Saturday, January 23, 2010

too strong to care

fucking unhappy.
dont know why.
got an idea of why but am too much of coward to explore possibility.
need an escape.
need to escape.
need a friend.
need pills.
has not eaten properly since monday.
need to eat properly.
need to open window and jump out.
knows where the keys are, fortunately/unfortunately.
you decide.
fuckshit.
screwed up mess of pretence.

time to see a doctor. the psycho analyst type.
goodbye.

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