Pass the herbal tea

I used to be a little bit shy
I kept my deepest feelings inside
Speaking up to you about my emotions has always been hard
But this just can't wait
Tonight I feel a little bit brave
So I won't let one more day pass without you explaining what we are

A lot of things I can take
Got a high thresh hold for pain
But let's get one thing straight
I'm not down to share you with anyone
If that's not what you're looking for
Nice knowing you but there's the door
Cause I know that I can find someone
Who'll give me what I want

This is gonna sound kind of silly
If you're looking over your shoulder
Then you don't need to be with me
And I don't need to hold on

Don't let me stop you
From doing what you want to do
You don't wanna stick, trust me it's cool
Take no chance, get over you
No no, don't let me stop you
If you wanna leave baby you can leave
Just don't pretend that you're into me
If it ain't true, no
Don't let me stop you

Even if I end up broken hearted
I won't lie
I don't wanna hear goodbye
But either way I'll be alright

Am on a victory high! i may have missed the last quiz cos i was dumb and forgot about it, but today i scored full marks for the last quiz for this module! WOOT!

YEAH BABY LET ME HEAR YOU SAY YEAHHHHHHHH!

and im very proud of myself for being real, even though i had some screwed up dream last night that was completely DISGUSTING, but hey, im proud to say that i was strong and commendable in the dream! i did me proud. sometimes i love me. awesome, Grace! as London would say, "Yaaaaay, me!"

had another weird dream about me buying a macbook, which isnt that weird, but it involved me and a group of friends who dont know each other, like Cliff and Juanne and Danny. all 3 of them are from different groups. but it was really funny cos in my dream Cliff had some weird blonde hairstyle and Juanne had a black macbook that had foldable speakers attached. and then we all went to sit at some table, in the rain. i proceeded to open my umbrella, then we got chased away by the police, and Danny left his bag there and i almost got into a fight w some girl. HAH. weird, right?

yep, definitely a lot of weird dreams last night cause i overslept. woke up at like 1.30pm when i usu wake up at 11+.
wow, just made my life sound really easy, as though i dont hv to go to sch.
hah well, only for these two days. other days i hv night class fr 6-9pm.
and the only reason i can sleep in til so late is cos my other module is an e-learning class so all our work is done at home, or online.

so chill, im sufferin' right along with y'all.

and when i woke up this morning my throat hurt like hell, and i started coughing like mad, so yeah, sufferin', baby, sufferin'.
throat is mad itchy, making me cough! and even when it's itchy it still hurts, FML!
need luo han guo. bad.

i hope this goes away by the weekend, what an awful way to turn 18 otherwise. IM TURNING 18. OLDNESS. ahhhhhhhhhhh! scary shit.

peace out, chickadees!