looong weekend!

today marks the end of the long weekend & i cannot wait for the september holidays!

they're just two weeks away. tmr is start of week 8, & i major tests. im so glad SPA is over. however, i've got Trig test tmr. omg. & SS test. & literature test! yikes. plus on tues, i've got Chem test. but after that, i tink im DONE. yep. all that's left is awaiting my report slip.

i can alr tell u some of the grades. F9 for math & Amath. D7 for physics & maybe E8 for chem. i noe i havent taken chem yet, but with mole concept? im not optimistic at all. im hoping i ace lit & SS. i noe there's no way im gonna ace english this term, considering...sigh. goodbye A1. and mother tongue? i hope i at least scrape like, a C5. i hv no idea what Mr Chin's standards are.

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it just dawned on me that i still hv NAPFA to deal with! and God knows i've been pigging out like EVERYDAY lately! omg, at least it's still 2wks away...right? well it's in wk 9. I THINK. omg i am so screwed.

sigh. holidays, pls hurry.

looong weekend!

NDP 07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY COUSIN-IN-LAW!

today is singapore's special day & also biao jie fu Sam's bday! so my family went to Jasmine biao jie & biao jie fu's place in the afternoon for the party. parteeeeeeeeee! ahahaha.

i wore red cos ytd i wore white. so cool right! i bought a red shirt ytd, & i love it. red is hot. i tink i was overdressed again. i mean, nobody told me the theme was casual casual! i was semi casual, but i tink my earrings overdid it just a bit. hmm. plus i was literally THE ONLY PERSON THERE BETWEEN THE AGES OF 10 TO 30. and im not exaggerating, btw. unless you count the maid, who's probably in her 20s. like, the person whjo's nearest my age is my NEICE, who's 9, turning 10 ltr this yr =.= i was bored outta my skull. therefore, i de-bored myslf by eating. & eating. & eating. yeah, Sam's brother-in-law came into the dining room like 3x only to see me pigging out. i stayed in there like 30min, just EATING. gosh.

the parade was boring. after i stuffed myslf, the kids came to ask me to play. Rachel stood behind me & said "biao yi" like 2318531x before i heard her. lol so malu. the kids were my neice & nephew, Rachel who's 9 & Brandon who's like 5 or 6, Sam's sisters' kids Grace & Jayna who're 6(or 7) & 8 respectively. Grace the kid is such a scaredy-cat. she screamed & howled noisily while watching Jurassic Park. jeez its just a gigantic human eating, dinosaur killing, bone crunching, noisy roaring big dinosaur. and not even a T-rex, which is, admittedly, cuter than the other dino, but still. its on TV -.- and she shrieked like it was chasing her. and she loves to scream & cry for fun. so not me when i was younger. (: Jayna on the other hand, is alot more like me. steady & shy & pretty. hahaha im jk abt the last one.

guess what we played. Pictionary. JUNIOR Pictionary. oh gosh. needless to say, i won. im sorry if i dont sound v enthusiastic abt my kid relatives, its just that they were so...rah. Rachel took things pretty well, but then she's had plenty of practise & im not exactly famed for my way with kids, i mean, i screamed at Rachel alot when we were both little kids. being 6 yrs old & having attention taken away from you does alot of things to ur jealous side, & im sure i was horrible to Rachel back then. Brandon & Kid Grace argued & Brandon threw a tantrum & omg, I SOLVED IT. cool or what? my older sister instincts must be kicking in. lol. Jayna & Rachel ended up drawing animals. Rachel is so sweet, she hero worships my drawings. my art is sucky as hell, yet she stands by them & maintains that they are very nice & cute. how sweet is that? & lemme tell ya, her art is like wow. & she's shy & modest too, which is why i nvr got any pictures taken with them ): i must do so b4 they leave for Shanghai next yr.

birthday cakes were super yummy! we had chocolate banana cake & cheese cake! they were soooooo good, & we has a blackout in the middle of it! cool. cakes tasted as good without light (: the food was all great. yum.

national day eve!

wore white top,jeans & gold shoes to sch! totally overdressed, but whatever. cause like, i was going to town & i didnt wana be like, tee & jeans & so i wore...nice tee & jeans? um. there's a difference, really.
so like, everyone basically sat in the hall for like 3hours, flattening our bums & cramping our legs. awards, talent time, & then blah blah blah i cant rmb. ohyes i rmb jiaxin kept POKING me & ppl were like, stand up for zoe & we were like, okay & in the end i think only half the class stood up. heh. zoe is pro. olivia is also v pro! yeah man pro ppl.
okay then we got dismissed. and the entire 3/3 plus a few other non 3/3 ppl went to the canteen in droves, awaiting a lunch provided by hu lao shi. now, even thou jared & i arent in hmt, we ate anw X) yeah we had rice, soup &...soup? yeah. two types of soup!

after lunch it was time for a trip to fun house. kanika, lynette, xinping, minshan, tingzhi, jiaxin, ziai, sherilyn, me & yiyin went to yiyin's house & had a bunch of fun. rusty is cutecutecute! & has smth abt kanika. we saw monkeys! omg, there were soooooooo cute. and then when lyn & i left abt 3+ & i was on the bus to town, i counted a family of 15 monkeys monkeying around on the side of thompson road! like, super cute can.
at 4+, qiulin & i finally met! i kept her waiting for long time, oops. we were supposed to meet at three, but dragged til then. heh. sorry babe! we shopped & walked & tested nail polish & omg! anna sui limited edition nail polish is oh-so-pretty & deliciously fruity! yes, its like, scented! we both tried on like a whole bunch of clothes & wow we took v long. then during dinner, here's what we had in total: a jumbo bbq sausage, a french fries sausage, yam cake, & red bean pie. & then it was time to leave. ql cldnt go to phs carnival, so i went to meet the others there. we boarded 162 at 7.20pm. OMG HAHAHHA YOU KNOW WHAT. passengers totally thot we were like a couple, cos we were taking pics & giggling & totally girly & it was so funny.

FINALLY, at 8+ i arrived at yck. wow, buses take uber long. sooo not fun. phs was in chaos! so messy & according to ken, so sian, nth to do! yiyin & i both arrived at abt 8.30, & we, tgt with ken, waited for JC til abt 9.30, when we left for supper at J8. this is the spooky part. we were at S11 from 9.45 to abt 10.30, and at abt 10.15, they started telling ghost stories. they were all not creepy, until JC told his uber scary one. and kenneth & i were laughing it off & saying lame stuff, until suddenly, i started getting this uneasy feeling. okay, uneasy is an understatement. i was basically freaking out. and it was the story that was spooking me, it was everything. like, the surroundings, the atmosphere...i dunno. it was like the place itself was spooking me. and boy, was i flipping out. i was like, can you please please please stop saying alr, can we leave? please? omg, i want to leave, i reli want to leave... i cant even descirbe how creepy it was okay. that feeling was just GRIPPING me, & i just wanted to get outta there. and no one took me seriously, even thou i was slapping JC's shoulder & stuff. and then i said the thing which i think they finally believed. becos im like seriously in tune to my intuition & (forgive me if it sounds lame) psychic powers, i REALLY believed that we shd leave, u noe? so i told them exactly that, & finally JC was like, okay lor let's leave. & the crazy thing is that, the moment we left the coffeeshop & reached the interchange, i felt immensely better. like a huge weight had been pressing down on me b4, & lifted up. the spooky feeling left, but i still felt uneasy, & JC had to walk me home. i am so glad he did, becaus ei wld hv scared myslf silly if i went home alone. seriously, on the way home, i reflected on the feeling & it seemed so dumb that i cld hv been so scared! i'd nvr been the easily spooked type b4. i told JC that, & i tink he also dint noe what to say, i tink my freaky behaviour scared him. maybe he thot i was nuts. oops. but he was like, ok im glad u feel better, go home slp then tmr everything better alr. whew. it was just FREAKY.

but all in all, today was a fun day (:

geeeee...

geography test was 5hrs ago! and im pretty sure i didnt fail. thankyou kind frens! also, thankyou psychic powers which made me think i shd focus on the case study! hmm, better hope nobody who hasnt taken the test sees this. ahahha.

cldnt find ms sharmilah today, thus cldnt hand in eng stuff. eeyer. then my one percent will be taken away? somemore ytd can hand in de lor, then she didnt wana accept it. yucks, i am not happy.

my underneath the smile essay which was supposed to be a masterpiece ended up more like a piece of the masterpiece. sooo unfinshed & repetitive. ick. ohwell.

how how how?????? so many things to do, so little time. ahahha so mary-kate & ashley.

gonna binge soon. feel like eating. nth to eat. still wana eat. im a food junkie! junkie junkie junkie. JUNKIE.

who wants to go to phs carnival nxt wk?
yiyin & i may be going.
must go ask the guys.
wonder if linlin free...
lalala!

my class got harry jackson. very handsome de. want go see.
tmr is friday! woot.

tmr hv math test ))):
*sadness*
fail again, die.

i hv recently fallen for apple tea. very nice. yumyum. drink the pokka brand one. apple tea, the drink for apple and tea lovers alike. hahah.

i love chocolate! eaten loads the past two days. esp love dark chocolate.
did i mention that mom says i can go japan? well if im selected to go, im allowed. so yeah from now on, all my shopping for clothes has to be practical. meaning everything i buy must be like, can use on the trip de. although its still not confirmed that i can go. hmm. rahh.

japan. nipon. riben.

