things to blog abt after my ten day hiatus (10 days right...? *counts* yeah 10.) but they gotta wait! i gtg bathe & then watch my monday drama. Desperate housewives! whoop.
& u're my one-of-a-kind chocolate, & chocolate is loved. ♥
okay im tired of exclamation marks.
anyway, i stumbled upon this skin. its cool, isnt it?? so...weirdly cool. like i said, weird is a good thing in my dictionary. plus you guys know i like turqoises and reds. i changed some of the colors here like the bolds, italics, underlineds...yeah cos the original was pretty light. it was a light BRIGHT turqoise, pretty, but hard to see. arent the pics so oddly japanese? cool, considering i wana go japan...& i forgot to hand in the form again! OHNO. TMR. aside from that, the whole LOVEME thing isnt relevant. just in RED, which i LOVE.
GUESS WHAT!!!
i found a new hairstyle for me to wear to school. French braid! i just discovered ytd that it makes me look totally...serious student like. ahahha. am gonna practise tying it then start tying it like that soon.
Physics SPA test sucked so bad today, it was worse than my old vacuum cleaner at home! it was like, bjxkdfhekfjhgsdiltfBLEHH. yeah. chicken banana.
physics test got postponed! oh lovely, i am gonna do so well (: and next wk hv SS test too, OMG WHEN IS GEOG????????????? shitty shit shit, i forgot to do geog hmwk.
next week is gonna be a fantabulously gorgeous week. i am determined for it to be so. with a super duper short week of approx. 2sch days, 1 sch celebration day & 2holidays + weekend, i am gonna have a whole bunch of radical fun :D
i have many many things to blog abt after my ten day hiatus (10 days right...? *counts* yeah 10.) but they gotta wait! i gtg bathe & then watch my monday drama. Desperate housewives! whoop.
& u're my one-of-a-kind chocolate, & chocolate is loved. ♥
Friday, July 20, 2007
Racial Harmony Day 2007!
wow today was soo fun!
so i wore thiviyah's pretty top with jeans, & like WOW i looked so ethnic! and junhe said i sound indian -.- and today i got mistaken for many ppl! someone thot i was some girl (i forgot who) ut i rmb that chiachiu thought i was guangfu! O.O omg right. i got mistaken for a GUY. okay, so chiachiu said guangfu looks like a girl. so gf is a girly guy. eeyer i think chiachiu more girly lor ahhahah.
ANYWAY.
thiviyah's top so pretty! i think i looked reli pretty in it =X ohno, zi kua. i dont care lah, the top reli super nice lor. & Lakshmi, thanks for ur top even thou i didnt wear it! its nice too, only not as ethnic as thiviyah! thankyou to thiviyah & lakshmi.
you guys are so nice i love you.
and jasmine & jiaxin said i can sing ((: i am HAPPEE. and this is real happy, not Happy Grace happy. hmm haha makes no sense to most of you huh, its okay! SO TalentTime was today, & my cool dance junior Olivia sang reli well, i heard. yes, Olivia tried out for campus superstar & she made it thru the 1st & 2nd round auditions okay! so yes, she is pro. Daphne sang too! very nice! DAPHNE ALSO TRIED FOR CAMPUS, how cool is that? sadly daph only made it past 1st round, but we all think she rocks! :D yes, Anderson has some awesome singers. Zoe & Kanika & Jiaxin & Jasmine & Ziai & Minshan & Meifeng all joined talenttime this yr! yes, my class has some wicked singers too :DD plus there are some real cool singers who didnt join as well, eg ME (:
LOL okay lah YIYIN. i dont noe abt the rest. hmm.
lalala i escaped the boring video to watch them practice. then it was soo crowded in canteen, i nearly died in the super cool but super hot clothes i wore.
no training, so i played ball with qiao hui, joywe & kiacher. FUNN. love juniors. joywe nvr even complain that im such a horrible player & missed alot. she just kept saying bao wo. yay. & sarah is so cute she is having "relationship issues" :D
today very fun, but i forgot to hand in physics.
i gtg, more details tmr!
so i wore thiviyah's pretty top with jeans, & like WOW i looked so ethnic! and junhe said i sound indian -.- and today i got mistaken for many ppl! someone thot i was some girl (i forgot who) ut i rmb that chiachiu thought i was guangfu! O.O omg right. i got mistaken for a GUY. okay, so chiachiu said guangfu looks like a girl. so gf is a girly guy. eeyer i think chiachiu more girly lor ahhahah.
