Trouble Is

I could slip so easily into you
If I let myself go
I could let my wildest dream come true
You never know
How it's gonna wind up in the end
Will we be lovers or not even friends?

Trouble is, I like the taste too much and I can't think straight
People change, and will you still be here after today
Trouble is, I feel like I could win or lose it all
I don't know which way to fall

Don’t forget, the promises we made
When I got off the plane
We’d be back together once again
And we would stay the same
Sometimes I think love can last
But sometimes I think forever is the thing of the past

Trouble is, I like the taste too much and I can't think straight
People change, and will you still be here after today
Trouble is, I feel like I could win or lose it all
I don't know which way to fall

Everything’s so temporary.
Hold too tight and things just slip away.
And then you hold me, I’m in place

Trouble is, I like the taste too much and I can't think straight
People change, and will you still be here after today
Trouble is, I feel like I could win or lose it all
I don't know which way to fall

I don't know which way to fall

The deadline for the final assignment, assignment 3 for HoCos has been pushed back to wed, 20jan, 6pm. im not sure how i feel about this.
on one hand, it's more time to work on it, which is super, super good.
on the other hand, it's less time to celebrate. which, i suppose, isnt all that bad. okay. im rubbish, the extension is good. it's awesome.

anyway, i got an email from Wilson asking me to explain why i didnt attempt Quiz #5 & #6 and i was like, O.O
because i did do #6, you know, so i was like, oh no! what???

so it was only after i replied that #5 closed by the time i logged in (10plus, i think, and it closed at 10pm) but i did do #6, that i realised that he'd sent the email at 14.30pm ytd, and i hadnt seen it until just now, so that means that i only did the quiz a full 4hrs plus after he sent me the email.

which is perfectly okay, or so i thought.
because he'd told us that the quiz would be open til 22oohrs ytd, and i completed it at like 7pm, so i thought it would be fine.
i dont know, i shall just wait for his reply.

sigh, how do i always manage to get myself into this kind of shit? meaning trouble. because i dont want to be a bad kid, and im trying really, really hard.
but i suppose trying really hard isnt enough, it's trying your BEST that matters.

shit, i really am trying.

i KNOW i missed #5, and i beat myself up real bad for it, and i still feel like crap about it, but there's nothing i can do! is it wrong to want to move on? or should i obsess incessantly about it?

ugh. i disgust myself. i hate you, grace, so much sometimes.

whatever.

moving on.

my throat still hurts majorly. i downed loads of luo han guo alr, but it doesnt seem to be working. it hurts to speak and swallow and im still coughing and im worried that it may escalate into a full-on flu. I HOPE NOT.

also, im having a tough time with Assignment 3, i was really confused about the instructions at first, but im starting to get it now.

feel super tired. i cant get to sleep at night, and i have trouble waking up in the morn, but i still get tones of sleep. but when i wake up i still feel like going back to sleep! like right now, crawling into bed and getting some shut-eye sounds really good. but that's crazy talk, i have work to do.

i think it's a combination of the mild illness and my period that's making me so tired. i hate being a girl.

Homer makes being a guy look so easy, all you gotta know is "Point and shoot," HAHAHHAHA. i watched that episode last week.

my left arm hurts for no reason. either i have rheumatism, or im getting bodyaches - a flu symptom.
i kinda think it's rheumatism.

going to work on creative storytelling now, bye bye boo!