i have gone old school! backpack seems to be coming back recently, im sure u've noticed. past few months, lotsa ppl hv reverted to backpacks, bringing back old school style (:
its seriously lighter. althou has less space, but super duper light. cool.

this post is in green because i feel like making it green. teeheeheeeeeeee......

overspendage.

chicken banana, i totally hv no idea where my money went. ten bucks in two days on food. roti prata! cheese fries! drinks! sweets! chicken chop! baked curry rice! eeyer. so disgusting.

at least the sweets are for everybody. siao de, i buy sweets end up everybody eat. ahahha rmb the rabbit sweet time. now its fizzy cola! yumyum.

uh hmm. so you know i sit at the side of the class right by the windows, & daryl jianyu danny & nicholas sit behind me & thus i always hear alot of weird weird funny stuff. let me give you an idea of what i hear.
giggles.
chuckles.
criticism. eg "walao f---- so damn easy, OBVIOUS right! lidat also need to say,"
and then yesterday,
daryl: "...see jianyu that orgasm face."
(me: thinks '????' while trying to focus on math lesson)
nicholas: *laughs&laughs* "guys can have orgasms one meh?"
(me: thinks '?!?!?!')
nicholas repeats question.
danny: "then what, you think animals only"
nicholas: "but guys can have orgasms one meh??"
(me: *valiantly tries to hide laughter, turns slightly in chair & sees daryl looking at me when im trying not to laugh & then cannot tahan & bursts out laughing*)

classroom entertainment. i guess its better than watergun fights behind the teacher. i get to stay dry (:

today an insect came into our classroom right before english & it looked like a cockroach & it was right beside meifeng's seat which is 2rows in front of me & meifeng & i were like "omg cockroach! eeyer someone stop it!!"

okay so maybe it was just me.

but anw i was like, "no! dont let it get to my seat!!! minshan!!! stop it!!! do smth!!!" & everyone wasnt listening & the thing crawled & crawled & came closer......

"MEIFENG!!!!!!! MINSHAAAAN!!!!!!!!!!"

okay yeah i dont like roaches. plus i REALLY didnt want it near my seat, with all my stuff there. so minshan, with the =.= look, threw a box cover over it, temporarily solving the problem (:

but then during english i came back to get my vocab book, & i was worried abt them releasing the thing so i told them not to & in the end we decided it had to be stopped. or killed. or thrown out the window. whichever. far far away from grace's seat is best. so afiqa & i were like, "got cockroach! how!" & we were majorly freaked out tht some guys may let it loose & it wld terrorize us, so everytime someone approached the box cover we wld be "NOO!!!"
in the end danny said he'll kill it & then uncovered it & then...

danny: "chey! wth, not cockroach lah! just some insect lookalike."
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.
.
=.=
everybody: "who say is cockroach one!"
in unison: "grace lor,"
me: "but...meifeng told me is cockroach de! whatever lah, i still dont want it anywhere near my seat! someone pls like take it away!"
*watches in horror as the insect crawls ever close to my stuff, & when it is beside minshan's desk...(which is right in front of mine)*
"no!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop it! OMG!!! STOP IT omg omg omg!"
yeah i believe i was smth like that. yes, im freaked out when it comes to creepy crawlies. anyway. back to the high pitched screaming.
"no!!!!!!! do something!!!!!!!!!!"
& then chiachiu kicks it back to meifeng's seat. *silence* me: "er. ok that works." temporary, but gave my like 5more min to solve the problem. IN THE END! gang hao threw it out the window! :DDDD

yay ganghao saved the day with the piece of paper! ahahha see, must be brave like him, not the other useless guys standing around, like danny, who was like, chey not cockroach i care for wad. -.- -.- -.- !!!!!

ahahha. yes so that was basically the funniest thing all day. unless you count yiyin & i finding out during EFL that dennis is totally hair-less. seriously, it's like he has zero leg hair. v scary.

slimming chocolate i crave you! ♥

Baby, I'm back!

CELEBRATE! for grace has returned from her impromptu inofficial hiatus! and she brings with her a new blogskin because as she said, she was tired of the love record one! and this one fits pretty well!

okay im tired of exclamation marks.

anyway, i stumbled upon this skin. its cool, isnt it?? so...weirdly cool. like i said, weird is a good thing in my dictionary. plus you guys know i like turqoises and reds. i changed some of the colors here like the bolds, italics, underlineds...yeah cos the original was pretty light. it was a light BRIGHT turqoise, pretty, but hard to see. arent the pics so oddly japanese? cool, considering i wana go japan...& i forgot to hand in the form again! OHNO. TMR. aside from that, the whole LOVEME thing isnt relevant. just in RED, which i LOVE.

GUESS WHAT!!!
i found a new hairstyle for me to wear to school. French braid! i just discovered ytd that it makes me look totally...serious student like. ahahha. am gonna practise tying it then start tying it like that soon.

Physics SPA test sucked so bad today, it was worse than my old vacuum cleaner at home! it was like, bjxkdfhekfjhgsdiltfBLEHH. yeah. chicken banana.

physics test got postponed! oh lovely, i am gonna do so well (: and next wk hv SS test too, OMG WHEN IS GEOG????????????? shitty shit shit, i forgot to do geog hmwk.

next week is gonna be a fantabulously gorgeous week. i am determined for it to be so. with a super duper short week of approx. 2sch days, 1 sch celebration day & 2holidays + weekend, i am gonna have a whole bunch of radical fun :D

i have many many things to blog abt after my ten day hiatus (10 days right...? *counts* yeah 10.) but they gotta wait! i gtg bathe & then watch my monday drama. Desperate housewives! whoop.

& u're my one-of-a-kind chocolate, & chocolate is loved. ♥

Racial Harmony Day 2007!

wow today was soo fun!

so i wore thiviyah's pretty top with jeans, & like WOW i looked so ethnic! and junhe said i sound indian -.- and today i got mistaken for many ppl! someone thot i was some girl (i forgot who) ut i rmb that chiachiu thought i was guangfu! O.O omg right. i got mistaken for a GUY. okay, so chiachiu said guangfu looks like a girl. so gf is a girly guy. eeyer i think chiachiu more girly lor ahhahah.
ANYWAY.
thiviyah's top so pretty! i think i looked reli pretty in it =X ohno, zi kua. i dont care lah, the top reli super nice lor. & Lakshmi, thanks for ur top even thou i didnt wear it! its nice too, only not as ethnic as thiviyah! thankyou to thiviyah & lakshmi.

you guys are so nice i love you.

and jasmine & jiaxin said i can sing ((: i am HAPPEE. and this is real happy, not Happy Grace happy. hmm haha makes no sense to most of you huh, its okay! SO TalentTime was today, & my cool dance junior Olivia sang reli well, i heard. yes, Olivia tried out for campus superstar & she made it thru the 1st & 2nd round auditions okay! so yes, she is pro. Daphne sang too! very nice! DAPHNE ALSO TRIED FOR CAMPUS, how cool is that? sadly daph only made it past 1st round, but we all think she rocks! :D yes, Anderson has some awesome singers. Zoe & Kanika & Jiaxin & Jasmine & Ziai & Minshan & Meifeng all joined talenttime this yr! yes, my class has some wicked singers too :DD plus there are some real cool singers who didnt join as well, eg ME (:
LOL okay lah YIYIN. i dont noe abt the rest. hmm.

lalala i escaped the boring video to watch them practice. then it was soo crowded in canteen, i nearly died in the super cool but super hot clothes i wore.

no training, so i played ball with qiao hui, joywe & kiacher. FUNN. love juniors. joywe nvr even complain that im such a horrible player & missed alot. she just kept saying bao wo. yay. & sarah is so cute she is having "relationship issues" :D

today very fun, but i forgot to hand in physics.
i gtg, more details tmr!

JIE KOU

why is this post entitled JIE KOU? (excuse/s) i dont know lah. cos today i heard alot of jay chou songs? ohwell just felt like it (:

i am sad lah, i want to change to a pretty pretty blogskin. and oh no, i have an image STUCK in my head. okay now its gone. it was a nice image, very cute, but highly distracting.

OHYES.

ytd mr chin said that SUCCESS comes when u remove DISTRACTIONS. and that he said if a girl liked him for 10yrs it means her love is very true and smth, i forgot what, and he said if a person is like that to him, he marry her alr. what has this got to do with success?
i tell you.
is an example. because if you like somebody & want to be successful in wooing this person, u must WANT IT/HER, THINK OF IT/HER and you must not be distracted or deterred by what others say! if ppl say she's horrible, you must not listen, and if you do these, one day u'll get her. i been thinking abt it, and like, really meh? if you like someone, and like him/her for veryvery long and then the person knows or smth, and he/she doesnt like you back, even if you stay true to him/her, you may nvr change his/her heart. of course, they are cases when you move him/her and you get him/her lah. then lucky you lor.

chemistry is driving me nutty.

i tried for so long to do the assignment, and i seriously dont know how to do. omg, how come?? this is so saddening. and its like, everybody says they suck at chem, & belif me, i asked many ppl. jun an, prakash, ganesh, chiachiu, ulfah, lakshmi, min shan, aliya, vikknesh, thiviyah...like, wow. why? *looks to the sky*

doodledoodoo.
the cow said moo.

yawn. bored.
i hv nth more to post le byebyeeeee

Aurora is a pretty name!