ANYWAY.
thiviyah's top so pretty! i think i looked reli pretty in it =X ohno, zi kua. i dont care lah, the top reli super nice lor. & Lakshmi, thanks for ur top even thou i didnt wear it! its nice too, only not as ethnic as thiviyah! thankyou to thiviyah & lakshmi.
you guys are so nice i love you.
and jasmine & jiaxin said i can sing ((: i am HAPPEE. and this is real happy, not Happy Grace happy. hmm haha makes no sense to most of you huh, its okay! SO TalentTime was today, & my cool dance junior Olivia sang reli well, i heard. yes, Olivia tried out for campus superstar & she made it thru the 1st & 2nd round auditions okay! so yes, she is pro. Daphne sang too! very nice! DAPHNE ALSO TRIED FOR CAMPUS, how cool is that? sadly daph only made it past 1st round, but we all think she rocks! :D yes, Anderson has some awesome singers. Zoe & Kanika & Jiaxin & Jasmine & Ziai & Minshan & Meifeng all joined talenttime this yr! yes, my class has some wicked singers too :DD plus there are some real cool singers who didnt join as well, eg ME (:
LOL okay lah YIYIN. i dont noe abt the rest. hmm.
lalala i escaped the boring video to watch them practice. then it was soo crowded in canteen, i nearly died in the super cool but super hot clothes i wore.
no training, so i played ball with qiao hui, joywe & kiacher. FUNN. love juniors. joywe nvr even complain that im such a horrible player & missed alot. she just kept saying bao wo. yay. & sarah is so cute she is having "relationship issues" :D
today very fun, but i forgot to hand in physics.
i gtg, more details tmr!
Thursday, July 19, 2007
JIE KOU
why is this post entitled JIE KOU? (excuse/s) i dont know lah. cos today i heard alot of jay chou songs? ohwell just felt like it (:
i am sad lah, i want to change to a pretty pretty blogskin. and oh no, i have an image STUCK in my head. okay now its gone. it was a nice image, very cute, but highly distracting.
OHYES.
ytd mr chin said that SUCCESS comes when u remove DISTRACTIONS. and that he said if a girl liked him for 10yrs it means her love is very true and smth, i forgot what, and he said if a person is like that to him, he marry her alr. what has this got to do with success?
i tell you.
is an example. because if you like somebody & want to be successful in wooing this person, u must WANT IT/HER, THINK OF IT/HER and you must not be distracted or deterred by what others say! if ppl say she's horrible, you must not listen, and if you do these, one day u'll get her. i been thinking abt it, and like, really meh? if you like someone, and like him/her for veryvery long and then the person knows or smth, and he/she doesnt like you back, even if you stay true to him/her, you may nvr change his/her heart. of course, they are cases when you move him/her and you get him/her lah. then lucky you lor.
chemistry is driving me nutty.
i tried for so long to do the assignment, and i seriously dont know how to do. omg, how come?? this is so saddening. and its like, everybody says they suck at chem, & belif me, i asked many ppl. jun an, prakash, ganesh, chiachiu, ulfah, lakshmi, min shan, aliya, vikknesh, thiviyah...like, wow. why? *looks to the sky*
doodledoodoo.
the cow said moo.
yawn. bored.
i hv nth more to post le byebyeeeee
i am sad lah, i want to change to a pretty pretty blogskin. and oh no, i have an image STUCK in my head. okay now its gone. it was a nice image, very cute, but highly distracting.
OHYES.
ytd mr chin said that SUCCESS comes when u remove DISTRACTIONS. and that he said if a girl liked him for 10yrs it means her love is very true and smth, i forgot what, and he said if a person is like that to him, he marry her alr. what has this got to do with success?
i tell you.
is an example. because if you like somebody & want to be successful in wooing this person, u must WANT IT/HER, THINK OF IT/HER and you must not be distracted or deterred by what others say! if ppl say she's horrible, you must not listen, and if you do these, one day u'll get her. i been thinking abt it, and like, really meh? if you like someone, and like him/her for veryvery long and then the person knows or smth, and he/she doesnt like you back, even if you stay true to him/her, you may nvr change his/her heart. of course, they are cases when you move him/her and you get him/her lah. then lucky you lor.
chemistry is driving me nutty.
i tried for so long to do the assignment, and i seriously dont know how to do. omg, how come?? this is so saddening. and its like, everybody says they suck at chem, & belif me, i asked many ppl. jun an, prakash, ganesh, chiachiu, ulfah, lakshmi, min shan, aliya, vikknesh, thiviyah...like, wow. why? *looks to the sky*
doodledoodoo.
the cow said moo.
yawn. bored.
i hv nth more to post le byebyeeeee
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Aurora is a pretty name!
once upon a time in a land far far away
there lived a princess in a beautiful castle
her father was King and her mother, Queen
and she got everything she cared to asked for
Princess Aurora didnt ask for many things
she didnt need to, they were given.
she led a lavish life
full of pretty things many would kill to have
precious stones and gold coins
so many it wld take forever to count.
the princess liked to read in her room
because her room was her sanctuary
where she cld hide away from it all
what does a princess have to hide from?, you ask
well. everybody hides from something
and she'd like to keep her secrets from you.
the princess loved to read
she read all kinds of books.
romances and murder mysteries,
fantasy and the harry potter series. (:D)
she loved a good book she could immerse herself in
and pretend she was a part of that world,
at least for a while
she could live another life.
a lavish life she led,
but a lonely one, how sad.
her friends were few and far too different
they could never understand her pains.
it took too long before she realised
reading was her escape route from life.
she found in books what she didnt have
she felt so free and safe.
in books she knew to go right or left
in reality she was a big mess.
her way of escapism was her books
she really had no one to turn to.
the lives of princesses were lonely,
unless you had siblings
or until you found your prince
the princess life was a lonely one.
Princes, she read about many
they were the heroes in fairytales of love.
Love, she knew so little about
where was her own hero and happy ending?
Fairytales, she lived in one it seemed
but she had never met a fairy. (hahah)
in the books she loved so much
these things were aplenty
but in her boring life
she wished so much for some storybook magic
where a prince would come and sweep her off her feet
with his gorgeous personality and charm
he'd be the perfect person for her
and then she'll find her happily ever after
yes, she was a dreamer
but hey, a girl can dream yeah?
but until her story is written and the chapters finished
she'd wait patienly for her prince.
there lived a princess in a beautiful castle
her father was King and her mother, Queen
and she got everything she cared to asked for
Princess Aurora didnt ask for many things
she didnt need to, they were given.
she led a lavish life
full of pretty things many would kill to have
precious stones and gold coins
so many it wld take forever to count.
the princess liked to read in her room
because her room was her sanctuary
where she cld hide away from it all
what does a princess have to hide from?, you ask
well. everybody hides from something
and she'd like to keep her secrets from you.
the princess loved to read
she read all kinds of books.
romances and murder mysteries,
fantasy and the harry potter series. (:D)
she loved a good book she could immerse herself in
and pretend she was a part of that world,
at least for a while
she could live another life.
a lavish life she led,
but a lonely one, how sad.
her friends were few and far too different
they could never understand her pains.
it took too long before she realised
reading was her escape route from life.
she found in books what she didnt have
she felt so free and safe.
in books she knew to go right or left
in reality she was a big mess.
her way of escapism was her books
she really had no one to turn to.
the lives of princesses were lonely,
unless you had siblings
or until you found your prince
the princess life was a lonely one.
Princes, she read about many
they were the heroes in fairytales of love.
Love, she knew so little about
where was her own hero and happy ending?
Fairytales, she lived in one it seemed
but she had never met a fairy. (hahah)
in the books she loved so much
these things were aplenty
but in her boring life
she wished so much for some storybook magic
where a prince would come and sweep her off her feet
with his gorgeous personality and charm
he'd be the perfect person for her
and then she'll find her happily ever after
yes, she was a dreamer
but hey, a girl can dream yeah?
but until her story is written and the chapters finished
she'd wait patienly for her prince.