once upon a time in a land far far away
there lived a princess in a beautiful castle
her father was King and her mother, Queen
and she got everything she cared to asked for
Princess Aurora didnt ask for many things
she didnt need to, they were given.
she led a lavish life
full of pretty things many would kill to have
precious stones and gold coins
so many it wld take forever to count.
the princess liked to read in her room
because her room was her sanctuary
where she cld hide away from it all
what does a princess have to hide from?, you ask
well. everybody hides from something
and she'd like to keep her secrets from you.
the princess loved to read
she read all kinds of books.
romances and murder mysteries,
fantasy and the harry potter series. (:D)
she loved a good book she could immerse herself in
and pretend she was a part of that world,
at least for a while
she could live another life.
a lavish life she led,
but a lonely one, how sad.
her friends were few and far too different
they could never understand her pains.
it took too long before she realised
reading was her escape route from life.
she found in books what she didnt have
she felt so free and safe.
in books she knew to go right or left
in reality she was a big mess.
her way of escapism was her books
she really had no one to turn to.
the lives of princesses were lonely,
unless you had siblings
or until you found your prince
the princess life was a lonely one.
Princes, she read about many
they were the heroes in fairytales of love.
Love, she knew so little about
where was her own hero and happy ending?
Fairytales, she lived in one it seemed
but she had never met a fairy. (hahah)
in the books she loved so much
these things were aplenty
but in her boring life
she wished so much for some storybook magic
where a prince would come and sweep her off her feet
with his gorgeous personality and charm
he'd be the perfect person for her
and then she'll find her happily ever after
yes, she was a dreamer
but hey, a girl can dream yeah?
but until her story is written and the chapters finished
she'd wait patienly for her prince.

Blog Birthday!

today is a special day as it is one year after i created my blog & started blogging.

i rmb last year after 2.4km i went yiyin old house then she helped me create de and you know what, i dont like my blogskin anyumore, im gonna change it like, by this wkend.

anyway, had 2.4km run just now, felt terrible the entire day! when i woke up this morn i felt damn sick like completely unrested then a major headache hit me later in the day during class & it was like, OWW. i so didnt wana run. wasnt sure i cld. but in the end i ran lah, & it was SO BAD. i alf felt like puking b4 the run, & the headache came back, & i started the run with painful stitches & the stitches lasted thruout the run! i have nvr ran so slow b4, its so malu-ing. dont even wana type it here. yucks. like, sofiyah saw me jogging & she was like, ok dont give up! omg i feel so loser-ish. i think im falling sick o.O

aiyo, that hongwei ar, not appreciative enuf lor. i first time dedicate post to anybody leh! then i dedicate to him. i am such a gd fren right! tsktsk.

hmm ytd dennis asked me why i emo-ing in class then today joel say i emo when i carried my 'TOU TONG!'(headache) sign. i am not emo i was simply bored in math so i wote that sign. plus it was true. & PINK, if i was emo it'd be BLACK.
AHAHAHAHHA. JOEL. too funny. who is joel? u come ask me i tell you.
AHHAHAH ITS SO FUNNY i laughed like mad when i found out.

anyway.

listen up folks, u're currently reading the words of a person who has clinched the top 3 in english position in the entire sec3!!! omg cool right!!! i was sooo shocked ytd, that i sat there slapping yiyin for like one minute b4 i was like, ohya i need to go to front of hall, & stood up. i was so slow that ppl thout i was absent =.=
soo cool! i seriously didnt think i wld be up there, cos everyone like did so well in eng. and guess what, the coolest thing is that its my second time getting it *self-satisfied smile* :D i am happy.

know what else makes me happy? swings. yup, playground swings meant for little kids. they are so, so fun! sat on one just now. hmm a four yr old was beside me. lol.

am gonna try to get mom to agree to japan trip later. hope she's in a good mood.

To HongWei!

THIS IS A POST DEDICATED TO MY FRIEND HONGWEI.

oi you slacker, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! i know you are very sad that i didnt wish you ytd so here i am dedicating a post specially to YOU!

i know you are super gan dong now.
i am so nice right.

even though you pretend you are not sad i know you are secretly sad and yet happy that i wished you even though it is belated. aw, no need pretend to be brave!

see, i am so sensitive hor.

i know you are very very touched & happy and probably tearing now because you are sooooo gan dong that i dedicated a post to you! AWW i give you tissue want anot? 3ply de, very strong. you waaaaant? no need pay me lah i song gei ni! :D
i have no idea why you were going to the library today because you are such a lazybum but, STUDY HARD FOR YOUR Os MAN! rmb that after that you can go find gf alr ahhaah.

too lazy to type more alr. BYEBYE.

my precious camera

i am really really worried. my precious Miniket Photo seems to be malfunctioning. and i think the guarentee is like...expired. damn it! it has never spoiled b4 (duh), and it was FINE like three days ago! well it can still take pictures and stuff but i cant ZOOM when im taking a picture! WHY???? it zooms just fine when im zooming in on a picture i've alrdy taken! and my cam is super powerful de lor, the zoom is like optical zoom, & u can see objects like 1km away from you! okay maybe not so far, but close. like you can see the things at the other end of the beach at east coast park.

i really don't understand why this has happened. i am really really worried. it cant be cos i dropped it, cos i did drop it on like, moday night i think. but that shdnt matter cos i dropped it from a low height, like 30cm, and my chair absorbed most of the impact. plus, i've dropped it before, once or twice, like that time yiyin pulled her towel out from under my camera, and THAT made it drop heavily onto the ground. much more impact, & it still worked fine! i dont understand it, why is it not zooming now?

i think im going to the samsung customer service centre at plaza singapura. they will either find whats wrong & fix it, or i'll make them. hah, no, jk, but they cant say no, im a customer. plus, i didnt spoil it. i know because after i dropped it i turned it on & checked it & everything wa sfine, & no one has touched it since until today when i tried to capture the beautiful sunset staining the sky pink.

this is so not fair, what if it's really spoiled? they can still fix it right? will i have o pay? Dad will kill me if i tell him it's spoiled, plus, its not reli spoiled, just not functioning properly. Dad paid a small fortune for this precious camera, & i intend to make it last for at least until im 18. thats like, 2 & a half more years to go, and my camera's made it thru like one year alr, i dont intend to buy a new one, as it's still taking pictures of amazing clarity & its got so many amazing functions. im gonna get it checked, & fixed, if neccessary.
i just need to find someone to go with me for moral support. and Mom cant know, neither can Dad. that leaves friends. i wonder who i shd ask.

i actually had quite alot to say, but the worry abt my precious cam has made me think of everything else as insignificant in comparison. i wonder if anyone wld like to buy the camera off of me. it's super new, & it hasnt got a single scratch on it. i took amazing care of it. my handphones nvr even make it thru the 1st 3mths w/o getting scratched, & my precious cam was taken care of so well that now, a year and 2mths ltr (i think), its unscratched and undamaged. well, if the zoom thing is really not spoiled lah. i'll get it checked out soon. maybe this saturday. or sunday.

i really feel like crying. my hands have been trembling since i realise it cldnt zoom when i tried to take pics. Daddy spent $619 on it, divided by the day's i've had it, thats about $1.40 a day, and i love the camera so, so much. i waited three years to get my very own digital camera (since pri sch) and when i got one, it was a multi function one i adored but was ridiculously overpriced. i didnt reli need all that functions. i felt SO, SO guilty as i didnt do my research, & just bought the prettiest cam i found with MP3 function. and i actually made Daddy pay all that money for it, and we got into this huge fight because of it. it was the angriest Daddy had ever gotten at me, but in the end he still got it for me, cos Daddy gets me about like everything i want. dont mistake me for a rich, spoiled brat though, because i hardly ever ask Daddy for anything. and i mean that. i only get new phones when the old ones spoil, and when i want a new one, i do my research, because i've learnt my lesson with my precious camera. and Daddy and i are still in a cold war, i dont even rmb the cause, and sometimes it makes me really really sad, u noe? but i trust he'll forgive me, he always have. omg, now that i think abt it, i really really dont rmb what it was that started my fight with Daddy. i promised i wld take super gd care of the camera, and i intend to keep this promise, even if i hv to save up slowly for however much the repair will cost (if it needs a repair). Daddy paid for this camera, reluctantly, but he still did, that's because he loves me, and maybe he doesn't know it, but i love him too and i treasure this camera alot, alot. even though my family is unlike others, it doesnt make me like, not love him or anything. i cant say i love Mom, cos im not entirely sure i feel comfortable with that. Mom's said & done things that really made me hate her, its just too difficult to love her now.

oh shoot. a post abt my camera turned into a family relationship analysis? i need to go now. im really disturbed by this lizard perching on the door really, really close to me. its so freaky. i cant stand it any longer. goodbye!

I W ILL DO ALL I CAN TO FIX MY CAMERA. I WILL.

scary things

this is a post about scary things in life today, yesterday, tomorrow and forever more!
yeah.

1. PEOPLE. they are scary because they come in all shapes & sizes. no, im kidding. ppl are scary because its totally scary how they can be nice one second & then bitch abt u the next, how they can be such a hypocrite, saying one thing & doing another, and how they can lie to your face & not bat an eyelash.
2. FEMALES. do i need to say more? we are scary things, girls, because our mood swings from high to low in the space of abt a microsecond, esp if its that time of the month. girls are scary cause they can be super understanding & nice to ppl one day, & the next, its like the thing never happened & the girl's horribly crude & idiotic again.
3. TEACHERS. they are the worst. never trust a teacher, cos they might just betray your trust & tell your parents all they've found out abt you. i speak from experience. also, trust a teacher with no life to ruin yours just cos he or she (usu she) is stupid. okay dumb reasoning but true.
4. FOOD. food is scary cos there are so many many kinds! how did human beings create so many different types of yummy appetizing eats??? wow.
5. THE UNKNOWN. this is a wide general topic. the unknown includes many things, ranging from supernatural happenings to deadly incurable diseases to tomorrow. yes, tomorrow is an unknown thing that cld be scary, cause in the space of one day your life could change so drastically it wld never be the same again.

i think five things are enuf for now....i cant think of anth just now. wow today was a rather slacky day at sch. firstly 3rounds ard sch. lol i jogged the entire 1st round then wasted 2min waiting for ppl then jogged half a round, walked, then ran most of the third round & obviously i came in super late but hahahaha. whatever.

then physics was fun cos we played with toys :D forces and toys. good combination.

ENGLISH. omg, i think i totally failed the compo test, i so totally over-wrote & didnt finish the story! & i had barely begun my main point. EURGH.

mt. hahahaaa Mr Chin just finished the 1st chp. i spent most of the lesson thinking abt Hilary Duff's songs. namely from her 2nd album. finally...math! erm i did not pay attention like at all.

got ignored many times today. whatever. i dont even rmb by who. being lame. i eat bread everyday! lol. breadtalk all bread one dollar. go buy. i need to spend less on food. yes, need. *rolls eyes* you are irritating. you dont deserve anyone. thus, it is not fair.

You! you are so immature & childish! yesyes, we know u're pissed & chuffed & whatever, GET OVER IT. why are you making a big fuss when i do it but oh, its ok when you do it? there is no difference, & stop thinking of urslf as the superior one. that is so what i hated abt you & i thot u've changed but u're showing ur hideous ugly side again & u noe what? it's really really unflattering, u're so ugly when u do this. its part of the reason why i didnt want to be with you in the 1st place. sometimes im so glad to hv a break from you.

eeyer

so disgusting. i had a rather rotten weekend.....esp with the way CHMA started. CHMA was okay lah...it was mostly the company. sure i guess some ppl were nice enuf but others were jay eee are kay ass. major ones.

I SAW SOMEONE IMPT IN MY PAST AT CHMA. its a guy, of course. his name starts with CH...cool right, his name CH then see him at CHS. no biggie lah, he was frm CHS mah. yeah he's graduated. wish he'd rmbed me. wish he's said hi. wish i'd said hi. hahaha.

OH i went looking like a traffic light. RED top. GREEN bag. GOLD shoes. LIVE EARTH. kinda lame, why a concert? but anw, wish i'd worn green. Juanne wore green. yes, i saw again, with the same person she was with ytd :D i was with the same person too, but toatlly different man. like, totally.

so today's monday. surprisingly, i was very awake the whole day. nvr felt like sleeping. cool. i think i flunked the graph test in maths...and not sure abt the physics one, but i think im really getting better at physics! *happy* but chem is going downhill. eep.

math is crazy! i am so getting nth. i need to do smth abt it :(
i want to go on the japan trip.
i get priority, but mom hasnt given the go-ahead. even though we dont hv to pay anth, becos we're poor. hmm i reli wana go, after this, i dunno when i may hv a chance to go outta Singapore again, cos mom says we really dont hv the money. i want to go japan.

Capricorns are getting a thrill of romance today. but im not.
Aquarians are getting a blast of someone from their past and am being drawn to the person yet again. hmm, closer, but not really.
I wanna be drawn to him though.
talked to FMS today! he is so cute. hahah. and we did hv a brief EC moment. cool. and aliya was acting funny. lol.

finally meet betty today!
FINALLY.
yeah thats abt it. toodles, readers :D

BUMBLEBEE! :D

its friday, woot! im watching ghost whisperer now, & like, wow i love drama aahah.

watched Transformers today, & i LOVE Bumblebee! he is soo cool & cute & almost like human! he is just too cute. yay. pretty yellow camaro. I WAAAAAANT.

NEW BLOGSKIN I FINALLY CHANGED IT.
i am like, so proud of myself.
cause the html has some wrong codes, so i spent the entire night like fixing them & FINALLY i, the computer noob, have done it.
*APPLAUDS*
thankyou!

so today after watching the 2hr++ Transformers (nice leh! go watch! worth the money! but dont drink b4 the movie ahha) with JiaXin Nicholas & SianFu, which was like, awkward can, some ppl dont talk =.= , i went to meet Joshua & while waiting i saw Juanne & another Nicholas! ahhaha they are sooo....ahemahem. anw Josh's got to help me with math tmr.

& i gotta contact Betty & remind her.
& must call Marucs & Qiulin.
LOL busy bee. BUMBLEBEE! yay :D

im very tired im going now, must do alot of things...sigh.

ohmygosh sudden angst

shut the fuck up, i am nothing to you! go away you ass cant you see you put me through hell then bring me to heaven in the space of two seconds?? i hate you so much why dont you go screw yourself and leave everyone else alone. i dont need this in my life and i dont need you either. i would be so much better off without knowing of your existence. I HATE YOU. i dont mean anything to you, so why cant you leave me alone & STAY THAT WAY? hell.




today a bangala irritated me alot in the train to orchard. his bluetooth name is 's'. ass, indeed. stupid bangala i want to listen to mp3 also cannot ar! you think you got bluetooth phone then very big ar! i also have, and i also have the manners not to go disturb ppl and keep trying to send them stuff they dont want repeatedly. idiot. i am not a racist, but you suck alot lor can. sgr also irritated me. damn.

i am baaad

I AM A PROCRASTINATOR WHO IS TOO LAZY & BUSY TO BLOG ABT MONDAY NOW. next time okay.

i am much much neglected hmwk which needs attention.
everybody seems to be sad nowadays except her. hmm. okay.

went to meet girlfriend today :D yiyin is jealous, that two-timer. HAHA. gf & i talk abt dreams, deja vu, hormones & racists & cute girls :D
girlfriend makes me smile! :D
i miss that person lah dunno go where. girlfriend knows i like seeing. TEEHEE. no one gets it. i analysed smth today. ahahha this post is pointless, unless you are girlfriend, yuo probably duno what im talking abt. i dont tink gf knows either ahha. gf, do u know? she's probably eating dinner, that greedy person. (:

omg, i so need a name. must ask ppl.

HOMEWORK I AM COMING YOU BETTER WATCH OUT.

like, wow boy, you're good

hello! to those who are wondering where the pt2 of THE BIG REUNION is, its still n my head. i havent forgotten, am just tired now. i'll do it tmr, really.

i hv just just someone's very very interesting blog. omg, he's such a good writer. he's my new idol now.

today is a day of highs & lows.

lows:
- kena scolding by Mok when every1 was like me
- spent money on expensive notebook
- no graph paper
- waa damn hot in my seat lah can
- hv not finished hmwk
- zero exchange

highs:
- did some hmwk
- free periods! no EL & Geog, life is good.
- paid attention during math (:
- found gorgeous notebook
- told ppl jokes
- qiulin's dream :D
- 2 cancelled extra lessons!

CANNOT THINK OF ANYMORE. omg, my blog is so FRIVOLOUS. eek. i want to be deeeeeper! am too tired now though, maybe next time. i did write some v deep stuff during math today...oops. i did pay attention okay, i just...let my mind wander a leetle bit.

GRACE WANTS TO MEET QIULIN. GRACE NEEDS TO SAVE UP. GRACE IS VERY POOR. GRACE WANTS TO TALK TO THREE PEOPLE. THREE PEOPLE DONT KNOW GRACE WANTS TO TALK TO THEM.

THE BIG REUNION prologue

this is the day of Juanne&Grace&Ashley's big reunion! :DDD

i was late, then ashley jie was late, then we were even later, & the only early person was nicholas! AHAHHA okay dears i dont hv time to explain now, so i'll tell u guys everything tmr.

meantime, here's a quick pic of Ashley Jie & me!



I LOVE ASHLEY JIE <3 :DD

BLAHH

this is a totally unimportant insignificant post pls skip, i just felt like posting.

i just went to ur blog after like 52452 days. yes, i completely stopped going after i made that wonderful discovery of **************** whatever lah no biggie. i mean yeah like, i had totally given up alr & just very recently i realised the past times i saw you the feelings didnt come rushing back as they always did b4. maybe there's smth to be said abt- i dunno. after i found out i just kept telling myslf that its goodbye to you forever, like, its always gonna be CANNOT CANNOT now. RAHHHH i hate myslf for even thinking abt then now, how cld i hv been sooo dumb it was all wishful thinking on my part (: i am so idiotic ahhaha. yes that was bitter laughter becos i admit it, thou i dont want it to be true, i did fall in love with you. STUPID ME HUH. & then i dont wana admit this either, but i really was super crushed when i found out, i totally rmb how happy i had been b4, then i read that line & i was like *BOOM* ouch. hhhahaha stupid stupid me. im like, really really happy for you, i mean, hey, good on you, u found somebody whom u were willing to make time for in your busybusy life. omg, this is turning out to be SO OBVIOUS! grace, you idiot, cld u BE any more obvious? damn it. i alr typed this in continuous form to discourage anybody frm reading it. sigh. theres so much i wana say, i just let all the words run away. i dont understand why this happened, like, why i fell for you, cos it was all sooo stupid. stupid, thats the only word i can think of to describe it now. haha. yeah aside from how nice/sweet/cute/cool/caring/sincere/concerned you were. & a whole bunch more. BUT GRACE, YOU ASS, HOW CLD U HV FALLEN FOR SOMEONE U SEE LIKE FIVE TIMES A YEAR! hah. i am such a joke. & then there was the whole the-weird-things-u-say deal. made me feel so odd. whatever! i dont even wana think abt it now. eek. i am living with the lost love angsty-pian thing everyday but i noe no one can tell from my perfect facade of a carefree happy-go-lucky bimbo. i refuse to show how much in pain i am. i refuse to let it affect my life outside. becos i alr dont hv a perfect life, if i let u get to me, how much of a life will i hv left? will a part of me be in love with you forever? when you talk to me, will my mind still jump to us? can i fool the world any longer? LOL. i am soo tired of trying to be someone i dont think i am. i am so tired of holding this mask in front if my face all the time. and i am so disgusted that i dont even know myslf.