Blog Birthday!
today is a special day as it is one year after i created my blog & started blogging.
i rmb last year after 2.4km i went yiyin old house then she helped me create de and you know what, i dont like my blogskin anyumore, im gonna change it like, by this wkend.
anyway, had 2.4km run just now, felt terrible the entire day! when i woke up this morn i felt damn sick like completely unrested then a major headache hit me later in the day during class & it was like, OWW. i so didnt wana run. wasnt sure i cld. but in the end i ran lah, & it was SO BAD. i alf felt like puking b4 the run, & the headache came back, & i started the run with painful stitches & the stitches lasted thruout the run! i have nvr ran so slow b4, its so malu-ing. dont even wana type it here. yucks. like, sofiyah saw me jogging & she was like, ok dont give up! omg i feel so loser-ish. i think im falling sick o.O
aiyo, that hongwei ar, not appreciative enuf lor. i first time dedicate post to anybody leh! then i dedicate to him. i am such a gd fren right! tsktsk.
hmm ytd dennis asked me why i emo-ing in class then today joel say i emo when i carried my 'TOU TONG!'(headache) sign. i am not emo i was simply bored in math so i wote that sign. plus it was true. & PINK, if i was emo it'd be BLACK.
AHAHAHAHHA. JOEL. too funny. who is joel? u come ask me i tell you.
AHHAHAH ITS SO FUNNY i laughed like mad when i found out.
anyway.
listen up folks, u're currently reading the words of a person who has clinched the top 3 in english position in the entire sec3!!! omg cool right!!! i was sooo shocked ytd, that i sat there slapping yiyin for like one minute b4 i was like, ohya i need to go to front of hall, & stood up. i was so slow that ppl thout i was absent =.=
soo cool! i seriously didnt think i wld be up there, cos everyone like did so well in eng. and guess what, the coolest thing is that its my second time getting it *self-satisfied smile* :D i am happy.
know what else makes me happy? swings. yup, playground swings meant for little kids. they are so, so fun! sat on one just now. hmm a four yr old was beside me. lol.
am gonna try to get mom to agree to japan trip later. hope she's in a good mood.
i rmb last year after 2.4km i went yiyin old house then she helped me create de and you know what, i dont like my blogskin anyumore, im gonna change it like, by this wkend.
anyway, had 2.4km run just now, felt terrible the entire day! when i woke up this morn i felt damn sick like completely unrested then a major headache hit me later in the day during class & it was like, OWW. i so didnt wana run. wasnt sure i cld. but in the end i ran lah, & it was SO BAD. i alf felt like puking b4 the run, & the headache came back, & i started the run with painful stitches & the stitches lasted thruout the run! i have nvr ran so slow b4, its so malu-ing. dont even wana type it here. yucks. like, sofiyah saw me jogging & she was like, ok dont give up! omg i feel so loser-ish. i think im falling sick o.O
aiyo, that hongwei ar, not appreciative enuf lor. i first time dedicate post to anybody leh! then i dedicate to him. i am such a gd fren right! tsktsk.
hmm ytd dennis asked me why i emo-ing in class then today joel say i emo when i carried my 'TOU TONG!'(headache) sign. i am not emo i was simply bored in math so i wote that sign. plus it was true. & PINK, if i was emo it'd be BLACK.
AHAHAHAHHA. JOEL. too funny. who is joel? u come ask me i tell you.
AHHAHAH ITS SO FUNNY i laughed like mad when i found out.
anyway.
listen up folks, u're currently reading the words of a person who has clinched the top 3 in english position in the entire sec3!!! omg cool right!!! i was sooo shocked ytd, that i sat there slapping yiyin for like one minute b4 i was like, ohya i need to go to front of hall, & stood up. i was so slow that ppl thout i was absent =.=
soo cool! i seriously didnt think i wld be up there, cos everyone like did so well in eng. and guess what, the coolest thing is that its my second time getting it *self-satisfied smile* :D i am happy.
know what else makes me happy? swings. yup, playground swings meant for little kids. they are so, so fun! sat on one just now. hmm a four yr old was beside me. lol.
am gonna try to get mom to agree to japan trip later. hope she's in a good mood.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
To HongWei!
oi you slacker, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! i know you are very sad that i didnt wish you ytd so here i am dedicating a post specially to YOU!
i know you are super gan dong now.
i am so nice right.
even though you pretend you are not sad i know you are secretly sad and yet happy that i wished you even though it is belated. aw, no need pretend to be brave!
see, i am so sensitive hor.
i know you are very very touched & happy and probably tearing now because you are sooooo gan dong that i dedicated a post to you! AWW i give you tissue want anot? 3ply de, very strong. you waaaaant? no need pay me lah i song gei ni! :D
i have no idea why you were going to the library today because you are such a lazybum but, STUDY HARD FOR YOUR Os MAN! rmb that after that you can go find gf alr ahhaah.
too lazy to type more alr. BYEBYE.