i am so sorry this turned out to be kinda emo. :D

CHS carnival day

what a happy happy day! more than makes up for not-very-great ytd. i know qiulin & i totally did not regret going to CHS carnival. i do regret not going to town though! hahahha but its ok. :D

so many things to say! bet i'll forget some. so i was late, & when i reached the bus stop i found qiulin hiding behind the noticeboard, duno why tht girl dowan sit down! hahah. then we got lost in the school but thanks to our fantastic sense of direction we found the carnival!
then we wandered ard looking for familiar faces. the first familiar face i saw was JASON CHOONG. omg, din noe he played guitar. hahah. he v funny. ltr tell u why. then the 2nd person i recognised was chung chi shun, without spiked hair! LOL flat hair makes him look kiddy :D then we saw joshua & weiping. i didnt noe weiping SMILES :D but yeah, smiling & not smiling, he looks like 2 different ppl. cool huh.

&then we strolled ard, thinking we were reli thirsty, & then we found kenneth's booth! HAHAHA kenneth in tights. TEEHEE. qiulin & i bought coupons! in the end we spent $18 of coupons leh! waa money fly away man. ANYWAY, dunking booth was really fun! like, i am so pro lah i dunked kenneth like 1218520 times :D. HAHAHAAA qiulin kept pushing the lever! the person there say my aim v good lor. but abit sian lah, only dunk kenneth. AHEMAHEM qiulin i noe u'll read this! got two or three other ppl we'll like to dunk huh! & joshua gave us free but very oily hashbrowns. very oily. VERY VERY OILY. hahha if we ate it all we will hv to run like alot to remove the damage it did to our girly figures LOL.
i found out that wai teng can sing! & qiming is so weird he totally looked at me like i wld bite or smth =.= i dont bite, man. & jason! hahaha, he was laughing w his frens, then when he caught sight of me his smile disappeared immediately & he looked so solemn. LOL. then he waved. WAA VERY FUNNY LAH like he very upset to see me but trying to be polite. hey. thats not funny! WALAO SEE ME VERY UPSETTING AR! irritating. hahahhahaaaaa. than afterward qiulin & i went to toilet & took pics, see!


haha very funny, we keep hanging ard the dunking booth cos we play so many times, then we became known as "Kenneth de peng you,". we hung ard there so much, bet ppl thot we were Ken's no.1 fans lah! LOL. no lah we sadistic lah, like to see ppl get wet. TEEHEE :D

all in all, we saw everyone we know there cept marcus & kai. whatever. guess what, CHS has cute guys. HAHA EVERYONE EXPECTED ME TO TALK ABT CUTE GUYS RIGHT. irritating. there's Mr Bright, Mr Nice & Mr Blur. probably wld hv found more if we had more time ahhaha. linlin & i got diff cute guys but we both agree on Mr Bright! yesyes qiulin i noe u noe abt me thinking that Mr Sweet is cute! haha.

oh then after it ended qiulin went to feed the fishes. HAAAAHAH sounds so funny. then we left! we were gonna go town, but in the end we so lazy that we slacked at J8 instead. really slack leh! nvr even window shop. but v nice lah. chatty girls tgt is like that de. i think i forget to talk abt alot of things but nvm lah.

qiulin, i am going to friendster now :D pictures!

bad luck

half day of school! its speech day today, which is cool yet still sucks.

so sch ended at 10.10am, & i was so hyped to go out, but DUH. EVERYBODY was busy. & i mean EVERYBODY. they all either hv rehearsals or cca or stil in sch then hv cca. what kind of luck is this? sigh. it was really sad. my life is so miserable.

round four i left school so i wldnt hv any accidents. but ironically the accident that i wanted to avoid by leaving school occurred because i left school. SIGH. sad life. whatever. im cool. then i went to J8 to meet QH. then my phone died on me. SAD.

QH & i walked J8 for very long, cos we stayed in Popular very very long. i bought many pens (: we had dinner, then she dragged me all ovr the place looking for bags. TIRING CAN. then after that must tolerate nagging frm mother & sent to buy breakfast. then reach home kena lecture abt informing her of who im with when phone dies. okay. wasnt too bad lah.

tmr meeting linlin! yay.

walao seriously, i cannot stand my mother okay. i just told her i'll be going to cat high's homecoming tmr & she's like, "so its very impt lah?" i said my frens wanted me to go support. "so very impt lah! more impt than schoolwork lah?" she said with a really ugly look on her face, as if i should be some loser who has no life & studies all the time. "you everyday go out hor, also dunno if you can pass," apparently, my dinner at J8 w QH was 'going out'. puh-lease, it was only J8, & we only walked around a bit. she's unreasonable & overbearing, really. "aiyah you this kind of face also cannot pass lah. fail alrdy dont cry hor." she continues, with the same ugly look, in a horrible tone of voice.
seriously, heard of this kind of parent? sometimes i really wonder why i hv to be the kid stuck with these parents. surely someone else out there can handle it better than i do, so why me? why was i chosen to be in this family? i believe God does evrything for a reason, so if he chose me to be in this family, there must be a gd reason. i admit, it probably made me stronger, but weaker too. but kids made of lesser stuff wld hv given in by now & im still fighting, everyday. okay, whatever the reason is, i'll know someday.

i am so jealous of everyone else.

pointless post abt bubble pencil

TEEHEE :D

very boring day in class. SSMATHGEOG. BORIIING. HAHAHA i think i like our new MT teacher Mr Chin, he seems better than Mrs Lim. woot. i am gonna write a v nice essay for him. & i am gonna talk to krystalle less in his class. hmm. or not. LALALALA I CANT WAIT FOR ENG CLASS LEH i think im gonna get like lectured abt my pointless paragraph :X
oops.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

guesswhatguesswhat!!
i drank oreo ice blended again today! I AM SO FATZXZ my diet is turning out to be like a high sugar diet.

SUCKING TOO HARD ON YOUR LOLLIPOP OH LOVE'S GONNA GET YOU DOWN :DD
i like Mika. yay.

Zul thinks i cannot express sadness properly. hmm. I AM SO SAD *GRIN*. HAHAHHA no lah what you expect me to do, "I AM SO SAD *CRIES*"?? eeyer so lame dowan.
I LIKE BIG HANDS & BROAD SHOULDERS & HIM!

oh and you know what? FINE MALE SPECIMENS ARE THE HOTTEST, I KNOW LIKE THREE :DDD

lalala & i saw joshua who bugged me to buy stuff for his homecoming thingie HAHAHA i bought more sweets! CANDY IS SO SWEET. i am not making sense. hmm.

now for some random sentences!
i miss you i miss you i miss you! i miss pat poke ruffle touch zingzingzangzang smile wave cuteness chemistry look look look laugh EVERYTHING. i like, miss then so so much okay not fair luh why so short SIGH my life is so miserable i am so sad. miss you miss you! :D

Lakerol rocks. GO LAKEROL! grape flavour.
i am like, hungry.

oops, i spilled

ytd was like so BLAH. the only interesting point was that i spilled ribena on myslf-twice. and i spilled mayo on myslf once. hmm. poor pinafore.

im like hooked on ribena, its so...purple. yeah, i love purple, i hv since i was like two. whooo!

i love qiulin. i love yiyin. i love juanne. i want to tell them. im going to tell them. but how to tell them?

hello dear friends,
im sorry you know so little about me outside sch & gatherings, im sorry my life is a total mystery to you but there's a perfectly good reason, here it is:
I AM LIKE BARNEY THE DINOSAUR, I TURN BACK INTO AN INANIMATE OBJECT AFTER I GO OUT.
ahahhaha do you believe me?
:D

new sch term has been full of surprises.
1. i have a super free week of boring afternoons.
2. i actually hv time to go shopping & i dont know who to ask to go with me.
3. i hv not been scolded by any teacher yet.
4. wow, im actually enjoying physics more than chem! chem is so difficult now that the one subject i nvr thot i wld get is actually easier!

then again, some things never change...
1. i am behind on hmwk.
2. i am not getting math.
3. run during PE? no thanks.
4. literature class.

wheewhoo.

i love qiulin! LOL u knew that alr. on sunday we were doing schwork at mos burger, & we talked alot alot & i cant wait to see her again. now she knows me slightly better, isnt that nice? (:
i hope juanne can make it this wkend with ashley & alicia.

okay i've got to go, i'll try to blog more often, you know sch always forces me to use com like once a week :(

lark-y day!

its lark-y day cos im like, as happy as a lark today!

i got praised at sch, which is the main reason why im happy. mrs ong actually told me tht i've improved & shd keep it up! woot.