Thursday, July 12, 2007
my precious camera
i am really really worried. my precious Miniket Photo seems to be malfunctioning. and i think the guarentee is like...expired. damn it! it has never spoiled b4 (duh), and it was FINE like three days ago! well it can still take pictures and stuff but i cant ZOOM when im taking a picture! WHY???? it zooms just fine when im zooming in on a picture i've alrdy taken! and my cam is super powerful de lor, the zoom is like optical zoom, & u can see objects like 1km away from you! okay maybe not so far, but close. like you can see the things at the other end of the beach at east coast park.
i really don't understand why this has happened. i am really really worried. it cant be cos i dropped it, cos i did drop it on like, moday night i think. but that shdnt matter cos i dropped it from a low height, like 30cm, and my chair absorbed most of the impact. plus, i've dropped it before, once or twice, like that time yiyin pulled her towel out from under my camera, and THAT made it drop heavily onto the ground. much more impact, & it still worked fine! i dont understand it, why is it not zooming now?
i think im going to the samsung customer service centre at plaza singapura. they will either find whats wrong & fix it, or i'll make them. hah, no, jk, but they cant say no, im a customer. plus, i didnt spoil it. i know because after i dropped it i turned it on & checked it & everything wa sfine, & no one has touched it since until today when i tried to capture the beautiful sunset staining the sky pink.
this is so not fair, what if it's really spoiled? they can still fix it right? will i have o pay? Dad will kill me if i tell him it's spoiled, plus, its not reli spoiled, just not functioning properly. Dad paid a small fortune for this precious camera, & i intend to make it last for at least until im 18. thats like, 2 & a half more years to go, and my camera's made it thru like one year alr, i dont intend to buy a new one, as it's still taking pictures of amazing clarity & its got so many amazing functions. im gonna get it checked, & fixed, if neccessary.
i just need to find someone to go with me for moral support. and Mom cant know, neither can Dad. that leaves friends. i wonder who i shd ask.
i actually had quite alot to say, but the worry abt my precious cam has made me think of everything else as insignificant in comparison. i wonder if anyone wld like to buy the camera off of me. it's super new, & it hasnt got a single scratch on it. i took amazing care of it. my handphones nvr even make it thru the 1st 3mths w/o getting scratched, & my precious cam was taken care of so well that now, a year and 2mths ltr (i think), its unscratched and undamaged. well, if the zoom thing is really not spoiled lah. i'll get it checked out soon. maybe this saturday. or sunday.
i really feel like crying. my hands have been trembling since i realise it cldnt zoom when i tried to take pics. Daddy spent $619 on it, divided by the day's i've had it, thats about $1.40 a day, and i love the camera so, so much. i waited three years to get my very own digital camera (since pri sch) and when i got one, it was a multi function one i adored but was ridiculously overpriced. i didnt reli need all that functions. i felt SO, SO guilty as i didnt do my research, & just bought the prettiest cam i found with MP3 function. and i actually made Daddy pay all that money for it, and we got into this huge fight because of it. it was the angriest Daddy had ever gotten at me, but in the end he still got it for me, cos Daddy gets me about like everything i want. dont mistake me for a rich, spoiled brat though, because i hardly ever ask Daddy for anything. and i mean that. i only get new phones when the old ones spoil, and when i want a new one, i do my research, because i've learnt my lesson with my precious camera. and Daddy and i are still in a cold war, i dont even rmb the cause, and sometimes it makes me really really sad, u noe? but i trust he'll forgive me, he always have. omg, now that i think abt it, i really really dont rmb what it was that started my fight with Daddy. i promised i wld take super gd care of the camera, and i intend to keep this promise, even if i hv to save up slowly for however much the repair will cost (if it needs a repair). Daddy paid for this camera, reluctantly, but he still did, that's because he loves me, and maybe he doesn't know it, but i love him too and i treasure this camera alot, alot. even though my family is unlike others, it doesnt make me like, not love him or anything. i cant say i love Mom, cos im not entirely sure i feel comfortable with that. Mom's said & done things that really made me hate her, its just too difficult to love her now.