& then after that i went home & had many phone chats with many ppl, & then i went to meet ian, alicia, marcus & kenneth for lunch. juanne came ltr. i was eating super slowly cos i was waiting for juanne :D i think evryone cldnt wait for me to finsih. hah.

oh then ken almost got us killed by a bus. SCARY LAH WALAO i nvr wana do tht again.

at ken's place we did hmwk. yes, we did. althou mine was super difficult & i didnt complete it. then we started to play. PLAY!

nth much to say lah. got pictures :D
see above!

im very excited abt tmr, its a big reunion with ashley! yay :D

slack & stress

OMG i am so totally freaking out. tmr is the dreaded physics lesson. & i havent got a clue where my physics stuff is!

& Jordan Han Chee Siew just told me abt the workbk thing WHICH PANG YIYIN TOTALLY FORGOT TO TELL ME. jeez, cannot trust that girl lah her memory like worse than mine.

HELL, i dont even know if my stupid workbook is with me at home! with my luck, it probably isnt & i'll get shouted at tmr. well i usu do anw. mrs ong just doesnt really like me, which is okay.

speaking of HELL, the reason why i havent gotten ard to physics is that i spent the day watching anime on youtube :D I LOVE ANIME. i am so in love with Witch Hunter Robin now just cos i love the whole hidden-past-silent-strong-cool-aloof guy thing that Amon totally has going. even thou he's not that hot lah. like, i know i shd hv watched it long ago, but i thot it was boring, & Robin's not that cute but now i love it. & Hell Girl is pretty cool, it's actually very angsty. actually WHR is also very angsty, what with Amon's mindset & Robin's past. but its all cool.

& some of you may noe that i was a total InuYasha junkie, & the only reason i stopped watching was cos it was a super long series & i always had to borrow from Dorathea (i think i spelled that wrong, sorry).

& i used to LOVE cardcaptor sakura. i loved the whole Lee & Sakura thing. & i loved Sakura's brother. u guys noe they had several crossovers after that dont you, using the main characters in cardcaptor sakura. its cool but the original rocks most.

i think i totally cannot resist the typical aloof cool, mysterious, tall, usually dark haired, hot guy in animes. i love the whole hidden past thing, which makes me love the reclusive anime guys. like, Lantis! ohmygosh, Lantis is sooo hunky. he's from Magic Knights Rayearth, its an anime from childhood, from the same ppl who created cardcaptor sakura. yay. love the anime, esp the 2nd season, cos that's where Hikaru & Lantis' love story began. woot.

because the love story thing is like, existent in almost evry anime ever created. except in Hell Girl, i cant reli think of any where there hasnt been a love story. Get Backers hv anot? yes, there was the whole gay thing (Kazuki!!!!!). Shaman King? yeah, Anna & Yoh right? mayb it was the twin brother, cant rmb names. the Alchemist one? yeah, the gay thing again. ohoh! i rmb one, the twelve kingdoms didnt hv, right? i will check it out later.

oops, see this is what happens, when i slack, i end up stressing. abt work. i hate it. tmr got serious hmwk to be done, i shall be very focused. yay. oh yes, fruits basket! i loved that. TEEHEE :D

date with shrek3!

this is my big date with qiulin for shrek3 day! & i was latelateLATE so we cldnt watch the 1220 show but at least i got my butt outta bed yeah? :D

we both glammed it up for town but qiulin feels she didnt glam up enough cos she was running late too! ITS OKAY LINLIN WE HAVE ANOTHER CHANCE TO :D

im quite irritated with blogger, where is the colour palette & size box?? sigh, i am such a computer idiot. ANYWAY i am super bad news: I FORGOT ABOUT FATHERS DAY YTD & OMG WHAT IS MY DAD THINKING NOW? i feel bad. i feel very bad. *cries*
it is not my fault i hv a completely dysfunctional family & its not my fault both the mothers day & fathers day mean so little to me. but it IS my fault i made both days mean so little to my folks )):
I WANT TO CRY, I FEEL LIKE AN INSECT SOMEONE JUST STEPPED ON.

okay no being sad now, i want to tell you all about today.

so qiulin was gonna run off to another date at 5+, so we had to make our time tgt count (sounds mushy! LOL). but due to over-chatting, little time & small misfortunes, we walked only 2&ahalf buildings & watched Shrek3.
the movie is funny, but i kinda felt like it wasnt...super funny? i dunno i guess i just dont reli like Shrek the ogre becos he's fat. HAHA SHALLOW GRACE. no lah i liked the movie, but i liked the first one the most (:
qiulin laughed the loudest on the theatre! :D & then when we came out i felt drunk.

i acted so dumbly :D i went to the wrong door & started trying to yank it open but of cos it cldnt, since it was LOCKED because it was NOT THE DOOR WE WERE SUPPOSED TO EXIT FROM! how cld i hv known that? it said exit, so i wanted to exit! HAHHAA so funny qiulin stood there & then looked at me & said hesitantly, "Grace, what are you doing? We're supposed to go there." "But this says exit!" LOL.
then we had a mini reading competition which i won :D the font was tricky okay!

the entire day was superfun cos we were both like really prone to giggles & made crazy jokes. like when i tried to be friendly to the gospel girls who came up to us & freaked them out instead. hehheh. qiulin says they probably think im nuts. but im not nuts, im bananas! HAHAHAH. then, we went to taka watsons, where we found the CUTEST PANTILINERS. LOL to the guys who are reading this, SHUT UP U'RE LUCKY U DONT NEED THEM OKAY we have scented pantiliners, do u have scented jockstraps? :DD HAHAHHA i think im still drunk. & then qiulin & i were talking abt which one was cutest & this woman walked past & i think she thought we were VERY KIDDY & all the men who heard us were probably like ERM... :DDD

after the movie we took sexy pictures & looked at sexy underwear & sadly, no sexy guys :D & her fren asked us what were we doing in newurbanmale.com. like, DUH DO YOU REALLY HV TO ASK? take a look at the salesguys pls. HEHEHEHE the sales guy called me MARIA :D we saw manymany pretty necklaces which i am going to buy soon!


purple think i need to change skin & I KNOW BUT IM TOO LAZY. like, i went to look for skins a while back & there were too many & i cldnt choose so i said, heck lets wait. so...HECK LETS WAIT.

i miss today alr! omg i love tv. i love ugly betty, ANTM, desperate housewives, alias...all these dramas! I GTG BATHE SO BYEBYE DEARIES I LOVE YOU I SHOW YOU SEXY PICTURES TMR KAY.

B.outing

QIULIN & GRACE love to take pics (:

YESTERDAY WAS BESTIE OUTING DAY :D
bestie outing = B.outing = BOUTING. HAHAHHAHA funny right.

manymany pictures. actually only 20+. wld hv more okay, if other ppl bothered to take pointless but fun pics (THE GUYS LAH, irritating! lol) but nvm lah the girls look better anyway :D

but cannot upload any pics yet okay. until Ju works her photoshop magic on them. can show u some. i tell you hor, i very angry with my supercool but blur cam. i dunno why its blur lor, usu i take its okay but when other ppl take its like BLUR. nevermind it serves me quite well i am happy.

I SHOW YOU YIYIN'S SUPERNICE RED JACKET! i love it so much, i am gonna find a similiar one too yay.


this is a funny pic cos i look spastic & qiulin looks blur. HAHA.


look! im trying to not laugh then i look dumb LOL.


I LOOK LIKE SUPERHERO RIGHT :DDD so fuuny.

isnt the jacket supernice? i love it. so after the girls spent v long in yiyin's rm, we went swimming. i show you yiyin's supercool look. & the view frm her bedroom window.




you see the swimming pool. jealous anot? haha.


looks cool huh? :D

kay lah im too lazy to upload all of them. i tell you what happened next. i was super high the whole day! & i bounced around laughing & talking nonsense. then we were swimming ard in the jacuzzi (how to spell ar?) then i had this feeling we had to go back into the hse & EAT so we went in. & this is the cool part. we all got outta the pool & 2min aft we stepped out it started pouring. COOL RIGHT MY INTUITION WAS RIGHT-ON. then the girls believed that i really am psychic. like, qiulin rmb that in p6 i told her that i had a dream that she went to cedar & she really did. WAA I GOT VISION LEH. & i always knew i'll go anderson. i am like, so psychic. hah.

after that we went ot bathe & i was the slowest (hey try to undress & wash ur hair with only one hand okay!) then we hung out in the basement & watched 200pounds beauty WAA THE SONGs DAMN CATCHY. Maria, ave Maria! I'm a beautiful girl...!~ hahahah. then we had dinner.

Ohmygosh. dinner. i am like quite tired of pizza & pasta now. get the idea? i want STEAMBOAT DINNER. then after that we went home. & Ju was like talking abt all her mi mi on the way. mi mi=secrets btw.

LALALA then after that i planned to watch tv til late but yiyin called me then we talk very long & by the time she fell aslp Alias was over so i went to slp too.


TODAY!
i went gym with JC & Ju didnt wana come then aft gym JC & i went J8 & slack then reached home at 6. whoo going to eat cuttlefish now.

wallower

hello all u people, i need to wallow in self-pity for a bit, but its ok shit happens.

lemme tell ya abt my sunday!
i didnt go dance then i went out late afternoon with qh & i bought my lovely desired-for-so-long jeans & then i was veryvery broke. i ate macs & went home to watch shrek2 with Mum. then i asked the girls out to watch shrek3.

& monday too!
because i was superdeeduperly penniless, i stayed home. Jane came over & we raided my closet for a nice top for her. failed. then i had to serve her toast damn her she claims she doesnt noe how to butter her bread at the age of 14. i am so sure. lazy bum. (: then qh & shirls came & we became loud girls talking&talking under my cool aircon. then Jane had to leave round 5 & we ordered pizza & piged out & qh was such a klutz can, kept dropping food then she spilt a cup of water OMG so much work for me. Lol then i attempted to do my closet but got distracted by my barbie dolls.

& today?
Jane wanted to come over & qh&shirls were coming round 4. all of them went MIA =.= jeez if they didnt wana come they cld hv just said so. LOL i duno wad happened w Jane lah bt actually qh&shirls were queueing for donuts at Donut Factory & qh said she'll get me some but then in the end she came back at 9pm & cldnt come over. i am so sad, i am not geting donuts after waiting for the entire day.

did a whole bunch of quizzes on blogthings & didnt post them up. but i am 90% psychic, 47% capricorn & 80% aquarius, i shd paint my room purple, & i have a super rare personality. hmmm. predictable results...or maybe im just too psychic.

SIGH i am so depressed now.

see, i had this discovery &...it wasnt pleasing to my ears. hell, i hate it. but i alrdy guessed smth of this sort wld happen & i hate myslf & i hate MYSLF & that irritant. gets under my skin all the time. EVERY SINGLE FREAKIN TIME. bloody hell.

okok stop swearing, Grace.

sigh.

Grace is jealous envious upset depressed sad angry puzzled bemused.
i am going to sink into a downward spiral now.

i shall surface by thursday for a superfun day with besties.
yay (:

MEWWSIC

GRACE LOVES MUSIC GRACE HAS LOVES MUSIC SINCE SHE WAS P4 & DISCOVERED BRITNEY SPEARS AHAHHAHA GARCE REMEMBERS HOW CRAZY SHE WAS OVER POP MUSIC & BOYBANDS TEEHEEEEE.

ytd i spent hours on imeem discovering my that i looove manymany kinds of music but i seem to prefer pop-py kind. take a look at my playlist, u'll get the idea.
also, u'll realise im listening to quite alot of jazz nowadays. see, Corrine May & Chantal Kreviazuk. erm. i say quite a lot cos i nvr used to listen to any at all okay. andand! i want to get the Joss Stone CD & omg, ytd i listened to Amy Winehouse & her voice is really cool, u noe? kinda edgy, very artsy type. not exactly my cup of tea, but its still tres cool. listen to Best Friends By Amy Winehouse, u'll get the idea. oh, be sure to be reading the lyrics, her drawl makes it kinda tough to make out some of the words. its cool. & oh gosh i love Corrine May's Something about you, its jazz & pop mix at the same time. u'll realise tht it sounds kinda pop-like. can u tell??? LOL okay.

female powerhouse voices still rock though. look at Tamyra Gray, Kimberly Locke & Kelly Clarkson. oh btw they're ALL American Idol finalists. Cool yeah? & then if you prefer the RNB Soul hiphop kind, there's Rihanna, Ciara, Beyonce, Mary J Blige & Fergie rocks so much now. i love her song Wake Up. Oh & Mutya Buena has a new album out & if u think her name sounds familiar, YES u've heard it somewhere b4, she's an ex Sugababe. RMB THE SUGABABES?? love them, their hits Too Lost In You, Round Round & etc still are my faves.

& movie soundtracks rock so much i cant believe it. Hilary Duff movies always hv good soundtracks. & Legally Blonde, How To Lose a Guy In 10 Days, Step Up, A Walk To Remember...Disney movies too. & DANCE movies just have all the coolest music okay. like the above-mentioned Step Up. & Dirty Dancing: Havana Nights. i agree with Mia, movies are jsut so much better when they have dance & music.

OMG i've turned into a music promotion person or smth. hmm i didnt go to dance & im abt to go out so bye!

OOH LOVE THIS

it is SO totally cosmic how my psychic powers work okay.
like, today i was getting ready to go out with Mum for dinner and singing (okay, screeching) along to the radio that i had on pretty loud in my room and somewhere in the recesses of my mind i was thinking about a song that wld really suit friends who wana stay like that always lah and then this timeless classic came on & i was like OH DUH VITAMIN C, HELLO GRACE, LIKE DUUUUH!

sooooo...i present to you the favourite song for friends everywhere:
Graduation (Friends Forver) by Vitamin C
get the remix version, it rocks a whole lot.

im gonna cry my eyes out on my graduation day
we've been best friends for four years
best friends since first grade
if i didnt hv my friends i dont know what i would do

sometimes i am scared about the future
i dont know how to say this but erm,
i am scared of the future and what it'll bring

when i think about the future i think about
success
family
happiness
hopes and dreams
but most of all
when i think about the future i think about...
i think about love

as we go on, we remember

all the times we had together

and as our lives change, come whatever

we will still be friends forever

can we survive it out there?

can we make it somehow?

i guess i thought that this would never end

& suddenly its like we're women and men

LALALA dont you just love my psychic powers? i am so psychic it scares me sometimes :D

dance tmr! i am so excited. and broke.

The Forever Friends!

i am so touched now! very emotional, must be PMS. LOL!
this is a kinda long post dedicated to my bffs! if u arent 1 of them or arent interested, skip ahead to the next post thankyou!

okay u guys realise my last few posts all got stuff abt my frens & how i love them? that's cos recently i realised i love my frens more than anth in this world! eek, i risk sounding super mushy and whatever, but i still wana say this.

nobody really knows how my family life is like, but that's also really cos i nvr let them in. during p6 i wanted to tell qiu lin, betty and qh, but in the end i didnt. up til now the only ppl who do know are less than five and they dont know the whole story too.
i dunno why i hide it, there's nth wrong abt it, i just dont feel inclined to let the whole world be privy to my family life i guess. but anyway, my family is really fragmented, with family grudges and all, and im single, so the most impt ppl to me are my dear friends.

i nvr really told them, or anyone at all, because i always thot my one true bestie just hadnt come into my life yet, and maybe that's true but now i realise maybe they've been here all along, not as one person, but a whole group of ppl, each like a diff part of my dream bestie.

its cool, i got JC to go gymming with me whenever i want, the whole grp to go shopping with me, yiyin to gossip with abt things in sch, actually yiyin to gossip abt anth, cos we both kinda gossip quite alot. hmm. i've got betty to lend a ear whenever i need her (and there hv been many times when she'll be on the other end of the phone while i tell her whats wrong, & she's nvr hung up on me, or said she had smth more impt to do, even when im in floods and cant pronounce anth properly) and then for everyday mundane life, there's qh to make it less mundane & a little bit more girly. like when we both didnt hv dates in our sec1 year on valentine's day, we spent the day tgt and it rocked.

of course, there are disappointments and arguments, and manymany troubles along the way. like, qh and betty are always late and standing me up. we always fight and they let me down but hey, we always make up. and there was the whole i-dont-like-you-much episodes with yiyin, juanne and me caught in the middle. im sorry if im blunt, but its the truth. and i rmb very clearly last year when i was trying to talk JC into a better guest list for his bday party with the band. i was so sure the girls wldnt click, but it turned out great. just goes to show u nvr really know anth until u do. i mean, just a few mths ago betty left me alone in dance, and qh made me cry, and then there was the huge fallout almost half a yr ago now which devastated me. and all those times i thought they didnt care. but look at us now, we're still tgt, and we're still friends. we've weathered rumours, gossip, fights, disputes, disagreements, parental interference...crap, im getting really emotional. bleh. but my point is, thru thick & thin, we've been there for each other, & i really hope we'll continue to be forever.

here's an short passage from my pen&paper diary entry on tuesday:
hmm, nxt yr is my 10 yr anniversary with some of my frens, like juanne & JC. a decade-long friendship! yay. Jiacai & Grace & Juanne. who else ar? hmm cant rmb. for some its a long time away, eg qh, kenneth & i hv more than 6yrs to go, & yiyin being the latest addition to our group, will be our fren for 10 yrs when we're 22yrs old! its a long time away, but we can make it. see, this is our family away from family, kinda. (ahem, here i start listing who i met 1st and all, not impt, lets skip this part) i think this is all fated, u noe? i mean, how cool is it that i got into cedar sec (which i wld hv been in with qiulin) but i appealed to anderson? maybe my psychic powers were telling me there was someone i hv to meet there. so anw, on 29 March 2005 i introduced yiyin to the group, & we've nvr looked back since. ok that's a bit of an exaggeration. there was alot of friction, actually, but we're all cool now. mostly. i dont ever wana lose them, u noe? they are my best friends, cos they nvr waver (well, most of them) seriosuly? w/o them, my life wld suck real bad. ok, so maybe sumtyms they are e ones who make my life like hell, but whatever. i kinda feel like we're a mini version of FRIENDS, the popular tv show. mini cos we dont broadcast our frenship to viewers worldwide :D woot, im happy with what i've got. & if all isnt perfect? hey, its the rough edges that make us who we are. Best friends, always friends, best friends forever!