oh shoot. a post abt my camera turned into a family relationship analysis? i need to go now. im really disturbed by this lizard perching on the door really, really close to me. its so freaky. i cant stand it any longer. goodbye!
I W ILL DO ALL I CAN TO FIX MY CAMERA. I WILL.
i really don't understand why this has happened. i am really really worried. it cant be cos i dropped it, cos i did drop it on like, moday night i think. but that shdnt matter cos i dropped it from a low height, like 30cm, and my chair absorbed most of the impact. plus, i've dropped it before, once or twice, like that time yiyin pulled her towel out from under my camera, and THAT made it drop heavily onto the ground. much more impact, & it still worked fine! i dont understand it, why is it not zooming now?
i think im going to the samsung customer service centre at plaza singapura. they will either find whats wrong & fix it, or i'll make them. hah, no, jk, but they cant say no, im a customer. plus, i didnt spoil it. i know because after i dropped it i turned it on & checked it & everything wa sfine, & no one has touched it since until today when i tried to capture the beautiful sunset staining the sky pink.
this is so not fair, what if it's really spoiled? they can still fix it right? will i have o pay? Dad will kill me if i tell him it's spoiled, plus, its not reli spoiled, just not functioning properly. Dad paid a small fortune for this precious camera, & i intend to make it last for at least until im 18. thats like, 2 & a half more years to go, and my camera's made it thru like one year alr, i dont intend to buy a new one, as it's still taking pictures of amazing clarity & its got so many amazing functions. im gonna get it checked, & fixed, if neccessary.
i just need to find someone to go with me for moral support. and Mom cant know, neither can Dad. that leaves friends. i wonder who i shd ask.
i actually had quite alot to say, but the worry abt my precious cam has made me think of everything else as insignificant in comparison. i wonder if anyone wld like to buy the camera off of me. it's super new, & it hasnt got a single scratch on it. i took amazing care of it. my handphones nvr even make it thru the 1st 3mths w/o getting scratched, & my precious cam was taken care of so well that now, a year and 2mths ltr (i think), its unscratched and undamaged. well, if the zoom thing is really not spoiled lah. i'll get it checked out soon. maybe this saturday. or sunday.
i really feel like crying. my hands have been trembling since i realise it cldnt zoom when i tried to take pics. Daddy spent $619 on it, divided by the day's i've had it, thats about $1.40 a day, and i love the camera so, so much. i waited three years to get my very own digital camera (since pri sch) and when i got one, it was a multi function one i adored but was ridiculously overpriced. i didnt reli need all that functions. i felt SO, SO guilty as i didnt do my research, & just bought the prettiest cam i found with MP3 function. and i actually made Daddy pay all that money for it, and we got into this huge fight because of it. it was the angriest Daddy had ever gotten at me, but in the end he still got it for me, cos Daddy gets me about like everything i want. dont mistake me for a rich, spoiled brat though, because i hardly ever ask Daddy for anything. and i mean that. i only get new phones when the old ones spoil, and when i want a new one, i do my research, because i've learnt my lesson with my precious camera. and Daddy and i are still in a cold war, i dont even rmb the cause, and sometimes it makes me really really sad, u noe? but i trust he'll forgive me, he always have. omg, now that i think abt it, i really really dont rmb what it was that started my fight with Daddy. i promised i wld take super gd care of the camera, and i intend to keep this promise, even if i hv to save up slowly for however much the repair will cost (if it needs a repair). Daddy paid for this camera, reluctantly, but he still did, that's because he loves me, and maybe he doesn't know it, but i love him too and i treasure this camera alot, alot. even though my family is unlike others, it doesnt make me like, not love him or anything. i cant say i love Mom, cos im not entirely sure i feel comfortable with that. Mom's said & done things that really made me hate her, its just too difficult to love her now.
oh shoot. a post abt my camera turned into a family relationship analysis? i need to go now. im really disturbed by this lizard perching on the door really, really close to me. its so freaky. i cant stand it any longer. goodbye!