LOL isnt it totally cool that i was thinking tht on tuesday, then yesterday JC appeared to be thinking along the same lines? haha.

now to credit these people who have made my life what it is now! *drumroll*
first and foremost,there are the guys, who nvr change. names are listed randomly, not in rank.
JiaCai!
you hv always been my buddy since pri1, when u used to draw Ju & i pictures from pokemon :D & since then u've always been the person i ask to do whatever i feel like when i've got nth on. we study tgt during exam periods, we do sports tgt, we eat tgt. i dont know what to say except u'll always be a buddy of mine! (even if u do seem to tink im a bit of a bimbo who only looks at cute guys *rolls eyes*)
Kenneth Teng!
our friendship started when the rumours of you & Ju did. haha, its true. & since then, ur parties hv been almost like a tradition in our yearly activities. every year there's always smth u & ur family start organizing! which is cool. & u're the fren who's always nice & nvr really loses his temper with us. & i rmb last yr-end hols whenever i was bored i'll just sms u, then u, me & JC wld go out. its reli funny, u're like the never-changing dude in our group. sure, ur hobbies vary, but ur personality remains the same! its reli nice to know when everything changes, some things nvr do. & u nvr reli hv anth acidic to say abt others. i hope we stay like this always man!
Justin!
u're a weird dude man, u are so techno-gadgetty! we nvr knew each other reli well til WITs, & then was when i reli got to noe u! allow me to say that while i still tink u're kinda weird, its in a totally cool science-dude-of-our-group way! u're like, erm, our own sci-fi specialist or smth. i tink u're reli cool, man, but each time u look at me i cant help tinking, hey, does he like look scared of me or smth. dont tink of me as a ticking time bomb who'll go off anytime man! so rmb, when i say u're weird, its in a nice way okay? so friend, stay weird, and stay my friend! Kidz Impact forver!

omg, reli long post alr, i'll just say the names who'll always be my frens.
Pocheng, u drove me nuts when we 1st met & u still do sometimes!
Ian, u're the computer guy man! rmb Kidz Impact always!
YanLiang, Marcus, Reuben: we dont hang out much, but i wont 4get u guys lah. im very nice de. LOL.
and now the dudettes.
QH!
we dont need words to describe our frenship, girl! u know it & i know it, we'll be frens forever & ever, even when we see each other so little!
Betty!
same goes for you, forever frens! thanks for all the times u've been there for me, & listen, i'll be here for you too whenever u need me, ok? i noe u're reli close w ur sec sch frens, but nvr forget abt us okay.
Alicia!
whenever i need a favour from you, you nvr let me down! u're a great friend, rmb our crazy 5566 times tgt 4evr! i'll always rmb when we went to each other's houses so many times, & our Kidz Impact time tgt rocked. hope to cya soon!
Juanne!
omg, Ju, rmb how we were both monitress in p1? & how we always fought? so funny when i tink of it now. we had our share of catfights, and we had our crazy fun times tgt too. u're a Kidz Impact member forevr ok! cya soon babe!
QiuLin!
we became gd frens only in p6 right? look how far we've come! im sure we both thot we were the ones who wldnt last aft pri sch, but we did! i can still rmb all the crazy fun times we've shared, i hope u do too. u're our sweet kid, say u'll be my fren forevr!

and finally, there's our new addition to the 'family', since 2005.
YiYin!
oh no, there's so much we can say abt our friendsip lah. some can say we're best friends, others can say we're not really friends, but both can be said at different times of our roller-coaster relationship lah. 1st we were 'fake' frens in sec1, hanging out w each other but not really liking each other. then we were buds in sec2, which was really thanks to JC's party. then we drifted apart again, and i cant really say we've clicked tgt again. i dont know what to say abt us, but in the past, i realised we had a really rocky reltionship going. you hurt me, so i hurt you back, and this was a vicious cycle that i really hated. and its really crazy. im sure u've hated me so much u wished u didnt hv me as ur fren at all b4, & i can safely say i've felt the same way. but then each time i think my life wld be so much simpler w/o you, i rmb some superfun, super crazy time that we've had, & im like, do i really wish i nvr experienced that? the answer's no, btw. that's why its crazy, i hate you, then i love you, then i dont know what's happening between us. we nvr seem to click in front of others, but i dunno, its like, when alone, its not difficult to. its nuts. but hey, love you or not, i still wana be ur friend forever okay.


and that about wraps up everything. u noe, i rmb a conversation i had w kanika not so long ago. i was saying that i was feeling like lost, cos i hv frens everywhere. like, every1's my fren, but every1's got a grp of their own, & im the only one skipping from one to another, & its not much fun. but now i know tht's only cause i've alrdy GOT a group, and all their names are above. i treasure them all, & i'll treasure them forever.

yay ok i can stop being mushy now :D
&maybe someday i'll tell them, or maybe not. sorry if i've forgotten anyone!

mates are who matter

i am officially a pauper. teehee.

ytd Ken, JC, Reuben, YanLiang, YiYin and i went kbox-ing. hahha, that sounds so athletic. when actually we were sitting there freezing our bums off and singing into mikes.

yes, we all spent our day in a freezer singing. like, that place was COOOOOOOOLD. get the idea? lets just say i couldnt feel my hands at all. i completely could not feel anth. yiyin was later than me! but it wasnt like, all her fault. i was late like, half an hour. hmm. it wld hv been lesser, but nvm.

so at kbox, i wailed my heart out, outta tune and all. LOL, its not like we were great singers, all of us. yiyin's probably the only one who can keep in key most of the time but ohwell, its just for fun. but sixteen freaking dollars is a bit much for FUN. rah. irritating.

after the kbox session, the guys with the exception of YL went to watch Shrek3 with Justin, who didnt even bother to try and tahan kbox this time. HAHAHHA.

pictures!

that dark part on my chin and shirt is a shadow of my hp. haha.

omg we look so weird here cos i edited it to crayon pastel. whatever la.

& that abt says it all for her. hahahah.

me trying out the lighting, which looked super orange til i edited it w my amatuer skills.

only pics of JC, Yiyin and i cos they were on either side of me. aft tht we changed places but i was too frozen to bother abt pictures alr :D

see, super orange glow, even after editing. bright eyes! ^^

random photo of yiyin at vivo the other day.

omg, looks too white now. nvm lah, there like winter wonderland lidat anyway X)

& then aft this i was told to stop zi lian-ing. LOL.

pic yiyin took of me singing, but lighting was terrible there, looks super scary, cannot tell if im looking at camera. also cannot see my cool ring on finger. humph.

this is yiyin zi lian-ing with my hp during dinner the other day at vivo.

this is yiyin making my soup a model. yummy minestrone soup.

and this is yiyin being extra when i tried to take a pic of this nice shop at vivo. the red box very nice right! pretty shop.

oh, and this is a random picture of my friend the cuckoo bird who sometimes sits on the air con outside my mom's window :D cute hor?

today is friday, and that was ytd, thursday. i went out everyday since monday and decided i needed to stay home today and hv some alone time. cool huh. so i told Jane to come over nxt wk instead. i've spent the enitre day catching up on things i shd hv done but havent! of cos, that doesnt include studying...which i will do, sometime. heh. later i am gonna re-organize my wardrobe. the closet is way messy. and so is my room. hmm. i'll pack that ltr too.

yay i feel happy, and i love my friends so much <3>

money + discount = LOVE

I AM SO, SO GOOD AT SHOPPING LIKE CRAZY. GSS ROCKS.

so ytd, i didnt spend too much, which is cool for a day out at vivo. but today, hah, i spent quite alot. i worry i dont hv much left for tmr.

NianTee & i conquered town with me in my gorgeous wedges and her in her more-comfy-than-it-looks pumps. and i was only like 5min late, thou i did push back the meeting time like half an hour. improvement!

hmm, i really do spend more when i socialize. anyway. i bought three super tops! i am so happy. so satisfied. so tired.
haha, its true lah, try walking for 5hrs in my shoes and see if u feel tired. so today i bought a great off-shoulder top in hot-as-hell red, an oh-so-pretty camisole top with satin ribbon round the waist, which i LOVE SO MUCH and a sweet pastel yellow tee which rocks when worn okay. and SUCH a bargain! what a steal. i want to go back and buy this slammin' dress, jeans and more. i am such a big spender. woot.

i gtg, i am so tired. and my ring is so gorgeous!

there's harbour and there's front

its tuesday! and today i went to vivo city. kenneth said we were going shopping. but yesyes, we all know vivo is a leetle on the costly side. but hey, i had a pretty big pocket :D

so there they were, Kenneth, JC, Marcus and YiYin, waiting patiently for me as i waltzed into the staion half an hour late, as usual. i mean late as usual, not half an hour late as usual. because the time im late by varies from like ten min to 45min and sometimes even an hour. hmm. anyway.

bets was supposed to join us, but in the end she didnt. nvm. at 1st the guys and us went from shop to shop tgt, but after a while we split up, cos it didnt make sense for the girls to wait while the guys went inta a guys' shop and vice versa when we cld just go our own ways and save time.

yiyin and i went like, everywhere. and that's saying smth, as vivo is a biiiiiig place. im sure u know tht. here's what i bought: a hot ring, 2 beauty items and dinner. hahah. yiyin bought: 5pairs of earrings, a cute skirt and this totally gorgeous necklace i found for her which is soo affordable, and we both loooooove it. i may get it too. hmm.

ooh.

dinner was DELISH. we ate pasta. yiyin had a banana smoothie which i thot tasted okay, but JC said it tasted like banana eaten then spat back out and blended tgt. hmmm...thought-provoking, huh? LOL. the food was so good!
and then we had to rush home, as yy and i were both late. we had a minor detour at the harbourfront station thou. someone forgot how to top up an ez-link card and started trying to jam the card into the atm card slot. LOL i think that took like ten min :D

im sorry my post sounds so boring, i swear, it was actually much more fun than it sounds here. ohoh! do you know that after next year, juanne, jiacai, reuben and i will hv known each other for a decade?? cool huh!! i love my friends, yay.