I W ILL DO ALL I CAN TO FIX MY CAMERA. I WILL.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
scary things
this is a post about scary things in life today, yesterday, tomorrow and forever more!
yeah.
yeah.
- PEOPLE. they are scary because they come in all shapes & sizes. no, im kidding. ppl are scary because its totally scary how they can be nice one second & then bitch abt u the next, how they can be such a hypocrite, saying one thing & doing another, and how they can lie to your face & not bat an eyelash.
- FEMALES. do i need to say more? we are scary things, girls, because our mood swings from high to low in the space of abt a microsecond, esp if its that time of the month. girls are scary cause they can be super understanding & nice to ppl one day, & the next, its like the thing never happened & the girl's horribly crude & idiotic again.
- TEACHERS. they are the worst. never trust a teacher, cos they might just betray your trust & tell your parents all they've found out abt you. i speak from experience. also, trust a teacher with no life to ruin yours just cos he or she (usu she) is stupid. okay dumb reasoning but true.
- FOOD. food is scary cos there are so many many kinds! how did human beings create so many different types of yummy appetizing eats??? wow.
- THE UNKNOWN. this is a wide general topic. the unknown includes many things, ranging from supernatural happenings to deadly incurable diseases to tomorrow. yes, tomorrow is an unknown thing that cld be scary, cause in the space of one day your life could change so drastically it wld never be the same again.
i think five things are enuf for now....i cant think of anth just now. wow today was a rather slacky day at sch. firstly 3rounds ard sch. lol i jogged the entire 1st round then wasted 2min waiting for ppl then jogged half a round, walked, then ran most of the third round & obviously i came in super late but hahahaha. whatever.
then physics was fun cos we played with toys :D forces and toys. good combination.
ENGLISH. omg, i think i totally failed the compo test, i so totally over-wrote & didnt finish the story! & i had barely begun my main point. EURGH.
mt. hahahaaa Mr Chin just finished the 1st chp. i spent most of the lesson thinking abt Hilary Duff's songs. namely from her 2nd album. finally...math! erm i did not pay attention like at all.
got ignored many times today. whatever. i dont even rmb by who. being lame. i eat bread everyday! lol. breadtalk all bread one dollar. go buy. i need to spend less on food. yes, need. *rolls eyes* you are irritating. you dont deserve anyone. thus, it is not fair.
You! you are so immature & childish! yesyes, we know u're pissed & chuffed & whatever, GET OVER IT. why are you making a big fuss when i do it but oh, its ok when you do it? there is no difference, & stop thinking of urslf as the superior one. that is so what i hated abt you & i thot u've changed but u're showing ur hideous ugly side again & u noe what? it's really really unflattering, u're so ugly when u do this. its part of the reason why i didnt want to be with you in the 1st place. sometimes im so glad to hv a break from you.
Monday, July 09, 2007
eeyer
so disgusting. i had a rather rotten weekend.....esp with the way CHMA started. CHMA was okay lah...it was mostly the company. sure i guess some ppl were nice enuf but others were jay eee are kay ass. major ones.
I SAW SOMEONE IMPT IN MY PAST AT CHMA. its a guy, of course. his name starts with CH...cool right, his name CH then see him at CHS. no biggie lah, he was frm CHS mah. yeah he's graduated. wish he'd rmbed me. wish he's said hi. wish i'd said hi. hahaha.
OH i went looking like a traffic light. RED top. GREEN bag. GOLD shoes. LIVE EARTH. kinda lame, why a concert? but anw, wish i'd worn green. Juanne wore green. yes, i saw again, with the same person she was with ytd :D i was with the same person too, but toatlly different man. like, totally.
so today's monday. surprisingly, i was very awake the whole day. nvr felt like sleeping. cool. i think i flunked the graph test in maths...and not sure abt the physics one, but i think im really getting better at physics! *happy* but chem is going downhill. eep.
math is crazy! i am so getting nth. i need to do smth abt it :(
i want to go on the japan trip.
i get priority, but mom hasnt given the go-ahead. even though we dont hv to pay anth, becos we're poor. hmm i reli wana go, after this, i dunno when i may hv a chance to go outta Singapore again, cos mom says we really dont hv the money. i want to go japan.
Capricorns are getting a thrill of romance today. but im not.
Aquarians are getting a blast of someone from their past and am being drawn to the person yet again. hmm, closer, but not really.
I wanna be drawn to him though.
talked to FMS today! he is so cute. hahah. and we did hv a brief EC moment. cool. and aliya was acting funny. lol.
finally meet betty today!
FINALLY.
yeah thats abt it. toodles, readers :D
I SAW SOMEONE IMPT IN MY PAST AT CHMA. its a guy, of course. his name starts with CH...cool right, his name CH then see him at CHS. no biggie lah, he was frm CHS mah. yeah he's graduated. wish he'd rmbed me. wish he's said hi. wish i'd said hi. hahaha.
OH i went looking like a traffic light. RED top. GREEN bag. GOLD shoes. LIVE EARTH. kinda lame, why a concert? but anw, wish i'd worn green. Juanne wore green. yes, i saw again, with the same person she was with ytd :D i was with the same person too, but toatlly different man. like, totally.
so today's monday. surprisingly, i was very awake the whole day. nvr felt like sleeping. cool. i think i flunked the graph test in maths...and not sure abt the physics one, but i think im really getting better at physics! *happy* but chem is going downhill. eep.
math is crazy! i am so getting nth. i need to do smth abt it :(
i want to go on the japan trip.
i get priority, but mom hasnt given the go-ahead. even though we dont hv to pay anth, becos we're poor. hmm i reli wana go, after this, i dunno when i may hv a chance to go outta Singapore again, cos mom says we really dont hv the money. i want to go japan.
Capricorns are getting a thrill of romance today. but im not.
Aquarians are getting a blast of someone from their past and am being drawn to the person yet again. hmm, closer, but not really.
I wanna be drawn to him though.
talked to FMS today! he is so cute. hahah. and we did hv a brief EC moment. cool. and aliya was acting funny. lol.
finally meet betty today!
FINALLY.
yeah thats abt it. toodles, readers :D
Friday, July 06, 2007
BUMBLEBEE! :D
its friday, woot! im watching ghost whisperer now, & like, wow i love drama aahah.
watched Transformers today, & i LOVE Bumblebee! he is soo cool & cute & almost like human! he is just too cute. yay. pretty yellow camaro. I WAAAAAANT.
NEW BLOGSKIN I FINALLY CHANGED IT.
i am like, so proud of myself.
cause the html has some wrong codes, so i spent the entire night like fixing them & FINALLY i, the computer noob, have done it.
*APPLAUDS*
thankyou!
so today after watching the 2hr++ Transformers (nice leh! go watch! worth the money! but dont drink b4 the movie ahha) with JiaXin Nicholas & SianFu, which was like, awkward can, some ppl dont talk =.= , i went to meet Joshua & while waiting i saw Juanne & another Nicholas! ahhaha they are sooo....ahemahem. anw Josh's got to help me with math tmr.
& i gotta contact Betty & remind her.
& must call Marucs & Qiulin.
LOL busy bee. BUMBLEBEE! yay :D
im very tired im going now, must do alot of things...sigh.
watched Transformers today, & i LOVE Bumblebee! he is soo cool & cute & almost like human! he is just too cute. yay. pretty yellow camaro. I WAAAAAANT.
NEW BLOGSKIN I FINALLY CHANGED IT.
i am like, so proud of myself.
cause the html has some wrong codes, so i spent the entire night like fixing them & FINALLY i, the computer noob, have done it.
*APPLAUDS*
thankyou!
so today after watching the 2hr++ Transformers (nice leh! go watch! worth the money! but dont drink b4 the movie ahha) with JiaXin Nicholas & SianFu, which was like, awkward can, some ppl dont talk =.= , i went to meet Joshua & while waiting i saw Juanne & another Nicholas! ahhaha they are sooo....ahemahem. anw Josh's got to help me with math tmr.
& i gotta contact Betty & remind her.
& must call Marucs & Qiulin.
LOL busy bee. BUMBLEBEE! yay :D
im very tired im going now, must do alot of things...sigh.
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